A/N You'll either love or hate this chapter(: I can't say too much at the beginning so...Imma have to save this for the end of the chapter now READ! OH! and please excuse any spelling errors my spell check isn't working:( and it's like one so I really don't care about spelling right now.

"You said you needed a little time for my mistakes."

That should be me, Justin Bieber.

BPOV-

I sat there laughing as Edward tried to make an omlet. He was burning both the food and my pan. I got up and turned the oven off laughing.

"How about we just go hunting instead? Then we could both eat." I suggested.

"Sounds like a good idea to me." Edwards smiled kissing me.

I felt like a teenager again, head over heels for him...well I physically still was one.

I heard the door open and Renesmee walked in.

"Hey." She said smiling.

I expected her to be in an excited mood still but she didn't look too happy and I could tell she was forcing herself to smile.

"Is something wrong?" I asked concerned.

"No." She shook her head.

She was lying, whenever she responded with one word she was lying.

"Why are you blocking your thoughts?" Edward asked.

"I've just got a lot on my mind right now but nothings wrong, I promise." She smiled.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Positive, I just dropped by to pick up my bathing suit, Claire and I are going to hang out on the beach." She said.

"Tell her I said hi, I haven't seen her in a long time." I replied.

"Okay." She said walking upstairs.

"I hope she's okay." I whispered to Edward.

"Me too, she isn't letting her gaurd down she keeps singing some song in her head over and over." He muttered.

She came back downstairs and said goodbye before leaving again.

I missed her, I wasn't used to not being around her for so long and I was worried about her. What did she have to hide?

EPOV-

I watched Renesmee leave the house listening to her thoughts to see if she'd let her guard down as she walked away.

"Thank gosh I don't have to keep singing that stupid song in my head, I wonder what Dad would do if he figured out that Jake and I..." And that was all I was able to hear as she drove away. What would she have done with Jake that she didn't want us to know about.

"Her and Jake did something, I don't know what I can't hear her thoughts anymore." I told Bella.

"That's strange I mean the only thing that I can think of that they would do is...sleep together." Both of us looked up at the same time.

"You don't think they'd..." I trailed off.

"I don't know I mean they are engaged but from what I know Renesmee wasn't ready." I leaned against the counter top in shock.

"Which might be why she's upset." Edward said.

"I mean we don't know for sure and she's engaged so there's nothing we can do about it, I just hope she's not effected by it too much."

"If she wasn't ready why would she agree to do it?" I asked.

"Maybe Jake pressured her into doing it and she was scared of loosing him, her past boyfriends broke up with her because she refused." Bella said throwing away my failed attempt at making an omlet.

"Do you think we should go talk to him?" I asked wanting to physically hurt him right now. How could he pressure Renesmee into doing something she didn't want to?
"No, that's their buissness but I might bring it up to Renesmee if she continues acting this way." Bella stated.

RPOV

Don't get me wrong last night was amazing but I felt so guilty and dirty. I pulled up onto the beach and sighed.

I got out of the car and Claire came up and hugged me.

"Congradulations." She squealed hugging me.

"Thanks." I chuckled.

"You don't sound too happy." She pulled away looking at me.

"It's just I did something I'm not too proud of." I said sitting down next to her on my towell.

"I'm sure it's not that I mean you're a goody two shoes." She joked.

"It isn't that bad it's just that I wasn't ready for it." I said starring off into the distance.

"Well, what'd you do?" She asked.

"I slept with Jake." I put my head in between my knees.

"That's not bad at all, you're engaged but why'd you do it if you weren't ready?" She questioned.

"Jake started to question why I agreed to marry him if I wasn't ready and I was afraid that he'd leave me." I lifted my head up.

"I don't think that Jake has the capability of leaving you, he loves you too much. You have to remember that he's just like any other boy, when he wants something he doesn't think about what he's saying or doing he just does it." She pointed out.

"I know I just didn't have time to think about it and I agreed to it before he could start a fight." I dug my feet in the sand.

"Does he know that you regret doing it?" She asked.

"No, he was still asleep when I left and I didn't leave a note." I said wondering if he was up yet.

"Well you're going to have to tell him how you feel, he'll push for more if you don't." She pointed out.

"I know it's just...I can't loose him." I shook my head.

"Renesmee you won't loose him, he'll understand." She reassured me.

"I hope." I sighed.

JPOV-

I woke up expecting to see Renesmee next to me but she wasn't there. I figured she had gotten hungry and gone to the kitchen to make something but she was no where to be found. There was no note either which was odd, did something happen?

I pulled out my phone and texted her.

