I told everyone about what happened to me two days ago and I still haven't seen or heard anything from Jeff since. I had hoped that it hadn't changed what ever was going on between us but it looked like it did. That really sadden me and anyone that looked at me could tell. All the others all told me that they understood why I told them and that if they knew me back then they would have hunted to the end of the world for me and I knew that they would have. Matty keeps telling me that Jeff would come around to it and honestly I really didn't care if did or not now. It is way too late. He told me by walking out how he felt and that was all I needed to know. I was moving on from it so I hoped he did to. "Hey girlie are you ok?"
"I'm just fine Mark I'm ready to head to the arena for the promos." I said to him as I grabbed my bag and head to the doorway where he was at.
"You know if you need to talk all you got to do is come and find us. We'll listen to anything that you need to say." He said to me and I smiled up to him.
"I know that Mark but don't worry I'm doing good. all I'm ready to do is get this show on the road so I can head home in three months. Hey do you think that you and Glen would like to come to Raw with me?" I asked him and he smiled at me.
"Of course we would now come on before Paul and Michael try to sneak up here to see if you are naked. They have been waiting to meet you for almost an hour now." He said to me and I rolled my eyes.
"How many times do I have to tell yall that I'm not the damn special. Anyone with a heart would do what I have done and we all know it." I said to him and he laughed.
"Most likely just as much as we have to tell you that you are special because of the heart you have. Not everyone can deal with what you have and still be kind to everyone and we all know that now give me your bag." He said as he reached out to grab it.
"I'll take my own bag thank you very much." I said before I tried to walk past him but he put his arm in my way and I looked up at him.
"We can either do this the easy way little girl or I can throw you and your bag over my shoulder and take your butt down there while I'm beating it." Mark said to me and I rolled my eyes.
"You call me a little girl again and I'll beat your ass all the way down the stairs." i said as I glared at him.
"Shit!" Glen said from behind Mark.
"What?" I asked him.
"Everyone run for cover Mark called SAGE a little girl!!!" Glen yelled down the stairs.
"Grab the children and get to the panic room!!!" Rey shouted from below and I busted up. There was no holding in my laughter after that.
"Look ar what you have done Mark. Now everyone is going to be tip toeing around me all night and we all know how much I like that." I said before I rushed past them with my bag still slung over my shoulder.
"Oh Hell No! You better get that pretty little ass back here and give me that bag or I'm going to beat you!' Mark growled before I rushed to the stairs and threw my leg over the banister. I stuck out my tongue at him as I slid down it.
"You are so going to get it when I get a hold of you." Mark called to me.
"I getting a ride from Adam then. I can't have you attacking me in the car now can I?" I shouted back to him.
"Are you trying to get me kill?" Adam asked as I walked into the living room.
I looked at him and rolled my eyes before two throats cleared on the other side of the room and got my attention. The moment I saw them I fanned myself with my hand. Sometimes it sucked bring the "Plain Jane" around so many fine looking men. Paul and Michael had turned their attention to me as soon as I walked into the living room with smiles on their faces. "It's hot in here."
"Or it's me." Paul said with a laugh and I shook my head.
"Dear god I have died and gone to heaven Hunter. She must be our DX angel coming to take me home. Look at how good she looks in that green and black outfit. I want to hump her leg. Can I please hump her leg?" Michael asked and I choked on my laughter as shock spread across my face as Hunter thought about it.
"Shouldn't I be the one you are asking that?" I asked him as I sat down between Adams legs on the small amount of cushin left in front of his crotch area.
"He won't let me do it unless I ask him first. He is my babysitter. Ther are afraid that I'll be the one to scare you off." Michael said to me before Paul/Hunter hit him in the back of his head.
"You talk too much Shawn. How is she going to bask in the perfection that is me when you are talking her ear off?" Hunter asked Shawn.
"I can do more then one thing at once. Believe me it hasn't gone unnoticed how perfect you are, sugar." I purred to him before Shawn could answer him.
That was all it took for both of them to like me. I saw it when it happened and it had me in awe. All it took was treating them like they were human to have them like me. Too bad alot of people didn't realize that. "Um, Sage would you please stop grinding into me? Please? You have me so fucking hard right now that it isn't funny."
