Entry 12
I survived the operation. I don't know what Su did but I feel almost as good as new. Everyone thought that I should take it easy for today. Still I managed to convince Sempai that I was good enough for our date. He took me out to a park and we sat and talked about different things. It was so wonderful! He was acting almost like a concerned boyfriend. Oh, Sempai… You are so wonderful. I am sorry for making you worry. You are so nice…
I look back on what I wrote yesterday and I can't help but wonder what I was thinking. I know that I should remove that page, but I just can't. It's stands for all that I believe. Just because I thought I was going to die when I wrote it down. Now I don't have the will to remove it. No matter how out of it I may have been, it is still the truth. What would you do if you knew that this foolish girl loved you Sempai? Would you tell her that you didn't like her? Or would you be afraid to hurt her feelings? I'm sorry Sempai… I shouldn't ask.
I talked to the school over the phone. I didn't miss too much yesterday, but on Monday I will have to do some make up work. I hope that Math isn't too hard. I have enough trouble as it is. I can't believe how worried my teachers were about me. It doesn't make sense. Why is everybody so worried about me Sempai? Have I done something wrong? I'm sorry. I'll try to make it up over the next couple days.
Good night Sempai. I love you
