Literally a 15 minute jotting, just felt I had to write something. My script for a fan series is being a pain because I cannot think of a name for my 'monster' Oh well, what ya gonna do ;)

Some people have shown concerns about the timeline of this. Yeah, it is a mess. I write when it comes to me. BUT when it is done I will either do an index saying which comes when or a new Fan Fic of them in order.

Thoughts on this please ^^^

Heather x


The Doctors: Thoughts

You and me. Time and Space. Always us. In the end, eh? My TARDIS. My mad blue box with a madman to boot. Oh we have had some times so far, haven't we? Been everywhere, seen it all. That's what you wanted to say…in that little bubble on the outside of a bigger bubble in the junkyard of the vast and glorious universe. We saw it. Together. It's always us left, hm?

They went, sexy. My Ponds. My dear Amelia and Rory. And I knew it was coming, I couldn't take my own advice. If I hadn't read that book that last chapter…they could still be here. With me, with us. I never showed them Dexi or the Universal Market on Poosh. The Mountains of Felspoon or the Great Shard of Greline. I could have.

It's my entire fault. The Ponds. My splendid, splendid Ponds. I don't like being alone. I never did and yet I always seem to find myself here. Right back where I started. Alone. But at least I have you, hm? My box, my one last companion left.

River has gone. I don't know if I will see her again. She's dead. She's alive. And that hurts. Because I love her. I loved them all and they will always be in my hearts. They are seared there, old girl. Like all the others and they are not going away. That's the thing with pain. It demands to be felt. And I don't want to feel it. Not anymore. I can't take it anymore. Why do I have to take it? And it happened so quickly…and there was nothing I could do. Absolutley nothing. NOTHING. And that hurts. It all hurts. They were there and then gone. And they were our family, weren't they, old girl? And now they are gone and we are left. To float…to exist.

It hurts


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