Kiza: Here's chapter 12 please enjoy.


Sebastian groans as he slowly opens his eyes, turning over on his side he hisses in pain and coughs. Then memories of the other day came rushing back, he could only assume he had been sleeping for a few days. sitting up he looks on the counter and sees Claude's family necklace, ring and bracelet. It had the Faustus family crest on it, he reaches out grabbing the items and puts them on.

Soon enough, tears begin to fall from his face. he was gone, the golden eyed demon was dead and he had died saving him. Sebastian felt like everything, all of this was his fault. then Avans came to mind, oh god his poor baby boy didn't know that his papa was dead. this causes him to shake his head.

The young prince sighs as he walks into the bathroom and washes his face. after that he heads down stairs and he could hear Avans laughing and giggling. he didn't understand why the boy was laughing, he slowly walks down the stairs and then gets a shocked look.

"C-Claude...?" he whispers, the said demon was leaning back on the sofa, he was covered in bandages and seemed to be all right. "Claude?" he calls a little louder, to this the said demon looks up and smiles. "Hey there Mr. Phantomhive." Claude says, Sebastian then rushes over and hugs the older demon, but is careful with his wounds.

"Claude, Claude, Claude..." Sebastian repeats as he then pulls way, turning around he sees Ciel who was carrying Avans. "Ciel..."

"Good morning love...welcome back." Ciel says walking up to him and kissing him. Sebastian's eyes drift close as he kisses the young Earl back, soon the younger male pulls away.

"B-But...How are you alive Claude? I mean, I'm so happy that your okay, but..." Sebastian trials off, the golden eyed demon smiles and sighs.

"You can thank your lover. he did a blood transfusion. he saved me, but at the cost of his humanity." Sebastian gets a shocked look and looks up, he could see that Ciel's eye was no longer a dark blue, but a beautiful red. he smiles. "So now, the two of you can live forever...Sebastian...thank you."

"For what Claude?" he asks kindly, the said demon smiles up at him, he winces slightly as Avans climbs up on his lap and leans against him. this causes Sebastian to chuckle. "Be careful with Papa Claude, he's hurt." Avans nods as he beings to drift into sleep.

"For giving me the chance to be with you, even if it was only for a little while." Sebastian looks at him with shock, then he walks over to the other demon and sits down next to him, he gently reach's over and grabs his hand.

"First off, three months and a few weeks is not a short time...second of all, you will always some kind of love from me, you where there for me, you helped me with Avans," he says reaching over and petting the boy's head. "I will always love you."

Claude smiles at him and nods, then he turns to look at Ciel.

"You better not mess up again. because if you do, I will take him back and make him fall for me fully so he wont go running back to you."

"W-wait, so you can completely seduce him!?" Ciel asks with a glare, the older demon nods. "I hate you." Claude smiles as he nods with a smile. Sebastian laughs and gets up walking up to Ciel who wraps his arms around the demon's waist.

"What about Elizabeth?" Sebastian asks with a sad tone, Ciel sighs as he rests his head on top of the ravens. he had forgotten about her. Just when he found happiness, it was gone in less then a second.

But, he wasn't about to leave Sebastian for her. he would divorce her, but still help with their child. But, he would not leave Sebastian not after everything he had been through, the new demon leans down and kisses him. pulling away once again Sebastian smiles.

"I'll help her with the child...but I wont leave you...never again...not after all of that...I don't want to hurt you again..." Ciel explains as he buries his face in the older demon's neck, Sebastian couldn't help but smile, but that smile soon fades as he gasps in pain.

"C-Ciel, what are you d-doing?" he asks still wincing, Claude smiles then he sees blood trialing down his neck. Ciel pulls away and smiles licking the remaining blood on his lips off. "C-Ciel wha-" he then rubs the spot on his neck where he had bitten him, he runs to a mirror and smiles seeing a raven appear with the Phantomhive family crest on it's wing.

"That's my mark, you're now my mate and my mate alone..." Ciel explains licking the mark causing Sebastian to moan slightly and shiver against him. "And I guess you can say this is another weak spot of yours other then the one on the back of your neck." Sebastian blushes and pushes Ciel away playfully.

"You igget."

"But I'm your igget." Ciel responds, causing the demon to roll his eyes. "So Claude, are you going to stay here as my Butler, or going to leave to find a human to contract?" Claude then looks up from petting a sleeping Avans' hair.

"To find another human to be with is like betraying Alois...so, he would be happier if I stayed here as your butler." Claude explains, he then smiles feeling Sebastian wrap his arms around his shoulder lightly as not to hurt him. "Avans is quite the power naper."

