A/N: Short chapter but something is better than nothing. School is almost over so the following chapters will be coming in a more constant fashion. Not this chapter but the following will be more plot driven, this just adds more to the previous. and a further note for all you know it alls: F you, I do what I do (negativity helps no one). But for those with compliments thanks for the encouragement, you are the ones I update for, the haters get nothing.

Chapter 12:

I'm Not Ready to Go

Becoming Emily Gilmore was Lorelai's worst nightmare. Yet with everyday, had the sneaking suspicion that what they had in common was increasing. But she didn't know what to do. She never had to worry about Rory like this before. Sure when she started dating Dean she had been slightly worried but she knew her little girl was in no real danger. Though she still took the precaution of putting her baby on the pill. But this time it was Jess and she didn't trust him as far as she could throw him.

She didn't want Rory to think that she was waiting up for her. Rather than waiting in the living room she stood vigil from her bedroom looking out the upstairs window. It was well past two in the morning when she saw the piece of crap Jess called a car.


Rory leaned in to get her kiss goodnight. Jess offered to walk her to the door but if her mother was waiting up, he might not make it back to the diner. She was already way past curfew.

He met her half way to the kiss. Jess could never just give this girl a peck goodnight. He didn't even have to guide her in to deepen the kiss. She just slid in closer so that there was no discerning space between the two. He loved that his car had no center consol.

Jess held the sides of her face between his two palms while their lips worked in unison. Rory guided her hands under Jess' jacket to hold him tighter to herself. She held onto him like she was afraid he was going somewhere. She could feel him breathing heavily and recognized all signs that betrayed Jess' frisky nature. She loved that frisky nature and began to realize that she had some of those traits as well.

She was nibbling on his lower lip as she felt his hand trail down from its position on her cheek down her neck towards its preferred destination at the curve of her breast.

"Jess…"

He continued to probe her mouth with his own tongue and trace the swell of her breast with his thumb without stopping to respond, "huh…"

"I…don't…want to go."

"Than don't"

By the time they separated, they had managed to fog up the windows that cleared once Rory opened her door and gave her final goodnight.

"I had fun. We should do that again some time."

She smiled at him with her eyes sparkling. He raised a knowing brow and smirked.

"Any time."

Her smile broadened and she could have sworn she saw him wink. She couldn't resist giving him another quick kiss before stepping out into the brisk air. He stayed in the car watching to make sure she got in alright. Despite Stars Hollow's impeccable record of being crime free, he couldn't break some habits he developed in New York.