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twelve: Regrets.
Laying down with my face on the bathroom floor, panting heavily, I cursed mentally at myself. I had begun thinking. Dreaming. Reliving.
I always wondered what it would be like to love somebody before I moved here. Let alone, two somebodies. Two names came to mind. Edward Cullen, and Jacob Black.
It happened in Forks, Washington. I met Edward Cullen. My soul mate. We were perfect together. Besides the fact that he's a vampire, and I'm a human.
I've lost him twice.
Then there's Jacob Black. My best friend, and the father to my baby. I do love him, but not as much as I did Edward. It caused physical pain when Edward was gone. Jacob Black was the one who filled the hole that's left behind every time Edward decides to leave.
And I'm grateful.
I owe him so much. I owe him my life. Instead, I can bless him by bringing a whole new life into the world. Our baby. Our miracle.I just can't hope but wish Edward were still here with me, and that it was his baby that I was carrying.
Was that so selfish? Really?
It didn't matter though. Edward has been gone for almost four weeks now. I was nothing to him since I've cheated on him for Jacob. It wasn't intentional. It just happened.
A quick look in the mirror, and a sigh later somebody knocked. I didn't need to open the door to know who it was, though. It was Jacob. My personal sun.
I moaned and pushed myself through the doorway and down the stairs. Jacob waited patiently outside while I slowly slugged towards him. I dragged my feet across the ground until finally I reached my destination.
Turning the doorknob wasn't so bad, it was pulling back on the door that was difficult. It was as if it were a hundred pounds heavier. A fourth of the way open and I sighed.
"Come in." I moaned and leaned up against the far left wall. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to clear my head. Almost instantly warm arms snake their way around my waist, landing securely on my hips.
Jacob kissed my hair and pulled me from the wall to him. It's not that bad though, because he's softer than the wall. And much warmer. Why is it so cold? I didn't even realize I was freezing.
I shivered once and he stiffened.
"Wow, Bells. You're freezing. Are you alright?" He pulled me back to look at my face and gasped. Did I really look that bad? "You're sick."
I laughed without humor.
"Thanks for stating the obvious." I said and pulled him back to me. He didn't hesitate. I wrapped my cold feet around his ankles and sighed in contentment. Warmth radiated through my whole body, and was replaced by goosebumps.
My teeth chattered once at the sudden change in body temperature and Jacob pulled me to his chest tighter.
"Wanna go to bed?" He asked and I glared up at him. I tried to pull away but he pulled me back. He rolled his eyes once and stuck his tongue out, ignoring my struggles. "You know what I mean."
"Yes, and just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean I'll sleep with you again!" I said and Jacob chuckled loudly. I didn't find it funny.
"No, Bells. I mean do you want to sleep? You. Alone. Without Jacob. No matter how much I wish it were the two of us." He winked and I stopped pushing at his chest. I blushed heavily at the embarrassment I had caused myself.
Jacob laughed a little more then picked me up. I buried my head in his chest and exhaustion hit me hard. I felt extremely tired. It was a struggle to actually keep my eyes open. I would have fallen asleep right there, except my stomach started churning from the rush of him picking me up.
"Jacob-" I warned but he cut me off.
"You will not argue about me carrying you. I don't mind. You're as light as a feather anyways." He smiled triumphantly.
"Jacob I-" I tried to warn him again but he cut me off.
"I told you. No. You will only walk when I'm not around. Maybe a little more than that, but don't get to used to it!" He chuckled and the room began to spin.
"Jacob Black, put me down!" I tried one more time but he just kept walking. I felt vile gather up in my throat and pushed on Jacob's chest when he didn't set me down.
"No, Bella. I told you-" But he was cut off. I threw up all over on his shirt, and shied away from him. He stopped walking all together and completely froze.
"Sorry!" I gasped and turned to see the damage. "Jacob, I'm so sorry! I didn't- You wouldn't..." He took a deep breath and wiped a few tears out of the corners of my eyes.
