OKAY, SO IVE GOTTEN ALOT DONE TODAY CONSIDERING IM STILL ON VACATION, TWO CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY!!! YAY ME!! OF COURSE MY MOMS NOT HAPPY BECAUSE INS CURRENTLY 12:17 AM, SO I HAVE TO POST THIS REALLY QUICK.

FOR THIS CHAPTER I COMBINED TWO CHAPTERS, BECAUSE THE ONE CHAPTER WOULD HAVE BEEN TOO SHORT

SO, AS ALWAYS, ENJOY!!!

Songs and Plans

BPOV

As I drove home I started humming. I didn't exactly know what I was humming, I certainly had never heard the tune before, but I was humming none the less.

I stopped as I walked into the house, an explanation I could avoid. Renee was in the kitchen.

While I was gone, Renee had finished redecorating the house. She had taken down all the wood paneling and painted the living room a soft green and the kitchen a soft yellow. The yellow shag rug was replaced by light cherry wood floors and the orange kitchen tile was replaced by white marble floors. They ugly fake wooden cabinets and counters were replaced by light oak cabinets and white granite counters. It looked amazing, especially compared to how it use to look.

"So, why were you watching the football tryouts?" Renee asked as I walked into the kitchen and sat on one of the counters. I smiled. "It has to do with that boy, doesn't it?"

"Well, I was mapping out the school, in case of an emergency, and I wandered onto the football field and decided to watch." Renee nodded. She had a big smile sprawled across her face.

"Uh huh. By any chance does this boy play football?" Of course she already knew the answer. "While just be careful." She kissed me on the forehead and walked to her room. I hopped off the counter and went to my room.

I went and laid down on my couch and started humming again. As I was humming, I started to think of words that would go perfect with the tune. Suddenly, I was singing.

I'm staring out at the sky

I see you baby

Praying that he will walk in my life

Where is the man of my dreams

I'll wait forever, how silly it seems

How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?

Does he even realize I'm here?

Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he? Who is he? Who's gonna take me so high?

Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he? Who is he? Who's gonna take me so high?

How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?

Does he even realize I'm here?

Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he? Who is he? Who's gonna take me so high?

Where are you?

I sighed. I knew Renee had heard that and she would be coming in in about thirteen seconds to ask me about it. I jumped off my couch and ran into my garden. I jumped over the stone wall and ran into the woods. I needed to go hunting anyways.

Once I gorged myself with three deer and a bob cat, I went for a run. I wasn't sure exactly where I was going, but I was going somewhere.

I had been running for about eight minutes when I came to a stop.

I was standing in the middle of a small round field. The long grass swayed in the cool autumn breeze. The various wildflowers gave the wheat grass a nice hint of summer, even though it was long past. A nearby stream gently played its music of bubbling water rolling off of smooth stones. The full moon gave the meadow a magical feeling. I walked into the middle of the field and sat down. I started singing again as I thought about him.

I'm staring out at the sky

I see you baby

Praying that you will walk in my life

Where is the man of my dreams

I'll wait forever, how silly it seems

Does he even realize I'm here?

Where is he?

I'll wait forever for you

Edward

I shot straight up. Did I just say that? His name. This was going to be a problem. I couldn't like him, anyone but him. The only person I could barley control myself with cannot be the person I fall in love with. If I fell in love with him, and somehow hurt him, I would never forgive myself. Plus, I should find someone of my own kind. Someone who I could love for the rest of eternity and could love me back. Not some human who would only last for a couple years. No. I wouldn't let myself fall in love with him, no matter what happened. There was one way to make sure of that. I would have to cancel my plans of becoming friends with Edward. I would have to ignore him, make sure nothing happened between us.

* * * * *

It had been a month since I talked to Edward. I only talked to him when it was absolutely necessary. I never talked to him outside of class, I never made eye contact with him, and I never went to any football games, which was a big disappointment for me. I had been really looking forward to watching Edward play.

It was now the first week of November and Forks was graced with its first snowfall. I drove my red truck to the school parking lot and parked in my usual spot, across the lot from the silver Volvo.

As I reached for the handle of my door, it was opened for me. Edward was standing in front of me.

"Edward?" This was the first time I talked to him outside of biology.

"We need to talk." He said sternly. He took my wrist, an electric shock tingling my dead body, and pulled my out of my truck. Of course, if I wasn't trying to keep a human cover, he would never of been able to move me, but a strong football player like him could easily move a small girl like me, so I went along with it.

"What?" I said annoyed. Of course I wasn't. My body was still tingling from his touch. I suppress my smile.

"I saw something, a few weeks ago, that I wanted to ask you about." He said in the same tone as before. I could only imagine what he saw.

"Well what exactly did you see?" I said, still trying to mimic his tone.

"You. On the football field after tryouts." My face dropped and he knew he had me. "How did you run from the field to your car so fast?"

Before I could answer, pictures flashed before my eyes.

A red van came skidding across the parking lot full speed towards us. I closed my eyes not wanting to watch the rest, but of course I saw it. I shuttered at the images before me.

"Bella, Bella!" He was waving his hand in front of my face. "Bella, what the hell's wrong with you?" I had never heard him speak so mean.

I heard a scream and braced myself for what was coming.


DONT YOU LOVE HE CLIFF HANGERS!!

SONG: WHERE ARE YOU BY NATILE (IT IS A BOY/GIRL DUET AND I THOUGHT ITS A PERFECT SONG FOR THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO FAR!!)

TWILIGHT JOKESS!!! NOW I HAVE TO GIVE CREDIT TO LITTLE MISS GIGGLE FIT WHO SAVED ME AND SENT ME A BUNCH OF JOKES, SO A BIG THANKS TO HER!!

Twilight- A.K.A the holy bible

thats how i like my men. cold, dead, and sparkely!

Edward Cullen : makes boys turn gay

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