Author Note: I just had to get this out for you guys!! You have all been waiting for it for a long time, so thank you for being so patient with me!! But here it is!! Mitchie and Caitlyn have it out...at last!! I hope it lives up to expectations =)
Warning contains femslash don't like, don't read =)
Disclaimer: I do not own Camp Rock or any of the characters!!
Mitchie's POV
I heard the door to the cabin open quietly and then swing shut as someone entered. I didn't look up.
I didn't care.
I didn't want to have to face anyone else today. I just wanted to talk to-
"Mitchie?"
I froze. My whole body going in to shock at the sound of her voice.
God, I'd missed her!
I looked up at her slowly. She was stood by the door, watching me carefully. I closed my eyes and shook my head. I seriously had to be dreaming now!
"Mitchie…" I heard her take a step towards me.
"Caitlyn?" I met her gaze, her beautiful brown eyes full of concern and worry. She was worried about…me? Suddenly all I wanted to do was have her be happy again, stop her worrying about me all the time. The resolve I had had earlier disappeared completely, not even leaving a trail.
"Yeah, it's me, Mitchie. Are you ok?" I climbed to my feet slowly, feeling my joints groan, I really shouldn't have sat on the floor for so long.
"Caitlyn, I'm… Yeah. I am now." I couldn't stop the relief rushing through me as it finally sunk in.
She was back. And she was safe.
"Listen Mitchie; I'm really sorry about today. I don't know why I did that, it was stupid. But there's something you should know. Mitchie-"
"It's ok, Caitlyn. I get it. I know what you're gonna say, so ok." I smiled sadly at her, this was going to hurt, but it was for her. All for her.
"What?" She frowned at me.
"Shane kind of already guessed and told me."
"What? Shane already… What?" She took another step towards me, her eyebrows shooting up in disbelief.
"If that's what you want then ok, I get why you're doing it and I know I deserve it." I couldn't look at her now, I had to stay focused.
"Mitchie, what are you talking about?"
Anger flared up inside me. Why was she doing this to me!? Wasn't it enough that she had already chosen Tess, I was letting her go without a fuss, wasn't it enough? Did she have to hurt me even more?
"For Gods sake, Caitlyn! I get it already, so just go, alright?" She was staring at me, a confused look on her face but I couldn't register it properly. "Why are you doing this to me, Caitlyn?"
"Doing what? I don't understand-"
"Fuck sake, just say it already! Tell me you hate me and get it over with, because I can't stand this!"
She looked like I'd just slapped her, her mouth hanging open.
"Mitchie, I don't-"
"Just say it, Caitlyn!" I yelled at her, so close to tears that I had to use all my will power to hold them back. I couldn't let her see me cry, then she really wouldn't go. "Put me out of my misery already, 'cos I can't keep hoping that you might feel the same!"
"Mitchie-" she started to speak, but I cut her off.
"I love you, Caitlyn! More than anything, but you don't-"
"I love you too, God damn it!" My mouth dropped open and I froze to the spot. Had I heard her right?
Her face was a deep crimson with…anger? Embarrassment? I wasn't sure. But she stared at me, her fists clenched at her sides.
She started to speak again but before she got even a word out, before I knew what the hell I was doing… I had crossed the cabin and crushed my lips to hers, pushing her against the wall.
She froze for only a second before I felt her kiss me back, her lips soft and warm as they moved with mine.
My hands tangled themselves in her soft hair, like I'd always dreamed of doing. Our bodies were pressed together, her hands were everywhere. In my hair, on my face, I shivered with pleasure when I felt one of her hands slip under my t-shirt and up my back, pulling me closer to her.
All the built up feelings poured out of me as we kissed, the anger, the frustration and confusion, the longing and the passion.
I had never dreamed she would ever kiss me like this, let alone feel the same way as I did about her. I never let myself hope, because it would have hurt too much when it didn't come true.
But here I was. Kissing Caitlyn Gellar. In our cabin. Not caring if we were caught.
I heard her gasp my name as my lips brushed her jaw and I kissed down her throat. She pulled my lips back up to hers. I knew the feeling, I wanted to kiss her forever, but the soft, smooth skin of her throat looked too good.
I heard a noise somewhere to our right, but I didn't care. I kissed her with renewed force.
"What the…!" Suddenly there was a gasp. I had to use all my will power to pull myself away from Caitlyn and see who had found us.
I saw Caitlyn's confused face, she obviously hadn't noticed anything.
"Mitchie? …Caitlyn!?" A voice I knew too well.
Caitlyn froze as I turned to look at the tall blonde in the doorway. Her mouth was hanging wide open, lost for words, a first for Tess Tyler.
But the weird thing was, she was staring at Caitlyn. She hadn't even looked at me since she had seen who it was I had been kissing. Shock and hurt were evident on her face.
I glanced quickly at Caitlyn; she was now staring back at Tess.
"Tess, we can-" I started but she seemed to wake up. She turned, flung open the door and disappeared before I could say another word.
We stood in silence for a long minute, both of us staring at the door.
Of all the people…
"Yeah." I hadn't realised I had said that out loud.
I turned to face Caitlyn.
"Are you ok?" She still hadn't moved.
I took a step towards her, reaching for her hand. I laced my fingers with hers and felt instantly better as she squeezed my hand.
Our eyes locked. I couldn't help myself; I leant forward and pressed my lips to hers again.
She kissed me back, her free hand finding mine.
We stayed like that for a long while, but I knew something was wrong as she sighed and let her head fall back against the wall, eyes closed.
"Are you alright?"
She sighed again.
"I'm fine, Mitchie. In fact," she opened her eyes and smiled at me. "I'm more than fine. You wouldn't believe how happy I am!"
"I think I would." I grinned back at her, gently kissing her soft lips again.
"But I have to go." She whispered against my mouth.
It was my turn to sigh now, but I nodded. Kissing her once more before stepping away from her.
"Just do what you need to, ok?"
She nodded once before disappearing out the door.
I stayed stood in the middle of the cabin, just staring at the spot she had been in moments before.
I raised my hand to my mouth, brushing my fingers lightly over my lips. I grinned.
I had kissed her, Caitlyn Gellar, I'd kissed her!
About bloody time an' all!!
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Author Note: So there =) You guys wanna find out where Caitlyn went? What is Tess gonna do? Oh i'm so excited!! Lol ok well review and let me know what you guys thought!! Thanks for reading this far, i shall keep writing for you all. But later....i'm tired now =)
