IM SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE UPDATED. i've been really busy studying, lots of tests coming up. Never be anxious, i have EVERY intention of finishing this story!
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"Edward- what happened? Why am I here?" She asked, more panicked.
"Shh, shh calm down," i said, stroking her face and gently tucking her hair behind her ear and out of her face.
"What do you remember?" Rosalie asked.
"I remember the game... and we won, right?" She whispered, hesitantly.
"Hell yeah we did," Emmett boomed.
"I don't remember you hurting your face during the game, Edward," She said, notioning towards my black eye from Jacob.
I sighed, She totally doesn't remember anything.
"Y-you- did get that fr-from the game... right?" Bella shivered.
I sighed, and slowly shook my head. Her hands flew to her mouth. Her eyes turned red.
"No, Bella, this didn't happen from soccer," I told her gently.
"Something like that..." Emmett joked.
I turned sharply and gave him a dark glare. He held his hands up innocently. "Just try to remember squirt!" He told her cheerily.
"Everything is s-so foggy," Bella said, and i could hear the tears in her voice.
Her eyes began to water.
"Bella, its fine. Just do your best- what else do you remember?"
"I-I... I remember it w-was r-raining, right? it was raining?" She asked, a tear slipping down her cheek. I gently rubbed it away with my thumb. I nodded slowly, and she continued. "I-I was on the field, and i was l-looking... for you," She finished slowly.
"That's right Bella... Do you remember what happened next?" Rosalie asked.
"I-I think i got lost, or i couldn't see you or something so I moved t-towards an empty part of the field... and i met a g-guy?" She asked us.
"Yes- thats right," Alice said nervously. We could all feel the tension in the room as she began to remember more.
"He-he forced himself on me..." She whispered to herself, so quietly I couldn't hear. She looked down for a minute, and closed her eyes. The other four left the room, knowing what was about to come. I was grateful to them for allowing me to share this moment alone with her. I heard the door close before looking back to her face. I saw another tear fall down her cheek before she opened up her eyes and looked directly into mine.
"And you got angry," She concluded.
I sighed before responding.
"Yes, i got very angry," I told her quietly.
"s-so... you hit him?" She whispered to me.
I closed my eyes for a minute, before opening them again.
"Yes, I hit him, and he hit me back."
"And th-that's why your face is like... th-that?" She quivered, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Shh, shh," I put both hands on either side of her face and stood up, so i was leaning towards her. She was sitting upright on her bed, and her eyes were flickering around the room. "It was worth it. Your worth it."
She closed her eyes and listened to my words again, and again. A small smile came across her lips, and i wanted so badly to kiss them.
Relax tiger, she's in the hospital recovering from a car accident. Control your horomones for one split minute-
I didn't finish my thought before i felt her lips crash onto mine. Her hand was on the back of my neck, and my hands were still on her face. Her other hand held my left wrist.
I pulled back, staggering for breath.
"Bella... we should-"
She kissed me again.
My hands released her face and i placed them lightly on her hips, before pulling back again.
"Come on, Bells. You're in the hospital-"
Another kiss. Are you trying to kill me? I'm trying to be a gentleman!
I pulled away once more. "Bella, take it easy, i don't want to hurt you again-"
Suddenly, she kissed me again, except this time, i didn't refuse.
My grip on her waist tightened, and i felt her one hand begin to stroke my bicep, while the other played with the nape of my neck, making me very...passionate.
Then, i could feel her leg hitch around my calf. I'm sure she didn't remember how tall I was. I was about to attempt some tongue action when she pulled away suddenly.
She stared at me for a long time before whispering.
"Hurt-me-again?" She asked, furiously.
Shit.
Too late to turn back now.
I sat back down, and I put my head in my hands.
"What happened Edward? What am i not remembering?" She asked me.
I sighed and looked at her.
I couldn't lie to her, but i couldn't lose her either.
"B-bella, the reason you were in your car last night is because you were driving home from a party, that wasn't that fun." I told her slowly.
"Yes, Jaspers house?" She asked.
"You remember?" I asked anxiously. She yawned.
"Some of it... i'm sure i will later... can i go to sleep, Edward?" She asked smiling.
"Wait Bella, I need to get something off my chest."
"Whatever you did i'm sure it wasnt that bad," She said, leaning back into her pillows.
"What i did put you here," I said back.
Her eyes flew open.
"DID YOU RAPE ME EDWARD?!" She asked, grabbing my shirt.
"No! NO! of course not!" I said incredulously.
She released her grip. "Oh," She breathed. "Sorry, i'm just so confused..." She said, before she trailed off into space.
"What is it, Bella?" I asked her anxiously.
I saw her eyes water up again.
"Bella?!" I asked her again, more anxious.
She closed her eyes, causing a tear to run down her cheek.
"Tanya," She muttered.
I looked at her, shocked.
"I guess i remember everything now," She said to herself, looking down at the bed and opening her eyes.
I closed mine and put my head back into my hands.
"I'm so sorry," I whispered.
"Why?" She choked. I looked up at her, surprised.
"We-we were not going out it's not like we're married or something... We're technically both still single," She muttered, quickly wiping away another tear that fell down her cheek. She tucked her hair behind her ear again. "You weren't promised to me."
I shook my head as she kept talking. "Thats why I told you to take a few days- i knew you would change your mind."
I couldn't bear this any longer.
"Bella, bella no... it wasn't like that at all. She came on to me," I told her, grabbing her hands.
"What do you mean?" She demanded.
"Tanya has been desperate to get with me since the second grade. Before the game she came over towards me and...well... tried, again. And i told her i wasn't interested, for the thousandth time."
Bella kept staring at me, breathing heavily.
I released her hands, and stood up, and i began pacing around the room slowly.
"But then at the party," I said, throwing my hands up in the air and casting a quick glance towards Bella, "She came upstairs and literally held me down. I couldn't get away and then you showed up."
I stopped pacing and looked at her, who was staring at me, confused.
"I never wanted to hook up with Tanya. Ever." I said, putting my hands in my pockets and looking right into her eyes.
She looked out the window, and watched the rain fall. It was one of those days where it was supposed to be daylight, but the weather was making it darker than it actually was.
"Then why did Jessica tell me you were waiting for me-" She began, before I cut her off and went back over towards the side of the bed.
"Jessica and Tanya communicated via-text. She told Tanya you were coming up the stairs, and that's when she attacked me," I said, rubbing my forehead with my hand.
"But why would Tanya want me to see you two..." She drifted off, still not meeting my eyes.
I sighed.
Here we go.
"It appears that people notice how completely and totally obbsessed i am with you," I told her quietly.
She looked at me, and I looked back.
"I suppose Tanya felt that you were a threat to her," I told her, honestly.
She laughed, humorlessly. "A threat? To Tanya Denali?"
"She's beginning to realize the only person I want to be with right now is you," I forced out, before i could change my mind.
I looked up at her, and her eyes were watering again.
"Bella, will you please be my girlfriend?"
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