KURCEDES: CUDDLE DON'T CODDLE
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Kurt and Mercedes held hands using each other as crutches as they walked through the mall. Shopping therapy was Kurt's favorite form of therapy. He was way overdue for his therapy.
"Did I tell you the album was done?" Mercy smiled.
"Really? I'm proud of you. "Kurt squeezed her hand, "In the dedication did you put to Kurt- my muse, my inspiration the wind beneath my wings. You should also add without him none of this could be possible."
"I miss this, just hanging out". Mercy said following Kurt into a department store. Kurt and Mercedes became instant friends after Mercedes recovered from her one sided crush on Kurt. She was the first person Kurt confided in about his sexual orientation. Kurt had kept a picture of Mercedes with a red rose in his high school locker to cement their friendship.
"Diva, don't get all sentimental on me now." Kurt leafed through a rack of shirts.
"Worse muse ever." Mercy inspected her fingernails.
"We are getting a family portrait done," Kurt placed a blue sweater against him.
"Joshua 's color is hunter green" Mercy commented.
Kurt breathed in, "Have you heard from Sam? What are his plans?" Mercy had told him all about Sam's calm manner compared to the time he busted her parents' kitchen wall. The thing that made sense was he was prepared to fight for custody and didn't want anything to jeopardize his chance.
Kurt was positive Sam wanted custody of Josh and possibly Mercy's heart. Kurt had under estimated Sam's visit. He walked into what looked like a family Christmas card picture.; Sam holding Josh above his head, Josh laughing and reaching for Mercy as she talked to him. Kurt's first instinct was to walk back out the door but Blaine's face read "Help me!" Kurt grinned and bared the remainder of the faux family's visit.
"I received the DNA results."
"Any luck Shane is really Josh's daddy." Kurt half-heartily joked.
"99.9999% Samuel Evans is the father of Joshua Klaine."
"What's next then?" Kurt asked?
"I don't know" Mercy shrugged.
"Diva, enough with this shit." Kurt's tone changed.
"What are you talking about?" Mercy asked?
"Everybody has used kid gloves with you lately, scared you are going to break. I think you are beginning to believe that shit. Well I'm fucking done! Diva, you must have gold woven in that pussy. Shane had every right to cuss you out; the proof is at my house. But no, Shane offers to raise your child, work on the marriage and obey your crazy whims! Then we have the blonde head crooner himself, Samuel Evans. I knew he was going to cuss you out so damn bad that we were going to have to wash your mouth out with soap. Blaine said he was scared to leave the room afraid you would conceive that little girl we want. That's how much sexual tension there was. Both men should hate you yet neither wants to give you up."
"Kurt…I " Mercy started.
"No, I'm not done. Diva, you are one of the strongest people I know! In the last year you have deteriorated. I don't know what to do to help. This is what's going to happen. My husband and I are going to Hawaii for two weeks in a month and a half. That gives you enough time to get the nursery ready for your son! When we get back we will come to visit Josh but it's time for your child to go home!
"Kurt, I thought you love Josh?"
Kurt stopped her with his finger, "You don't get to question my love. I do love Josh, I even love you! That's why I took him in. I didn't want you to lose him or regret it later. Instead you are losing you." Kurt took a minute, "And tell Shane the truth it won't happen again. That was a goodbye fuck, or go get Sammy back. Whatever you do I don't think you will be okay until Josh is with you."
"I didn't mean to cause all that drama in your house." Mercy looked at him hurt.
"Well you did! Mercedes, we are not abandoning you or Josh. We will be around so much that your mom will invite us to the family reunions!"
"I don't know, I have only done a few weekends with him." Mercy questioned herself.
"We will do a week next and I will spend a couple nights with you but I'm done coddling you."
"I apologize for everything." Mercy hugged Kurt.
"This stress is not good for my pores, facials?" Kurt suggested. He was ready to move on from the drama and like that, that's what he did!
"Cucumber facial." Mercy sang. She went along with the mood change, they had been friends long enought to be able to shift like that.
LATER THAT NIGHT
"Kurt boo, where have you been?" Blaine woke up to his husbands' movement.
"I went shopping with Mercedes then I took in a few old movies," Kurt replied putting on his pajamas.
"A movie by yourself?" Blaine asked?
"I needed a minute by myself after talking to her." Kurt had sat in the back of the theater crying.
"I guess you told her." Blaine sat up turning on the night stand light.
"Yes, I wish I could be as strong as you. I haven't seen you cry yet."
"Oh Boo, I have been balling my eyes out. When I put Josh to bed, dress him and change his diapers. I'm about to lose my son. I know we are doing the right thing, I wish it didn't hurt this much." Blaine admitted.
"Blaine, I feel like my heart is being ripped out without the anesthesia." Kurt's' face crumpled. Blaine put his arms out for him. Kurt dove into his arms. He allowed his deep blue eyes to cloud over with tears. Kurt buried his face into his husbands' firm chest. He cried a gut wrenching cry from his soul. Blaine rummaged through his hair allowing him to get it all out.
"I'm ….sorry…for putting you…through this….I really….did start out with intentions….to give Josh back to…her …I don't …think…I can." Kurt said between sobs.
"Joshua won't be able to get rid of us that easy. Except maybe when he becomes a moody teenager and that's a weak maybe." Blaine kissed Kurt on top of his head. Kurt pulled his face away from Blaine's tear soaked chest.
"What did I do to deserve you?" Kurt asked.
Blaine kissed Kurt on the lips. Kurt pared his lips to welcome Blaine's warm moist tongue.
He was lucky to have to have such a sexy man in his life. Kurt ran his fingers through Blaine's raven black hair. Blaine started to remove Kurt's pajama bottoms when Joshua reminded them it was 2:45 am feeding time.
"Won't miss that." Kurt pecked Blaine on the cheek before going to feed his son.
"Hurry back" Blaine winked.
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