Hate or Love
It been weeks since Connor found out Abby went to see her dad in prison. Sarah had spoken to Abby and found it hard to even look at Abby. Jenny and Stephen didn't really know what to think about the whole visit thing. Connor hadn't spoken to Abby at all since the message.
Nick however had spoken to Abby and shared a kiss with her and didn't know Jenny had seen it until she spoke out to him about it in the lab.
"Hey" Jenny said.
"Oh hey, you OK?" Nick asked.
"Yeah, Nick we need to talk" Jenny answered.
"Oh OK, go right ahead" Nick said.
"A couple of weeks ago, I saw you and Abby share a kiss" Jenny replied.
"Jenny, it didn't mean anything I promise" Nick responded.
"Don't touch me Nick, it happened more than once with Abby, she like a little puppy to you" Jenny said.
"She is not a puppy OK" Nick pointed out.
Abby, Stephen and Connor had come in and heard Nick and Jenny talking and Abby heard Jenny call her a little puppy.
"Then what is she?" Jenny asked. "Because if she not a puppy and if she not a dolly to anyone then what is she because she very good at getting her way"
Nick had notice Abby was behind Jenny and didn't say anything and Jenny turned around and saw Abby standing there shocked.
"That right, you're a puppy and I hope your very proud to be one" Jenny replied.
"That enough Jenny" Nick let out.
"No she needs to know how we all feel about her and her daddy, oh maybe she let him do it to her that why she went into see him" Jenny said looking at Abby.
Abby left the lab and Nick called her.
"Abby" Nick called.
"Why don't you go after her I'm sure she would love you too" Jenny responded.
Nick left the lab and caught up with Abby and she began to cry onto Nick and Lester had come out of his office and everyone was looking at Abby. Sarah had come in and walked over to Nick and Abby.
"Abby..." Sarah whispered.
Connor, Stephen and Jenny came into the room and Sarah looked at them and then back at Abby and sat her down and wiped her tears away.
"I'm going on holiday, why don't you come with me" Sarah suggested.
Abby nodded and hugged Sarah. The next day Abby had come into the ARC and Nick looked at her.
"Wow you cleaned up your face" Nick said.
"Cheers" Abby muttered.
"Go and have fun, Jon will be fine with me" Nick replied.
"Here a listed of things you need to know about Jon and what you need to do" Abby responded.
"I know what to do" Nick pointed out.
"Thankyou" Abby let out.
"No problem" Nick said.
"Right mummy will be back after 3 weeks" Abby said to Jon picking him up and Abby kissed Jon on the head and cuddled him. "Be good for daddy"
Nick and Abby looked at each other and Nick leaned in closer to Abby and kissed her on the lips with Jon in her arms and Nick kissed Abby even deeper and deeper and Abby broke it off and put Jon down and carried on kissing Nick and Abby went backward and hit the wall and Nick and Abby hands met up and they stopped and looked at each other.
"Have a good trip" Nick whispered.
"Thanks" Abby replied.
Nick kissed Abby again and the kiss went on for 2 minutes and they broke it off when Jon said something.
"Dada" Jon let out.
Abby and Nick attention was caught and they went too looked at Jon and Jon looked at them both with baby eyes.
"Dada" Jon repeated.
"Oh my god he said he first word" Abby responded.
"That my boy" Nick said.
Abby kissed Nick and they heard the others come in and they stood up.
"Hey you ready to go" Sarah said.
"Mum, Jon said he first word" Abby pointed out.
"Awww...what did he say?" Sarah asked.
"Dada" Abby answered.
"DADA" Jon screamed and Abby picked him up.
"Right taxis here let go" Sarah replied.
"Bye baby" Abby whispered to Jon.
"Mama" Jon let out.
Abby kissed Jon on the forehead and gave him to Nick and she followed Sarah out to the building and they all came. Abby kissed Jon and then Nick and got into the taxis with Sarah.
Jon began to cry and Abby didn't look back, she held Sarah hand.
"He will be OK" Sarah responded.
Abby let a few tears out and Nick hugged Jon.
A WEEK LATER...
Nick was up and feeding Jon. Nick had notice Jon looked so much like Abby and Nick had began to miss Abby like mad. Nick feeling for her had become deep for her.
