Khalsa, rukmani, naz, artanish, loveabhi, shrestha, honey, naina, Khushi, AS anjaana, guest, subhsresaha, priya, guest, saakshi, guest, pihu, palak, bhumi, thank you
Shzk himmat juta liya na?aur Rajat ko mein bhi utna hi miss krti hu jitna tum to dnt thank me fr that
Kkkloveu arey wah ek saath itne reviws…im happy…and thank u..mjhe yeahi tnsion thi ki my respected plot giver ko meri writing pasand to ayegi na….arey umlog ko pain feel kerwate kerwate I myself is in painfl shade..type kerne ki bad dobara par nahi pati… rona jo ata hey…
Amaila so many reviews..thnk u….thnks fr that ghazal…and Daya sir ko wapas kaise lau dear…this is most bitter truth ki ek bar jo log iss duniya se jate hey wo wapas nahi ate…ar iss stry mey to wo aab wapas nahi asakte…it wl b impractical na? thnk u
advance srry fr all typing mistakes..as i did the whole in one go and ust in one hour..so u know how fast i typed...so pls ignore those..
as i dnt have time to recheck
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After Rajat and Freddy entered the first thing which Freddy remembered is strangely the day when he last time saw Abhijeet reacting….
The day they had lighted Daya's pyre…
ACP Sir moved ahead… Grabbed Abhijeet hand tightly… Abhijeet trying really hard to take out His hand but Salunkhe, Rajat and Sachin also came Forward…Abhijeet didn't cry or screamed...just look blankly at them… "Sir…"
ACP takes a Sigh… with tears pick the fiery wood… Gripped it on ABHIJEET hand with the Help of his Hand and other Support too and Just Fired the Wooden Stack contained DAYA's Body….Abhijeet didn't actually moved his family or better to say so called family pulled him to the pyre…
And then first time after the last breath of Daya Abhijeet reacted…. The Whole Shamshan Ghat Shiver with the Scream and Pain of Abhijeet who continuously trying to Quench the Fire and get DAYA Out of this… "sir please…mujhe ek bar use dekh lene djiye…sirrr pleas…ek baar maafi…."
ACP sir just pulled him back and Abhijeet stopped in a second…he himself removed the grip of ACP sir from his hand and moved backwards…to the far corner near the water still looking at the red flames engulfing his life in it…snatching away the reason to fight live laugh and cry…
He sat down on the ground itself….he didn't cry…his eyes were so dry as if someone had soaked all its tears with a blotting paper…its just a stone without a crack..
they all there till Daya's body turned into an ash…. pandit gives them Daya's astiyaan…ACP wants Abhijeet to do the rest rituals but when he looked up he found Abhijeet spreading his hand on the burnt pyre with closed eyes….can he still feel Daya there….
Still some unburned woods of the pyre is burning in low flame which is touching his finger but…Rajat moved forward and pulled away his hand.. "sir…"
…Abhijeet opened his eyes and looked at raat as if he had interrupted in his most important work but before he says anything ACP says "Abhijeet in asthiyon ko.."
Abhijeet's body shacked loudly but he asked "kya kerna hoga sir?"
"inn ko bahana.."
"ma ki tarah Daya ko bhi mukti dena hey,hey na sir?"
This query really stopped everyone…but not he himself…he moved forward with a murmur "bas muje hi reh jana hey" took that kalash and moved to water….
Pandit je stopped him with "dekhiye ise aj nahi…"
Abhijeet handed back the kalash to ACP with "jab krna hoga sir aap bula lena…"
He glanced at the pyre once again and started walking away…Rajat said "sir mein Abhijeet sir ke saath jata hu..unhe akela chorna thik nahi hoga" and he hurried behind…
Freddy came back from the painful journey with a touch over his shoulder Rajat pressed his shoulder "Freddy hum ko aab strong hona hey….warna sir ko bhi sayed hum…"
Freddy wipd his eyes "sir aapko yaad hey uss din Abhijeet sir ne unn asthiyo ko bahana ki bareme kya kaha tha…"
Rajat sighed "ha…"
"sir kya sachmey agr Abhijeet sir ko hosh a bhi jaye to hum unhe wapas pa sakte hey?kya wo khud ko wapas pa sakte hey?"
