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WARNING: this story is rated M and there will be smut in this chapter, so be careful about where you read this if you are under 18.


We went into his apartment. It was messy and dirty but I didn't feel disgusted be the sight.

"Welcome to my humble home" Wade said as we entered the joined living room and kitchen. On the coffee table there was two small gifts wrapped in red paper, one with a blue bow and the other with a black bow.

"Just put your bags down where ever you like" he must have seen that I was fidgeting nervously with my bags. I put my bag down on an arm chair and put the white box on the table.

"It's a cake" I said as I opened the box. "Clint's wife baked it for me"

"Looks great" he went to the kitchen and came back with a rather big knife and two plates that didn't match.

We sat down at the coffee table and he offered me the knife "would you like to do the honors?" I took the knife and started to cut the cake Wade gave me a plate so that I could put the cake piece down on, the I continued to cut a piece more. But when I was about to do the second cut, Wade coughed and I moved the knife so the piece got bigger and started to cut, but again he coughed. We continued this until his piece was half of the cake.

"Those are for you" he said while pointing at the two presents with his cake covered fork.

I put my fork down and took the biggest gift it was the one with the black bow. I loosened the ribbon and remove the paper, and I was left with a black box with the name of a jewelry store on the top. I opened it and found a silver chain necklace it wasn't too wide or to slim.

"I want to give you jewelry but I also wanted it to be something you could use when you turn back to normal"

"Thank you it's just perfect" I moved on to the next present. Again when I removed the paper there was a black jewelry box. And when I opened it I found a matching silver chain bracelet, but it had a charm attached to it. The charm was a little silver present with red rhinestones on the ribbon.

"If you remove the charm you can use it when you turn male again"

"I love it" I hugged him.

When we separated I went to my bag. "I just remembered I also have a present for you" I found the present I had worked hard on making all week. I also brought my purse with me so i could use my phone to send MJ a picture of my presents.

"But why it's not my birthday?"

"It was your birthday on our first date and I didn't give you a present back then so I made you this" I explained and gave it to him. "But you only get to keep half of it"

I opened my purse so I could take my phone out, but something else caught my eye. MJ you sneaky girl. In my purse was a package of condoms.

Flashback: on our way down to the front door MJ had told me "there is a surprise present in your purse but don't look before you are at Wades" she had smiled a very mischievous smile. Flashback end.

So that's what she meant by surprise.

It hadn't taken him long to get the paper of. But he sat a while whit the shoe box in his lap, like he wasn't sure if he were allowed to open it. But then suddenly he tore the lit of and looked inside the box. He took the content of the box out like he could break it just by touching it.

"They are so cute. Why can't I keep them both?"

"Because little DP is mine" I tried to take the red and black wearing plushy from him but he dodged.

"But then little SM will be lonely" he said as he kept dodging my attacks.

"Then you'll just have to be together with me more" I said before thinking. Oh no he'll probably take that as an invite to start stalking me, dad will be so pissed.

"Oh I'll make sure to do"

I was chocked this time he didn't dodge he just stood there as I flew towards him. I hit him a little too hard and he fell over with me on top. First we were confused then he started to laughed and I joined in. we laughed so much it hurt and when we stopped I was still laying on top of him, my face turned red just before he kissed me. It started out as a sweet kiss on the lips but quickly turned into a hot and passionate mess. It was sloppy and all over the place until he stopped it.

I looked confused at him. "Why did you stop?"

He looked down and said "if we continue I'll end up doing something stupid that you'll regret tomorrow" he looked away from me and his face change expression quickly, and I knew it was because of the "boxes". "I could end up hurting you" he sounded sad.

I took him by the shoulder "you forget Wade I'm not just any normal girl" I pulled him onto his legs again. "I'm stronger than you even in this form, so if anyone gets hurt it'll probably be you" I almost threw him up against the nearest wall.

While looking me in the eye he asked. "Are you sure you want it?"

"Yes I'm sure" I didn't know what had done it but I didn't stutter, I sounded confident and not like a awkward teenager. Maybe it's the dress.