"Oh my god Adam, I'm sorry I didn't realize what I was doing. I am Hyper and I dance in my seat when I am. Dear god I can't believe that I did that to you." I whispered out in a rush before I sprung up from my seat.
"Adam, stop molesting the fans already." Matt said as I perched up on the arm of the couch.
"I can't help it Matt. With an ass like that pressed right up against me and almost completely in my lap I had to risk it." Adam said as he winked at me.
"All right lazy asses we got to hit the road. Sage you are riding with us." Glen said from the doorway.
"You tell Marky I already promised Adam that I would ride with him and I don't go back on my word and he knows it." I said to him as I stood up.
Hunter and Shawn chuckled when they saw Glen take a step back. If they only knew how much work I put into training him. They'll soon be finding out though. "He is going to be pissed about the "Marky" thing you know."
"I'm still pissed about the "Little Girl" thing so tell him that we are even." I purred to him and he smiled.
"He is going to tan you ass before the day is over and you know it." Glen said to me before he turned to leave.
"He seems to forget I like to be spanked." I called to him and I heard him laugh as he headed to the front door.
"Let's head out before he comes in here and tries to forcibly take you because we all know that we won't stop him from doing it because we love our lives." Matt said they all stood up.
Jeff...
I know I fucked up the moment I walked out without a word. Now I have made it worse by not speaking to her or seeing her in two days. But how could she blame me with the bomb that she droped on us? Honestly did she think we would just smile, nod and say it was ok because she was the victim? I know I wasn't the only one that needed time. But I know I'm the only one that hasn't spoken to her.
There were two reasons for that and honestly they aren't really good reasons but they were mine. The first reason was because it made me look at her differently. She wasn't that innocent, big hearted, kind and amazing person anymore. She was tainted in some ways that won't go away. I don't think I can deal with it but I know that it's wrong to think that way. The second reason is because I didn't think I could take it any further knowing that. I just couldn't wrap my head around how she survived it and that she is even here let alone see her in that light anymore.
But that doesn't matter anymore. No the thing that matters at the moment is that she will be arriving her shortly to do our promos for the next few weeks. There was no way I would be able to get away from her here and I knew that. There was no way I could get away from the painful eyes she'll cast my way. The look of betrayel is going to be there and I know that I will hate myself for causing it. "Come on girl you know better then that. Give my back my hat!!!"
"You want it deadman you got to come and get it!!!" Sage said with a laugh as I turned around and saw them running towards me.
The moment she saw me I seen it. Her eyes widen a little and she skidded to a stop about half a mile away from me before she turned and ran down the right hallway right before Mark had her. It shocked me that there were no tears. It surprised me that she didn't yell or scream at me for not talking to her. But what surprised me the most was how she just looked at me like I was something in her way. It was then when I realized that maybe i was being stupid about all of this. She went through that and still turned out amazing. "Well, well Matt look who it is. I thought he was dead somewhere in a ditch since none of us have heard from him in two fucking days."
I shook myself out of my thoughts and saw that it was Rey that had said that to me. I put my hands up in surrender and Rey rolled his eyes before he stormed away from me. I really didn't know what to think about that. "what the fuck is wrong with you Jeff?"
"What are you talking about?" I asked knowing damn well what he was talking about.
"You know what I am talking about. Tell me what the hell are you thinking Jeff. That girl poured her heart out to us because she thought that we were her friends and you just leave like that? Then you don't even talk to her for two days. Two days of her thinking that you hated her. Two days of convincing her that she shouldn't leave that you just had a lot to think about. You are being fucking stupid and you know that don't you?" Matt asked me and I sighed because I know that I was but I couldn't shake how I was feeling.
"Look I have been thinking alot so you weren't lying to her." I said to him.
"Oh lookie here the Merry Men of Sage. Has she left with her tail tucked between her legs yet?" Phil asked from behind us.
"You should know that answer to that motherfucker." Matt spat at him and I looked at him surprised. I hadn't heard him speak like that to anyone since Adam.
"It's sad that she just keeps holding on to that little glimmer of hope that she will be accepted here." Phil said with a sick smile and I held back Matt as he flew towards him.
"If I were you Phil I would just walk the fuck away before I let him go and join him in kicking your ass." I growled at him and he laughed as he turned around and walked away.
"I'm going to kill him first. Then I'm going to kill you if you don't go and talk to Sage soon." Matt said before he pulled away from me and headed back out side.
