Hi Guys. I'm sorry about the inconsistent updates. But I've had a lot of bible reading to get done for awana. Which ends next week. So after next week I should be able to go back to weekly updates on this. But until then, I don't think I'll be able to get much writing done. This took me like a week to write, and I just kept writing it in like 20 minute spans. so Idk how great it is. I've just had a lot school, and bible reading and stuff to do, and it's all been really stressful, so I probably won't get any updates out on any of my stories until probably the 13th. Sorry, but real life always comes first. Anyway, here's the one-shot. =)

Also Note: I got the Idea for the title from the song "I Thought I Lost You" in the disney movie "Bolt" and Note that this takes place after the team already knows Robin's identity.

Shout Outs:

Fantasygirl1329: Yeah me too. We have a lot of INTERESTING texts, and I'm excited to do more of those chaps.

Inthenightguest: Of course! Ditto. You're Welcome! =D

Lt. Basil: Lol Thanks! Glad you're enjoying this. =)

Lt. Basil: XD Thanks

Lt. Basil: Sorry, I did not explain that well. I meant it took place From season 1 through when Tim and Damian come.

IloveRobin1822: Yes. I am aware of this now, I just didn't know how it was when I first started, and I haven't had time to go back and fix it yet. Yes, I know it is called "The Bat Glare" But Batman also has a signature growl, which I labeled "The Bat Growl" Thanks you for your criticism and for pointing these things out to me though. =)


Rating: T

Time-Line: Post Season 1

Genre: Angst, Friendship

Summery: Robin is kidnapped by The Joker, and Wally looses it thinking Robin is dead.


"I have eyes on him." KF growled into the com on his ear.

No one had ever seen him this serious or focused before. Then again, it was a serious situation. Robin had been kidnapped by the Joker. Batman had called in the Team and as many members of the Justice League as he could to help, and they had been scouring Gothom for the boy wonder. The Team had just come across an old ware house, and spotted the Joker inside.

And the whole mission Kid Flash had been dead serious about EVERYTHING. Hardly even joking around. He looked about ready to zip into the building right then and punch the Joker into next year. M'gann put a hand on his shoulder, causing him to jump and turn around. "Don't worry, we'll find him Wally." She told him telepathically. He managed a forced smile "Thanks M'gann." She just smiled back.

"Is everyone ready?" KF asked into the communicator. A series of 'yes's followed. "Then let's go." He sped forward into the warehouse, coming to a screeching halt, several feet away from The Joker.

"Well! It's about time someone showed up! I was wondering how much I'd have to do to the little bird before his friends arrived." The Joker grinned, laughing insanely.

"Where's Robin?" Wally growled, glaring at the green haired villain before him. "Oh let's see? Where did I put him..." He said, stroking his chin in fake ponder. Wally's fists, clenched even more,as he was almost vibrating in anger. Aqualad put a hand on his shoulder. "You must stay calm my friend." He said over the mind link. Wally took a deep breath, but still continued to glare. "I won't ask again Joker." He said, spatting out the name as if it left a bad taste in his mouth. "Where is Robin?"

"OH! That's right!" The Joker said grinning madly. "I disposed of him! Bye Bye Little Birdie!" He said pressing a button on a remote, causing a huge holographic screen to turn on showing, Robin beaten and bruised, lying on the ground...unmoving.

KF's eyes widened, "What did you-?" "This is s live feed of your precious little birdie. Or should I say," He grinned, "A dead feed?" KF's eyes widened. Robin wasn't moving at all and his body was all banged up. Wall looked at the moving seconds in the corner of the screen, showing that it was indeed a live feed. Time slowed in that second. To everyone else, it seemed like only milliseconds, but to Wally it was hours. His eyes widened in fear tears coming to them, as he stared in horror at his best friend's body. Then he turned his horrified eyes to the Joker, who had seemed to stand still, the grin still plastered on his face, as time continued to go at a snail's pace for the speedster. The grin on his face caused his split second's grief to change to white hot anger. In in that one second, before he could find out if it was a trick, before he could let himself go into denial, before he could break down sobbing, he ran full speed at him, before anyone else had blinked, or even had time to process what he had said.

He tackled him to the ground, everything around him still going in slow motion, He punched him continuously, The Joker not even realizing what had happened until a second later, He didn't let up, punching him multiple times per second, not even registering he wasn't bothering to make sure he didn't punch too hard, or put too much speed behind it, he didn't care. His vision was blurred with tears, and his fist had become bloodied, he wasn't even aware of the fact that The Joker Begging him to stop. He had one of Gothom's top villains at his mercy. And he didn't CARE. He couldn't think straight, he just knew that this THING had murdered his best friend. And he was going to make him pay.

Tears still streaming down his face, he didn't let up, until he realized that there were multiple pairs of arms desperately trying to pull him off the unconscious villain. There were voices shouting at him, SCREAMING at him to stop, telling him to let him go. He felt a pair of arms grab him. Pinning his arms to his side. "LET ME GO! LET ME GO! HE KILLED DICK! HE KILLED HIM! LET ME GO! LET ME GO! HE KILLED DICK!" Wally screamed, kicking, and flailing, tears streaming down his face. The arms tried holding onto him, struggling, and he could hear Connor grunting, barely registering that he was the one trying to hold him still. He didn't care though. He wasn't going to let that murderer get away, he didn't even realized he had knocked the villain unconscious already.