"I uh... It's fine. Don't worry about it." He said quietly and walked slowly up the stairs again, holding me away from his stained shirt. I sobbed harder, and looked at the ground. Instead of going to my room, he took me strait to the bathroom.
"Here, wash up." He ordered and he set me down. I just stood there, trying to stop the room from spinning. When it finally stopped, somebody coughed and I turned toward the noise. Jacob was still standing there, watching me, in his dirty shirt.
I was surprised when he took his shirt off, and threw it into the clothes hamper in the corner. I stared at his bare chest and he chuckled. When I looked back at him he was trying to hide a smile.
"Like what you see?" He asked and winked. I glared and stomped my foot on the floor.
"No!" I all but screamed and he frowned and stared back at me with concern.
"What?" I asked, and he nodded towards the shower. I sniffed and wiped my nose with the back of my hand. "What!"
"Are you going to take a shower, or not?" He asked and motioned to the shower again. I gaped.
"You expect me to shower with you in here?" I asked and he coughed.
"Well, no.. But I want you to at least get in the shower so I know you'll be okay." He said shyly and I smiled.
"Er..." I pursed my lips and his eyebrows shot up. He must have got it.
"Oh, right. Uh. . ." He turned on his heel and spun out of the room quickly.
I giggled when the door slammed shut and heard him whisper sorry from the other side. I locked it quickly and turned towards the mirror. I wanted to cry.
Vomit was covering the whole front of my shirt, and in some of my hair. I felt new tears coming.
"Oh..." I whispered and sniffled. I looked hideous. No wonder Jacob was so concerned.
I pulled my shirt over my head, slowly, and tried to keep as much as possible out of my hair. It didn't matter, though, because it was already there. I took off the rest of my clothes and threw them quickly in the basket with Jacob's dirtied shirt. When I was done I turned to look in the mirror.
A small bump was forming in my lower stomach. I gasped and stepped closer, to make sure I was imagining it. I had to be...
But I wasn't. The bump was there. Proof of the small life inside of me. Taunting me.
I fell to the floor and my hands shook violently. I covered my eyes with them and sobbed loudly.
"Bells?!" Jacob panicked outside the door. I sobbed harder.
"I-I-I'm fine!" I tried to make out but it sounded like a broken whimper.
"Bella!" Jacob banged on the door and I jumped. "Open the door!" I shook my head even though he couldn't see.
"No. I'll be fi-f-fine!" I tried to talk normally but my voice broke in the middle. I looked back down at my hands, and tried to keep them from trembling.
"Open the door, now!" He ordered as if he hadn't heard me. I closed my eyes and stood up slowly. When I opened them I made sure to keep them from the mirror. It wasn't hard most of the time, but this time was a struggle. The only thing that kept me from looking was the memory of the small bump.
I winced and turned the water on. I didn't even pay attention to the temperature of the water. Didn't matter.
I stepped in and freezing water hit my skin violently. I didn't turn hot water on though. The cold water reminded me so much of him. I would take the pain. I needed him with me now. I turned the water on colder and froze some more. I laid down on the ground and sobbed harder.
"Edward!" I moaned and winced at the pain from saying his name. I hadn't said it since he'd left. There was no need to with Jacob around, but now Jacob didn't seem to help much.
I pulled my knees up to my chest and laid my head on them. The freezing water pelted my skin, and stung where it touched. Still didn't matter.
I heard knocking on the door again, and Jacob's muffled voice. I didn't listen. I didn't process the words. My mind was to confused. I only understood my name.
"Bella!" I heard a lot of it. "Bella!"
After a few minutes I heard the lock turn. Was there a key? Was the door even locked? Whatever.
The curtains flew open and I couldn't feel the cold water anymore.
"Bella! Are you crazy?" I looked up and Jacob was standing over me, keeping the water from hitting me. I moaned and turned my head away. The cold water didn't even get to me, because he was blocking it.