Rajat didn't have the answer to it actually…Freddy himself continued "nahi sir…wo to uss din usi chita mey jall gaye…"
"Freddy…."
Freddy moved out without anymore words…
Rajat sat down on the tool beside Abhijeet's bed with "Daya sir please aap ajayiye jaise bhi ho bas ahjayiye…aaj aapki bahut jarurat hey..bahut…aapko pata hey jab mein delhi CID mey tha aur mmbai ane ala ha tab mujhe aap dono ki bareme pata chala ek line aab bhi yaad hey…inn dono me se kisi ek ko dusre ki jarurat pare aur wo na aye yea impossible hey.. fir iss bar sab ulta kiu ho gaya sir…uss din jab aapko jarurat thi Abhijeet sir ko der ho gayi..to uss itni si der ki itn bari sajah..aap der se hi sahi ato jaiye sir..pls…"
He covered his mouth to prevent the shriek about to come out
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Here outside Freddy moved in tears Vivek seeing him asked in full tension "sir kya hua..Freddy sir.."
Freddy nodded in no…and sat down..Vivek sat beside him on the bench oldie duo looked up Freddy said "Hum sab ne socha space de rahe hey...unki gham ko kured nahi rahe hey...space itna diya ko wo khali pan hi kha gaya..."
ACP sir sighed "nahi Freddy..use wapas ana hi hoga..hum sab k liye.."
Freddy looked p "hum sab?hum sab ne kya kiya sir…nse apni ansu chupa k unhe ahsas dilaya ki wo humare saath dukh baatne k bhi qabil nahi..unke samne Daya sir ki baat na cher k yea jataya ki aab unka unki yaadon pey bhi haq nahi…kaam mey ulajha k rakha aur ya ahsas kerwaya ki unke ar humare beech aab bacha to serf kaam…."
Oldie duo looked down…Freddy continued
"jab dctrs humse puche ki ka humne koi symptom notice nahi ki to humare pass koi jabab bhi nahi…kiu…kiuki humne soch liya wo job hi reaction dikhaye cahe job hi dukh sahe hum unn chezo se dur rahe…jakham ko quredenge nahi…kehte kehte jakham pey marham bhi nahi lagaye…"
All were silent…they don't know really what was the answer of all this….when ACP sir's phone rang…
Once again the call of duty came…
ACP sir in grave tone said "ek murder hua hey dharabi mey..hume jana hoga…Rajat ko "
Before anyone called Rajat who came out with "sir aap log filal bureau jaiye kaam atka hoga..mein yeahi.."
ACP sir stood up reluctantly with "ek case aya hey Rajat.."
Rajat hurriedly said "sir mein ruk jau.."
ACP scanned him for few minutes then nodded and moved out with others officers who all left half of their mind here…
Rajat came in room and saw his brave and strong hearted senior... lying unconscious.
Then he remembered the words of his golden hearted senior...just after the case where Abhijeet was suspected as he shoot Daya..the strangest doubt ever…he and Daya had a convo…
"sir iss bar sach mey DCP sir ne to had ker di…"
"Rajat unki to adat hi…mein to ACP sir aur salkhe sir ki soch k…wo dono kaise…Abhi ne to kuch nahi kaha hoga?"
