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"j-just forget I said that"
I said those words before I noticed it, Roppi was looking at me like ive lost my mind as he raised one brow and continued to stare, seriously I don't know if my confession was good or did I said something that offended him for staring at me like that , fidgeting my scarf and looking at Roppi, I noticed that his stare became a glare and his brows furrowed a small blush was on his cheeks and I find really cute, until I heard him growl.
"why the fuck are you telling this?! First you ..you said you .. you confessed! Then now you are telling me that I should just forget about it!" I stared at roppi with wide eyes he was furious.
"im s-sorry.. I just thought that i-it would be better" I reasoned out, well I really thought it must be better for him to forget what I said he seemed rather…
"why did you even say that? It's not something that you could forget"
"you s-seemed to be un interested a-about it"
I glanced at him as he fell silent hugging his knees and buried his chin on it and looked at the small pond outside.
"it's not that im not interested.. it's just .. just .. I need time to think about it" he murmured. I feel my hope flew through the skies at least he didn't reject me now and then right? I scooted a bit closer to him just a bit and smiled.
"I'll wait.. no matter how long it will be". Roppi looked at me and blushed before turning away. Roppi-san kept on blushing since I confessed I thought .
"sorry I just can't bring myself to believe it, are you really sure? I mean you might avoid me if you knew what I really am.. "
"why? Are you not a human?" I smiled to lighten up his mood it's a lame joke I know.
"tsuki im being serious here" he rolled his eyes and sighed.
"im s-sorry I was just trying to cheer you up"
"well its lame! Don't attempt"
"I don't care what y-you are before , I'll accept it"
roppi rubbed his temples as he looked at me with sad gleam on his eyes. I hate that look, I don't like seeing him like that it was the same look I saw when I first laid my eyes on him.
"you don't understand" he murmured and looked down. I gently took his hand and smiled rubbing the slender fingers and looked at him. "let me understand it then". Another blush made its way on Roppi's cheeks and he looked away, I didn't know roppi could be so fluster about small things and gestures.
"my mother and I lived together for about 7 years, I never saw or knew who my father is they say he was a Orihara but im not sure who. But I don't care really im glad to have my mother she was so kind and loving until one day he introduced me to a man and said that he was going to be my father.." I listened as Roppi continued to his story, his hands were fidgeting his jacket. "he was a doctor and a good man, however my mother died in an accident so I was being left to him, then I found out he already had a family of his own and was just using my mother he took me to his house and lived there along with his wife,daughter and son. So I thought im going to have a real family but it was just one big fat lie" I blinked as Roppi stood up and went out the small rundown cottage and glared at the small lake, I blinked again and stood up following him, I thought it might be better if I don't push the topic further and stood beside him.
"t-the lake looks so good" I smiled and fixed my scarf as I glanced at roppi who was now starring at the lake.
"i.. it's my first time to see a lake… in real.. I mean real lake" he said and sighed.
"eh? Really?" I asked and tilted my head.
"yeah, I bet you seen lots of this right? The things mother nature shows the human, her wonderful resources whose also being destroyed by such filthy creatures" he shook his head and continued to stare at the peaceful lake.
"y-yeah ive seen lots of this, but so far this i-is what I l-like" I raised my hand and was looking for a good angle moving my index finger and thumb I smiled. "y-yes this is good in canvas" I looked at him and noticed that he was staring at me, Roppi slowly trailed his eyes back to the lake and bent down to pick a stone throwing it into the lake. The stone landed with a plop and he sighed in content.
"i-its refreshing isn't it?" I asked and looked at Roppi as he went near the lake and took of his shoes pulling his jeans up to his knees. "wh-what are you doing? Roppi-san?!" I asked quite alarm as I looked at him. Roppi took off his jacket.
"im going to swim" he said and started walking to the water .
"R-Roppi-san that is dangerous! What if it was deep?"
"then you should have considered that before you took me here" he replied and crossed his arms, I scratched the back of my head, well he got a point but still its dangerous and no one knew where we are. I sighed and focused on the raven as he slowly walked to the lake.
"w-wait Roppi-san!" I called and ran towards him to stop him further, but my scarf flew and covered my face as I ran, I blindly continued trying to take the scarf away when I heard a voice.
"Tuski look out!"
"wha?!" but it was too late I felt a rock hit my foot and I stumbled, I closed my eyes even though the scarf was blinding my sight already I just waited for the impact of hard ground but instead I heard a loud splash and the next thing I knew I was already on the lake.
i looked at Tsuki as he fell straight to the lake, after he stumbled on the rock he made three long stride with his long and slender legs in the water maybe trying to balance himself but unluckily ended up in the lake, the fall was… epic.. really epic, he faced down on the water and it created a loud splash. I covered my mouth and looked at him as he sat up the scarf resting on his head and looked at me luckily he still had his glasses.