"Bella..." He said one more time, and leaned down. For a few short seconds the water touched my skin, and I welcomed it. I smiled into my knees and sighed.
Then I felt the floor give out beneath me. I screamed. Warmth engulfed me. It felt as if I'd fallen into a pit of fire.
It took me a few seconds to realize that Jacob was holding me.
"Don't scream, please. It's okay. It's just me. Jacob." He hugged me tightly and buried his head in my soaked hair.
I looked up to him until our noses were touching. The water made clinking noises as they bounced off his bare back. He looked into my eyes and searched for something.
"Why were you crying?" He asked and I pursed my lips. I didn't take my eyes off of his. "I told you it's fine. You're not the first person to throw up at me." I winced remembering but never left his eyes.
"Edward.." I whispered and now it was his turn to wince.
"No, Bella. I'm Jacob." He finally looked down, tearing his eyes away from mine. "Jacob." I felt guilt spread through my body. He set me down on my feet and I whimpered.
"No, I mean I was crying about Edward. When he left I..." He looked back at me and blushed. He nodded and looked back into my eyes.
Fire surrounded me. Jacob kissed me and I kissed him back.
First it was slow. Then it was passionate.
His tongue traced my bottom lip, asking permission to enter my mouth. I opened my lips and granted permission. Our tongues battled for dominance and our teeth hit each other. I reached up and wrapped my arms around Jacob's neck and he held onto my waist. He lifted me up so my legs were around his hips, and I gasped in his mouth.
I hadn't realized I was still naked.
I froze and stopped kissing him. He continued to move my tongue around with his, but when he noticed I wasn't responding he pulled away. We both stood, breathless. Him standing, me straddling him.
"Bells?" He gasped and I felt old tears still on my cheeks. He wiped them away with his thumb, and held me in his other arm like I weighed nothing. "What is it?"
I looked at the ground and glared. Questioning myself.
Would I sleep with Jacob, again? Could I? I wanted to, now, but would I regret it later?
I was already pregnant...
"Kiss me again." I ordered and looked back up at a startled Jacob. I had caught his eyes wandering my body and I blushed, but ignored it.
"Huh?" He asked like he hadn't heard me.
"I said kiss me, Jacob Black." I said and stepped closer to him. He blushed and stepped closer to me, wrapping his arms around my waist awkwardly. He looked at my face for any sign of humor and when he found none he pecked me once on the lips. When he pulled away I sighed and looked back down, to embarrassed to ask him while looking at him.
"No, Jacob. Really kiss me." I said and coughed. I could hear his intake of breath and I didn't look back up to see the expression that would go with it.
Would he be disgusted? Probably not.
"You do know what you're doing, right Bella?" He asked and I chuckled silently.
"Of course." I said as if he should have known the answer. He pulled me closer and lifted my face with one hand.
He leaned in close and our lips barely touched. I whimpered and waited.
"I love you." He whispered and our lips brushed lightly like a hummingbirds wings. I smiled and could feel heat growing up my neck to my face.
"I love you too, Jacob." With that he kissed me once.
We kissed for a few seconds until he pulled away and I felt breathless. He was gasping for air as well.
"Not here." He said and I whimpered.
"What? But... I'm sure." I said trying to reassure him. He chuckled and rolled his eyes.
"No, I mean not in the shower. One, the water's freezing! Two, you're naked already. That's no fun. Three, I rather like your bed." I blushed when he mentioned I was naked and tried to cover myself as much as possible. "Exactly."
"Okay..." He smiled triumphantly and turned to get out. When he was fully out I reached to the water and turned it off without hesitating. When I stepped out of the shower I tried my hardest not to slip, but the water dripping off of Jacob's hair and pants made it impossible. I fell and prepared for impact, but it never came.
