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Not able to keep up with her brothers playing Spencer stopped mid-field to catch her breath. She looked up only to notice a girl sitting on the sidelines. "No way that can't be Ashley, how does she even know I'm here." Once Spencer got over the dizzy spell and caught her breath she walked over only to actually find out it was Ashley.
"Hey, what are you doing here"
"I came by your house but your mom said you were down here with your brothers, so I just told her that I would find you down here."
"My mom actually told you where I was" Ashley nodded "wow, so what's up"
"I don't know I just needed somebody to talk to" She started to play with her fingers.
"Ashley what's wrong with your eye"
"Uhh yea about that, the talk didn't go so good"
"Aidan did this to you" Ashley just nodded her head. Spencer could feel the tears in her eyes as she bent down and took Ashley into an embrace.
"Why didn't you call me I would have come to you"
"I tried to but you weren't answering and I thought that Aidan had already talked to you. Then I started thinking that I had made you mad by going over there"
"I am so sorry Ash I forgot my phone at home"
"Its cool besides I like when I get to see you play it just makes you that much hotter, but you brother is looking over here so you might want to back up"
" I don't care what he says or sees, besides he just needs to get used to the idea of this" she pointed between them, "and not to mention he already knows"
"What is this"
"I don't know what do you want it to be"
"I want to be with you"
"Then I want to be with you and only you," Ashley smiled and when her nose crinkled it made Spencer smile.
"So do you think I can get in on this game?"
"Sure but they play rough"
"I think I can handle it."
Spencer led Ashley out on the field and then introduced her, the game got back under way. As Spencer watched Ashley play she was impressed with the smaller girl's game. After the game was over Spencer walked Ashley back to her car.
"I didn't know you could play"
"Its never really come up but I was going to tell you"
"Its fine I'm just glad I have somebody other than my brothers outside the team to play with" Ashley raised an eybrow which only caused Spencer to blush a deep red
"I don't know if I would be much use I'm kind of out of shape"
"You certainly don't look out of shape"
"Compared to you, I am"
"What are you talking about?"
" Maybe if I worked out with you more often I would have some of these" Ashley said as she trailed fingers up Spencer's abs. Ashley's touch made Spencer shiver and Ashley liked the control the she had over the other girl's body.
"You better be careful"
"Or what" Before Spencer could respond her back was against the car with Ashley's arms around her. Spencer slipped her arms around Ashley's neck and pulled her closer, then as they were about to kiss Ashley opened her eyes and said, "I can't" before she got into her car and drove off leaving Spencer more confused then she has ever been. "Ok that was definitely unexpected and why did she have this look of terror in her eyes when she pulled back." Spencer thought to herself as Glen drove them home. Once home she signed onto AIM and saw that some friends from Texas were on and she got a message from one of them. They talked about how life was in LA , that Scott had already found another girl, and just gossip. As soon as the conversation was over a message came from rocky.
rocky: hey long time no talk
babyblues: I know its been quite a while what have you been up 2?
rocky: just the usually, trying to stay out of trouble.
rocky: congrats on the goal on Friday btw
babyblues: its always good when you stay out of trouble, and thanks. so did I meet you at the party
rocky: maybe. but I saw you getting close to Aidan is there something between you two
babyblues: NO! he's on my shit list right now
rocky: why is that?
babyblues: guys that try to get in your panties when you first talk aren't really my style plus he was an ass to a friend
rocky: he tried that, did you let him
babyblues: god no
rocky: so your not seeing anybody right now
babyblues: uhh idk, I thought I was but then they kind of made me wonder about the whole thing
rocky: o wow, wanna talk?
babyblues: idk what there is to say but I'm getting mixed signals and my head hurts from trying to figure out what I did wrong
rocky: maybe you didn't do anything wrong, maybe the person has never had somebody like you and doesn't know how to react to that
babyblues: you think that's what it is
rocky: I'm sure that's what It is
babyblues: so are you dating anybody
rocky: I have my eye on somebody, but I think I messed it up though
babyblues: as long as you didn't cheat then it can be worked out
rocky: you think so
babyblues: that's what I would do, as long as they didn't cheat I would take them back...but I'm also more forgiving than most people
rocky: wow maybe we should date
babyblues: how do you know you're my type
rocky: I have a good hunch that I am, if things don't work out maybe we should give it a try
babyblues: no offense but I hope they work out I really like them
rocky: they will work out just give her time
babyblues: Her?
