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AN: Hey guys, the ending to this chapter is really heavy. I'm not going to spoil it by telling you what happens, but please prepare yourself because it turns unexpectantly violent. This chapter is the longest chapter so far; I was going to break it up into two parts but decided against it. I think it flows better as one chapter. I really would like to know your reaction to what happens between Damon and Bonnie. So, please REVIEW.

Chapter 12

It had been a couple of weeks since Bonnie's meltdown, and during that time a lot had changed, especially in regards to Bonnie.

Bonnie opened her eyes as she lay in Damon's bed. He slept behind her, holding her against his naked body with his hand nestled between her legs cupping her sex. She slowly tried to remove his hand without waking him because she couldn't take another round of sex with him. He was insatiable. Damon made her come so many times last night that she thought she would die. She slide out of the bed and froze when Damon moaned in his sleep. She grabbed her pillow and placed it into his arms and he quieted down. She breathed a sigh of relief and tiptoed to his bathroom, shutting the door. She avoided looking at herself in the mirror and stepped into the massive shower. She stood under the spray of hot water and examined her body. Last night, Damon had bitten into her inner thigh, and even though he had given her some of his blood she could still see a slight mark where the bite had been.

After her shower, Bonnie got dressed and stood over the bed looking down at Damon's sleeping form. He looked so harmless while he slept, like a beautiful dark angel. Looking at him now, no one would ever suspect that he was a cold blooded heartless killer. Her hand itched to touch his face because it was only in moments like this that Bonnie admitted to herself that she had fallen in love with him. She felt like she had lost her mind and was mentally ill. What sane woman would knowingly and willingly fall in love with someone as evil and corruptible as Damon Salvatore? She knew that he was a monster from the beginning. He was the epitome of everything that went bump in the night. He killed and hurt people without any thought or care for the damage he caused. He could be hateful, spoiled, and selfish. There wasn't one redeeming quality about him and yet she had still managed to fall for him. She felt sick and demented because she shouldn't love him. She had only discovered her feelings for him recently, and it was still hard for her to believe. She didn't know when or how this love for him developed, but it was there in her heart and it was slowly killing her.

Bonnie pulled herself from her thoughts. "Damon, wake up… you have to take me home…my father is coming home today."

Damon moaned and stretched before he opened his blue eyes. He rubbed his face before looking at her. He smiled. "Come here."

Bonnie shook her head. "No Damon, come on we have to leave now…his plane arrives in three hours, and there are things I have to do before he gets home."

He sat up in bed, looking gorgeous as hell, his muscled chest looking startlingly white against the black headboard. "Bonnie, give me what I want and I'll reciprocate and give you what you want…now come here."

She knew that she wouldn't be going anywhere until he got his way. She came closer to the side of the bed and leaned down. He grabbed her face between his hands and kissed her deeply, ravaging her mouth with a ferocity that bordered on violent. He pulled back and leaned over to grab his car keys from the nightstand.

"Here, take my car and bring it back tonight." He dropped the keys in her hand and touched her ass, squeezing it before he let her go.

As Bonnie was walking down the stairs, she bumped into Stefan; he was about to say hello when he noticed the keys in her hand. "Hey, aren't those Damon's car keys?" He asked surprised because he knew that they were.

Bonnie looked down at her hand. "Hmm…yeah…he is letting me have his car for the day. I'll see you later." Bonnie didn't notice the stunned look on Stefan's face. Damon never let anyone touch, let alone drive his precious car. Stefan stood there staring at Bonnie's retreating figure.


Bonnie pulled the light blue convertible into the last spot in front of the dry cleaners. She got out of the car and went inside. A couple of minutes later she was walking back out carrying her father's business suits. She got in the car and headed to the grocery store to pick up a few things. Bonnie pushed her cart down the coffee aisle and picked up her father's favorite brand; she was about to turn the corner when she ran into another buggy.

She laughed when she saw that it was Elena. "What are you doing here?" Bonnie asked smiling.

Elena kissed her cheek. "I am picking up some things for dinner tonight at the boarding house. I invited Caroline and now that you and Damon are an item there is no need to invite you over anymore, so will you be there?"

Bonnie looked at Elena funny. She didn't know why, but she felt a weird vibe when Elena said that. "Ahh…yeah…I'll be there. I have to bring back Damon's car anyway."

Elena's eyes widen, and her mouth dropped open. "You have Damon's car…he let you drive his car?" She asked in disbelief.

