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Chapter 12 – I want you back.

Sabrina's POV

I was stood backstage in my show dress on with Logan. She had talked things out with him and he offered to do the rap in her song. "Logan Im scared. What if they hate me?" I asked gripping the microphone tightly. I was on after this next dancer. I know everyone uses this advice but Just image no one is in the crowd. You're practicing alone in your room okay. You're amazing. You have nothing to worry about anyway." He tried to comfort me. Last time I thought I was alone Kendall was there when I was singing a song about him! Sigh. I took several deep breaths and then I heard something I had been dreading all afternoon. "Okay thank you Natasha for that amazing dance routine. Next we have a newbie. Let's make her feel welcome! It's Sabrina Henderson and her friend Logan Mitchell!" He yelled and everyone applauded. "I looked at Logan with scared Eyes. He hugged me quickly, told me everything will be alright, and pulled me onto the stage. I took a deep breath and Looked around the crowd for Kendall. I couldn't find him. Logan looked at me with sad eyes but Nodded. I quickly smiled at him and Nodded to the band to start playing.

Hey, boy you never had much game
so I needed to upgrade
so I went and walked away-way-way
now, I see you've been hanging out
with that other girl in town
looking like a pair of clowns-clowns-clowns
remember all the things that you and I did first?
And now you're doing them with her
remember all the things that you and I did first?
You got me, got me like this
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
and everywhere we went, come on
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
you got me, got me like this

I took the microphone of the stand and belted it out. This isn't as bad as I thought.

boy you can say anything you want
I don't give a shhh, no one else can have ya
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
I broke it off thinking you'd be crying
now I feel like shhh looking at you flying
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
please, this ain't even jealousy
she ain't got a thing on me
trying to rock them ugly jeans-jeans-jeans
you clearly didn't think this through
if what I've been told is true
you'll be crawling back like boo-hoo-hoo
remember all the things that you and I did first?
And now you're doing them with her
remember all the things that you and I did first?
You got me, got me like this
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
and everywhere we went, come on!
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
you got me, got me like this
boy you can say anything you want
I don't give a shhh, no one else can have ya
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
I broke it off thinking you'd be cryin'
now I feel like shhh looking at you flyin'
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
[bridge]
ohhh, I thought you'd still be mine
when I kissed you goodbye uh oh uh oh
ohhh, and you might be with her
but I still had you first uh oh uh oh
[Logan - rap verse]
let's go!
we used to be, but now there's a separation between you and me
baby I'm moving on to another girl that understands me more
dated her in front your place so you can see it all
I remember the times, when we used to bond
but I never realized that you wanted to be mine
so I gave her the ring, instead of you, nickname too
I can tell you're upset, because it ain't you
met a new girl, and I gave her my heart
not noticing that you wanted me from the very start
you want me back?
we can just be friends, or try this thing all over again
boy you can say anything you want
I don't give a shhh, no one else can have ya
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
I broke it off thinking you'd be crying
now I feel like shhh looking at you flying
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back

Ohhh, I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back (x2)

