Hello again. I am very bored. But this chapter had nothing to do with that.
Willowwhisker, you were on the right track.
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kfcrowe, I have never met someone who asked for the Creatures. They are like the best and dont hate me but they are better than TC. Don't get me wrong I love TC but the channel is mostly advertisements now and the Creatures actually do skits and stuff and its not like ads and such and I'm ranting again so sorry.
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(A few weeks later)
Things were really starting to settle. All the days were pretty much the same; wake up, eat food, play games, watch Netflix, go back to bed, and repeat. Occasionally I would walk to the park and play Jordan's guitar. I made a little extra money doing that, but Youtube was still my main job. It took a while but my fans finally came back around from when I lost them. Life for me was pulling together.
"Ummmm where are you going with my guitar," Jordan said.
"I was going to go down to the park and play it."
"What is with you and playing guitar in the park?"
"I don't know. It just reminds me back when I first met Ava. I feel like she is still alive in the music."
"Ava's death was a while ago, don't you think you should move on?"
"Ava was my friend! She deserved so much more than she got. I don't need you telling me when I need to move on!" Then I stormed out of the apartment.
That was just another one of our stupid fights. We usually get over it in a few hours. I know he's just trying to help me, but I really don't need it.
I sat on my normal bench and began playing Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park.
"When my time comes. Forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some. Reasons to be missed. Don't resent me. And when you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest. Forgetting all the hurt inside. You've learned to hide so well. Pretending someone else can come. And save me from myself. I can't be who you are. I can't be who you are."
The small crowd around me clapped. There was one man that stood out from the rest. I felt like I knew him.
"Lia," he approached me, "I need to speak with you."
"Yeah is there a problem?" I said.
"No. We have had a couple of your parents possessions for a while, and it's about time that we returned them to you."
"Do I know you?"
The man took off his sunglasses.
"Agent Colby?"
"Nice to see you again."
"Wait, if you know that I'm here, why am I not being transported back home?"
"No one has filed you as a missing person."
"How did you find me?"
"Your friend Jordan told your guardians that you were safe with him."
That son of a bitch.
I shook my head and ran back to the apartment, taking the box of my parents stuff and leaving behind the guitar.
"Jordan!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
"What?"
"You told them where I was."
"They asked me if I knew and I wasn't going to lie to them."
"I trusted you to keep this secret!"
"They were your legal guardians and they could've gotten in a lot of trouble for not knowing where you were."
"I told them I was fine and I was safe. That's all they needed to know."
"They asked and I answered."
I smacked him across the face. I had never hit him before. He looked shock for a moment. Then he grabbed his keys and went for the door.
"Jordan wait. I didn't mean to."
"Obviously you did." Then he left.
That brought me back to when I was in the hospital from when I tried to commit suicide.
I raised my voice, "It was impulse! I had no intent on-"
Eddie cut me off, "Obviously you did."
I officially fucked up this time.
After I got myself together, which took an hour, I decided to look through my parent's stuff. It was mostly pictures and stuff, but I did find a DVD with my name on it. I put it in the DVD player and hit play.
The first thing that came up on the screen was my dad, "Hey Lia. If you are watching this then I am probably out of your life and so is your mother. I'm so sorry that I wasn't there to watch you grow up. I don't know how I went, but it was probably for our country." My mom came in the room and sat next to my dad. "There is a very important reason you are watching this. Your mother and I are part of a secret government program. What we do is very important to our country. Just to sum it up, we are the people who watch everything. We don't just watch random people, we only survey the people on out lists. It will take too long to explain everything so listen close. Grab the family photo."
I looked at the stack of all our family photos.
My mother gave my father the stare and said, "The one in the picture frame."
"Now just remember what our family was like. Remember when you broke the glass on our front window. Remember times like that. Also remember how your uncle Colby fixed that window. He was always trustworthy like that. So we just thought you should know who we were."
My father's voice faded into the background as I stared at the family picture. I broke the glass and removed the picture. Behind it were different sets of numbers and letters.
I got up to go find Agent Colby, but my mother's voice stopped me, "And Lia sweety," I looked back at the TV, "we love you."
So not only are my parents dead, but they are also secret government agents. What else is lie in my life? Now would have been a really good time for Jordan to appear. I don't know why I didn't chase after him.
I left the apartment and went back to the park. Agent Colby was sitting on the bench next to the guitar. I ran up to him with the paper in my hand
"I need to use your computer," I said.
"Why?"
I showed him the numbers.
"Where did you find this? I searched every square inch of your parents stuff."
"Did you watch the video?"
"Yeah, but it was just information for you."
"When my parents talked about me breaking the glass they were lying. I never did that. And did it not strike you as odd when they called you my uncle."
"I thought they were just being nice."
"No, they were telling me to break the glass of the family photo and you were the only one I could trust with this information."
"Alright, let's go to my place."
When we arrived at his apartment, there were boxes everywhere.
"Did you just move in here?"
"Yeah uh I've always wanted to live in LA and now that my job has moved here I get to."
"Wait a second, I am your job." I began to get angry. My eyes turned a dark red.
"Lia calm down. I can't have you begin to flip shit now. When your mom was pregnant with you, she asked me to protect you if something ever happened to her. So technically you are my job."
That really didn't make me happy, but now was not the time for throwing tantrums.
I sat down at his computer.
"Here, let me log on for you," Colby said.
"No wait." I looked the sheet of paper. I picked the first two lines for the username and password. It took a moment, but it worked. Then I looked at the next few lines. They looked like a folder or something, I opened documents and searched them. The only thing that came up was another video.
"I knew you could do it Lia," my father said. "Every project we ever worked on is in this computer. Lia, you have done your part in this, but now you must turn it over to Colby. If you have any questions just ask him, he will explain everything."
"What exactly did my parents get themselves into?" I asked.
"They told you that they were the people who watch other people. Well, before your mother passed, we had been following this group who had been planning these attacks on us. We missed something and they ended up attacking us."
"That was the attack on Kansas!"
"Yes."
"What were they after?"
"I'm sorry, but that's classified."
"Yeah, so is my whole childhood apparently." Then I left.
I went back down to the park to play the guitar some more. In my mind I knew that the guitar was most likely not there, but I went looking for it anyways.
"Shit," I said to myself as I found that the guitar had been stolen. Jordan is going to kill me.
I went back to Jordan's apartment.
"Jordan?" I said, hoping to hear an answer. I got none. Then I noticed a note on the kitchen counter.
Went to parent's to clear my head. Be back soon.
- Jordan
I've managed to push just about everyone out of my life.
"Except for me," the voice in my head said.
"No!"
"He won't return and you know it. You are going to be alone forever."
My life is a lie.
My love is a lie.
I am a lie.
I heard a noise in the bathroom. When I walked in there was a drawer open, and in it were pills. My phone rang and I answered it, "Hello?"
"Hey," Crest said, "I heard what happened between you and Jordan and I wanted to know if you wanted to go get some ice cream or something."
"Sorry. I can't."
"Why not?"
"I just can't?" Then I hung up before she could answer.
I took the pills in my hand as she called again.
I held them up to my mouth as she called again.
I texted Crest, "Tell everyone I love them and I''m sorry."
Then I took the pills.
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