Rajat smiled a little "jee sir..wo pehle to bole ki wo aise kaise..fir ek dam chup ho gaye…"
Daya said in irritated tone "yeahi to problem hey iski…kabhie kabhie dil erta hey ek permanent x-ray machiene invent karu..aur heart operation ker k lagwa du…"
A light laugh escape Rajat's mouth Daya too smiled "nahi Rajat…sach mey… mein to jana mana emotional fool hu..apna har emoton har waq dkha hi deta hu... lekin Abhijeet chup rehta hai,,,,, aur koi jaan hi nai pata us ki haalat sayed se khud bhi pata nahi chalta ki kitna emotional wo khud hey...uski pet se nikalna..uff koi dangerous mission se kam nahi..ha aab mere liye asan ho chukka hey..kiuki pata hey chupa nahi payega to jyada bekar koshish nahi kerta…per agar mein na raha to…"
"sir aap aisa kiu soch rahe hey…"
"pata nahi…iss bar sach mey bahut darr lag raha hey…Abhi ki yea memory ki problem ar uska ya cuppi…pata nahi ek din kahi koi bahut bari dukh mey na dal dey…" he looked at Rajat straightly "tmse kuch maang sakta hu Rajat?"
"mujse..aap…aise kya…"
"please Rajat..."
Rajat nodded…
"jab se tum cid mein ayye ho... tum se aik alag tarikey ki attachment ho gai ha... infact... mere or sir ke baad tum hi wo insaan ho... jis ki baat Abhijeet maan jata hai...sayed tum bhi usike tarah serious muh leke ghumte ho isliye…pata hey pehle wo bhi aisa hi tha…map tool k hasta tha…soch samah k ek do line ki speech deta tha…ha bas tumse thora jyada..nahi actually bahut jyada gusse wala tha.."
Rajat was looking at him silently….
his heart was saying something but what... he dont know
"mujh se aaj ye wada karo Rajat... ke agar muje kabhijeet kuch ho jaye to tum Abhijeet ke ander jhank ker... us ki tanhaai mehsoos kar lo ge...kiun ke ACP sir shayed ye na kar sakein...aur iss bar ki bad to yea yakin bhi uth gaya unse…wo bahut akela ho jayega Rajat…ar chup bhi…kuch nahi kahega..na royega thik se…sayd gussa kerega..per uss gusse ko sach samaj k dur nahi…"
Rajat cut him with "sir ye aap kiun aise..aisa kuch nahi…"
Daya smiled "na ho to acha hey..per ager kabhie ho to... tum please wada karoge muje se..."
Rajat nodded his head in no... "jee nahi sir..mein aisa kuch nahi karnga.."...
Daya looked at him with pleading yes then said "sorry sayed kuch jyada hi expectation…"
"nahi sir…mein wada krta hu.."
He still remembers the broad relax smile over Daya's face
Rajat murmured "kash me ne wada hi na kiya hota sir se... kaash..." nclosed his eyes he remembered Daya once again "sir please maaf kar dije sir... me nai kar paya...me nahi jhank paya... un ke ander... please maaf kar dije..."...
his voice started raising unknowingly...he continued "aap ne bilkul theek kaha tah ...ye apney ander ka toofan kisi ko pata nai lagney dete...i m sorry sir... me jaanta hun... aap ko wahan bhi bahut takleef ho rai ho gi... yahan inhe is haal mein dekh kar... i m sorry sir... in ki is khamoshi se aap ko takleef..per aapki bhai ko bhi to samjhna cahiye na unki aise halat se sabse taqleef aapko hi…yea kiu nahi smjhte.."...
then Rajat noticed some moments in Abhijeet's eye lids... he almost yelled "Abhijeet sir...".. but again no response... "Daya sir dekhiye na... ye uth nahi rahey... please aap... aap hi boliye inhe... aaj ye meri baat bhi nahi maanenge…hum sab ne tanha jo chor ya tha…sab ko pata tha ki sayed sabse jyada inhpone khoya per fir bhi…sab ne..akela…ek insaan kab taq lar sakta hey..thaq to jayega hi…hum samjht rahe ki ironman hy…per vul gaye iron man bhi to man hi hey…"
he wiped his tears and sighed
he rested his elbows on bed and supported his forehead on his palms…lost in his first days…
he didn't get the time passing when he felt someone gently pressing his shoulder..
he looked up…
Freddy is standing there "arey Freddy tum…wo case…"
"chal raha hey..pr kuch khas tough nahi hey…aap gher jaiye mein ruk.."
