I sat on the bed waiting for Chelsea to come the twenty minutes she said felt like hours. I just wanted to go home be with Spencer fix all of this mess. I flipped through the channels on the T.V nothing on which figures T.V is really boring in the afternoons.

I heard footsteps in the door, Chelsea stood there smiling waving her keys "Ready to escape from this prison?"

"God yes, what took you so long? Is Spencer ok?" I grabbed my bag from the floor and turned the T.V off.

She grabbed the plant "I know sorry but Spencer had me got to the store first for some Tylenol and traffic is a pain right now!" we walked out of the room.

"I think I have to sign something" walking to the desk were all the nurses set

"Hi do I just leave or is there paperwork?" I asked the one nurse who wasn't on the phone or eating. She didn't smile just handed me the paper.

"Sign here then you can go" she was mean. I hated nurses

"Ok then" I signed it and handed it back to her turning and looking at Chelsea who was rolling her eyes, I started to laugh.

"That lady was a bitch" she says to me opening the door to the outside

"You think so?" I smiled and walked out after her

The car ride home was quick all the traffic was coming to the city, everyone had to work you know. Chelsea talked about her art work most of the ride I was dazed really not paying any attention to her.

"Earth to Ashley" flicking her fingers in my face

I came to it "Sorry I must have nodded out" smiling at her I shook my head

"You can tell me what is going on you know"

"Yeah I know just don't feel like it right now, but I will keep it in mind"

I was totally dodging her,

She didn't say anything the rest of the way I think she realized that I just wanted to chill and not talk. We pulled in to the driveway and I was frozen Spencer told me she couldn't be with me anymore maybe I shouldn't even be here. No she's sick she'll need me now, at least I'll have time.

I heard the door shut and Chelsea bent down looking in the window "Coming?"

"Yeah" I got out and we walked to the door I took a deep breath before entering

I looked around for Spencer but I figure she's in bed. Chelsea was in the kitchen fiddling with something I followed her in. "Hey you can go now I think I can handle her now, but thanks for every thing!" Leaning against the counter she handed me some Tylenol.

"Ok tell Spence I'll call her later!" grabbing her keys she left

"Ok bye Chelsea" I yelled from the door as she drove off.

I shut the door, taking my time I making it upstairs. I wanted to see her I just hoped she wanted the same. I heard a noise from the bathroom I knew she must be puking. I ran in there setting the Tylenol down and grabbed a cool wet cloth to put on her neck, her hair was already up in a pony tail.

When she was done she got up and rinsed her mouth out not making eye contact with me. She pulled the cloth off her neck and sat it back down. "Thanks" she said in a low voice before walking out and going back to the bed.

I just watched her walk back, she was acting more then just sick like maybe it was more then just the flu. I went to the bed and sat down she just rolled on her side her back facing me.

That hurt me that she didn't want to even see me I knew I had to just give her time.

"I'm going to take a shower Spence you need anything?" She didn't answer me. So I got up and went to the other side of the bed were her face was hiding under the blanket. I pulled it down and I saw her face she was full of tears and her face was scrunched like she was trying to not let me hear her.

I wiped the tears from her face, which only made her cry harder. My stomach was in knots I didn't understand what was going on.

"Awww…Spencer please tell me what it is babe?" she didn't say anything just cried harder.

I figured it was me so I got up to go take a shower when I felt her hand on my arm. I looked down and she looked so sad and a little lost. I don't know what is going on but I think it is pretty bad.

"Stay" she to me I could barely hear her, with all the sobbing.

I quickly got in bed and laid next to her, she draped her leg on mine and then put her head in the crack of my neck. I wrapped my arms around her back to try to comfort her. Her crying slowed now that I was there. I think she must have felt comfortable save I hoped.

We laid there for well over an hour just holding each other it felt good we haven't done this since high-school. I almost didn't want to ruin it but I knew I had to ask her or she would never tell me what was going on in her head.

"Spence" I waited for her to answer me but she didn't I knew she wasn't sleeping. She snores and she's not right now so I know she's faking. I shook a little "Spence I know your not sleeping"

She rolled off me "Fine Ashley go take you're shower!"

I hovered over her for a second "I want you to talk to me tell me what is wrong?"

She finally opened her eyes and looked at me "I have nothing to say right now." She closed her eyes again and showed me her back "Just go take a shower you smell like hospital." Her voice was muffled since her head was dug into the mattress, but I could tell she smirked a little at herself.

"Ok funny Spence funny, I'm going" smiling I walked into the bathroom

I left the door open since she was puking and I didn't want her to run down the hall. I was washing my hair thinking of what I could possibly do to not have to go back on tour so soon.

I had a week left then I had to go or my label would pretty much freak, Spencer I know will freak. Maybe I can get her to go with me it won't hurt to ask right. That would be insane though the way girls are all over me. I think she would kill one or ten of them, plus the groupies I slept with most of them I know she would definitely freak, so maybe not such a good idea.

I felt a hand grab my arm I quickly turned around opening up my eyes, not such a good idea when you have shampoo on your face. "Shit owww Shit" the shampoo got in my eyes and it burned.

"Sorry" I heard it that voice the stinging stopped and I opened them. There she stood naked and vulnerable to me.

"It's ok no biggie" I said smiling

She grabbed my hand and turned into me her back touching my front. I felt her shake a little, she was scared of something.

"What is wrong babe you're shaking?" I said trying to make her face me but she stood her ground.

"Ash stop!" she grabbed my hand back and put it on her belly. "Feel"

My hand rubbed her belly it didn't register to me at first, but then it was like a kick in the teeth I felt a bump and that bump was her stomach. I was shocked I stopped my hand and pulled it away spinning her around and this time she let me.

Her eyes had tears in them again she was scared of me of what I would say to her. She looked down "I'm sorry."

I put my hand under her chin and lifted it up making her look at me. I felt myself start to smile and she grinned at me like she knew what I was thinking.

"No reason to be sorry Spencer, You and Aiden will be wonderful parents!" I kissed her on her cheek and stepped out of the shower. I wasn't mad at her for being pregnant I was mad for her not telling acting like she was mad at me when really she was guilty of sleeping with Aiden and getting pregnant from it. All the lies they have to stop some time.

"Ash come on I want to discuss this" she steps out of the shower after me.

I kind of laugh at her statement "Now you want to discuss this we'll I don't"

She grabbed a towel and covered herself up "Finish you're shower you still have shampoo in you're hair." I walked toward her she reached out to me "Aiden and I won't be parents I'm your wife not his, he wants nothing to do with this!"

I shook my head "So he knew all this time," I smacked her hand away "Nice Spencer just Nice." I got in the shower "Please just go let me be in peace let me think" I closed the door and let the water run over me.

All the times in the world I have to be on the mend. I just needed to escape but I knew if I did I would lose her forever.