Chapter 10: Edward's POV

Edward's POV (The Day Bella "Died")

1 year, 1 month and 4 days ago, I left Bella. I remember every detail of that day. It's bad enough that I miss her more than anything in the world times ten but when your family is constantly thinking about her it only makes the matter a hundred times worse.

Downstairs, I could hear Alice hushing everyone so they could watch the Forks news. I don't know how she got the station considering were over a 500 miles away in Alaska but she did. Alice was almost as bad as me when it came to Bella. The first month we were here she didn't say ANYTHING, which is next to impossible for Alice. She didn't squeal or jump or even go shopping and then when she finally did talk all she said was about how much she missed Bella and how I will regret it. It's times like these when I'm thankful that I'm the mind reader and not Alice because I hate having to admit to Alice that she is right. Downstairs, I could hear a man on the television start to talk.

" Good evening everyone, I'm Benjamin Brooks, and your watching Channel 4 news at 11." Music played and after about 30 seconds the actual news started. "Our first story tonight is about a local police chief, Charlie Swan, as everyone may have already heard there was a terrible fire at the Swan household just after 8 am today. Thankfully, there were only four people home 1 of which made it out. Here's Ronnie at the site." I rushed downstairs and stood at the bottom of the stairs nobody noticed me because they were too infatuated with the television. The woman started speaking and there was not a single sound other than her voice. Not even the kids were making noise.

"Thank You, Ben. I am here at former police chief, Charlie Swan's house where a simple mistake took the lives of Jacob Black, Charlie Swan, and another body which still remains unknown. From what I hear the whole fire started with a simple match. Evidence has shown that the two men and two ladies, Leah Clearwater and the other unknown, were watching TV, when the lights went out. Jacob Black, son of Billy and Alicia Black, had gone to find a flashlight but said that all they had was a couple matches and a candle. When he went to light the candle with the match he mistakenly dropped it on the flammable rug beneath him causing the house to catch on fire. Back to you Ben" I burst upstairs and from the living room you could hear multiple sobs coming mainly from Alice, Esme, and Emmett. Yeah, Emmett, I was shocked too. Then my mind was suddenly filled with screaming and cussing from Alice, Emmett, and Rosalie. Esme was saying something about Bella and then something about me but instead of anger like the others, she was saying how sorry she was for me. Carlisle was telling Emmett and Jasper to keep an eye on me to make sure I don't run off to the Volturi but truthfully, I don't care how many times they try to stop me. Eventually, I will succeed. Jasper kept saying that it was his fault that she was dead but Alice kept reassuring him that it wasn't. Later on, everyone decided to go hunting except for Alice and the kids who were sleeping. Then I heard footsteps coming toward my door and the mind only an angry pixie could have. She took a deep breath and was about to open the door when I interrupted her train of thought.

" I already know what your going to say, Alice. So save your breath and leave me alone." That came out much crueler than I meant for it to be but I was angry at her so who cares. Crap, I forgot he could read minds. I rolled my eyes and hissed at her though I doubt she could hear me. I expected her to go away but instead she walked inside of my bedroom. She just stood there, arms crossed across her chest, expecting me to say something. "Go Away Alice! I told you, I know what your going to say,' It's all your fault that she's dead' or 'I told you this would happen' and your right Alice it is my fault that's she's dead but please just leave me alone!" She stomped over to my couch and sat down looking pleased. "Alice, get out…" I growled at her.

"Don't be getting angry at me, Edward Cullen. I'm not the one who dumped the love of my life in the middle of the forest after seducing her, leaving her to fend for herself, who DIED today! That was YOU! You are so selfish! Did you ever think about how she felt or how we felt? No! Now you ruined not only her life, but all of our lives! Thank You, Edward!" She stood up and stormed out of my bedroom.