The next 2 weeks, Abby was returning today and Nick made sure Jon was in good shape for Abby return. Nick went to the flat and settled Jon into the play area. Later on that night the phone rang and Nick answered it.
"Oh hey Sarah" Nick said. "Where is Abby?"
"I'm coming over" Sarah replied hanging up.
An hour later...
Sarah got to the flat and saw Nick opening the door and she went straight in.
"Where is she Sarah?" Nick asked.
"I hardly saw her on the trip, always out and drinking in the bar, bring boys back to the hotel, she would be totally hungover in the morning" Sarah answered.
"So she out getting completely drunk" Nick said.
"Yeah" Sarah replied.
Nick went out and searched for Abby and found her in this club, kissing some lad by the bar and he walked up to the bar and ordered a drink and kept an eye on Abby.
Abby had begun to dance and had another drink with the lad and kissed him on the lips. Nick watched the lad hands movement and the hands were everywhere on Abby and she was kissing him. The lad picked her up and sat her on the bar and she took her jacket off and she carried on kissing the lad.
Nick saw this girl who was looking at him and he smiled and then looked at Abby who was undoing the lad trousers. The girl stood up and sat next to Nick.
"Hi, I'm Dana"
"Nick"
Nick carried on watching Abby who was so close to the lad and she was kissing him and then after that she paid the lad and he went off and Abby got off the bar and order another drink and Nick went over to her leaving the girl Dana.
"Can I buy you that drink?" Nick asked.
"Oh hello" Abby answered. "Course you can"
Nick sat next to Abby and she took the drink and swallowed it down and walked up to Nick and got closer.
"So you want me?"
"Nah, just want to talk" Nick said.
"Oh I don't think so" Abby whispered kissing Nick on the lips and he felt Abby arms go around his neck and he broke it off with her and she looked at him. "What the matter?"
"Nothing" Nick lied.
Abby smiled and carried on kissing him and Nick stood up and took Abby hand. "Where are you taking me?"
"Anywhere but here" Nick said.
"Oh OK" Abby replied drunkly.
Nick and Abby had got away from the club and Abby made out with Nick and he broke it off with her.
"Let get you home" Nick responded.
"You want me that bad huh" Abby said licking her lips.
"No I just want to get you home safely" Nick comment.
Abby got some money out and whispered. "I'll pay you"
"No I don't want your money" Nick let out.
"Alright then let go back to yours" Abby responded.
"No, you take me your place" Nick replied.
Abby kissed Nick on the lips and took him back to her place. When they got to the flat Nick open the door for Abby and she went inside and Sarah saw Abby and Nick.
"Oh hello mum" Abby said.
"Where have you been?" Sarah asked.
"She barely notice who I am" Nick answered quietly.
"Abby" Sarah said firmly.
"I'm going to bed, come on" Abby replied taking Nick hand.
"No Abby, it over" Nick responded.
Abby kissed Nick and he broke it off. Abby sat on the sofa and Sarah left the flat. Nick sat in front of Abby.
"What happened to you?" Nick asked.
"Nothing happened to me, I wanna do more with my bloody life" Abby answered.
"What sleep with lots of boys?" Nick burst out.
"Yeah, what I'm best at" Abby let out.
"You're better than this Abby, you have a kid, you have a job you always dreamed of doing, and you have a life" Nick said.
"No I don't, I sleep with boys that I don't know, like I slept with you and it didn't matter, I slept with Connor with no love, this is what I'm best at" Abby replied.
"You're better than this Abby and if you don't think you are then you need to look in the mirror" Nick responded.
Abby stood up and sat on Nick lap and kissed him and Nick kissed her back and they stood up and Nick broke it off.
"Oh come on Nick" Abby burst out. "You wanted me before I went on holiday"
"This has got to stop" Nick replied.
"Then tell me Nick, you don't want me" Abby cried out.
Nick looked at Abby and kissed her deep and she met up with his hands and they went towards the stairs. The next morning Abby woke up being sick and Nick went downstairs and started feeding Jon and Abby came down and got a glass of water.
"God this hangover isn't good" Abby sighed out walking over to Nick and kissed him on the lips.