Of course Jacob caught me. Doesn't he always? I should be used to it by now. I blushed a heavier shade of red and he stood me up strait. He smiled and blushed under his skin. Then he leaned down to kiss me lightly on the lips before taking my hand and wrapping me in a towel tightly.
An electric current went through us every time his hand touched me skin. I jumped every time. He must have felt it too, right?
The next instant I was off the ground again and he was carrying me into my room. The door was already open and he shut it with his foot, barely making a movement. I wouldn't have even known if the door didn't slam shut.
He set me down on the bed carefully and took my face in his large hands. He kissed me quickly and stepped back shortly after. He pursed his lips and stared at me. I crossed my legs and tilted my head sideways.
"What?" I asked feeling self conscious. He stayed in the same pose and kicked on of his feet back and forth like a shy kid in second grade.
"I just-" He stopped and tried to rephrase. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He looked down at me with smoldering eyes.
"Yes, haven't we already?" I motioned to my stomach and moaned when I remembered the small bump.
"Exactly." He said and his question confused me. I shrugged and glared at him.
"What?" I said and leaned on my left arm. I was extremely impatient, and my breathing was getting faster.
"Last time you said it was an accident. That it was a mistake. I don't want this to be a mistake, Bella. I love you to much to make you regret anything that you don't already." He looked at my stomach and I felt guilty again.
"No, Jake! That wasn't a mistake! It was a miracle! I was wrong the first time I said it was a mistake." I whispered the last part to quietly for human ears. Not that there were any around.
"But Edward left." He said and I winced. I turned my head to the right and nodded slowly, cautiously.
"Yeah, that's the only thing I regret." I turned back to Jacob when he didn't say anything else and noted that he had stopped fidgeting. He was glaring directly at me. His eyes were cold and his lips were a hard line. What had I said wrong?
"Jacob?" I asked and he put a hand up like he was telling me to be quiet.
"Just a second, Bella." He growled and closed his eyes. I sat up strait and leaned in towards his still form. The only thing moving on him was the slow rise and drop of his chest.
"Is Charlie here?" I asked and remembered another name. I could feel my excitement grow inside of me and I automatically looked towards the window. "Edward.." I whispered silently. I couldn't even hear. Jacob must have because his eyes shot open and he glared down at me again.
"Do you really regret us?" He asked. His question caught me off guard.
"Huh?" I asked and rose an eyebrow. I finally pulled my attention back to him and watched the window from the corner of my eyes. "What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean." He said coldly and growled. "Us. Me and you. Edward leaving. Us!"
I flinched.
"Of course not, Jacob." I growled back and felt anger rising.
"Well, you regret making Edward leave. You said so." He said and I nodded.
"So? Of course I do. I loved him, Jacob. Still do." I said and struggled to steady my breathing. It was becoming extremely difficult. Jacob seemed to be having a hard time, too.
"Well, I love you." He whispered and he stepped away from me again. He looked over at the window as well and sighed. "He's not coming. He wont come back. You'll just have to deal with him not being here, and having me instead. Is it that hard?"
I couldn't control my anger. I snapped.
I stood up and went to his left after circling him once. I glared at him the whole time. He just stared down at my bed where I was sitting not seven seconds ago with an angry expression.
"Of course he wouldn't come back. Why would he? I'm pregnant with your baby and I didn't even mean to. If I could, I would take it all back. Beginning from when I met you!" I don't know why I was saying such harsh things to him. Maybe it was the pregnancy messing with my emotions. Who knows? Jacob seemed to snap too.
He began trembling and I could hear him wheezing, trying to get air into his lungs. I could practically hear my heart racing as I watched. Did I push him to far?
I shouldn't have been afraid of him. He wouldn't hurt me. He told me over and over again that he wouldn't.
But I couldn't help but feel frightened now. For myself and for the baby. I backed away slowly, and hit the wall. He continued to tremble, and I frowned. Fear fluttered in my stomach.
"Please.. I'm sorry!" I pleaded. It didn't help.