"Elena, it's just a car, no big deal." Bonnie said, a little confused, but amused by her and Stefan's reaction.

"Yeah, it's just a car." Elena muttered. "I'll see you later okay." With her forehead furrowed in deep thought, she walked away from Bonnie.


Bonnie's stomach growled as she placed her groceries in the trunk of Damon's car. She drove to the Grill to get a muffin and some coffee. She walked into the almost empty restaurant and decided to eat there since it was nice and quiet. She sat down and ordered. She looked up when the door opened, and her heart quickened just a little when Mason Lockwood's blue green eyes locked with hers. He stopped and waved to her then decided to walk over to her table.

Mason didn't know why his heart squeezed within his chest when he saw her. She looked gorgeous as she sat there, her green eyes growing huge as he walked to her table. He could tell that she wasn't expecting him to come over and talk to her. He hadn't seen her since her birthday party. Since then he had learned that she was now with Damon Salvatore. It felt like forever since that day he, Tyler, and Bonnie had sat in this very restaurant and had dinner. He had asked her if she had something going with Damon, and she had said no…in fact, she had scrunched up her pretty face and said, "Eww." He wondered what happened between then and now to make her be with the same man she once couldn't stand. Mason leaned down and kissed her cheek before sitting down.

Bonnie was taken back; she hadn't expected him to sit at her table let alone kiss her cheek. She cleared her throat.

"Hey, Bonnie, it's nice to see you." Mason said, crossing his big arms on top of the table as he leaned in close to her.

"Hey." Bonnie said, as the waitress placed her muffin and coffee in front of her.

Mason looked up at the waitress. "I'll have the same thing." He said, pointing to Bonnie's order.

As the waitress walked away, he looked back at Bonnie and watched as she broke off a piece of her muffin and put it into her mouth. She chewed slowly. Mason watched in fascination, she had a really beautiful mouth.

He cleared his throat. "I hear you're now with Damon Salvatore." Shit! He didn't mean to start of with that, he wanted to ease into that particular topic of conversation.

Bonnie stopped eating and looked up at him. "Yeah, we're together now." She looked away from him and stared out the clear glass window.

Eventhough Mason already knew this; there was something about hearing her confirm it that made his heart ache. Damon Salvatore didn't deserve to have Bonnie. He got angry with her suddenly because Bonnie being with Damon just didn't seem right…or feel right.

Mason scoffed. "It wasn't that long ago that the mere idea of being with Damon Salvatore made your stomach turn and now you're fucking him."

Bonnie froze. Her green eyes widen at his crudeness as well as the underlining accusation behind it. "How dare you talk to me that way. What I do is none of your business." Bonnie was so mad that she got up from the table prepared to leave.

Mason stood up and blocked her exit. He ran his hand roughly through his curly hair in frustration. He didn't know why he was acting so crazy. All he knew was that he felt like Damon had taken her away from him or something, which was totally ridiculous because Bonnie was never his to begin with. He tried to calm himself. He took a deep breath.

"Bonnie, please sit down, I'm sorry okay."

Bonnie backed away from him and sat back down at the table. Mason sat down again too. "Look Bonnie, you're right, what you do is none of my business. I'm just trying to understand because none of this is making any sense to me. You use to hate that guy."

"Things change Mason…people change."

"Come on now Bonnie…you're a smart girl…there is no way in hell you believe that Damon Salvatore has changed."

Bonnie couldn't look at him. She looked down at her muffin. "I wasn't talking about him…I'm the one who has changed."

Mason looked intently at the beautiful young girl sitting in front of him. Something definitely was not right here. What the fuck was Damon Salvatore doing to this girl?

"Bonnie, what is going on between the two of you?"

Bonnie bit down on her bottom lip because she could feel herself about to cry. Mason reached over the table and took her small hand in his. "Bonnie what is going on?" he asked again.

A tear slipped down her cheek as Bonnie shook her head no. She pulled her hand out of his and jumped up from the table prepared to leave, but was stopped when Mason blocked her way again. He enclosed her small body in his arms, hugging her to his massive chest. When she tried to pull away he tighten his hold but carefully so as not to hurt her.

"Bonnie, something doesn't feel right, and you don't even seem like the same girl, now that you're with him. I don't know what is going on, but if you ever need someone to talk to, please call me." He let her go and tilted her chin up with his finger so he could look into her eyes, they seemed so troubled.

"Bonnie are you in some kind of trouble…is Salvatore hurting or threatening you?" Bonnie pulled away from his touch, and shook her head no. "Hand me your phone." He suddenly said to her.

