Hey,so sorry if this chapter is going to be lame,hope it will not be. I'm a huge fan of Michael Jackson and today is 3 years since his death so yeah,I'm not really super duper. Anyway I tried my best and I hope you'll enjoy. This chapter is going to be mainly Blair.
3 months later
It was three months now and she hasn't spoke to him yet. She has no intention to either. She decided to go trough with this wedding and preparations vere in full force. The wedding date is a week from now and she was freaking out. There were so many things to do.
She had no idea why did she want to do it so soon,probably to stop thinking about him.
She took the next invitation in her hand and it was adressed to Nate. She still wasn't sure about inviting him. She will. She invited Serena too,so he probably wont even show up. She didn't want to invite anyone truly. It was her mother who was insisting on this big outdoors wedding.
She would settle for anything just to get her mother of her back. She was doing it a lot lately,settling. She settled for Puckerman cause she couldn't have Nate, she settled for this big wedding to avoid problems with Eleanor, she settled for being in good terms with Serena and Chuck just to get them of her back. She settled for this miserable new life,just to get over the pain of losing everything she ever cared about. By everything she ment Nate. Her highschool sweetheart, her first love, the love of her life. Her everything.
''So Aquamarine or Ocean blue? Miss Blair….miss Blair!''
''W…Wha..What?'' she was caught in the net of her own dreams again
''What color will the glasses be?'' the decorator asked
''Oh sorry. Aquamarine ones look great'' she politely smiled
''Fine,it will go perfect with the saphire blue glass plates''
''saphire blue…'' she muttered and once again,what ever she was doing or speaking of,she remembered him . Him and his perfect saphire eyes. She missed him soo much,too much. It was paintful.
''Miss Blair'' the decorator shouted once again trying to get her attention
''I am so sorry. Can we just take a break,I need to get myself together. The decorator smiled and left the room. Blair went to the balcony to get some fresh air. It was early June.
She always dreamed of a June wedding,every girl probably has. She had everything. A perfect dress, a horse and a carriage that would take her there,a bunch of people who were there just for her. A perfect reception,the best band,the best caterers. A great fiance. It was true. He was perfect. He was nice,patient,sweet,loyal,good-looking,whealthy,he had a great reputation. Any girl would kill to have a husband like that.
Blair was always different. She didn't want perfect,she wanted her runaway prince. The one with no ideas or plans for his future,free-spirited, hot,exciting,messy, always confused with tussled golden hair and perfect blue eyes.
''Blair,day-dreaming again?'' a voice called out. She turned around only to find her gorgeous fiance standing there,watching her
''You know I always do'' she smiled at him. he came closer and wraped his arms around her waist
''Only a week now. Only a week and we'll be forever united ,you know. We'll be forever together,nothing will tear us apart''
''Yeah….I mean I know'' she said trying to sound sure about this and confident
''I love you Blair'' he said lovingly,turning her towards him
''I love you too Nate,alwa-'' NO. She didn't. Not him anyway. She couldn't take it. She just removed herself from his arms and headed inside the room
''I'm sorry. I'm just feeling sick'' she lied and ran in to the bathroom. She locked herself in and started crying. She took out her mobile phone to text someone,anyone that could make her feel better right now. The only supportive person that crossed her mind was Cabbage Patch. Yes Daniel Humphrey. They became close friends with years and he was the only one,apart from Nate, who could really make her feel better when she needed.
''Hello?''
''Distract me'' she said in a commanding tone,trying not to cry
''Blair,are you okay?''
''Yes I was just…..I'm freaking out you know''
''Yeah,I can only imagine. Where are you?''
''On the bathroom floor'' she bitterly laughed ''Yes I know,I'm misserable''
''Are you misserable because of-''
''The God damn Archibald,yes''
''Well why don't you finally talk to him, I mean you two could-''
''Us two could nothing. Dan I'm getting married in a week. A week. It was just a bad day…''
''Yeah, well you are having a loooot of bad days int he last 3 months you know? This calls are on regular bases. Do you even want to get married to Puckerman?''
''I don't know….I mean I do….I want to but something just doesn't seem right I…'' she started crying again
''Calm down B. Can I ask you to answer a question totally honest to me?''
''Yes'' she murmured
''But totally honest'' he insisted
''hundred precent. Will you just ask the god damn question already,I'm soaking the bathroom floor here'' she laughed a bit. He laughed too.
''Fine. Blair,do you love Nate,the Puckerman one?'' there was a short silence
''No. But I will learn to love him'' both of them were silent. Dan broke it
''Well before you go trough with it,just make sure that it's really what you want,instead of being miserable like this your whole life.''
''Okay,thanks Cabbage Patch. Now go do whatever you people from Brooklin do,like rob a store or I don't know'' she sarcasticly replied
''Humor me Queen B'' he smiled and hung up,what he didn't realise was that someone else was listening to the whole conversation on the other side of the line.
''Hey sorry for waiting. My mom called from Hudson,some shit about art or whatever''
''It's okay man. So, wanna watch the game?'' Nate added as he grabbed his beer. The game was certianly not what he will be thinking about…
So this is probably the shortest chapter ever but it's something. The next one will be Blair's bachelor party ,part 1, so stay tuned for that. Don't forget to review