I put the microphone back and ran over to Logan and hugged him. He hugged me back and laughed. "You were amazing" He whispered in my ear. He grabbed my hand and pulled me of stage. The crowd clapped and cheered. I feared over nothing. But it wasn't perfect. Kendall wasn't here when he promised her would me. "I'll be back in a second Logan. I left a couple of things in my locker earlier" I said opening the backstage door and walking into the halls. I walked towards mine and Saw something that made my heart drop. Leaning against MY locker was Jennifer, and Kendall had her pushed up against it, Body's pressed together, With Kendall's Tongue down her throat. "You broke your promise" I said with a tear falling out of my Eye. Kendall Sprang away from her from the sound of my voice. "S-S-Sabrina" He stuttered. I looked at him with tears falling out of my eyes. "I was wrong about you. I thought we were getting back on track K-Kendall. Don't you Remember a-anything I told you yesterday. Didn't you read the songs? Didn't you realise what a liar I was being when I told you I wasn't Jealous. Didn't you just here the song I sang?" I said quietly. "I was busy when you were singing" He whispered to me. By now Jennifer had walked into the girl's bathroom. I had an urge to go in there and slap her but I had more important things to do. "Yeah Kendall. You were so busy. Busy shoving your tongue Don't bimbo's throat! Haven't you realised she's gone! All you would ever be to her is sex. She's so desperate she is willing to hurt other girls just to have a bit of Sex! Kendall are you to stupid to realise that! Do you realise anything!" I yelled at him. "Sabrina Listen to me-"He said taking a step towards me. "No Kendall. All I want is for someone to love me. To give me a reason to stay around. I want someone to hold me when Im cold. Kiss me and tell me everything is going to be alright. I thought you were him Kendall. I thought finally I had found someone to love me for who I am. I was so wrong wasn't I Kendall. You broke your promise. And you broke my heart along with it. Congratulations Kendall. You got Jennifer but you lost me" I said turning around to walk away. "SABRINA WAIT!" Kendall yelled for me. I took a deep breath and turned around. "Remember the last things we said to each other yesterday. I told you that everything will end well. If it isn't better it isn't the end. You told me that it isn't the end of us then. Sabrina you were right, it's not the end of us. This is just the beginning" He told me turning around. "If this is the beginning I don't want to carry on!" I yelled down the hall to him. He stopped in his tracks and turned to face me. "Is this good? Has this ended well?" He said moving his hand between us. "No. Kendall it isn't. But if this is just the beginning then what the hell is going to happen soon! Kendall I can't deal with this for my life. I just want to be happy. Do I look happy to you Kendall!" He shook his head. "Exactly. Just wait there for 2 seconds" I said going over to my locker. I unlocked it and took out 2 pieces of paper. I locked the locker again and turned to Kendall who stood behind me with a tear falling out of his eye. "Here" I gave him the pieces of paper and started walking away letting my tears pour out. "Sabrina Please!" Kendall yelled but I kept walking. I heart Kendall yell and Punch a locker. I went backstage to grab my Jacket and bag but Logan caught me first. "Hey Bri are you - Sabrina what happened!" Logan asked seeing the tears pour out of my eyes. "I don't wanna talk about it Logan. Thank you so much for this evening but I really have to go. Stay safe okay" I said hugging him quickly then putting my bag over my shoulder. Logan nodded with a really concerned face on. "And you" He said. I gave him a weak smile and left the school. I walked to my sister's car but realised the show still had 2 hours left. I just wanted to get away from here. Away from the hurt and heartbreak. I'll walk. In the pitch darkness.

When I was about 1 mile away from home it started to pour it down. Thunder, lightning the whole lot. I couldn't take it anymore. I collapsed onto the bench and Just cried. It felt like hours I was there when my phone started ringing. I took it out of my bag and looked at the caller ID. Dad. Decline. I don't want to talk to my dad but I don't want him to worry. I'll text him.

Dad. Im sorry I ignored your phone call. I want to be alone. Im safe you don't have to worry. I'll be home late tonight or tomorrow morning. Don't worry about me. I love you.

I put my phone back in my bag and I heard a car pull up in front of me. "Are you okay sweet heart?" The woman asked me. "No. I'll be okay though" I told her wiping my eyes. "Honey you can't stay out her all night. Im brook Diamond-"

"Wait Diamond?" I asked. Please don't say – "Yes Why?" She asked me sitting next to me."Do you have a son, James?" I asked her. Please say yes. "Yes. How do you know him?" She asked me talking her coat of and putting it over my shoulders. "Your son is one of my closest friends. He's a great guy Mrs. Diamond" I told her. "Well do you want to come back to mine? Warm up abit? I can contact your family if you want" She said putting her arms around my shoulders. "Oh no I couldn't do that" I sniffled. "Come on honey. You're more than welcome. Maybe you could tell me what is wrong?" She said sending a sweet smile in my direction. "Thank you" I whispered. She smiled at me, and helped me into her car.