Bonnie pulled her phone out of her purse and handed it over to Mason. "This is my private number, if you ever need me, call this number, and you'll get me directly." Bonnie watched as he programmed his number into her phone. Neither Mason nor Bonnie noticed Elena outside walking away from the restaurant window.


Bonnie brought Damon's car back later on that evening, and when she got there only Elena was at the boarding house. Elena was sitting in the living room flipping through the channels on the television with the remote control.

Bonnie sat down beside her. "Hey…what happened to the fabulous dinner you were supposed to be making?" Bonnie asked.

"I changed my mind…suddenly I didn't feel like cooking…Stefan went to get some take out and Damon went with him."

"Oh." Bonnie said. She didn't know why, but she felt a weirdness between her and Elena. Bonnie turned to her. "Elena is everything okay between us because I feel like something is off."

"What are you talking about Bonnie…everything between us is fine." Elena lied.

Stefan and Damon walked into the house carrying bags of delicious smelling food. They sat the bags on the coffee table in front of Elena and Bonnie.

"We bumped into Caroline, and she's not coming over tonight, so it will just be the four of us." Stefan said, taking the containers of food out the bags.

Elena didn't pay attention to what Stefan said. She was to focus on Damon and Bonnie. She watched as Damon pulled Bonnie to her feet, hugging her with his face buried in her neck. Elena had never seen Damon be so affectionate with anyone before, and the fact that he was being that way with Bonnie, burned her up inside and that, coupled with the fact that he let her drive his car, made Elena furiously mad with jealousy. She wanted to get back at them.

Damon pulled back from Bonnie, kissing her before he let her go. Damon had a keen eye and noticed everything especially when it came to Bonnie. So, it wasn't out of the ordinary when he noticed that she had changed her clothes. What she had on now was not what she was wearing when she left the boarding house that morning.

"Bonnie why did you change outfits…I liked what you were wearing this morning." He said.

Bonnie looked down at her clothes, but before she could respond, Elena spoke up. "She probably changed so that you wouldn't smell Mason Lockwood on her." Elena said sweetly, like she didn't know that she had just dropped a bomb.

The room grew quiet; nobody moved or said a word. Elena looked big eyed and innocent as if she had not just said anything wrong.

Damon just stood there looking at Bonnie. His eyes never left her face, even as he addressed Elena. "What the fuck are you talking about Elena?"

The innocent wide eyed look on her face slipped when she saw the expression on Damon's face as he looked at Bonnie. Elena swallowed hard. She realized the magnitude of what she'd done. The jealousy she had felt just moments ago vanished as her fear for Bonnie set in. Elena got up and stepped between them, consciously blocking Bonnie with her body.

Damon's eyes flashed dangerously. "Whoa, there Damon, calm down…I was just kidding…it was a joke." Elena laughed convincingly, trying to keep her heartbeat steady and prayed that Bonnie was doing the same.

Damon's expression immediately changed. "That wasn't very funny Elena." Damon said dryly as he walked past the two girls across the room to the bar and poured himself a drink.

Elena turned to Bonnie and when she saw Bonnie's hands shaking she grab hold of her, pulling her out of the room. "Bonnie and I are going to go get the plates."

Elena pulled Bonnie into the kitchen; she put her finger to her mouth signaling Bonnie not to talk, and led her out the back door so Stefan and Damon couldn't hear them. Elena let go of Bonnie as soon as the backdoor shut firmly behind them. She could see that Bonnie was still visibly shaken and her skinned had paled. Elena could kick herself for her jealous behavior, she didn't know that Damon would react like he did, even though technically he didn't say or do anything, his face said it all. Damon looked like he was ready to kill somebody.

"Bonnie, I'm sorry about what I did back there." Elena whispered apologetically. Bonnie still looked like she was in shock or something; Elena could tell that Bonnie wasn't listening to her. Elena grabbed Bonnie's arms slightly shaking her.

"Bonnie, snap out of it…you can't go back in there looking like this in front of Damon. He'll know that something is wrong."

Elena was so desperate for Bonnie to snap out of her daze that she was about to slap her. She shook Bonnie one last time before she finally snapped out of it.

"H-How did you know about Mason?" Bonnie asked, finally speaking.

Elena sighed. "I saw the both of you through the window at the Grill. I could tell that you were having a heated conversation, and then I saw him holding you in his arms. I'm sorry Bonnie, what I did was unforgiveable, friends don't do that to each other."

