Pressure. A pushin against Sarahs heart. Gasp. The deep, scared breath that was taken as her eys shot open. Sarahs heart monitor beeped quicker in responce to her heart beat quickening. It was dark and Sarah was alone. Calming down, a nurse came in the room. She was a small burnette woman, who gave a sigh of relife when Sarah calmed down. "Your awake!" She said in an excited whisper. Not wanting to Scare Sarah. Sarahs head hurt. She tried to move her arm, to put her hand to her head, but couldnt, she felt so weak. "Wha-..Where?" The nurse smiled. "You were in an accident a few weeks ago. We had to get you to surgrey, and fix your head, and a few other things. Sarahs eyes widened as she looked down at her no longer plump stomach. Her heart beat went up again and the nurse placed her hands on Sarahs shoulders to calm her. "Its ok I understand take a breath, your baby is fine." Sarah calmed down and breathed deeply. The nurse continued. "During surgery it came to a point where we could take the baby out. It was risky but both you and the baby made it. Now she is almost a month premature, so she has to stay in our devices to make sure she stays healthy." Sarah could almost feel herself cry. "S-she?" The nurse gave a small laugh. "Yes Sarah, you gave birth to a beautiful baby girl." Sarah smiled as small happy tears came down her face. "I sent your friends home the other day, they needed their rest and all, but later on today they should be coming to visit. Why dont you try and get some sleep though its only 4am." Sarah nodded and relaxed, nothing hurt, but she was rather irritated she couldnt move much.

when 11am came around Sarah was egarly greeted by a large group of people. Steve came first and hugged her, Sarah couldnt hug back much, but within the time she woke up she gained slight strength back in her arm. Everyone else joined shortly after also greeting her with hugs. "We were so worried about you." Natasha said in relife. Loki walked up to her with very little emotion on his face. Sarah wasnt sure what he was going to do. He then opened his arms ever so slightly, leaned down and hugged her. Sarah smiled. "Good to see you to Loki." Everyone gathered and caught her up on some of the things she had missed these past few weeks, both good and bad. What they were not doing was telling her about the one thing she wanted to hear. "Have you seen her?" Sarah asked looking at Steve who smiled and nooded. "We all have, shes so beautiful Sarah. Shes got your everything." Pepper smiled. "Hey maybe we can get them to bring her in here?" Sarah gave a look of hope. Tony smirked. "Yeah why shouldnt she? Will ask when the Doctor come." Just then th Doctor came in. "Ask me what?" Sarah bit her lip. "Can I see my baby?" The doctor frowned. "No Im sorry not yet. If you havnt already noticed, your very weak. This is because the area we had to fix in your head has caused you to in a way forget how to be mobile. Clearly you know what to do but you brain at the moment is having truble responding to it, so for the next few weeks your going to go through alot of physical therapy before you can even sit up on your own. Besides that, Your baby is premature and needs to stay in the incuabtor, this cant leave the steril enviorment we have it set in. Im sorry." Sarah sighed and frowned while nodding. She understood, but that doesnt mean she had to be happy about it. Let the pain begin.

(Ok I know no one wants to read 3 chapters just based on her going threw physical therapy, so Im going to speed up the process jusssssttt a smigin.)

2 weeks later...

Sarah pulled. "Ahh.." She wimpered in pain. The doctor wrote down some notes. "Ok Sarah you can stop now, we will try again tomorrow." Sarah sat back a took a deep breath. She had been sitting in this hospital for 2 weeks now and was still having a hard time sitting up. He friend continued to visit her everyother day, while updating her about the baby when they could visit it. The babay was getting stronger and so wa she, but Sarah couldnt help but get frustrated at herself. She felt as though she wasnt pushing hard enough. Sometimes on her own, she would try and situp on her own, with no one around. The doctor suggusted her not to, but Sarah couldnt help it.

2 more weeks later...

Sarah could now sit up on her own and was working on walking. She could not properly grasp things yet though. So ven though she could sit up and her baby was stronger, Sarah was still not allowed to see her. Emilia. Steve and Natasha helped her fill out the paperwork the otherday. Her baby's name was Emilia Ann Sweet. She named her middle name after her mother. Since Sarah and Steve were not married, they decided to hold off on calling her Rogers. Pepper and Tony decided to post-pon the wedding until Sarah was better and could attend.

