And the magic begins now.
Sea: Yay! Magic show!
Me: Not literally.
Sea: You ruined my day.
Me: I live to please.
Sea: Rolyn owns nothing.
Coming Clean
I sighed as I slumped further in my beach chair. My mind was completely out of control with questions that seemed unanswered and feelings I didn't want to admit to. Marina was silently flipping through a magazine while listening to music. Not too far behind us the rest of our class were playing volleyball. Marina asked me if I wanted to play but considering the way gym class goes with these boys's, I don't want to get caught in the middle of their competitive nature.
So I sat silently; my eyes were fixed on the tide that came up the shore and was sucked back into the water. After what Jimmy had said I didn't feel the need to talk much. Marina wasn't too happy about that but she respected me.
Right then a ball hit me square in the head and bounced off only to hit Marina's head making her head phones pop out. We both gasped in unison and looked to each other as we could hear a roar of laughter behind us. My face flushed in embarrassment and anger but neither of us dared to turn around. That was a risk we were not willing to take.
"Okay that was just stupid." Marina said putting emphasis on the word stupid. I nodded in agreement and clenched my fists. Marina picked up the volleyball that had landed next to her and held it out to me. "Would you like to do the honors?"
"Gladly." I said taking the ball from her and standing to my feet. My old button up shirt that I wore to the beach, usually because I can get out of it easy, fell slightly off my shoulders because I had it open. The bikini Marina had given me was very cute and I adored it. It was red with orange dots on it and it tied around my neck and at my hips. I ignored the wolf whistles I received because of this matter.
I tossed the ball in the air and looked for a target. I shrugged when I didn't find one and gave the ball a hard slap in the boy's direction. It hit Drew on the head…
I put a hand over my mouth as I tried to stifle my laughter. He should not have been in my way. Drew is a...nice boy and I didn't intentionally hit him but…like I said…he should not have been in that spot at that moment. Marina snickered and I couldn't hold my laughter back any longer.
"S-Sorry…" I laughed waving over to them. Drew smiled fakly at me and I just smiled with just as much enthusiasm as I took my seat again next to Marina.
She held her hand out to me and I gave her a high five as we heard people murmuring behind us about how troublesome girls were. I couldn't help but think that it was Paul who was saying this. I guess it's just a feeling you get.
"That was nice." Marina laughed I smiled and shrugged.
"I'm just fighting back…"
"You know you're gonna get punishment for that, right?"
"When do I not get punishment from them?" I asked in a flat tone. Marina chuckled once again and shrugged.
I sighed as I laid in the lounge of the hotel we were staying at. Marina had magically disappeared on me…probably with Jimmy. I actually saw them talking earlier. I was rather surprised because they were talking like they were old friends or something. Otherwise the two of them don't give much recognition to one another…or only when we are in separate groups of friends.
I sighed as I began to read a book Marina had given to me. It was titled 'So You're a Girl in an All Boy School'. She said it might be able to help me but I really feel as though every sentence just mentions something about finding a boyfriend or turning into a boy…both really didn't seem too appealing for me at the moment.
"Nice literature you got there…"
I rolled my eyes and peeked over the top of my book to see Drew leaning on the arm of the couch I was stretched out on. I could feel my face heating up and I knew I was blushing. What Jimmy said to me has been repeating in my mind every time I saw him. I kept asking myself, 'Do I like him…' or 'Does he really like me…'. To be honest, it's driving me insane.
"It's a pleasure to see you too Drew." I said sarcastically as I marked the page in the book and set it in my lap. "Are you here to initiate my punishment for my stunt today or are you leaving that up to the others?" I questioned quirking an eyebrow. He chuckled lightly and I cocked my head to the side.
"I'll let the others deal with that." I shivered when he said others it usually meant Paul and when Paul did things to you…you got scarred for life!
"I'm joking." He finally said dryly. Either he was reading my mind or he saw me shiver….I'm going with the latter here.
"If you're not here to torture me…what do you want?" I asked cautiously. I had no idea what this guy was capable of.
"Is it unusual for me to want to talk to you?"
"Yes." I answered quickly. He narrowed his eyes at me and I smiled as sweetly as I could.
"C'mon…" He muttered standing up straight and heading towards the door. I just stared at him confused for a moment. Was I being led into a trap or something?
"Uh…" I was hesitant to even move better yet construct proper sentences.
"Just c'mon I'm not going to tie you down and have my way with you if that's what you're thinking." He said as a smirk made its way to his lips. My eye twitched and my face turned bright red, but I still set my book down on the table and got up to follow him.
"You really have a way with words…" I muttered as I followed him to the front entrance to the hotel. He opened the door for me and I just stood there. I pulled out my cell phone and checked the time. "Its half past nine, we're not allowed to leave the hotel now."
