A/N: Sorry for such a long wait! i JUST got my internet back a few days ago and i had alot of stuff to do...sorry ; ( Anyways this chapter isn't too long, but i had to post something cause i love you guys too much to leave you hanging! ;P ok, i'll stop rambling, Here's chapter 11!!!
p.s. Happy Fourth of July!!!
-Bella PoV-
The Pain that I had felt, that I had to endure for three days was something that I could never
describe, and it was definitely something that I would never forget. Something that I will
remember for all of eternity. I remember my blood, feeling like it was on fire and the pain of
a thousand knives hitting my body without end.
I felt the venom trickling painfully slow through
my system, slowly yet surely killing me. I felt my heart slowing, it was trying to fight the venom,
trying to keep my–it's body, alive. But the venom was too much, I allowed my heart to lose the
fight, I let it stop and let death take me. I thought there was going to be no end to the pain.
I had
welcomed death, welcomed the end of the pain that was ceasing to end. I wanted it. I had
Wantedto die, just so that I could be at peace. I let my heart stop beating. I breathed a breath
of utter relief as I knew death would take me and it would all be over. But I still felt...alive, in a
sense. I knew my heart stopped by I felt my body being moved, cradled, in the cold embrace of
someone else. Then I Remembered. Edward. He was with me, he was holding me, his body
wracking with sobs and he rocked me gently.
I heard him whisper that he loved me and then
everything came flooding back to me. The reason that I had chosen to go through the pain, I
had willingly asked for my torture. "I love you too...Edward." I whispered back to him. I
suddenly realized how different everything was. I could hear things I shouldn't normally be able
to. I smelled blood, My blood scattered across the room, making my stomach turn. Even now the
smell of blood made me nauseous. I couldn't stand the smell as a human. Now...it was
Unbearable. I slowly opened my eyes and looked around.
The first and only thing I wanted to
see was My Edward. He smiled slightly, but it didn't reach his eyes. I stretched my arms when he
loosened his grip on me. He slowly stood up and then grabbed my hand to gently help me stand
up with him. I saw his eyes continuously look me over and I smirked at him.
"Like what you see,
Edward?" I teased him. He chuckled a bit. "Heh, I just didn't think it was even remotely
possible for you to be even more beautiful than you were before." he answered, his eyes
appraising me once again. But then he frowned slightly. "Bella, I know you're probably weak
but you–" "Edward– " "Bella, Please, you have to save what little strength you still have–"
"Edward." I said again, becoming annoyed. "Bella, please, just sit down and–" I quickly stopped
his rambling by swiftly closing the short distance between us and kissing him deeply.
His
body tensed and froze like it always did when our lips met because he was afraid of hurting me
since I was a human. I parted my lips from his own for a moment and leaned my forehead
against his own and whispered to him, "Edward, I know I should feel weak and crave blood, but
I just,,,don't. In fact, not only do I feel fine, but just the very thought of human blood is turning
my stomach as we speak." he blinked at me, utterly confused at my statement.
I simply
chuckled. "Well...I did hate blood as a human...so I guess its no wonder that I brought that with
me when I changed into a vampire." I said to him, as if I was stating the obvious. I then smirked
at him and added, "Oh, and another thing, I a am vampire now, Edward. You can't hurt me
the way you could when I was human."
he still looked confused, not catching on to what I
was implying when I said this. "Im not so breakable anymore. So when I Kiss you...don't
hold back." understandment sparked in his eyes and he then smirked as well.
Before I had a
chance to say, or even think, anything else, he kissed me. His lips crushed against mine
forcefully, hungrily, and he slowly lowered our bodies to the ground. I felt his tongue move
across my lips, begging for entrance that I happily gave him. Our tongues battled as we
continued to kiss.
This was crazy. I had just become a vampire and we were hostages in a
factory filled with
ravenous vampires! Yet, as his lips continued to move against my own, I couldn't really care. I
was finally able to kiss Edward the way I have wanted to since the first time I layed eyes on him
all those months ago when I first came to Forks. When I first came to Forks I thought I would
hate it and beg mom to let go home or to go to Florida with her and Phil within the first week of
my arrival. Now I couldn't even think of how my life would be if I hadn't come to Forks, if
I hadn't met Edward or any of the Cullens.
Sure, It would've been somewhat safer, not having
killer vampires trying to kill me every other week, or having a best friend that was a werewolf
that could snap and rip you to pieces if he wasn't careful with his emotions.
I wouldn't of had a
boyfriend that had to go against his very nature just to be with you, and a future family-in-law
that would have to be extremely careful with everything they said or did around me. But, again, I
didn't care. I loved everything and everyone in my life. I wouldn't trade my current life for the
world no matter what.
A/N: Ok, there ya go! Hope you all liked the chapter! now...here's my 'problem' i have the next chapter written in my notebook (it'll be edited some when i type it) and it'll describe what Bella can do now that shes a vampire...but here's the thing. im suffereing from MAJOR writers block...so here's what i thought: have my readers tell me what they would like to see happen! how/what should Aro do when he comes back to Edward and Bella? should they fight? should Aro just let them leave? i need ideas, people! lol..ok...this is one hell of a long author's note..so i'll just stop rambling. bye guys!(oh, whichever idea i decide to use will get credit when i write the chap btw)