If only I could take it
back. Take back the last five minutes of my life, I wouldn't be
putting my life,
and my babies life in danger.
I just had to hold onto the hope that he wouldn't really hurt me. That I would be okay.
Jacob's point of view:
"Jacob.." Bella whispered and I watched her back closer into the wall. Was I really that scary? I wasn't anywhere near changing. If I was even close I would have jumped out her window. Was she actually scared. I tried to calm myself but I couldn't. I was so upset. Her words cut so deep...
"Bella." I gasped and she stiffened. She looked up at me with horror in her eyes and I noticed she was trembling like me. I tried once again to calm myself and it worked a little. I tried again.
"Did you mean the things you said? That you regret meeting me?" I thought I knew the answer. I thought I had figured her out. She trips, blushes, and gets angry when you laugh. Sometimes she cries. I thought it was simple as that. Of course it isn't. I hated to admit, but I knew nothing about Bella.
This silly girl who I loved with more than my existence. My whole heart and soul. It hurt when she said those words, but it could always be fixed with more words. A simple 'I love you' out of her mouth could make me soar. Make me stop breathing, and my heart stop beating.
And I knew nothing about her. Pregnant Bella, at least.
Moody, angry, stubborn, pregnant Bella. I still loved her, and I could never love her worse. Pregnant Bella just knew how to piss me off. That was the difference.
"No." She admitted. It took me a second to remember what I had asked her. I stopped trembling and stared down at her frightened face. "No, I do not regret meeting you. I don't know where I would be if I didn't. I would have probably ended up killing myself if you weren't here, Jacob. You and Charlie are the only two people keeping me alive whenever Edward," wince. "Leaves. I love you. I love you so much. And I want to move on with you. I want to have our baby and marry you and have my happily ever after." I heard her words, but they didn't make much sense. It took a few minutes for them to sink in.
"You- You're choosing me? Me?" I asked just to make sure. Bella laughed lightly and more tears trailed down her cheeks.
"A part of my heart will always be with Edward. Always." Wince again.
"But are you choosing me?" I asked again and Bella nodded and let out a sob. It didn't sound sad though. It sounded almost happy.
She kept nodding and walked over to me with her arms open. I welcomed her, and held her closely to me. I was still trying to get her words to make any sense.
"I love you." She whispered and I nodded, still numb.
"One second!" I whispered and she froze. I rubbed soothing circles on her arm to tell her that I was fine. She calmed in my arms and I sat down on the bed with her. I laid us down and faced her away from me, so her back was on my chest.
She was quiet. She didn't speak. I was grateful.
She really chose me. I was hers, and most importantly, she was mine. I could finally kiss her, and hold her, and love her like I couldn't before. Because she was with Edward then. Now she was mine.
Was she only choosing me because Edward was gone? It didn't matter to me. I would gladly take her, no matter the reason. Even if half of her heart was still with the bloodsucker it didn't matter. She was mine now. And nothing could take her from me.
With that I turned her over and pulled her lips to mine. She gasped in my mouth but closed her eyes and started kissing back. She reached into my hair and grabbed a handful, pulling it lightly. The pull was nice though. Not painful at all.
She moaned in my mouth at the same time I moaned in hers and she pulled herself closer to me. Her tongue glided into my mouth easily and she wrapped one leg over my waist. I rolled us over so she was directly on top of me without ever breaking the kiss.
Her hips pushed against mine and I moaned again. Her hands ran down my bare chest sending electric shocks through with them. It was pleasant. They trailed down until they reached my pants and she put two fingers under my waist band. I moaned, begging her to continue, but she just smiled on my lips. She pulled her hands away and back up to my hair. I stopped kissing her to breath but my lips met her collar bone and up to her ear, leaving a fiery trail where I kissed. When I got there I whispered in her ear.
"Two can play at this game." I chuckled and rolled her over so I was on top. She gasped and put her hands on my waist. I supported my weight on my hands and laughed.
