Ok change of pace here. Since I'm trying to figure out where to take this story, I'm letting 'the voice' have some talk time. I hope this doesn't throw anyone off. If it does, I apologize.
Well hi there. Bet you thought I'd leave for good. Well you guessed wrong again my friend. Let me give you a update on what happened after 'the big fight'. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months. Blah blah blah. Before we knew what was going on, four months passed up by. She's been so upset too. Crying every night, sleeping all day just to keep the memories at bay.
I've seen him outside a few times, just watching to see if he can see a just glimpse of his broken girl. Pretty pathetic, huh? He's probably doing the same thing she's been doing these past few months. Crying at every sad thought, wanting to scream for not doing something to make her stay. All that boring crap you go through after a break up.
You'd think I'd be happy at her current state but...for some strange reason, I'm not. I mean I finally got my wish, right?
Her depression is depressing me. Who knew that could happen? Pretty fucked, huh?
I'm afraid that if she realizes it, she might just end it for the both of us. To be rid of all the agony, anguish and misery that she's gone through.
She'll probably try something poetic like slitting her wrists with a razor blade or over dosing on some sleeping pills while downing them with some alcohol. Maybe jumping off a bridge or a high building like some kind of fallen angel looking for some salvation.
Yes I am rolling my eyes at the very idea of any of that.
Cutting has seem to lost its...enjoyment. She can bleed all she wants but it doesn't dull the ache she feels in her broken, little heart. Who knows what will happen now that she plans on leaving. Excuse me, running away again. She just might have the courage this time to jump. Of course I don't want to give too much away now. That would ruin this little twisted tale, now wouldn't it? I surely wouldn't want that.
