For the past few nights Jamie had sat up and just watched Dean sleep. She sat and watched him and said her silent prayers. One night in particular she whispered to God.
"God, I know I am totally in love with this man. I have never…ever…felt the pull from him with anyone. Thank you for the proposal that you allowed…I am so afraid right now, I know I shouldn't be…but I am..I am afraid that I love him too much…too hard…I honestly can not see my life without him right now…so if this is not what is deemed my destiny, then remove him from my life now…before I get any deeper…please." Laying on his chest she looked up at him and kissed his chin. Feeling her close to him, he wrapped his arms around her, as if he knew exactly what she needed, and drifted back off to sleep.
Jamie had so many doubts about what was going on, but every time she looked at him, it felt like she had been searching for him all of her life. It was weird to her…where this was headed and she just wanted to envelope the entire experience.
Little did she know that the same thing she was doing…Dean was doing the same. At certain times of the night he would wake up and Jamie normally was laying turned away from him. He would prop himself up in the bed and stroke her back or hair while she slept. She always found her way back to him, he body would search for him. It would start with her feet reaching back for his warmth.
He always knew when it was about to start because she would begin to mumble in her sleep. His smile would start because he knew her by now. After her feet would begin to move, if she was not able to find his body she would begin to scoot back until her butt touched him. Then her body would relax..and he knew it was time to pull her in, which he would do quickly so he did not wake her. He would wrap his arm around her waist and pull her back to him and she would groan, frown and twist and then wind up on his chest. It was the funnest thing he had ever seen but it happened the same time every night and he loved it.
Tonight Dean laid quietly, no tv, no headphones..just the sound of Jamie breathing. He was in deep thought. Flashing back to the diner, and how many days she had watched him from afar. It was a game of cat and mouse because the first day he realized she was watching was when Agnes said something to him about it.
This particular day, Dean had ordered a plate of pancakes, with turkey sausage links, and eggs, along with his cup of black coffee. Agnes gave him a strange look and with a smirk he said
"I went running this morning, so I am a little hungry for something different mom." This brought a huge smile to her face. Simply because she actually saw him as a son.
As agnes came back to his table with his order. She pointed out Jamie.
"That girl has been watching off and on for a few weeks now, and she thinks I don't see her over there." Agnes said with a laugh
"Huh, what girl?" He replied looking up from his novel
"See the chubby girl to your right, sitting in the booth, with the pink shirt and the pink scarf around her hair?"
Dean looked around Agnes slightly and saw a young woman facing him. At the moment she was looking at her tablet, rather intensely.
"Yeah, she isn't even paying attention to me." He said with a laugh
"Give her two minuets and be slick about it, but she will peek over at you." And she did, Jamie raised her head and peeked at Dean and quickly put her head down. Dean began laughing so hard he had to put his fork down and give himself time to breath.
"How long has she been doing that Agnes?"
"About two weeks now, it started when you came in that night with that brunette girl, what's her name?
"Terry, Monica, Angela?"
"I think it was the first one, she was sitting there at the table and you walked in, I think you had on a suit that night Dean, but whatever it was she got all starry eyed. I told her that she might want to stop drooling, and she laughed at me. It was so funny. Every since that night she sneaks peeks at you every few minuets. She will do it again in a few minuets, watch."
After about five minutes, Jamie did it again, and Dean almost spit out his coffee because he wanted to laugh so hard. After that night he started to notice her, and her patterns, but she was not aware of it. He had not paid attention to her before because she wasn't really what he noticed. Yet as the days and weeks went on he found her to be very intriguing, he wasn't sure why, but she seemed to catch him for some reason.
The day he knew that he wanted to go further was a week before he approached her. She sat at her booth and this day, she really didn't pay him a lot of attention, he watched her as she sat on her tablet typing intensely, her face was focused and she was going back and forth from her phone to her tablet. He watched Agnes bring her a cup of coffee and she smiled at her, Agnes stood and talked to her for a few minuets and he could tell she was concerned about her for some reason. As Agnes walked over to his table checking on him, he stopped her.
"What's going on, is she ok?"
"Yeah, she does this a few days a week, this is her refuge from her at home issues. She has been coming here since she was a teenager, but when it comes to her work, she is focused so this is one of those days. I walked over to check on her because she will lose track of time."
"Oh ok." He said watching her closely. He found that attractive, and he looked at her closely, she kept biting her lip and chewing on her pin, and he felt himself getting aroused as he watched her. Finally she looked up from her work long enough to see him, he glanced at her and she smiled at him and he just looked back down at his book…he was interested in her and he knew it.