He barely heard Connor, as he was trying to restrain him saying "He won't stop moving!" growling in his annoyed voice.

He felt strong arms wrap around him completely, just causing him to flail more. "HE KILLED DICK! HE KILLED DICK! HE MURDERED HIM! LET ME GO! HE KILLED DICK! LET. Me. GO!" Wally screamed sobbing. He completely broke down, falling to his knees, dragging whatever person that was holding him, to their knees as well. He sobbed, feeling an arm, and a cape drape around him. "Kid Flash." a low voice growled out. It was Batman. Wally didn't care though. Right now he was just Wally, and this was his best friend's dad. Oh gosh, his best friend. He was gone. He was gone. It hit him like a ton of bricks, he felt like someone had ripped his heart out, he choked on a sob.

"Wally." Batman growled more fiercely. Not harshly. Just sternly. Wally didn't even look up at him, he just continued sobbing, his face buried in Bruce's chest.

"Wally." A quiet voice said. This time Wally did look up. His vision still obscured by tears, but he was still able to make out the R insignia, against the red uniform. "Di-" "Secret Identities, Kid Flash." Batman interrupted. "Rob." Wally choked. He sped out of Bruce's arms, closing the distance between him and Dick in less them a second. He let out a sob, clutching onto his best friend. Dick's arms instantly, wrapped around Wally, sliding to the ground when the speedster's knees buckled beneath him. For a few seconds they just sat there Wally sobbing, Dick shushing him. "I-I thought y-you wer-were dead." Wally choked out. "I know, I'm fine though. I'm alright KF. I'm alive." Wally just held him tighter, his body still shaking with silent tears. "H-How are you-? I-I saw-" "I know." Dick cut him off. "He beat me up a bit, then knocked me out. He took my picture while I was unconscious, and put the date, and moving time in the corner of the picture, so it appeared that I wasn't breathing, and that it was a live feed." Dick sighed.

Wally just held him tighter. "Don't leave me again. Please don't leave me." Wally whispered, still crying. "I won't I'm sorry Wally. I'm sorry." He whispered back. After a few more minutes the police were leaving with Joker, going to take him to a hospital, before putting him in prison. Dick whistled lowly. "You really did a number on him KF." for the first time since he had attacked him Wally actually looked at the Joker, horrified at the bloodied mess the criminal was. "I…I didn't mean to…" Dick squeezed his shoulder. "I know. You just…lost your temper. I probably wouldn't of gone much easier on him if I had thought he'd killed you."

"You can all go home tonight. But I expect mission reports by noon tomorrow." Batman growled out. They all nodded, before heading to the bio ship. Except for Batman, Robin, and Kid Flash. They walked silently to where the Batmobile had been parked outside the warehouse. Batman got in te driver seat, and Robin got in the backseat. KF stood awkwardly outside of it before Batman sighed. "Get in Kid." He said. Wally hesitantly sat down in the back seat with Robin.

He fidgeted with his gloves endlessly, staring out the window. They pulled into the secret entrance of the Batcave. Once they were inside they got out. Bruce saying he'd be up in a minute. While Wally and Dick went up the secret elevator. Neither of them talked on the way up. They silently both got ready for bed (ever since Wally started hanging out at the Manor a lot, he kept a few things there, like a change of clothes, an extra costume, pajamas, and some toiletries) Since they had lots of unplanned sleepovers there, or he'd hang out there when they were both recovering from a mission sometimes. And Rob had the same kind of stuff at his house. They both sighed, flopping down onto Dick's king sized bed.

"Dick?"

"Yeah?"

"I always knew that, there was a risk of something happening to all of us, being superheroes and all, risking our lives and stuff. That simulation last year didn't help either...but...It has never seemed this real. At least in the simulation we woke up and it wasn't real...but what do we do if something DOES happen to one of us? I...I don't know what I would do if I lost you, or my Uncle, or Artemis, or ANYONE on the team..."

Dick sighed. "I know buddy. You just have to move on eventually. It will always still hurt, but we just have to try and make sure that doesn't happen."

Wally sighed too. "Yeah I guess so...I'm just...glad that you're not dead."

"Why? You wouldn't have missed we right?" Dick smirked.

Wally grabbed one of the pillows on the bed, hitting him with it. "Of course not dork. But who else would I be able to text all my random thoughts to?"

Dick laughed. And they continued to talk and crack jokes, until they fell asleep, as if nothing had happened. And Wally was just glad he was able to hear his best friend still breathing as he fell asleep.


Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. Idk how I feel about this one. I rewrote it several different times, and wasn't super pleased with how it turned out. Idk. Anyway I hope you guys still enjoyed it!

Fun Fact: This week I learned that the word "Angst" is German for the word "Fear"

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~SunshineGirl14