Disclaimer: BIG TIME. If you do not like sex or anything like that, skip this chapter and go to the next...which will be awhile till I can get it out. My comp decided to crap out on me and I had four more chapters for you all. This was an original chapter. I'm not good with things like this so if it seems all over the place I'm sorry. Yes i rushed this but in the end I was happy with it. Again I am sorry if you do not like the sex parts but please just bare with me...Yae needs this...lol thanks to everyone following. Again sorry this is so late but I promise once the comp is up I'll let you all know. Again take a look at my profile and get the link, see what our elemental user looks like and enjoy!
Chapter: 12: Letting Go
Tiptoeing, Yae walked along the walls of her apartment. She walked around the chest just outside her door to the left. Walking till she came to a door. Across from it was an opening into the kitchen. She walked into it slowly, feeling along the counters, it was to dark for her eyes. They weren't adjusting to the darkness.
She'd been laying in her room for the last few hours. She couldn't sleep, she just laid with her eyes shut tight. Images from her last years were resurfacing and she was trying her best to not scream out. Coming to the door way to the hall, Yae looked out, first to the door, then towards the living room. The curtains were cracked just slightly letting in the light from the full moon.
This she could see clearly. A person sleeping on her couch. He laid his head toward the window his feet towards her. The blanket lay around his waist, one arm lay behind his head while the other lay hanging off the couch. His hair was undone and Yae watched as the light brightened him up. His features were calm and serene. Tonight would be the first night of decent sleep for him. As of late she'd been waking up screaming from the nightmares and he would run in and reassure her, calming her just enough to be plagued by them again.
She walked slowly closer to him. Reaching out for his hand, Yae picked it up and placed it on his stomach. He shifted from the movement but settled back. Yae was hesitant.
'What do you want with me Nara? What do I want with you?' Thought Yae as she knelt down to him. He wore his fishnet shirt, he used his vest as a pillow tonight. He was tired when he'd come to her. Training with Choji was becoming more intense, the bigger ninja perfecting his Ninjutsu, Shikamaru was improving in his ability to hold his own jutsu.
She reached out picking up a few strands of hair. It surprised her how soft his hair was at times, but also the fact that it kept that pine scent. He'd only been home for a few hours every few days just to reassure his parents and check the deer.
'You've been here for so many days now, I'm use to having you here. When you leave...will I...' Yae paused in her thoughts. She dropped the strands of hair.
"When did you get this close to me?" Whispered Yae as she began to pull away. But It was done.
"Seems to me when you weren't looking," He spoke as he reached out for her fleeting hand. She looked to his face, his eyes never opening.
"Nara let go please," She pulled slightly. She was scared, he was to new to her, the emotions he was bringing her were scaring her.
"I wont hurt you Yae, you of all people know that." Shikamaru's eyes opened forcing black eyes to meet her frightened red ones. He pulled her closer and brought his other arm to wrap around her waist and pull her onto the couch with him. It was a tight fit, but he laid on his side as she did. His arms kept her close to him.
"I wont let you go, I wont just walk out on you. It was an order, but even without it I wont just leave you." He kissed her forehead then each eye, cheek and then her lips. He lingered there, trying to convey what he meant. She pulled away knowing how weak she was against his kiss.
"You say that now..." Said Yae as she tried to pull away. His arms griped her tighter, forcing her to stay put. He kissed her again this time not giving her the option to move. He pulled away only for a short moment.
"I wont let this village hurt you again, I wont let you go." He kissed her along her neck, her scars all the way up to her lips again. Each kiss had broken something in her, her will to fight it, her doubts, each kiss held a small moan. Each one speaking to her, telling her that this was it.
She kissed into the kiss, the fire was back as it always was when they kissed. The loneliness was finally over taken and burned away.
He felt braver tonight, most nights she cried out he'd kiss her to sleep, but tonight he'd do more then just this to help her. He'd show her what emotions to feel, that this was going to work for them.
He pulled her on to him laying the two never broke the kiss. The need for air was delayed as Shikamaru slipped his tongue into her mouth and began exploring the warm cavern. One hand held her in place while the other rubbed against her back pressing her chest to him. Her moans became devoured by his mouth as he was braver in his touches.
"Tell me now," he said pulling away.
"Tell me to stop now, if you don't I will not stop." She looked into his eyes the lust was there as it was every night. But tonight, they clouded his black making them look almostgrey in the moonlight. She rested her forehead against his chest.
"Cant stop what we both need," She said whispering it into his chest. She tangled her hands in the fishnet wanting to feel more of the skin beneath it.
It was quick, he sat up, she instantly wrapped her legs around his waist as he pushed her down so he lay on top of her. As soon as she was down his lips attached themselves to her neck and began to lick and suck at the white and pink flesh. She moaned out as she felt his teeth graze her skin, he smiled, adding more teeth and less tongue. He nipped at her scar just as she wound her hands in his hair keeping him attached there.
He kissed up her neck traveling the side of it to her ear. He licked at the lobe this time getting gasps from his elemental partner. Then he bit down, it forced her to arch against his moaning out his name. With it still in his mouth he smiled and then licked. His hands traced the hem of her shirt.