Laying here now, she was so close to him, her body heat was running up his side. She lay with her butt on his leg. His arm wrapped around her waist, running his other hand up and down her thighs. It was weird how things had happened and how quickly they had progressed. He looked down at her, her hair around her face, balled up close to him and he saw such beauty in her. He loved her..he would die for her, with no questions asked. He had never been so connected to someone, she was not his normal…yet she was his total match..she didn't party, barely drank, was spiritual, and yet she was exactly what he needed to balance his life. It was weird.
Sliding down he positioned himself close to her. Moving her hair back from her neck he kisses her softly. She reached back and smiled. "You ok baby?" She whispered, and this brought a smile to his face as he inhaled her.
"Yeah babe, I am actually great. Jamie."
"Yeah" she whispered as she turned to face him
"You changed my life in less than two years, you really are the one."
"How did I change your life." She said with a smile as she sat up on his chest.
"You just did."
"How?" She said as she kissed his lips, which made him smile and look at her. His blue eyes focused on her
"You made me rethink things. You made me focus on a lot more than I wanted to, that's how."
"Explain."
Grabbing her he pulled her on top of him, and she laid on his chest silently. He legs entangled in his. "You know when I knew I wanted to be with you?"
"No"
"The say you looked me in the eyes from across the diner and I couldn't look back at you. I knew then that you were the one. I have never been too shy…bashful at times, but shy no. You looked up at me and I had to look away from you because I realized I wanted you. The day I decide to come over to the table. I was really just taking a chance..I wanted to see if you were into me like I though. Then I kissed you, and I fell in love…I fell in love with you the first time I touched your lips."
Jamie sat up and smiled at him. She was so madly in love with this man that she couldn't see herself without him. She slid her shorts off and looked at him. Looking directly in his eyes as she released him from his sweatpants. Placing her body on him, she took him inside of her. The air between them evaporated and she leaned on his chest and began to move slowly allowing him to enter her deeply.
Slowly rolling her hips upon him, he sat up and moved her into a position they could both enjoy. Her legs behind him he braced his hand on her back and enjoyed her. "Dean." She whispered as she thrust herself down upon him.
"Yes Jamie." He said as he grabbed her hips and entered her deeply, he hips rocking back and forth in a motion with him.
"I don't ever want to lose you. I don't ever want you to leave me."
Dean kissed her and turned her over on her back and braced himself above her. "You won't, I am here because I love you. I am here because I want to be. I am here because we have a future and I can not see it without you."
Dean moved slowly, his pace showing her tenderness. He leaned down and moved deeper inside of her and Jamie let out a cry of pleasure that made him look down at her with concern in his eyes. "You ok Jamie?" He said as he stopped himself.
"Dean I am so ok, if I was anymore ok I would be in heaven, I am so in love with you." Jamie said as passion filled her.
Deans hands wrapped her legs deeper around him as he thrust himself into her, a small sweat begin to form in the crease of his back and began to glisten as Jamie ran her hands slowly down it. She watched him as he closed his eyes and began to enjoy this place he was in, she felt like the safest place on earth at the moment, Dean reached and braced his hands on the headboard and moved as his pace quickened. Jamie began to feel her body get warmer and she joined his movement as her body started to accept him more and more. Her moans kept him going and turned him into a different person. Looking down at her, her closed eyes knew him, and knew he was watching. As her eyes flew open she let him know she was watching.
"Deeper baby." She whispered
Dean did as she said and spread her legs further apart so he could dig inside of her as deeply as he could. Her moans were like a fire burning under the sheets. Dean felt her getting wetter and he knew she was close. Releasing the headboard he leaned down and began to bite on her neck, sucking gently…one hand released itself from the sheets that he gripped and cupped her breast softly, before taking it between his lips and engulfing her, another moan exploded from Jamie and Dean groaned he was close, she could feel him.
Dean sat up and smiled at her and she laughed "stop playing while we are having sex Dean, damn."
"What I do?" He said as he started to tickle her side.
"Stop it…please.." She said as she laughed.
Dean continued to tickle her and enter her at the same time..she didn't know whether to laugh or cum, but as he neared his limit, he leaned down and whispered his love for her in her ear and came, she whispered the same back to him and joined him. Dean laid on top of her..quiet and comfortable. Jamie's legs remained wrapped around his waist as if she did not want him to move…so he didn't and they both fell asleep.
Dean woke up before Jamie, and he had some things he had to do, like meet Seth and Roman for their monthly gathering. So he left a note on. His pillow and went to the grill for a nice lunch, and some male bonding.