Bonnie took Elena's hand in hers. She could see that Elena didn't mean to hurt her and that she was sorry for what she did. But, Bonnie was still confused as to why Elena told Damon about Mason in the first place.

"Elena, why did you do that?" Bonnie asked.

She was hurt that Elena of all people would throw her under the bus like that, when it was a given that they always kept each other's secrets. The fact that Elena didn't even bother to come to her first and talk to her about what she saw at the Grill but instead blindsided her by telling Damon, spoke volumes to the fact that something was wrong in their friendship.

Elena had the decency to look ashamed. But, she couldn't tell Bonnie that the reason why she did it was because she was jealous. "I don't know Bonnie…I guess I wasn't thinking."

Before Bonnie could say anything, Damon opened the backdoor and both girls jumped. "Hey, what the fuck are you two doing back here?"

Elena cleared her throat. "Having a private conversation, not that it's any of your business." She said walking past him into the house.

When Bonnie went to walk past him, he blocked her way, stepping outside and shutting the door behind him. Damon's blue eyes slide over her body. Bonnie knew that look. He wanted to have sex.

"Elena and Stefan are in the house, they could come out at any moment." She said, backing away from him.

Bonnie would never get use to him. This was her first adult relationship, and Damon was opening her eyes to many things, but she was sure that his appetite for sex was not normal. He wanted it all the time. There were days when he would just wear her out to the point of complete and utter exhaustion. Damon was an excellent lover, but being with him everyday sometimes twice a day was getting to be too much for her. She needed a break, more importantly her body needed a break.

Damon grabbed her arm, pulling her to him. He kissed her hard, backing her against the house. Bonnie broke away from the kiss; sometimes it felt like he was trying to smother her with his mouth. When he leaned in to kiss her again, Bonnie stopped him. "Hey, let's go back inside, dinner is getting cold."

"We'll warm it up after we're done." He said, slipping his hand under her skirt. Bonnie grabbed his hand stopping him before he could touch her as he took her mouth again in a greedy kiss.

Bonnie pulled away. "No…Damon…we just had sex last night…I'm not ready to…I-I just can't do it again right now."

Damon got angry. "You can't or you won't, Bonnie…there's a difference."

Bonnie sighed. "Damon, all of this is still new for me…I need time to adjust…I just can't handle having sex with you all the time, it takes a lot out of me." Bonnie looked away from his intense glare. "I'm sorry…I just can't."

"So, what are you saying Bonnie?" he asked, in frustration because he wanted her so badly.

"I don't want to have sex with you…at least for right now."

Damon laughed in disbelief. "Are you fucking kidding me…is this some kind of joke?"

"No, I'm not joking…Damon, I need some time."

Damon was furious. The thought of not touching her or being inside of her was making him lose it. His eyes turned dangerous as he glared at her, his mind started to jump to conclusions and wonder what she was up to. He grabbed her face in his hand pushing her up against the house.

"Is this your slick way of trying to get back at me…huh Bonnie…you trying to punish me for what I did to that cheerleader?"

"No!" Bonnie said trying to remove his hand, but he was too strong. "Damon, stop you're hurting me."

He got within inches of her face; his light blue eyes wide and bugged out. "Bonnie, I told you that I wouldn't tolerate you fucking with me. Your pussy belongs to me, and I will fuck you whenever and however I want, you got that."

And to prove his point, Damon reached under her skirt ripping off her underwear. He covered Bonnie's mouth with his hand when she tried to scream. Damon unfastened his pants and pulled out his already hard, swollen dick and shoved it violently into her dry small opening. Bonnie screamed at the searing hot pain, as he forced himself inside the tight constrictive walls of her vagina. Bonnie could feel him ripping her apart. Tears sprang to her eyes, falling down her cheeks. He viciously and unmercifully thrust into her repeatedly; he wouldn't stop. Bonnie could feel blood sliding down her inner thighs. The pain was unbearable. She blacked out.

AN: I know this was probably hard to read, and believe me, it was hard to write. I don't know where I'm going with this story, there is no set layout, I make it up as I go along, so I was just as surprised about Damon raping Bonnie as you were. But also, in this chapter, I had to show how being in a relationship with Damon was changing Bonnie, emotionally, physically, and psychologically. You'll notice that she nolonger seems like that strong, fearless girl at the beginning of the story, but only Mason has noticed the change in her. I haven't thought about the next chapter and what Bonnie's reaction will be. I want to know your thoughts about what happened. So, please Review.