Always Without You
My bed was so warm when I woke up in the morning. It wasn't hot it was a nice warm. My back was pressed firmly against Seth's chest and his arms were holding me in place. I very gently rolled over so I was facing him. He was smiling at me.
"Good morning beautiful."
"Good morning Seth."
"So, how am I lucky enough that you are still here this morning?"
"Jared and Paul are covering our patrol shifts for us."
"That's what you told me in the middle of the night but why they aren't even technically in our pack?"
"They came and found me and told me that you were crying. Jared said that you don't cry and he was worried about you. Is it true that you were crying?"
"Yes I was crying."
"Why?"
"Well, you see the reason Jared was so worried about me crying was because before I met you the last time I cried was when Jared and I were left alone. That was five years ago. "
I took a deep breath. I could tell he wanted to know what happened but he didn't ask. Very few people know even after all this time that it's just me and Jared.
"Ever since I met you things changed. You make me happy deep inside. But every time you leave something inside me breaks and I cry."
"Every time?"
"Ever since our first kiss. I can't help it, it just happens. When I lay in the yard while you are on patrol then I'm fine. But when you ask that I go to bed and get some sleep I don't fall asleep until I have cried enough that I fall asleep."
"I'm sorry"
"It's not your fault you've just changed me. Before I started spending time with you I was just like Paul. People used to think that Paul and I were twins. We used to always get in fight and sure most of the time we were fighting each other but we were best friends."
"You're not near as angry as Paul."
"Not now but I was before we were close. That's why when I first phased I called you an annoying fur ball."
"I forgot you called me that."
"Well you will always be my fur ball."
He placed a soft kiss on the end of my nose.
"What happened five years ago?"
"I don't really know and neither does Jared. They went on a trip taking our younger brother with them on a trip for the weekend and they never came back."
"Ayasha I'm so sorry."
"I'm not. Without it I don't think Jared would have ever had enough built up anger to phase. And since he phased he gained Kim and has never been happier. When I phased I had been so angry at Jared and Paul for avoiding me. That I lost all control I had. But without it I wouldn't have you. Somethings happen in life for a reason."
"I promise that I will never let you go."
"Will you love me forever?"
"Forever"
I closed the already small space between us and kissed him. He kissed me with just as much need as he did yesterday. I teasingly pulled away from him a little. He made a very soft grunt in frustration at me pulling away. I teasing touched my tongue to his lips and pulled back again. He rolled on top of me pinning me to the bed so I couldn't continue to tease him. He pulled away when we both needed to breath.
"We should head over to the Cullen's."
"Are you going to cry if I leave you for a little while and go home before I head to the Cullen's?"
"No I'll be fine."
He gave me one more quick kiss before he left. After Seth went home I got up and showered and ate. Jared wasn't home which I thought was strange until I realized it was still early and him and Paul were still doing my patrol. If I hurry I can check in with them before the next shift start. I ran out the door and quickly phased. Then I ran and caught up with them. I nudged them both with my sides as I took the small space between them.
Hey Jared how's it going?
Good we didn't see too much.
Have more vampires come to help the Cullen family?
It's hard to tell with all of the different scents. How do you put up with it?
Carefully, actually the scents don't bother me so much from being around the Cullen's, but I almost had a heart attack yesterday when I fist seen some of them with red eyes.
Paul wants to know why you were crying last night.
Tell him it's because Seth makes me a mush ball.
I'm not telling her that.
What aren't you going to tell me?
Jared let out an internal groan.
Paul says you're a sexy mush ball.
I reached over and nipped Paul on the shoulder.
I'm not telling her that either.
No need I can guess what he is thinking. Not a chance in your life.
I playfully tackled Paul I was in a good mood this morning. I continued to run with them for the rest of my assigned patrol time.
Thanks by the way guys.
Are you headed home now?
No I have to go to the Cullen house. Jake and Embry have patrol so Seth and I have to be around Renesmee. Jake doesn't want to leave her alone with the vampires.
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