Beck's big mistake!
Beck's POV,
I feel really bad about what I said to Jade, but I knew what I said to her, that I meant it. I didn't do anything that night but sit there. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, or talk about it to anyone. Around two in the morning, a couple of tears ran down my face. I got in the shower about five and was ready by five-forty-five.
"Can I talk to you?" Charlie walked in.
"Why? You wanna beat me more?"
"Sit." I sat down. "Why aren't you eating? How come you were up at five?"
"Why does it matter to you?"
"Why? You're making your mom very worried."
"I know it's my fault right."
"It wouldn't surprize me."
"Get out! This is my RV! Leave!" I yelled.
"You can't tell me what to do! I've done everything for you! I don't hate you!"
"Yeah you do."
"Your mom does too."
"My mother LOVES ME! GET THE FUCK OUT!" Charlie threw me against the wall. I grunted in pain and he laughed.
"You get out there ang eat something." He demanded.
"No, I'm not hungry."
"Fine. I hope you starve to death." He walks out. Around 7:45 I went in the house and stood by the door. When Mr. Vega pulled up I went out the house. I got in the car and didn't say anything.
"Well, hello Beck." He greeted me. I looked at him and then stared out the window. "So you're not going to talk today." I said nothing. "Fine." He pulled up to the school and we got out.
I was at his locker getting ready for Sikowitz's class.
"Hey, Beck." Andre said.
"Oh, hey Andre."
"Man, you look terrible."
"I know. I didn't sleep at all last night,"
"What you said to Jade kept you up, huh?"
"Yes. I love her and I didn't mean to say it like that, but the only thing I did was make it worse."
"Jade is Jade, you know she's gonna get over it and making out with you in no time."
"I don't know."
"Ok. What's the worse thing she could do?"
"Kill herself."
"Well I know she didn't do that, because I saw her today."
"Well I haven't."
"See she just walked by."
"Can you talk to her for me?"
"Sure." He walked over to Jade. "Hey, are you still mad at Beck?" I could hear them.
"What does it matter to you?" She slammed her locker and started walking away.
He grabbed her wrist. "Talk to me."
"Ow!" She pulled her wrist back.
"What? I didn't even do it that hard."
"Nothing. Just forget it. No! Don't." She screamed when he pulled up her sleeve.
"Why? Jade why would you do that?"
"Don't tell anyone especially Beck and Rylee." Tell me what?
"But why?"
"You wouldn't understand."
"I need to tell Beck."
"No! You can't!" TELL ME WHAT?
"Beck does still love you."
"Exactlly why he made out with Rylee."
"He did that for you."
"No, he knows that Rylee isn't going to leave us alone."
"What about me?" Rylee looked down to see Jade's wrist. "Ohh, Beck pushed you over the edge? Huh." What is she talking about?
Jade pulled her sleeve down. "If you tell anyone, you won't be able to even see Beck for the rest of your life." She walked to Sikowitz's class room.
"You better not tell anyone." Andre told Rylee.
"Oh, I won't." She smiled and walked away.
He ran back over to me. "I think she's still mad."
I slammed my locker, "Of course!" I looked at Andre. "Lets just go to class."
"Alright." We walked to class.
"Do you think I should try to sit next to Jade?" I asked.
"No way man. Just sit next to me and another boy. You defintly don't want to sit anywhere near Rylee or Tori."
Rylee smiled and walked up to Beck. "Hey Beck."
I looked at her and walked away. I sat next to Andre and Robbie.
Sikowitz walked in. "Hello people. We are gonna go over the alphabet improv again. Anyone wants to be captian?"
"I'll do it." Andre said.
"Ok! Pick five other people to perform with you." Sikowitz yelled.
"Beck, Rylee, Tori, Jade, and Cat."
I walked up first with everyone following. "Ok, were are we at?" I asked.
"A very very hot beach." Rylee said.
"Ok, Rex give me a letter." Sikowitz told Rex/
"F."
"Ok." Andre said.
"Wait." Rylee screamed.
"What?"
"It's a hot beach right?"
"That's correct."
"Well Jade should take off her sweater."
"Yes Jade take off your sweater."
"But I don't want to."
"I don't care, take it off."
"Or what?"
"I'll take it off of you."
"I'd like to see you try."
He started walking towards Jade. "Ok."
"Ok! I'll take it off." She went to her seat and took it off. She walked back on the stage. She glared at Rylee. "Are you happy?"
"Absolutely!" Rylee replied.
"Beck start with F. Action."
"Fantastic day." I said.
"Go over there. I need to tell you something." Andre told me.
"Hey, I thought Jade said not too." Rylee said.
"I have no idea what you guys are talking about." Cat said innocently.
"Jade why are you against the wall?" Tori asked Jade.
"Kinda cool over here." Jade replied.
"Lets go over there." I said and we walked over to Jade.
"Man Rylee why don't you leave them alone."
"No thanks, I like messing with them." She smiles.
"Please leave them alone?"
"Sit down Cat, the letter was O." Cat sat down. "Tori start with O."
"Oh, Jade. You know Beck is sorry."
"Please shut up."
"Quiet. Let me talk to her."
"No you can't!"
"Sit down Andre, the letter was R."
"Man I hate this improv." He sat down.
"Really Beck I think she would talk to you by herself."
"Shut up Rylee!"
"Tori! Just stop causing more trouble."
"Unlike you to say."
"Very unlike you."
"Why do you have to cause stuff?" Tori glared at Rylee.
"X-rays of her brain wouldn't even figure that out." Turns towards Rylee and I saw her arm.
Class said. "Ooooooooooo."
"You did that. That's what Andre was trying to tell me?"
"Exactly!"
"Wrong! Rylee sit down, the letter was Z!"
"You're a zoo animal." She sat down.
"Lovely to know. Action."
"Zoo tickets are in my hand, wanna go." Tori held them up.
"Actually no."
"Bad idea. But Jade please talk to me."
"Can you do that after school?"
"Don't you have better things to do. Like make out with Rylee."
"Everything I said to her I didn't mean."
"Forget it. I'm going to get ice-cream." She walked off of the stage and waited till one of us to get out before she came back up there.
"Go because you were the one who said she was a good kisser."
"Hey, I said that but she no where near as good as you." I smiled.
"I don't care. Wait, really?"
"Just right."
"You're smiling. You don't mean that." She walked off of the stage and sat down.
"Tori continue the scene."
"K, I'm back."
"Lucky."
"Man, what are you talking about?"
"Not all the boys like you. But every girl in the school likes me."
"And you're upset about that."
"Beck you win and Tori sit down." I was getting ready to leave.
"Are you ready to go?" Mr. Vega asked me.
"Actually, I'm gonna walk home."
"Ok I'll kinda keep an eye on you."
"K." I walked out of the school.
AN: Ok.
1) I'm so sorry for not updating in like forever!
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Alright. I wanna tell you a little spoiler. Beck made a HUGE mistake by walking home. *Evil smile* Please review? Pwease? And you can follow me on twitter.
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