I walked home from school. I went straight to my room and didn't come out for even dinner. Even though I told Trevor I didn't love him. Well I at least insinuated it, I still really did. But I couldn't just let Trevor get away for making me hurt so bad. I shouldn't have let my guard down. I knew he would hurt me but I ignored it thinking he had changed. I was obviously wrong.

I fell asleep around 10 that night not bothering to do any homework. At around two I heard a knock on my window. I thought I had been imagining it so I turned over and tried to fall back to sleep.

I heard the knock again less tentative this time. I reached over and turned on my Edward Scissor Hands light. I stumbled over to my window to find Alexander standing there. I opened my window silently.

"What do you want?" I sneered.

" I just came to apologize again for my actions."

"Whatever Alexander. You left me and I found love and you ruined it for me." I said my voice like razors.

"So you still love Trevor?" He questioned.

"Of course I still love Trevor you stupid bat. I will always love Trevor. But I can see that he never truly loved me. He came and apologized today and I had to turn him down," I said nearly crying. I bit back my tears. Gothic Vampire Princesses do NOT cry.

"Why did you have to turn him down?"

"Because," I said like it was obvious, well it was obvious, to me at least. " He obviously only said those things because he felt sorry for me now. He saw that I didn't get back together with you and probably felt sorry. For me, no one feels sorry for me." I practically spit at him.

" What if I told you I know that's not why he wanted you back?"

"Well then that'd be pretty great but seeing as you don't I'd really like it if you just left." I made a move to shut my window but Alexander stopped me. I saw something shift ion the shadows and saw Trevor come from behind a bush.

I sopped moving, stopped breathing, stopped doing anything besides look at him. Had he heard that whole conversation? Oh, god he must think I'm pathetic.

"Raven…" Trevor spoke softly.

"I went to talk to Trevor right after you left the graveyard. I realized that you really truly loved him and realized that I had messed itall up for you. I explained to him everything you said and he just witnessed what you said right now. He wanted to get back together with you because I explained to him how you really did love him. He only left because he thought you loved me still and couldn't bare to watch." Alexander let out in a rush.

"I love you monster girl." Trevor said with a timid smile. I looked at him for a moment. His beautiful eyes. His wonderful smile, and I fell in love all over again.

" I love you too soccer snob."