She attacked me again with her lips on my chest. I growled. She was winning. She must have realized because she smiled again into my chest. No. She would not win.
I leaned in and met my lips with hers again. She sighed in my mouth and her hands left my waist, trailing back to my hair. I smiled a small smile and rolled back over so she was on top again. I was careful to make sure no weight was put on her. Squishing her could sure ruin the mood. And more importantly my plan.
"Jacob.." She moaned when I kissed right behind her ear, right where she liked it. I trailed one of my hands down her chest and landed on her waist. I licked behind her ear and her back arched quickly. Her hips bucked into my leg and I moaned with her.
"Bella.." I let a moan escape and cursed myself mentally. She was still winning. I trailed my hands back up her body slowly and rested my fingers under the top of her towel. She trembled under my touch and nodded.
"Please..." She begged and I smiled again, still licking behind her ear. I kissed down do her neck and back to her ear.
"Please what?" I whispered and her back arched again.
"Please.. Love.." She gasped and couldn't get her words out. I chucked.
"Please what, Bella? You have to tell me or I wont know what you want." She pulled me back to her and held on with dear life.
"Make love to me, Jacob Black. Please!" She screamed and I chuckled.
I kissed her once on the back of the ear, licking her in the process and pulled back. I laid her down next to me and smiled evilly.
We were both gasping for air and she looked like she was on the verge of crying. I felt bad because I knew she would feel embarrassed later, but she didn't need to be. She looked beautiful as she was now.
"You. Are. A. Horrible p-person." She gasped between breaths. I chuckled and rolled over so I was facing her. I leaned all my weight onto my left elbow.
"I love you, too, by the way." I said and she raised an eyebrow. Her breathing was beginning to calm slightly.
"What?" She asked and I rolled my eyes. The smile was still playing on my lips though.
"Earlier you said you loved me. It's kind of late, but I love you, too." I smiled and she blushed pink.
"Oh." She snuggled up to me and fidgeted with my foot. After a few seconds she spoke again. "You are truly evil, by the way."
I chuckled.
"I know. But you did it first." I put the blame on her like a four year old pointing fingers. She sighed.
"I know. I'll get you later." She said and yawned. I smiled and pulled her closer to my chest. She sighed at the same time I did and we both laughed. Her laugh was quiet, my echoed through the room.
"I love you." She whispered.
"I love you, too." I whispered back but she was already asleep. I reached my hand over her and pulled the blanket over her, even though she would be plenty warm being in my arms.
I wasn't any where near tired. The proof of the last few minutes was standing at attention below the blankets. I sighed and got up to walk to the bathroom. A cold shower should help.
When I unlocked Bella's door I heard somebody walking up the stairs. I stopped breathing all together and waited for Charlie to get to his bedroom. After a few second all the sounds in the house had stopped, and I couldn't even hear Charlie's breathing. I rose and eyebrow and stepped into the hallway cautiously. The caution didn't help because Charlie saw me stepping out of Bella's room. He was standing by his door, with his hand on the door knob. I stiffened.
"Jacob?" He asked and he looked at where I was coming from. Then his face went red with anger. "Let's talk." He said. It wasn't s suggestion or a question. It was an order. I obeyed. I shut the door quietly behind me before walking over to Charlie.
"Hey, Charlie." I said still being cautious. I was completely aware of the fact that I had no shirt on, and I was just coming out of his daughters room.
"Where's your shirt?" He asked as if he had read my mind. I frowned and thought. Would the truth be the best thing to do?
"Well, Bella got sick when I was carrying her up the stairs and threw up all over me. She took a shower alone then I took her to her room after. She fell asleep almost instantly when she hit the pillow. I was on my way to shower, but you talked to me." Not completely the truth. Not entirely a lie. Did he really need or want to hear all the dirty details though?
"Oh." He said as if I had just told him about somebody he knew dying. The red drained from his face and gathered in his cheeks. "Sorry."