"Shoelace" Wade said like it was the most normal thing ever to say in this very serious conversation.

"What?"

"Shoelace it can be our safety word" he explained.

"O okay" I said slowly still not sure why he was so nervous.

"Okay if we have a safety word and if you swear to stop me if I go too far" he still didn't look sure. "Then okay we can do it"

I didn't say anything I just kissed him, wanting to pick it up were we left. At first he was hesitant but then the lust overcame him. The kiss quickly became sloppy and he started to move his mouth away from mine and down my neck to my half exposed collarbone, he sucked and bit it.

"Ahh!" a moan escaped me and I tried to muffle the sound with my hand.

"NO" he said and took my hand away from my mouth without looking up.

I put my hands up under his shirt. I could feel his muscles move under the scarred skin. I knew that his whole body was covert in scars, but I didn't care I just wanted to know what he looked like. All of him. I pulled at his shirt and he let me remove it. I just stood there a minute and stared at his perfect body, his muscles was toned on his chest and stomach.

"I know its so… so horrifyingly ugly" he said sounding sad "I wish I looked like I used to"

"Wade Wilson don't you dare call yourself horrifying or ugly while I'm around, I was just thinking that you have the most perfect body I have ever seen" I was angry why couldn't he see what I saw? "I wish I had my old body as well but I don't so I live with it" he just stood there looking at me with a blank face. Great I scared him away. Well that's a first. But then he kissed me again.

Suddenly I was on his bed panting for air, only wearing underwear. Wade had gone to look for condoms I think.

"SHIT! I could have sworn I had some!" he yelled.

"My… my purse" I manage to tell him.

"Your purse what do you want that for?" he gave me my purse. I opened it pulling out a condom. "Well well, who's been a naughty girl" it wasn't a question.

But I answered anyway. "MJ" he didn't ask.

He took the condom and put it on the night stand, before getting on the bed with me. We kissed and he unhooked my bra, I let the straps slide of my arms. I could feel my skin being set ablaze every time he touched me. He kissed me on my jaw line and behind my ear, playing with my earlobe before moving down my neck. He stops on the way down to kiss my collarbone. He moved his hands to hold my breasts, playing with my soft nipples making them harden. He started to suck on my nipples, making me moan loudly. I couldn't understand that he could make me sound/feel like that just by touching and kissing me. He moved further down and I could feel his fingers slip under the blonde rim of my panties, hooking onto them. He slid off the last piece of my clothes. He slowly moved one finger over my most sensitive spot and I moaned and threw my head back into the pillows. He did it again and again like he enjoyed seeing me like this. Suddenly without warning I felt something hot and wet where his fingers were before, it felt so good to good and I arched my back on the bed.

"Are you ready?" he asked me while he tried to catch his breath. I couldn't answer so I just nodded yes. He got up from the bed and removed his boxers. Then I saw IT his hard member standing proudly. He was big. Back when I was a boy I hadn't been that small myself, but I was certainly not that big. He opened the condom and slit it on. I took myself in thinking that he couldn't possibly fit inside me. Wade positioned himself on top of me ready to enter. He looked me in the eye as he lowered his lower body towards mine. I could feel him hard against my entrance and as he entered he kissed me. It hurt a small bit in the beginning, but soon after the pain was swapped for pleasure. It had started with slow thrusts, but he picked up the speed when he was sure I was all right. Soon we were but moaning and screaming each other's names in pleasure. My sight got blurry and white around the edges as I was pushed towards my climax. Wade was changing his grip on my hot body, to make sure he trusted as hard and far in as possible. The last push came as he released inside me, the pleasure was so intense I couldn't control my own body or voice. He pulled out and rolled over so he was laying on his back next to me.

As we laid there both spent and sweaty I said "I didn't know you could be so quiet Wade"

"And I didn't know you were a virgin Penny" my cheeks turned red instantly.

"shut up Wade" I said. He smirked and I rolled over so I could hide my flush face in his chest.


AN: well that was awkward to write (my brother walked in once and my mom twice)

Did you like it, its first time I have written smut of any sort.

Julie