"I know, he gets that from Ciel." Ciel smiles and nods, walking over he picks him up, he was so happy to have his son in his arms. the boy looked a lot like Sebastian. but he had Ciel's personality from what Claude told him.

"How long was I asleep for?" Sebastian asks, Claude looks away and picks up a book he was reading, it was Romeo and Juliet. Sebastian smirks at the him.

"What? it's a good drama. and You where out for...hmm, about two weeks I believe?" he asks looking at Ciel who nods then goes back to cuddling his son. "Yeah, two weeks."

Sebastian then sighs rubbing the back of his head. damn, that was a long time, he must have been in bad shape to sleep that long, but probably not as bad shape as Claude was in right now. he felt so bad for the spider, he then looks away. he also felt filthy, and disgusting. he was surprised that Ciel didn't think that.

After all...another man had touched his body and had done so much more then just touch. Sebastian then hugs himself as he begins to shiver and tears begin to fall from his eyes. he becomes tense feeling strong arms wrap around him. But, he relaxes after smelling Ciel's sweet, vanilla sent that he had found comfort in.

"Shh...it's all right...he will never hurt you again..."

"I-It's not that...I feel...dirty...unclean, ugly, weak, pathetic, an-" he was cut off by Ciel pinching his nose stopping him from breathing, he then shakes his head slightly. Sebastian then looks up at him with teary eyes.

"Stop. just stop. you are none of those things. how many times have you fought and won to keep me safe? you killed an angle damn it Sebastian when it took your father nearly two hundred years to do so! you are strong, beautiful, and most currently don't you ever say that about yourself again." and with that he lets go of his nose and hugs him tightly.

Sebastian nods slowly as he buries his face into Ciel's shoulder as he cries. Claude smiles as he slowly gets up and picks up Avans with him as they head outside.

"Hey, it's all right...shh, don't cry anymore please? I know it's hard, and it hurts, but just remember no matter what happens, I will always love you. don't let anything else make you thing otherwise." Ciel explains as tears begin to gather in the corner of his eyes.

He could feel Sebastian nod against his shoulder, but he knew that the older demon would continue to cry, he knew that the said demon would continue to feel like this because of the fact that he felt as if he had betrayed not only Ciel, but Claude as well even though none of it was his fault.

"C-Ciel..." Sebastian whispers, Ciel leans down and kisses the side of his lover's face.

"What is it?" he asks kindly as Sebastian sighs and tightens his grip on the taller demon.

"Promise me, that you'll never leave me..." Ciel looks at him with shock, then he smiles. He could remember when he was younger he used to say the same thing to Sebastian, things had changed so much since then.

"I promise...you what Sebastian...things have changed quite a bit haven't they?" the said demon looks up at him and nods, he then pulls away wiping away his own stray tears. "To think, back then, you where always the one protecting me, now look. I'm the one do the protecting, or trying at least," Ciel takes Sebastian's face in between his hands and tilts his head up. "But, so long as I am breathing...I will always be here by your side." leaning down he catches his lover's lips in a kiss.

To Sebastian, it was like the first kiss they had shared months ago. it was sweet, gentle, warm, and loving. he pulls away and smiles.

"Elizabeth would kill you if she saw us right now..."

"Your point? I'm a demon now, she cant hurt me...and even then, who cares about her? your my love, not her." he explains as he takes Sebastian's hand into his own and begin to walk outside.

"She's the mother of your un born child." Sebastian points out as he opens the door so the two can walk out to the garden. Ciel sighs as he nods.

"Yeah I know. but that's it. she's merely the mother of my un born child...And I will be there for the child. but I will not continue to be her husband. she doesn't deserve this." Ciel explains as he stops and pulls Sebastian back against his chest. "She deserves to be happy with a man who loves her...Just like everyone else..."

Sebastian smiles ad he turns around to face his lover. he still couldn't believe that Ciel Phantomhive had grown taller then him. and at the ripe age of nineteen! Sebastian then chuckles. he remembered when Reiko would tease him for being short.

"Thinking about Reiko?"

"How did you know?" Sebastian asks as the continue to walk and they see Avans who was still soundly asleep on Claude's chest, because he too was laying on the ground asleep. this causes Sebastian to laugh. "Yup, he's like you and Claude...but I like it."

"Sebastian...I love you." Ciel whisper kissing his neck.

"I love you too Ciel."


Kiza: Please review. lets see how Elizabeth will react to knowing Ciel doesn't truly love her.