Sorry for not updating in a while. I've just been really busy this week, a lot going on. I will also be busy next week but I'll try to find more time to update! Thank you all for such amazing reviews. This chapter i have to admit is not really that great, it's really repetitive. But i needed to add it in anyways. The chapter name is "Catch 22". I don't really know how to explain a catch 22, but it's like when one thing can't happen without the other thing happening and vise versa. It's kind of hard to explain, but you might get it towards the end of the chapter. Enjoy!

CHAPTER TWELVE

"No," before I even had time to respond to what Carlisle had said he talked. I wasn't able to even turn around before I heard that word. But after I turned around I found the face it belonged to, Edwards.

"You are not changing Bella. Not yet it's too soon. It's only the middle of July. And I don't want to be in…in this condition in case anything goes wrong."

Edward was by the front of the dining room, leaning on a wall. He hadn't stood up in days. He looked like he was having a hard time with it. So then I walked over to Edward and helped him to a chair. Once he was seated I sat down in the chair next to him. Carlisle was the first to talk.

"We're not saying that we are going to change her. It's just one of the options. We still have time. I am looking into more options. This one is just a possibility."

"No it's not. Bella is not losing her humanity just because I am sick." Edward was looking directly at Carlisle.

"I would still become a vampire even if you weren't sick."

Then he turned his head to look at me. This expression on his face was hard to read, but I could tell that it was mostly anger. "But it wouldn't happen this way. You wouldn't be forced to do it."

"We're not forcing her into this Edward. We're just letting her know that this is one of our options." Said Carlisle.

"But you are making it seem like she has to do this."

"No they're not. Nobody is forcing me into doing anything."

"Edward, we are just talking about our options. Nothing is definitely going to happen."

"Then why are you telling Bella about this now? Why are you making it seem as if she's the only one who can do anything about this. Because she doesn't need to do anything or give up anything for me to get better."

Then Esme spoke up. "We just want to keep Bella informed is all. It would be unfair to her if she didn't know all of the options."

"Well you can take this option off the list."

Then Carlisle said, "We're not taking any options off of the list, this could be serious."

Serious? How serious? Carlisle said that it was nothing to worry about. Why would he be saying that it was serious now if it wasn't true? Maybe Edward's sickness was worse then I thought. No, it couldn't be that serious. Edward was getting better already, I could tell. Carlisle was probably just making his point clear to Edward.

"Why doesn't Alice see any of the other options?"

Then Alice started to talk, "I still can't see anything. Nothing has been decided yet. If I could tell you what the best option was I would. But Edward we all just want you to get better."

Why was Edward being so difficult about this? It wasn't like it was going to happen for sure. It was just one solution to this terrible problem. He knew that I wanted to become a vampire anyways, why not just have me changed now that way Carlisle could ask the Volturi for help? Carlisle was still trying to reassure Edward that they were just thoughts.

"We don't even know if we have to go to the Volturi. I still have a lot of research to do. We are keeping our options open that is all."

"You don't even know what virus I have. How do you know that it isn't just going to heal over time? Why do you have to drag Bella's humanity into this?" They were talking about me as if I wasn't in the room. As if I couldn't hear everything that was going on. So I decided to say something.

"If I need to be changed in order for Carlisle to talk to the Volturi about this, then so be it. I know that this isn't what you want and I'm sorry for that. But it is overall my choice."

"Do you see what I'm talking about?" Edward was looking at Carlisle. "You're making it seem like she has to do this. You are making it look like if she doesn't get changed I won't get better. Why couldn't you just wait until you found other options to tell Bella anything?"

"She had a right to know."

"There is no way that you are changing my Bella just so that I get better."

"But Edward, we're afraid that…"

"No. If Bella is ever going to be changed it won't be until I'm better."

"But what if you can't get better until she is changed?"

"This is not an option. Discussion over."

Edward then started to get up. But I had to help him out of his chair and up to his room. Quickly I brought him to the bed. And told him to get some rest. The situation that we were in was a catch 22. And I didn't know if that was going to change any time soon.

Okay so I decided to be nice and not really have so much of a cliffe. But i still have my whole, review then update thing going on. So the less reviews, the less likely i will update sooner. All of the reviews are so wonderful! i can't believe that i have more then 130, i thought that nobody would like this story. I also hope that this chapter didn't disappoint you too much. Thanks, and please review!