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Things moved quite normally from that point Sasurai continued to work for Sesshomaru while mocking him relentlessly which he now put up with for Rins sake. And by the end of work on Tuesday a small portrait of Rin appeared on Sesshomaru's desk. They arrived at the manor just a little after 3 so Sesshomaru would have time to get ready and give time to Sasurai to help her sister who almost always needed a pep talk before her performances. However it didn't seem that Sasurai would be able to help Rin since the first thing they saw when they walked in was Souta.

"Go help Rin get ready I'll be up in a few minutes. Send someone down if I'm not up in 10 minutes." Sasurai said calmly.

"Are you sure I could make him leave if you'd rather." Sesshomaru asked

"No it's fine I knew I'd have to face this sooner or later. We are soul mates after all." Sasurai noticed Souta flinch slightly when she said this. "Just go make sure Rin is getting ready and not rethinking her outfit. GO!" With that Sesshomaru went up stairs after shooting Souta a harsh glare that said clearly that he was walking on very thin ice.

"What do you want Souta I have a show tonight and they've figured out that Rin has been pretending to be me so I need to get ready." Sasurai said glancing at the stairs wishing this was over or easier or something.

"You have time your shows not till 7 after the music performances." Souta said

"Do you really think you deserve any of my time after what you did to me." Sasurai said while rubbing her temples.

"I wasn't the one who said that they thought it was bad Sasurai." Souta snapped back.

"Souta shut up were you even listening I said that we shouldn't have and that we really needed to wait awhile before we took that step again because you're no mature enough to be doing things like that you're not ready which you demonstrated when you broke up with me after I told you that we were soul mates." Souta flinched again. "And you still aren't ready to take what I say as truth. Look Souta you should just go." Sasurai gestured to the door and headed for the stairs.

Souta grabbed her arm and she cried out as if he'd burned her. "Sorry I just want to talk please. How did you expect me to respond when you say that having sex was a bad idea because I'm not mature enough and we should have waited since that memo was about 30 minutes late and then you tell me that we're soul mates. I don't want to know at 17 who I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with I wanted to just fall in love and I do love you Surai but I'm not ready for that."

"Come back when you are. I'm not gonna look for someone else I know to trust my powers. I know I'll never want to be with anyone else and if that scares you than you go work that out on your own. I have too much on my plate right now to deal with your problems and mine. I don't want to look at you. I have to be at this show tonight and the last time you got me so worked up that I couldn't function for two days and I ended up really worrying Rin and everyone else. I just can't deal with you until you pull your head out of your ass so get out." Sasurai once more started for the stairs but this time when Souta reached out to stop her Toga grabbed his arm.

"I think you should leave now. You're not welcome here anymore Souta and when your sister and Sasurai are ready to talk to you again I'm sure you'll be the first to know about it. Now go." Toga turned him toward the front door and gave him a push that nearly sent him to the floor. Once Souta was gone Toga went up stairs to find Sasurai laying face down on her bed. "Are you going to be alright?"

"Yeah I'll be fine I just need a minute." Sasurai answered and took a deep breath. "You don't have to stay I'm gonna be fine I know that either he'll come crawling back or I'll destroy myself whichever comes first and I've accepted it. I'm gonna be fine." Sasurai glanced over at him.

"I just want to make sure that your ok."

"You made Sesshomaru hire me because you didn't want me to change my mind and go work for the DHG. I know I'm smart enough to figure it out you know. I'm glad that you've learned to like me but you wanted to use me just as much as everyone else. No one wants me just for me except Rin. Not at first at least it's always about what I can do for you with everyone whose ever been near me except Rin. She's always loved me even when I was losing control and I couldn't do anything and even when she knows I might hurt her. I don't really trust you Toga because I know that when this started you were just playing the game and I'm a person not a game piece. I don't like being deceived I would rather you just came out and said you want to use me. At least the DHG was honest they told me up front they wanted my powers an d gifts at their disposal and they were gonna do whatever it took to have them. I knew then that they would likely have me use my powers to look into people's souls that they would want me to sleep with people and demons so I could see their weaknesses. I like working for you way more I'm glad you made me an offer. I still I can't trust you not yet not with me. I know you'll be good to Rin. She's quite lovable. She's always accepted and that makes me so happy. I'm glad you seem to like the idea of her and Sesshomaru." Sasurai finished.

Toga looked at her for a moment before clearly making up his mind about something. He walked over kneeled down next to her and kissed her lips. And she saw that he love his family and would do anything to protect them and that he now considered her and Rin apart of that family. "I didn't think you'd listen if I just said it I know you believe what your powers show you and I know that you're very forward so I"

Sasurai hugged him and laughed. "Thank you I'd love to be a part of your family. I'm so happy you really feel that way. Thank you." She looked away quickly to wipe a tear away and Toga smiled glad that she really was happy.

"Well I'll leave you to get ready." Toga said as he stood to leave.

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