Hiya people, I have to be careful what to write because my friends read this… well if I don't make fun of their qualities on the web who will right???? I love ya Twin, you to Kat!!!!!

BTW did you know that Robert Sean Leonard aka Wilson is Claudio in the 1993 remake of Much Ado About Nothing??? Omg he's so HAWT in it!!!!!

Disclaimer: Do not own. If I did there would be REAL huddy sex!!!!

I sat with Wilson all night, watching his charts. I was worried for him, if he asked then it was because I didn't want a fourteen year old girl dumped on me. But goddamit, I don't think I can stay clean and function without him.

"So what 'ya gonna do about our lucky lady."

"You should be sleeping."

"I'm sick. I'll do as I please." I rolled my eyes.

"I should stop being around you. You're starting to really come over to us dark-siders."

"And you're almost functioning. So come on, what are you going to do about Cuddy and Lucas." (AN Boo!!!!! Hissssss!!!!!!)

"Nothing, if she ever decides to leave Lucas, then I'll decide what I'm going to do."

HUDDY

I came home late that night. I was worried about Rachel, but Wilson had been my friend longer then Rachel's felt like a daughter.

"'Bout frickin' time." I grit my teeth.

"What do you mean?" Lucas seemed really angry, I'd never seen him like this before. He was absolutely wasted. His hair greased back. Forehead sweaty, the guy looked like he'd been playing one tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. It was disgusting to look at. He looked at my ass in a way that made me so very, very uncomfortable. He had a bottle of tequila in one hand and an empty bottle in the other. "You did NOT give my baby tequila, so help me god…"

"Shhh shhh, listen, do you want me to move in or not?"

"Did YOU give my daughter booze OR NOT??"

"Half a bottle to make you sleep…" I slapped him, hard.

"I suggest you sober up, and get out."

"Baby…" I had the urge to slap him again. Bastard.

"Lucas, I never want to see you near me, Rachel or my hospital, ever again. I don't care if the prince of Wales hires you. If you dare I will…" he shook his head smiling.

"Thiss inent 'bout me. Heh heh, this is 'cos you guilty. Am House's friend. You see him 'n you feel, um what's the word, ah, bad. You know what. You bad fur men. Damaged goooods. Yep. He'sss spoilt you fur other men. The son of a …" he cut of by a shrill cry. "ya bottles comin, brat!!! Hey lisa, am outie. Bye, bitch, ice princess and most of all horemonger!!!" and with that, Lucas slammed the door. I ran off to see to my child.

"Rachel, it's okay, he's gone." I sniffed for alcohol, he hadn't given her any. Thank goodness. "It's okay, we're okay, we never loved him anyway. If he drinks that much around you he's no good for anyone. I sat there, rocking my baby Rachel all night and cried. Because he was right. I could never be with anyone but House. And he would never love me not really. On top of this the only person I could really talk to about this was in hospital.

I had thought for the past god knows how many years that all I needed was a baby. It turns out that was only a small part of hat I need. Besides a padded room. I want a family. A real dysfunctional family. A family that fight over what movie to see, and which take-out to eat, and the reason I could never had this, even realised she wanted this, was because the annoying, dysfunctional man that would fulfil everything that I wanted, would never love me. Would never see anything but a boss with a great pair of norks.

This was going to be another long night.

This chapter in my eyes is crap but the story will get better I swear on my Guinea pig's cold, cold grave!!!!

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