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So this is the final chapter in this wild ride of craziness. I have so much going on and other fics I'm more committed to that I've had to finish this. Maybe in the future I will write a sequel but I want to get all my others finished first.

I need to thank my girls, kewlwhip, pixiebella, parsonsapril, robinsff, kierratcm, roon0, mydaughterbella, sleeptalker1, nutellaval, jasperswoman, AiculAiram and all the rest of my h00rs on twitter for always supporting me and getting me through my little mental breakdowns. Also a BIG CONGRATS to parsonsapril who had a little baby, Carter earlier this month. He is just gorgeous.

So here we are the last chap *sobs*

BPOV:

Shit!

I felt my body hit the floor... hard... safe arms my ass!

I have fucked up big time here and I don't see a way out, there is no point in lying, I know Emmett is a little wet behind the ears but he's far from fucking deaf.

Why did Damon's name even come out of my mouth?

I have serious issues.

"Who the fuck is Damon?" Emmett asked angrily as he looked down at me sat on the concrete.

"Erm... let me explain Em... while Rose and I were away we met these dudes..." he cut in.

"I know about the Salvatore brothers and I get it Bella you slept with him... I know we haven't exactly labelled our "relationship" he did this weird quotation action with his hands "but I thought I meant more to you than for you to have a one night stand" He looked really upset.

"I'm so sorry Em... I really am" I said as I went to stand.

He shook his head at me and set off running. I know I was in the wrong and we kinda had a thing going but I was drunk and could not be fucking arsed running after him. I dragged my sorry ass back to the house, grabbed a bottle and set off to the meadow.

How could Emmett be so calm? I wanted him to shout at me, call me a whore anything just he was too calm for my liking.

When I got there I sat on the fallen tree that Emmett and I christened, I took my mind back to the way he felt inside me. The connection that we shared. I wanted to cry so bad... I've fucked everything up; everybody hates me or trying to avoid me. I'm such a fucking loser... a waste of space my existence was going downhill dramatically.

I unscrewed the cap off the vodka and downed the whole bottle before throwing it towards a tree... I waited to hear the smash of the glass shattering but it never came. I shrugged it off and tried to get off the tree but it true Bella fashion I fell straight on my ass again. I rolled my eyes at myself then closed them and searched around for something to grab to aid me in my mission to stand.

My hand brushed against something hard so I went to grab it... it was a hand. My eyes shot open and landed on some big ass feet, I dragged my eyes up along a pair of long legs and torso till my eyes met with his.

Edward! Great just fucking great!

I pulled my hand away from his and tried once more to stand up on my own but it was turning into a slapstick comedy sketch and I couldn't hold back my laughter.

"Bella just let me help you up please," Edward said in that velvet voice of his.

"Oh so now you want to help me Edward... how ironic, you see a damsel in distress and want to be the hero..." I managed to get half stood then lost my footing and I'm on my ass again "shit, why I can't just stand the fuck up I'll never know... I'm a total moron!"

"Bella I'm not trying to be anything just let me help you up... geez woman stop being so hard fucking headed," he held his hand out again.

This time I took it... he steadied me on my feet and walked me to the tree stump and sat me down. He sat next to me and things were awkward and quiet, I didn't know what to say to him... I didn't wanna talk to him. Is he expecting me to thank him for helping my clumsy ass up?

"Look Bella... I knew this time would come when you would finally realise that what I did to you was despicable," He sighed "but I really am sorry and I regret what I did to you everyday. I had a moment of weakness when I bit you, and now you have to live in this world but I promise you I will try to make it up to you every day. I know no amount of time will be long enough, but we'll start with forever."

"Why couldn't you have just sucked me dry and killed me there and then... that would've been better in the long run. I'm a bad person Edward y'all would be better off without me." I rubbed my temples.

He chuckled "Don't be ridiculous B..." he nudged my shoulder with his "what kinda boring eternity would we be living if we didn't have our little hot-headed fire cracker huh?" he chuckled again.

Ohh we are bonding now are we?