Once Spencer sent the message she saw that the person had gone offline. "How in the hell did they know it was a girl?" If this was not proof of Ashley being rocky I don't know what is. Spencer kept thinking about what rocky said and decided that she would send Ashley a text. "Hey what happened 2day" "I freaked can we talk" "sure where" "park by your house" "give me 10 to get there" "k c u then" Spencer wondered what Ashley had to be freaked about its not like she hasn't done this thing before. She had been warned about Ashley's past but was it really as bad as everybody ssaid, Spencer made a mental note to ask her about it Spencer threw on shorts, a tank, and a sweatshirt then walked to the park. Noticing that Ashley wasn't there she went and sat down in a swing and started to swing.
"This swing taken"
"No its yours if you want it"
"So what's a pretty girl like you doing out here by yourself"
"waiting on somebody, Aidan what are you doing here"
"I was doing my nightly run and noticed you sitting here by yourself thought I would come over"
"Well you really shouldn't have plus so I'll talk to you later," ever since the party she had no urge to talk to Aidan
"Tell Ash I said hello"
"Don't worry I will" Spencer regretted it the instant she said because she will never forget the look Aidan gave her. Tired of sitting on the swing Spencer walked over to the merry-go-round and sat on the end then laid down. The only reason she stirred from this position was she felt it move.
"Ash"
"hey, thanks for coming out here to meet me"
"Yea no problem, so…what's going on?"
"I just wanted to talk about us"
"ok what about us"
"I just think that maybe we rushed into things"
"So you came here to break up with me" The silence from Ashley was all that Spencer needed to confirm her answer.
"Look I'm tired of this game that you've been playing either you want me or you don't and you need to make up your mind, now" Ashley just looked at her, frustrated Spencer got up off the merry-go-round and started to walk away. She had almost made it out of the park when she heard her name being called.
"Spencer, wait" Ashley had caught up to her, the smile had returned to Spencer's face.
"Look this is what I meant about not being easy to be with. I put people on these come here go away trips and I don't know why. I think that I'm just afraid because I've never known anybody like you and I'm afraid that you're the one that will break my heart and not vice versa. Everybody I've dated has either wanted me for sex or my money and you want neither of those…yet. I just don't know how to act when somebody acts like a true friend much less somebody that has an interest in me and not who my dad is."
"Seriously Ash I'm not that shallow"
"Believe me I know that Spence and in all truth and honesty I didn't come here to break up with you I came to do quite the opposite." Ashley knew that Spencer was confused once she saw the blonde's adorable head tilt. Before Spencer knew what had happened Ashley was standing on top of the merry-go-round yelling. "Spencer Carlin will you be my girlfriend?" Spencer was too shocked to move so when Ashley was standing in front of her she was thankful that she wasn't the one that had to move. "Spe.." Spencer quickly leaned forward and captured Ashley's lips with her own. Before Ashley could even respond to the kiss she felt Spencer's tongue run across her bottom lip, once she gained her senses back she quickly granted the access that the blonde was looking for. She moved her hands to the taller girls waist in an attempt to pull her closer which only resulted in the blonde running her fingers through brown curls. Both girls in need of air pulled back each sporting huge grins.
"So I take that as a yes"
"Yes Ash I would love to be your girlfriend"
"Come back with me tonight with me to my place"
"Umm..Ok"
Can I tell you one more thing before we go?"
"Ash I swear if you try to break up with me again I will never talk to you again"
"Nothing like that but…imrockyandionlydidittogetotknowyoupleasedonthateme"
"Yea I knew" Ashley pouted until Spencer leaned down and gave her a quick kiss "You so cute when you pout, and I didn't know for sure until I saw you play yesterday." Ashley laughed
"Yea I know that probably wasn't the best idea" Spencer tried to hide the shiver that had now taken over body "come on babe lets start heading back to my place." The whole way back Ashley was afraid that if she let go of Spencer's hand then she was going to run just like everybody else had.
Hey girlies I don't know when I'll get to post again so I tried to make it extra long to make up for it. I hope that you guys still like the story if not let me and I'll quit updating it. Updates make me smile so leave one if you want, no pressure. Merry Christmas!!
