I preferred not to mention anything to Kenny or Makayla about my encounter with Kyle in the hall earlier. I went about the rest of the day as if nothing had happened. After classes I rushed to my locker grabbing as much as my crap out of it as I could. I was just about about to grab my last book when a hand came down on my shoulder, I quickly spun around to Kenny standing there.

"You alright Dude?" he asked

"Fine," I breathed "you just startled me."

"Why are you jumpy?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.

"No reason," I lied "you just startled up on me."

"Whatever," he replied before changing the subject "so xbox at your house?"

"Yeah...whatever," I shrugged

"If you don't want to than that's cool," he shrugged back.

"No it's cool," I replied.

"Hey guys," Makayla greeted us as she came walking up "sorry I'm late but I had to ask Mr. Tynant a few questions."

"We better hurry before the bus leaves without us," I said as I slammed my locker door shut.

As we left the the school and made our way to the bus out of the corner of my eyes I could see Kyle and his gang standing there and as our eyes met I could feel his glare. I could feel my anger returning as I tried my best to ignore him.

"See you later fag," Seth smirked

I stopped in my tracks and was just about to turn around when Kenny stopped me.

"It's not worth it dude," he said

"Yeah, come on Stan," Makayla whispered.

I nodded before continuing to get onto the bus.

"That's right!" Kyle called "Walk away like the little bitch you are!"

I wanted to call him the first insult that came to my mind but I was going to be the bigger man here and just walk away.

Kyle and his friends laughed as we got onto the bus. "They're just being dicks," Makayla said as she and Kenny sat across the aisle from me.

"It doesn't bother me," I lied

"That's good," she smiled slightly "because it really shouldn't."

I sighed before turning to look out the window just as the bus started to pull away and saw getting ready to bully Butters again. I guess he and I were their favorite victims. Butters because he was a big pushover and me just because Kyle hated me so much.

Weeks passed since Kyle had made his threat towards me and I was starting to ease up on watching my back as much but I was still aware of my surroundings just in case. Wendy had also stopped trying to explain things to me but she was not her beautiful self any more, her make up was always smeared like she was crying often. I had ofter wondered if I should let her explain what my eyes clearly saw, her with her lips locked with Seth. But what if they had somehow blackmailed her into doing whatever she was doing. They had recently anounced their relationship status as being a couple but I could tell she was not really happy. Kenny and Makayla were finding that they really did not have that much in common and so were always arguing, which was really getting on my nerves. The worst part was when put me into the middle of their damn disagreements. When I tried to point out that they were better offer before the got together they would just roll their eyes and tell me to stay out of it.

Oneday after school while I was walking from the bus stop to my house I saw someone just sitting on the Brofloski's doorstep, I could see it was Kyle and by the looks of it he was he was upset. I just wanted to make it to my house without him noticing me but his eyes met mine.

"Shit," I breathed as he stood up and started walking towards me

"Hey," he sighed with a hint of sadness in his voice

I wanted to get out of there but then he just broke down crying "My Mom is sick," he spit out between his sobs.

"Dude...I'm sorry," I replied

"What am I going to do Stan?" he asked looking down at the snowy ground "There is no way in hell am I going to live with my father and his new whore."

"What's wrong with her?" I asked

"She won't tell me or Ike anything," he explained "she just brushes everything off and makes it seem like nothing is wrong with her."

"Then how do you know something is wrong with her?" I asked

"I just can tell," he sobbed

I wondered if I should trust him or not but his tears looked real as I watched them fall to the ground. Why was he reaching out to me when he hated me so much? It had to be some sick minded trick to fool me into trusting him again. But on the other hand if he was reaching out to me again I did not want him to become even more bitter towards me. So I did what any caring person would do and placed a caring hand on his shoulder.

"If you ever need our help we be there for you," I said as he looked up at me.

"Thanks," he replied "I needed to hear that."

"Sure," I smiled

"Because you know the guys, they don't understand," he said "they would think I was being a pussy for braking down like this."

"Then why are you even friends with them?" I asked before I could stop myself.

He just shrugged his shoulders "I don't know."

We stood in silence for what seemed like forever before he spoke again. "I know you are not going to believe me when I say this but I am sorry for everything I said to you."

I stared at him knowing that it was all just a lie, I knew my friend was gone and was never coming. He needed help that I could not offer him, we were just too different.

"Kyle," I said with a heavy sigh before continuing "Like I said before if you ever need our help with what's happening, we will be here for you."

"But?" he asked stepping back away from me "You don't believe me, do you?"

"It's that I don't believe you," I replied slowly looking down at my hands "I just don't know if I can trust what you said."

"I understand," he said in a bitter tone taking a few more steps away from "I open up to you and all you can say is that you don't FUCKING trust me!"

"Dude I want to trust you but how can I?" I asked

"It's not that hard to trust someone!" he snapped before turning away from and started walking back to his house "I'm sorry I even opened up to you!"

"Kyle wait!" I called making a grab for his arm.

But he just pulled it away and hurried back to his house.

"Damn it!" I snapped as I walked towards my own house "how can I trust him?" I asked myself as I tossed my backpack across my room and flopping down on my bed.

That night as I laid in my bed I could not get a terrible feeling out of head that something bad was going to happen. I felt like something big was going to happen and it was going to evolve me.

Sorry for the delay on updating this story, I have been very busy. I recently got a new puppy which I name Butters and boy is he a hand full. I will try to update this story by next week...
Sorry for any typos