"Well I wouldn't have killed Mike... or slept with Damon fucking Salvatore and hurt Emmett... I just cause problems for everyone Ed... I don't mean to but I get myself into some strange predicaments and now no one wants to talk to me... I'm gunna pack my things and move on it's for the best" I admitted.

I was serious too; I can't stay here and hurt more people I know they're all disappointed and probably ashamed of me and I promised myself I would talk to Carlisle before I go... I need him to know how sorry I am.

"Don't go... that's not we want, well I certainly don't want you to go anywhere" Edward said quietly bring me out of my thoughts.

I turned to look at him and he gave me a crooked smile that I could tell was full of sincerity. I know I flipped out on Edward earlier but the realisation hit me about what I did to Mike and I blew off on one. I understand now more than ever how hard it is to abstain from biting or feeding from humans.

"I'm sorry Edward" I whispered.

"You're sorry! For what exactly?"

"For flipping out on you and throwing you through the window... you've told me time and time again how sorry you were for biting me and leading me into this life and I know that you mean it... I-I'm just fucked up"

He draped his arm over my shoulder "Okay... so we cool?"

I snuggled into his side "We're cool Mr big ass feet" I chuckled.

"Excuse me Mrs I fall flat on my ass at every opportunity, these feet" he wiggled them in the air "keep me upright unlike someone's" we both laughed.

I must say having this little chat with Edward has cleared the air between us... he can sometimes be the most brooding, pathetic bastard I know but he is also the most sweet, caring and considerate man I know.

OMG! Please tell me I ain't crushing on Edward now? I'm such a HO.

"Okay let's get you back to the house... you're not gunna go anywhere are you? Or were you serious about leaving us?" He asked as he stood up patting his trousers down.

"I don't know Edward I got to see if I can make amends first, I know once I speak to Carlisle he will understand but Emmett... he hates me I technically cheated on him" I went to stand and guess where I ended up... yup that's right on the floor.

Edward picked me up and put me on his back and set off running towards the house.

CPOV:

I needed to talk to Bella about what happened she needs to know that I'm not mad at her... I know that Damon compelled her to let her natural instincts take over. Lil Boo explained all of that as soon as he came back but she is volatile at the moment and I don't want to upset her further.

I know how everybody else will be disappointed in her but she is like my daughter and I will always be here for her no matter what sticky situation she gets herself into.

"Carlisle?" Alice said as she popped her head around the door to my study.

"What's up babe?"

"Just checking your okay... you've been quiet since we came back from Bella's" she walked in and took a seat on the edge of my desk in front of me.

"I'm fine honey... just thinking about the best way to approach the situation. I'm just stressing out"

While Bella and Rose were off on their little adventure Alice and I shared a kiss and with that kiss I knew she was the woman for me she's cute and quirky and I feel a pull towards her I'm falling bad I think.

"You want me to relieve some of that stress?" she said seductively while loosening my tie.

"What have you got to offer short stack?" I winked at her.

"Well how about some of this?" She started to pepper my neck with kisses as she unbuttoned my shirt then carried her kisses down my chest "You. Like. That?" she said between kisses.

"MmmmHmmm" I moaned.

Her dainty hands found their way to the rim of my trousers and they were off before I knew what was happening I mean we haven't been passed first base yet.

"Alice you don't have to do this"

"I know I don't Carlisle... but I want too" she breathed out before taking my extremely erect dick in her mouth.

Her icy breath on my cock felt amazing as she teased the tip of it. Then she took me fully in setting a steady pace and rubbing my balls at the same time. It was so good I found myself driving my hips into her trying to get my dick deeper... she opened her mouth wide and stilled her movements and let me face fuck her... it was hot and my climax came hard and quicker than I had hoped. I went to move away to come on myself or something but she held my thighs in a vice grip and relished in my juice spilling down her throat.

"That was... fucking awesome" I said as Alice got up to sat on my knee.

"Glad to be of service" she said and gave me a long lingering kiss.