"Shika...please..." Came the plea to his ears, and like a slithering shadow, his hand slipped under the shirt. He caressed her stomach tracing back and forth, following the scars he found there. He pulled her shirt up keeping it still over her breasts. It was like fire to her.
His finger tips were setting her ablaze and she couldn't breath. All the moans and gasps felt like someone foreign was controlling her voice. But then his touch reminded her.
"Only I'll hear these from you," He said in his ear, the hint of passion ringing in her mind. He pulled back to see her face. Yae was flushed, breathing heavy and her chest rose and fell quickly. She opened her heavy lidded eyes and watched him. His eyes were no longer grey, but darker then there original black. He gripped his fishnet shirt and pulled it over his head.
She ground against his lover half, feeling already the wet between her legs. He moaned as she rubbed against his half harden cock wanting to already lose his pants, but he waited. He wanted something else at this moment.
"I've wanted to taste these for awhile now, " Shikamaru breathed out, reaching down to her shirt and lifting it over her breasts. Yae shivered as his right hand caress her breast, he picked at the nipple causing her to gasp and rub against him even more. A growl came from him and his mouth was attached to her other breast. She gasped out loud arching even more into his mouth. Sucking at it with fervor and greed, his hand left hand squeezed around it as he sucked harder and harder. Yae moaned and gasped her breathing out of control.
"Shi...ka...shika...maru...ahhhh" He bit the nipple causing her to break off from her train of thought.
"I want you to scream that...Yae do you understand?" He blew on her wet breast causing her skin to become covered in goosebumps. He licked again at the nipple.
"Yae do you understand?" He punctuate each syllable with a thrust from his now hard cock. He needed more friction, this foreplay needed to end soon.
"Please Shika," Yae moaned out gripping the couch turning her knuckles white. He latched again to her neck biting a little harder then normal and sucking. His hands began to mess with her pants, pulling at the string that held the short shorts on. He reached in cupping at her wet spot, she moaned out hearty and deep, he smiled pulling away from her neck and stuck a finger in.
"Ahhh Shika ahhh," His cock throbbed at that voice and he added another finger quickly. Felling his cock begin to throb harder he pulled her pants off and did away with his own.
"I'm sorry for this Yae but I wont last long." He said breathing into her neck, he pulled back to look at her.
Yae's eyes were heavy lidded and her chest rose and fell quickly. Her nipples were erect and hard, her skit glistening in the light with sex. Trailing his eyes down he could see a gleam of her own female juices from the small patch of green hair. Grabbing onto his cock Shikamaru positioned himself and reached out to Yae. Her eyes opened wider to look down at him, her lips trembled.
"Please Shika I..." She pressed her legs against him, squeezing him for reassurance.
"I just want..you...please Shikamaru..." With a quick jerk he entered in to her hot sex and hissed. She was warm, warmer then the days he'd lay out in the sun. It was a burn that felt so good. He trust into her quicker, he could feel her take in a quick breath and he watched her eyes shut tight. She bit her lip as she reached out for him, he took her hand and brought it to her lips.
One more jerk into her and she saw white he was all the way in, he let out a sound that could have been more growl then hiss. He held onto her tight, he was so close and she was so overwhelming to his seances. She squeezed his hand and opened her eyes, he saw the trust in the red and slowly pulled back. She arched off the couch and gasped as his cock head rested just in her entrance.
"Shika...please...please lov..." It was drowned away as he drove back into her quicker, he thrusted into her once, twice, three times slow before picking up speed and angling his cock in her. He wanted her to scream, not just moan his name but yell it for him.
Yae met each trust, moaning out to Shikamaru, her hand let go of his and reached up to pull him down.
Her lips latched onto his and she kissed him with hunger. He picked up speed and she bit down on his bottom lip, she sucked on it wanting entrance. He opened up for her and her tounge battled with his. He was sweet and burning, her mouth was on fire with this kiss and it just made her pull him in closer. Shikamaru's hand reached up to grip her breast while the other held on to her ass and he sped up his thrusts. He felt as he hit her sweet spot sending white into her eyes.
"More...Shika...More..." She screamed as she pulled back arching her body again, he moved his hand away from her breast and wrapped his arm around her waist. He sped up his thrusts faster and more precise.
"Shikamaru!" She yelled his name out over and over as he hit her sweet spot, she close, she closed her legs around him keeping him in her.
"I'm gonna cum Yae..." He breathed into her chest as his thrusts became faster and harder. Yae wrapped her arms around him, clawing into his back as an overwhelming sensation came over her.
"Shikamaru!" She yelled as she latched on to him and felt his seed spill into her mixing with her juices. They held onto each other feeling eachothers heart beats as there flesh stuck to one another.
Yae let her body fall back on the couch, she was on fire, drunk on this feeling, her eyes began to sag and her mind shut down. This was what she needed, she could feel all her memories begin to fade and his touch lull her to sleep. Shikamaru watched. Her eyes shut and her breathing evened out. Mentally, physically, and above all emotionally she was drained. Reaching for her shorts, Shikamaru cleaned them both up, slipped into his boxers. He wrapped her in the blanket and took her into her room, tucking her in and leaving her side.
He moved to his vest and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He opened the window, took a seat and lit took a few puffs and then a long drag watching the end light up.
"Yae...so troublesome..." He said breathing out the smoke into the night air. All the while a smile on his face.
