Bella POV

Bella POV

I am sitting here in shock, how did Sam convince the whole pack to agree to a) no war

b) not to kill me c) allowing us to stay in area while we are in transition d) did I mention no war?

This is all quite surreal, as one of my abilities is to sleep (don't ask maybe it's a sick joke about all the nights I spent awake worrying about becoming a vampire) I often in the past few days have woken up with nightmares of Jake killing me or vice versa. I was terrified this nightmare would become reality, or worse Edward and Jacob would go head-to-head. That was something my even my heart, which has not beat in 14 years, would be able to stand. It was times like these when I wondered if I should have choose my sun, not my drug and simply prayed he never found his true imprint.

But if I have I would have lost Edward, as I lost Jacob, and at the point I made my decision, those Swiss-cheese holes in my heart were beginning to shrink in pinholes that were barely there. At the time I don't think I understood fully that I wouldn't be able to have it all-- I could either be a vampire, and be with Edward eternally, or I could stay human, stay in Forks, and stay with Charlie, and perhaps one day, be with Jacob.

I am finally having the doubts that Edward knew I would have at some point, except it's much to late to change my mind and has been for 14 years, 12 hours, and 31 minutes. I guess the pain of losing Renee, my father, and Forks could be eclipsed by the wonderment of my powers, I may have been an exceptionally clumsy human—but now I am an exceptionally powerful vampire.

I still have my hold on mind—not even Aro and Castro combined can tap my mind, For some odd reason I sleep about 3 hours every two days, and I am faster than any oher vampire I have encountered (o the irony, as I was once the most slow and clumsy human I am now the fastests and most graceful vampire) and to top it all off I can control anyone and anything to do my will—vampires and werewolves included (needless to say, the Volturi are a bit antsy to have me come visit, and stay)

But it seems my powers are irrelvent when I watch Quil and Claire together, she as such a power over him. It rivals what I could make him do. I now truly understand imprints, and why Sam told them to stay bachelors unless they imprinted—that kind of love and devotion would eclipse even the strongest marriage. I hope they are happy together, for I feel my story coming to a close here in Forks, perhaps I will meet their great grandchildren a hundred years from now, perhaps I will tell them that I knew the pair, for there is not a doubt in my mind that the pack will become a permanent fixture in La Push, and they will know who I am the instant I set foot in Forks once again.

But I may return—For Carlise is right to pint out no story is never truly finished—there is always a another chapter to write. But as for now this chapter comes to a close, and I must leave, to return another day.

A/n: ok this was a chapter I added—I needed to get the vamps outta the pic b4 I added more to the story……. And people I am feeling NEGLECTED! Reviews plz? O well I no you love even if you don't express it…. I shall continue the original Quil/Claire story…. I'm not sure but I think the war was the climax of this, a true point of understanding so I shall begin the sad parts of winding down…. Maybe after this tale comes to a close I will write about the stories Bella will tell the children of La Push about their great-great-Grandfathers and Grandmothers-- perhaps Jacob will still be alive? (after all, he may never find his imprint) it's funny how a story that began focused on two people has spanned out ward until we see what Forks (in my opinion) is like 14 ears after this astonishing Saga. Until Next time my Friends—

Emma