"ppfft.."
he looked at me and blushed probably embarrassed. I covered my mouth in an attempt to stop the threatening laughter to spill but I couldn't every time the scene played in my mind.
"pffft!..AHAHAHAHAHA! you! You look like a frog that leaped in the water with a bad landing HaHAHAHA that was funny!" I continued to laugh and wiped the tears leaking the corners of my eyes, then I realized something , how long has it been since I laughed like that? I can't remember really and it made happy that I was able to feel that feeling of happiness bubbling in my stomach, just because of Tuski's epic act. I looked at Tsuki and stopped laughing as he smiled at me and took off his scarf and vest.
"what?" I snapped and looked at him.
"n-nothing, im sorry about what happened" he said and tossed the discarded scarf and vest on the ground as he unbuttoned the collar on his shirt. I stared at him for a long time as I took all I see in the blond, he was sitting on the lake his hair damp and was dripping, his white button up shirt is sticking on his body and then quickly the sight of him on the shower once again invaded my brain, my blood rushed quickly to my cheeks and quickly turned away.
"hah! That was lame! Very lame"
"y-your being mean R-Roppi-san" he said and smiled fixing his glasses, I looked back at him and saw he extended his hand. "help p-please?" he smiled and looked at me. I rolled my eyes and took his hand to push him up instead he pushed me down the water.
"wah!" I closed my eyes as I hit the water, my clothes are soaked "ugh!" I slowly open my eyes and was surprised to see Tsuki's face inches away from me, I stared at his crimson eyes and finally noticed that I was straddling his right leg while our body was pressed together as I held on his shoulders. My cheeks burned bright red, it's my first time to be this close to another person, and we stared at each other for a long time, Tsuki is so handsome, his red eyes , blond locks I stared at his face studying him, especially when he is closer so close. Wiat? Close?
I blink as I felt pair of soft lips pressed against mine then I realized Tsuki was kissing me I widen my eyes a blush creeping out from my ears until i stopped to think things and melted in Tsuki's arms returning the kiss reluctantly, I shivered when I felt Tsuki licked my lower lip asking for entrance. Which I granted I gasped as Tsuki ran his hand on my back his fingers hot on my clod skin. without hesitation Tsuki starts to explore my mouth, I slowly rested my hand on his hair tangling my fingers on the wet blond locks, I felt him shudder as the kiss became tense, fierce and sloppy. I pressed our body closer, somehow I had the feeling that I know this sensation very well, it's calming.
"ngh!.." a groan escaped my lips as I widen my eyes when Tsuki moved his leg and rubbed between my leg.
"s-sorry I didn't mean to do that" he said as we parted, noticing that im not comfortable about it, I looked at him searching for something to cover his face but he forgot he threw his scarf away. This shy ball is a damn good kisser. I blushed and looked down.
"its fine just don't move for a moment" I replied and looked away.
"R-Roppi-san can I kiss you again?" he asked shyly looking down as he asked, my cheeks were in flames again and nods. Smiling he leaned once again and captured my lips in a passionate kiss pulling my body close to him, I tilted my head as he nipped at my jaw and licked my neck, slipping his hand under my shirt and rubbed my back. "nn. Tsu..ki.." I half moaned and looked at him lapping at my neck I pushed him away as he was about to bite. "wait!, just hang in there for a sec.." I panted and tried to calm my breathing and looked at Tsuki stared at me lustfully.
"what's w-wrong? D-did I do something wrong?" he asked and blinked.
"no, I mean don't mark me they will notice it, specially izaya"
"so we will not c-continue?"
"of course! Why did you even have to ask, it's obvious I want you to stop" I glared at him and he shifted his position and tried to move his right leg where I am sitting, making me moan at the friction "damn…"
"R-Roppi-san y-your h-hard!"
"ah jeez! I know that! You don't have to announce it you know!" I pushed myself away from him and sat across him.
"anyways im wondering."
"w-wondering?"
"how can somebody as shy as you know how to do those stuff, hell it was like you really know what you are doing" I said as I played in the water cupping some water, not noticing the blond who was already red as his eyes.
"it.. well i-I that was…"
"don't explain! It will take us hours to hear your explanation" I smiled at him.
"did I do it bad?"
"no.. you did quite well… so unfitting on your personality , is that Deic's influence?"
he scratched his head and smiled "w-well yeah.."
I splashed him some water and laughed. "you look like you were about to melt" I said and smiled. i stood up and thought maybe it's better to enjoy this peace for a moment.