"Since when do rules apply to me?" he asked in a flat tone. I shrugged; rules never applied to him. I walked out the door and into the chill of the night. I didn't see a single student out there…they must have actually complied with the rules or they're planning world domination in the hotel basement. I'll go with world domination.
"Exactly what are we doing out here?' I asked as I rubbed my arms. I was out there for a good thirty seconds and I was freezing my but off.
"We're just going on a walk." He said simply while grabbing my wrist and leading me back over in the direction of the beach. "I need to speak to you about something."
My train of thought came to a screeching halt at those words. What was there to talk about? I began to contemplate the worst or at least the most likely or maybe he really was going to tie me up! Oh wait; I have Blaziken with me…
"What about?" I asked finally as the dirt path soon turned to sand and the air became thick with the smell of the salty water of the ocean.
"I know what goes on around me," he began staring blankly ahead. "Especially when people are mentioning me." He finished glancing at me.
"O-Oh…" I stuttered flushing in embarrassment. He must have heard everything me and Jimmy mentioned on the bus. I should have asked him in a more secluded area. "I didn't mean to poke around in your business…I'm just curious."
"Curiosity killed the Delcatty." He said dryly. I slumped my shoulders as a wave of guilt washed over me. I stared at my feet as it made foot prints in the sand as we walked the length of the beach.
"I shouldn't have asked anything…" I muttered.
"Yea, you shouldn't have." He said a bit harshly. I cringed awaiting the scolding I deserved or the threat that would keep my mouth shut but surprisingly it never came. He just sighed. I glanced up at him to see that he actually looked stressed and a bit upset.
"Um…are you okay?" I asked hesitantly as I cautiously put a hand on his shoulder. He crossed his arms over his chest as he came to a stop.
"I'm fine. What Jimmy said is the truth and all of it is in the past." He said simply with a shrug. I nodded. "Everything he said was the truth…including how much you actually affect me."
My head snapped up and I cocked my head to the side in question. Now I was really confused.
"You mean to tell me I actually affected the way you are?" I laughed lightly. I actually thought he was joking. "To be honest I thought you hated me and just like to watch me squirm."
He looked me in the eye and my smile slowly faded. He wasn't joking. I remained silent and didn't say anything else that could make the situation anymore awkward or anymore weird.
"You are such a dense, stupid and completely crazy girl." He said. Was he trying to compliment me? "But you're head strong, determined and high spirited. I admire that the most about you…" He said softly while taking a step forward. I felt my heart skip a beat and I thought my stomach was going to flip in its place.
"R-Really…" I stuttered trying to stand my ground but I really felt as though my legs would give away at any moment.
"What Jimmy said wasn't a lie May…" He muttered uncrossing his arms and placing his hands on my shoulders. I felt a shiver run up my spine and my cheeks began to flush scarlet. I looked down as I tried to slow down my heart that was beating a mile per minute. He pulled my head back up by pushing my chin up with a finger. And that was when our eyes locked.
I seriously felt as though I was going to fall now if he wasn't holing my shoulder. My breath got caught in my throat and I felt as though I knew what he was going to say…
"I know I like you…way more than I should and way more than I thought I could for any girl but I do and I don't think there is any chance of that changing at all any time soon. I'm pretty straight forward so what I want to know is if you feel the same way…"
I shut my eyes tightly as my mind went completely blank except for anything that related to Drew. I smiled softly to myself and sighed as I finally came to a decision.
I looked up him one more time before grabbing the collar of his shirt and pulling his head down so that our lips met in a kiss. I actually felt light headed as this all occurred and it was like we were the only two people in the world. I definitely wasn't cold anymore. I wanted to make my answer clear and this was the way I knew how without tripping and stuttering my words.
This, to be honest was my first kiss and I couldn't even think of me sharing it with anyone other than Drew. I know what he is to me and I understand what he means to me. I just don't understand why it took me up until now to see it. I cared for him and he cared for me and that's what really mattered.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and gently lifted me off the ground. My flip flops fell off my feet but we still didn't separate. I didn't want to.
He asked me for entrance and I complied and parted my lips slightly. He ran his tongue over mine and I shiver ran down my spine that I began to love. If this would happen every time, I wouldn't mind.
I finally pulled back and but he didn't put me on the ground. He smiled at me and I giggled lightly. I don't even know where that came from. I was surprised to see him smile…he never smiled it usually was halfway or just a smirk.
"I think I might like you too…" I said softly as I leaned my forehead against his.
"You might?" He questioned.
"Okay I know I definitely do." I sighed rolling my eyes.
"I couldn't tell…" He whispered before capturing my lips with his own once again.
OMG! I love it! Don't you!?
Sea: Too cute to express in words…
May: Uhh…
Drew: Meh.
Me: Well I hope you liked it!
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