"nahi…tum spot se aye ho…tum bhi to thaq gaye hoge…ar aj neend kaha ane wali hey…bathi hi rehna hey yeahi eh jata hu…"
Freddy didn't protested nor moved…both wre looking at Abhijeet…Rajat said "pata hey ek bar caisa laga sir ko hosh ane h wala hoga wo sun rahe hey..per fir..sayed mera hi wehem ho…"
Freddy said in a strong but teary voice "haa aapka hi wehem hoga…unh kya pari hey humare jo wo hosh mey ajaye…"
"Freddy…"
"aur nahi to kya…unhe to apne bhai ki paass jana hey…yeahi kaun kya mehsus kre unhe kya…sab ghut ghut k rote rahe ek dusre se chupa ke taqi jo ek yea strong banne ki koshish mey hey wo tut na jaye…inhone to hum sabko qabil nahi samjha ki hum se apna dkh bate…aur hum ne bhi nh ahsas dila diya ki dekhiye aab to aap dur hi raho.."
Rajat pressed Freddy's palms…who continued "to aab wo humare kiu soche..per sir yea to sochna tha na ki Daya sir ne humesha caha ki unka Abhi khul k jiye…18 saal pehle ki unki koshish ki man to rakhna tha na…wo shaqs jisne duty k liye apne sage bête ko goli mar di..use sab ki tarah inhon bhi srf patthar samajh liya…unse unke do bête ki bad aap daina haath bhi cheena jaruri samjah liya?Daya sir ne to akhri saans lete hub hi kaha ki apna lkhyal rakhna uss baat ki man rakhna bhi jaruri nahi tha…"
Rajat sighed "Freddy please…"
Freddy took a deep breath "18 saal se dekh raha hu inn dono ko…ek dusre ki pukar se kabhie peeche nahi hatte per aab hiumare pukar ki kya ahmiyat…bas Daya sir ki koshish o ki man rakh le to hi bahut hey…"
He stopped as Rajat's excited voice said "Freddy…sir ki ungli…."
Freddy turned…yes Abhijeet is trying to grab somethingwith his fingers while his eyelids fluttering…
Rajat gave a teary smle to frddy who bent with "sir…Abhijeet sir…aap jarur ayenge…Daya sir ke liye..unki adhure kam o ke liye..unki dekhi gayi har adhre sape k liye…"
Rajat pressed his shoulder with "Freddy jao doctor ko bulake lao..jao.."
Freddy moved out hurriedly after a nod…Rajat sat back with a soft "sirr…"
Abhijeet moand and murmured as "sir meine …meine..maar diya..mujhe ..jana..cahiye tha..vej diya …use…trap..trap tha..pa..pta nahi chala…wo log…mar diya…mein…jata…to…nahi…nahi..hota…sir..mein ..nahi…mujhe ..maafi…mangni…maafi mangni thi…abhi..agni…nahi…maaf..Daya…maaf krga…nahi ..to kaise…maafi…"
Rajat touched him lightly "sirr…"
"koi…kuch..ahi..batata…kuch…ha..meine..sabse..cheen liya…a Daya..ko…koi kuch…Daya ko..donate krna..tha…award…uska hey…use xibiton..Daya gari ayi thi…koi..uska..baat nahi kerta…sab…mene chen liya…mein…ha..arrest…meine galti…ki…HQ ne..sna nahi…maaf nahi..kiya..maaf…"
Rajat shaked him lightly "sirr…Abhijeet sir…"
Abhijeet tried to move "tu..hey na..Daya..tu..naraj nahi..maaf…"
He is clutching his bedsheet tightly
Rajat hold his palm lightly and caressed his forehead... "sir…unhon maaf ker diya…sabne…" he don't know why he said this words
Abhijeet opened his eyes with effort
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