"Hey, where are you? Is something wrong?" I wrote.

We just got engaged I thought she'd want to be with me today. I sat on my couch blankly starring at the T.V. waiting for a response that never came. We were both supposed to go to Leah's baby shower tonight so I was hoping I'd see her tonight. What if something was wrong? I called Bella to see if she knew where she was.

"Hey, is Renesmee with you?" I asked as soon as she picked up.
"She just left why?" She asked.

"I woke up and she wasn't here and she's not responding to my text messages. Is she okay?" I asked.

"She said she was okay but there was something wrong." She stated. What could be wrong?

"Do you know what was wrong?" I asked.

"No, I think I have an idea though." Bella stated.

"And that is?" I responded.

"Edward read into her thoughts and he wasn't able to hear enough but we think it has something to do with...er something you two did." She sighed.

"We havent done anything I mean...oh." I said replaying last night in my mind.

"Yeah." She muttered.

"I gotta go." I hung up the phone.

Was Renesmee upset about last night? We were both going to Leah's baby shower tonight so I figured I'd ask her about it later today.

RPOV-

I spent the day out on the beach with Claire. I talked with her about how she thinking her and Embry might get engaged soon but I couldn't focus on the conversation I had too much on my mind. Before I knew it we were forced to leave the beach and go to Leah's baby shower. She was having a little girl and I was so happy for her, she was so excited.

We pulled up to Leah's house after stopping by Claire's to get changed. We both wore simple dresses from abrecrombie mine blue, hers pink.

"Hey." I smiled hugging Leah as soon as I saw it, it had been a while since I'd seen her last.

"I see you finally have a ring on your finger." She smiled.

"Yeah." I grinned looking down at it.

"Congradulations." She squealed.

I walked into the house and spotted Jake. I sighed, hopefuly he wasn't mad that I didn't respond to his text message, I needed time to think though.

Someone tapped my shoulder and I turned around it was Quil.

"Longtime no see." He smirked.

"Hey." I smiled giving him a hug.

"You know you really should come visit me more often, I need someone to complain to about your fiancee." He referenced to my ring.
I laughed.

"Will do." I said watching as he walked away and scared Claire.

"Hey." I heard Jake from behind me.

I turned around and smiled. "Hey."
"I was worried about you today, I woke up and you weren't there." He said.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to worry you I just...I needed time to think about a few things." I explained.

"You know you can tell me anything right?" He asked.

"I know." I smiled as he kissed me on the forehead.

We sat next to each other on the couch holding hands as Leah opened her gifts. I could tell Jacob was starring at me but I didn't look back at him.

Leah got a crib, bouncer, quilt and a bunch of michellanious stuff. When the night ended Jake and I were the last to be leaving both of us dreading the that was conversation ahead of us.

We walked outside and sat out by the lake.

JPOV-

I followed her out to the lake and I have to admit I was scared. I didn't know how she was feeling and I was afraid that because of my actions I'd loose her.

"Your mom said she thought something was wrong today?" I brushed the hair away from her face.

"I was just upset about something, that's all." She replied.

"About what?" I asked.

"It's nothing." She starred off into the distance.

"It was obviously something, Nessie you can tell me anything...I won't get mad or be upset with you." I reassured her.

She sighed and leaned back against me.

"What is it?" I whispered into her hair.

"I wasn't ready." She whispered.

"I know, I was wrong to push you into doing it." I wrapped my arms around her.

"It's my fault too but I just don't know what to do now, I think we should take things slow." She breathed.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I think it'd be best for the both us if we just took a little break." She looked away from me.

"Nessie, I won't pressure you anymore I promise." I said emotionless. I couldn't believe that this was happening.

"I know but...I need sometime to think.I still love you Jake and I still want to get married one day it's just right now, at this moment I need some time to myself." She said and now I was the one looking away.

"Look at me, Jake nothings going to change between us I just think we both need to but things on pause and take sometime to find ourselves again." She put her hand on my chin and forced me to look at her.

"Nessie, please don't." I choked.

"I'm sorry, this isn't the end Jake you and I both know it it's just I'm an emotional wreck right now and I think if I were with you right now things would just get worse." She now held my hand.

I didn't cry but I was close to it.

She kissed me on the forehead and left.

A/N Alright, now that you know the end of this chapter I have a few things to say. SOMETHING BIG IS GOING TO HAPPEN...actually two things? AND THIS ISN'T THE END OF NESSIE AND JAKE. Also, you'll be seeing a lot more of Bella and Edward and the family in the next few chapters...oh and one more thing REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW. 3333