I nodded and looked to the bathroom door. When I looked back at Charlie he nodded back and turned to go into his bedroom.
"Jacob?" He asked before opening the door. I took a deep breath before turning back around.
"Yes?" I asked sounding slightly bitter.
"Don't go back in her room." He ordered. He was no longer Chief Swan. He was Charlie Swan. Father. I nodded again and waited for him to go into his room. When his door was securely shut I let out the breath of air I didn't know I was holding and quickly retreated into the bathroom before Charlie came back out.
Alice's point of view:
I was watching closely. Waiting for him to leave. Waiting. I couldn't see with him there. I had been waiting forever. They rarely separated anymore. Probably because Edward was no longer there. I felt bad for both of them.
I had recently became worried because Bella's future would flash in and our. Worried that something had happened. I quickly learned it was because Jacob Black was hanging around. But this time, when he left I could see Bella in bed. But when I tried to look any further I couldn't see anything. Did that mean she'd chosen Jacob?
Even if he was gone it was hard to see Bella. Part of Jacob was growing inside of her. Was that why I couldn't see? I sighed and kicked my foot into the wall, causing the pictures on the wall the shake with the impact. I heard Esme take a sudden intake of breath and I whispered sorry.
Strong hands snaked around my waist. Almost instantly I felt calmed.
"Jasper.." I whispered and couldn't help but smile. He turned me towards him and pecked me on the lips.
"It's going to be alright." He tried to make me feel better but I sighed remembering my current problem. I closed my eyes and looked for Bella's future again, but I came up blank. He must be with her again. Stupid werewolves!
I hissed unintentionally and Jasper hugged me tightly.
"It's going to be okay." He tried again and I sighed.
Edward was still sulking in Alaska. He didn't answer anybodies calls. He wouldn't speak to anybody. He left without even saying goodbye. He left me a note, though.
Alice, She
chose him. She changed her mind. I'm leaving, but don't
worry... Much much love, Edward. P.S.
Please don't look for me. Watch out for Bella, too, if you don't
mind.
I'll
be okay, I promise you!
Nothing.
"I asked if you were alright?" Jasper whispered into my ear. I shivered.
"Yes. I am." I lied.
Whoa.
Ling enough for you? Thirteen pages ;). I had to stop it here.
The Alice's point of view thing wasn't necessary but what the hell.
Why not? I decided to show you all a little more of Edward leaving.
Of course he didn't tell anybody except Alice. And of course he was
still thinking of Bella's protection... I'm really debating
weather this chapter should be rated M now or if it's fine... I think
it is. It didn't get into to much details. I was going to make it M
definitely, but decided not to. I don't know if some younger kids are
reading this or not. I don't want to freak them out to bad. You know?
But I also don't know if it should already be M. Is it really that
bad? Really it was just them making out, teasing each other. I'm
sorry, again, for not updating. So many problems. First there's
computer problems. Now family issues. I hope this chapter wasn't that
bad. I was extremely depressed while writing, because my great aunt
passed away at 2:20 am today. R.I.P. Still, it's no excuse.. To
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she stopped she automatically looked towards her stomach. She did
that often. "Jake?" She asked. She turned to the left, and
I noticed Leah staring at me with a longing expression. Bella looked
down sadly. "I think Leah likes you." She said. I
chucked. "Oh, Bella." I sighed. "Leah's probably just in
heat or something. Ignore her. I wouldn't do anything with her
anyways." Leah scowled and walked away, stomping her feet as she
went. Bella laughed quietly, covering her mouth with her
sleeve. I accept anon, so don;t be shy.
SweetnSpoiledx93:
I totally agree with you. I'm a huge Jacob/Bella fan and I'm happy
with my story so far. It's not that I hate Edward. NEVER. I just
prefer JacobxBella. Once again I apologize for not updating sooner
for you.
One
more time, thank you. Thank you everyone who read and alerted,
favorite as well.