Kendall's POV

I looked at the pieces of paper in my hands and then to Sabrina's retreating figure. I yelled at myself and punched a locker with all my force. Crack. My knuckles were bleeding and the pain was excruciating but I didn't yell. I wouldn't yell. And as if right on que Jennifer walked out of the bathroom. "Hey Baby" She said softly then she saw me cradling knuckle. "Oh honey what happened?" She went to look at my hand when I moved away. "You stay the fuck away from Sabrina and Me. If you come near us again. I will hunt you down" I warned before walking into the auditorium to see someone moving body parts how hey should not be moved. "Mom can I go home?" I asked her. She saw the state I was in and her eyes went wide. "Let's go. Katie is going to James'" She said grabbing her purse and walking to the car. After a long awkward drive we got to the hospital. Yeah that's right. My mom panicked. We walked into the Hospital and my mum spoke to the receptionist. "Urrrm Excuse me. Think my son has broken his knuckle. Do you think you could get someone to look at it?" She asked the blonde receptionist. Ugh blonde. Im going to hate them for the rest of my life. "Yes just follow me" She smiled and led us to a curtained of section. Just take a seat and a doctor will be through to see you in a minute" She said before leaving. "Okay Kendall how the hell did you does that to yourself?" My mom asked me crossing her arms and sitting next to me. "I punched a locker" I told her. "Why?" She said in an angry tone. She was angry because she knows she has to pay for any damage I made. "Because I was angry" I told her simply. Saved by a nurse. Wait isn't that a TV programme? Nope. That's saved by the bell. Idiot Kendall. "Hello Im doctor Williams. What seems to be the problem?" He asked. What an Idiot. "Heart attack. What do you think!" I yelled holding my hand up. My mum slapped me on the arm. "Kendall! Don't be rude. Im sorry Mr. Williams. He's angry"

"It's okay. Let's take a look at that Knuckle shall we?" He asked looking at me. "Im 16 not 6. And Im not here for the sake of it. Im here to have someone LOOK AT IT and fix it!" I yelled. Wow this guy is annoying. "I am so sorry about my son" My mum chuckled nervously. "Okay then" He said "Tell me when it hurts" He said poking at my hand. I yelled anytime he poked around my knuckle. "Okay we are gunna need an X-Ray to be sure. He said. "Would you like to follow me?" He said walking out of the area into a room full of x- ray machines.

About an hour later we got home. My knuckle was broken but it isn't in a stupid cast or anything. Just one of those Fabric cast things. "Now go to bed" My mum instructed me when I got in the house. I went upstairs and layed on my bed just staring at the ceiling. My phone was going off with texts from people asking me how I "Broke" Sabrina. About an hour later I went downstairs to see my mum sat at the kitchen table with her head in her hands. "Mom? I asked sitting opposite her. She looked up and me. "I thought you were asleep honey" My mum said putting her hands around her mug. "How can I?" I asked smiling weekly at my mum. "Kendall what happened this evening?" My mum asked looking at my face. "Mom do I have to talk about it?"

"I would like it if you did" She said looking me in the eye. "I and Sabrina got in a huge fight that's all" I said looking down at the floor. "What were you fighting about?" After explaining everything to my mum, telling her we both have broken hearts and Hugging/comforting it was 2am. "Honey its 2 am. Im going to bed" My mom told me tapping my shoulder so she could move. (I had my head in her lap) I got up. "Im going too. Night Mom" I said kissing her cheek and going upstairs.

Rubbish Ending. I think Im being a good girl. I've updated 3 times in two days :) you should love me ;) xxx anyway. About the hospital thing... I don't have a clue what would happen because I've only ever been to a hospital because I had tonsillitis. Never been to a hospital otherwise so sorry if its really wrong! :) LOVE YOU GUYS! RUSHEERSS! 3