*disclaimer*
back with another chapter i know this one is short but im just trying to make up a little time between big events sorry. I got a review last time on Charlie asking if he was a hybrid or just born with the wolf jean so i figured i just fix that up for everyone here and for all the other children ill bring into this story even though some aren't in it yet.
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anna - wolf jean
cole - wolf jean
jorgie - isn't full hybrid like her mother but has enough it her to stop the wolf jean.
Charlie - wolf jean
Aaron (Skyler and Seths son) - wolf jean
Amelia (jett and elizas daughter) - wolf jean
Harvey (Skyler and Seths son) - wolf jean
evelyn (jett and elizas daughter) - wolf jean
Samantha (jett and elizas daughter) - wolf jean
Jackson (nina and isaacs son) - wolf jean
chloe ( jett and elizas son) - wolf jean
jayden (nina and isaacs son) - wolf jean
Joshua (nina and isaacs son) - wolf jean
It was now may and things were returning to normal. I hadn't been home since Charlie had been born but I received regular photographs from mom and Annalee. Im not sure when ill be going home again as ive taken a lot of time out of work recently to visit but ive promised both Cole and Jorgie that id return for there birthdays this year as I couldn't last year. I hadn't really had much time off since returning back to new haven as ive been trying to make up the hours id lost so I was very much looking forward to my day off today. well I was until there was a knock at my from door. I jumped up off the couch and went to open the door only to be greeted by a face I really didn't want to see.
"what are you doing here?"
"i came to see you. I noticed you weren't in work much last month and then I heard your grandfather had passed away"
"how did you find out that?" im definitely frowning. he shrugged.
"i have my ways. so how are you?"
"why are you here? I thought we were done with this, everytime im getting close to moving on with my life your right there to bring back those god awful memories. Now if you don't mind" I try to close the door but he puts his hand on the door to prevent me from closing it.
"i wish you'd just let me explain" I scoffed.
"im not stupid mark I now exactly what happened" he sighed.
"just let me explain" I sighed. he's really never going to give up. I throw my arms in the air in defeat and walk back into my living room. I hear the door close and when I sit down mark is hovering around the living room.
"well explain" he goes and sits in the armchair.
"well let me start by saying im so so sorry for any pain I caused you I-"
"pain you caused me?" my voice is raised slightly "is that some kind of sick joke? that day I came to your apartment I was coming to fix things with you damn it! I was in love with you and I sure as hell didn't want to loose you and what do I get greeted with a half naked slut! why did you do that to me? you always promised you'd never hurt me and that's exactly what you did with the worst possible person" I will not cry! I will not cry!
"i didn't want to be unfaithful to you Nina! I loved you too. I still do" and at that I laugh.
"and the award for the best liar goes to you, congratulations for making me believe that you could be faithful to me. so come on then mark, lets here your speech out" he looks slightly taken back.
"after we found about the..." he is hesitating.
"baby!" I snap "the baby mark!" he nods quickly.
"yes... the baby I just wanted to move on and be with you, we hadn't even been dating that long I wanted it to just be us and im not going to lie nina I was relieved because I didn't want to share you, not yet... the future yes but not yet. After what I said in the doctors office I was really kicking myself I wished I hadn't I really did, it was totally the wrong choice of words I get that now, but you started pushing me away, we were hardly talking and it was killing me knowing I did that to you"
"go on" I encouraged. I want the whole story.
well one night I got really drunk and well I called Sarah. I honestly had no idea she was in town at the time but she was. We met up and some bar and we got talking. she was getting annoyed because all I was doing was talking about you and how much I missed you. when she asked why I missed you I was about to tell her about the baby but I couldn't. It hasn't got anything to do with her and I know she'd take pleasure I knowing we were going through a rough patch so instead I told her we'd been working back to back shifts so I hadn't got chance to see you. she then asked if you were... neglecting my needs..."
"excuse me?" I spat. who the fuck does that bitch think she is?
"i said no of course and tried to leave but she wasn't letting me. I went to get a cab home and she got in with me, I was to drunk to even care at that point. she ended coming back up to my apartment and then well one thing led to another and then... you know but i knew it was wrong and i regretted it straight after, when you came around the next morning i was just getting ready to come and see you, i wanted more than anything to fix things with you and you obviously wanted the same thing. i wish for more than anything you hadn't had to see that. i remember the makeup running down your face nina, when i close my eyes that image is imprinted on my mind and it kills me more than anything to know i caused that. I would love to just wake up with amnesia and forget everything and all the stupid little things that make me love you so damn much but i cant!" okay im crying.
"why has she been here? in new haven a lot more since then?"
"honestly she wants to give us another go but shes a lot more into it that i am. she keeps getting pissed because im pushing her away. its not her i want"
"mark i- i can never forgive you. You broke my heart and your not who i thought you were. Maybe eventually we can get back to friends but ill never be able to trust you again and i hate that. i gave you my everything and i feel like it was just thrown back in my face. However im actually glad you came here today because ive been making answers up in my head for weeks and now i know what happened maybe i can put it to bed forever"
"im really sorry nina and honestly if theres one thing ill always regret its screwing things up with you" i nod.
"i think you should leave now. but thank you" he smiles a little.
"your welcome" and then he get up and leaves. i sag slightly. letting all that information settle in my head i am relieved because now we can both hopefully move on and be happy again. i hope so anyways.