My cell started ringing so Alice got up and left the room giving her ass a little shake for me as she went. She's such a sexy little minx.

I answered the call it was Edward telling me he had a heart to heart with Bella so to speak and she was thinking about leaving. Well I can't be having her up and leave on us so I told him to wait there with her till I got there.

I got myself dressed again, grabbed my car keys and headed out to the Mercedes. The ride over there was short due to my reckless driving... I pulled into the driveway and Edward was on the porch waiting for me. I got out, locked the car and went to greet him.

"Hey, how's she doing?"

"Yeah she is good, still drunk and worrying about how she is going to explain things to you. She thinks she has upset you"

"Okay, I'll go talk to her... you sticking around?" I asked placing my hand on his shoulder.

"No I'm going take off I think I need to talk to Rose about certain things" He sighed.

"You do that... and just remember they were on vacation Edward" I said as I walked into the house closing the door behind me.

"Bella!" I shouted.

"I'm in here... the kitchen" she shouted back.

I walked through and there she was sat at the table drink in hand... she is in self destruction mode I can tell.

"Hey you" I said taking a seat opposite her.

She looked at me wearily "Hi."

She pushed a glass and the bottle over to me, I poured a drink... a large one I think I'm going to need it.

BPOV:

Now Carlisle is sat before me I don't have a fucking clue what to say, I don't even know why I'm in such a self loathing mood... what I did is not that bad I mean fucking hell look at the state of Jess and Ange and no fucker says a wrong word to them two.

I put my glass to my lips but then put it back down on the table again "Listen Carlisle I know I have always been the good vampire, I slipped up and I will regret it for the rest of my life. I can't believe what I did, I'm so sorry for this."

"Bella you have to understand that none of us are angry at you, it was just a shock that's all. Damon compelled you to do what you did... it's not your fault ok... and I hate to say it but I aint letting you leave us. Do you know how proud I am of you? You have such strength and drive to be the woman you are." He smiled at me.

"It's for the best Carlisle" I whispered.

"How is that for the best Bella? You're what keeps us all together"

"I think I need a fresh start... I don't want to leave you all I really don't." It was the truth.

"Well how about we all move, start over some place new... we all have bad memories of this place... how about we all go to Italy and take over from the now dead Volturi. We are the biggest coven of our kind Bella and we could make a real difference in our world" he suggested.

I never thought of going to Italy... we destroyed the Volturi who were supposed to be the most powerful coven. So if we destroyed them then we are the most powerful.

"Carlisle that's it! It's perfect; it's just what we all need" I was excited now... I needed Alice she is the woman I need for this to sort out all the deets... she is the most organized person I know.

The next few weeks were spent getting ready for the big move. Alice had come into her own and had everything set up for a swift move. We had all been shopping for everything new. New clothes and cars, that kind of thing. Rosalie had gotten back in contact with Stefan Salvatore and managed to get everybody rings from Bonnie which meant we would be able to be in Italy like any other human.

Stefan gave Rose a message for myself from Damon. He apologised for what he did and claimed that he missed me and wanted to be with me forever. Me and Damon had fun at the time but I finally came to my senses and realised that Emmett is the vampire for me. Emmett and I have had several discussions and decided that we can both let the past go and live the future together. I told him I loved him four days ago and he said he loved me back and asked me to marry him, so Alice is having a fucking field day with wedding arrangements.

Edward forgave Rose and they are too set to be married. Myself and Edward have formed a new friendship that I cherish. Vic, Boo and Lil Boo are stoked to be moving to Italy. Jess and Ange have moved back to Canada to be with Jake and Sam their creators. Tanya, Kate, Jasper, Marcus, Caius and Tyler are all coming with us which I'm so happy about and they've all assured me that what I did, did not affect them in anyway I'm their friend and they'll always stick by me.

Since I've become a Vampire, I've learned a lot about myself. I've met the most beautiful, caring, courageous people. I've made some mistakes, I mean who doesn't but unlike humans I have eternity to correct them. I'm now ready to move on to the next chapter of my eternal life... Italy!

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