3 weeks later... (Lot of time passing)

Sarah was walking better, she still needed to use assistance though, like a walked or something that could roll with her. Sarah would pratice by pushing a medical bed around the hospital. She would have Natasha and Pepper sit on it While she pushed to gather strength. " Dont you feel like your going a little far Sarah?" Pepper asked concerned. They stopped infron of Steve and the others. Steve greeted her with a smile. Sarah returned it while giving him a small kiss. "I went around 5 times today." Steve smiled still but put a loving hand on Sarah shoulder. "Becarful, if you push youself to much you can do more damage."

2 weeks later (Ok so its been like what 3 months?)

Now Sarah could walk very well, but was still advised to becarful. She now took lessons on grip. Though she could close her hands all the way, she could not hold things very long, and it was now beging to break her. Steve walked in to an aggrivated physical therapy worker walking out. "She nuts!" He said storming out. Steve raised an eyebrow. "Sarah what was all that about?" Sarah rolled her eyes. "Nothing, he just isnt pushing me hard enough." She attepmted to take a small ball and hold onto it like a child. Lasting only a few moments before her arms gave out and droped it. Sarah groaned in frustration. Steve walked over to her and hugged her. "Its ok, it will come." Sarah shook her head and pushed herself away from Steve. "You dont get it Steve. I cant hold my baby. I cant see her, and I cant hold her. Everyone else can. You can hold her, Tony can, Nat, Pepper, Bruce, everyone. But I cant hold my baby!" Steve saw the angry tears form in Sarahs eyes, realising how upset she was.

That night Sarah lay asleep in her bed when Natasha woke her. "Hey wake up!" Her voice was in a harsh whisper. Sarah looked at the time seeing it was 1:30 in the morning. She rubbed her eyes. "Nat, what are you doing?" Natasha put a finger to her mouth. "Shhh." With that Nat signaled the others who picked Sarah up and placed her on one of the thinner hall beds. Scooting her out the door they all made their way down the hall. Sarah didnt understand what was going on. Suddenly they stopped and smiled at her. Sarah looked at them confused. Pepper pointed in the opposite direction they were standing. Sarahs eyes widened and she covered her mouth, as small tears formed in her eyes. They had brought her to Emilia. Not right to her, but to the window that looked inside where her child lay in an small bed, no longer in need of the incubator. "Hey there you." Sarah said placing her hand on the glass. "Hey there baby girl..its ok, mammas a little banged up to but we are ok." Sarah got good sleep that night, even though she didnt want to leave.

Last 2 weeks..

Sarah was completely ready to go home, and so was baby Emilia. Sarah, and the others counted down for a hour as Emilia sat in a car seat. Aparently she needed to sit in one for that long before she could leave in it. "5..4...3..2..1!" Everyone shouted. Sarah didnt move. She was afraid. She didnt want to put her child in a car. "No." She said shaking her head. "No..no..get her out..get my baby out of that death trap!" Sarah quickly walked over to Emilia and fiddled with the seat belt. Pepper frowned and walked over to her. "Sarah..its ok. To you everything is out to hurt you baby... car seats..book shelves, germs, the corners of your home. Everything. Your not worried because your afraid of the car, or the car seat, your worried because your a mother." Sarah sighed she knew Pepper was right. She buckled Emilia back in the car seat. "Ok you..lets go home."

Sarah sat in the back seat while Steve drove them home. Everyone followed behind them. When they got to Sarahs home she carefully grabbed Emilia and made her way upstaires. When Sarah walked in Steve took Emilia from her. "I have a surprise for you." He said with a grin. Sarah raised an eyebrow and Natasha and Pepper giggled. Bruce covered Sarahs eyes, and lead her across the room. "Where are you guys taking me?" "You'll see is all they said, when fianlly she was stopped. Bruce uncovered her eyes to reveal...the office door. Sarah raised an eyebrow. "Um..thank you?" Tony laughed and opened the door. Inside was not her office but an adorable baby room.

There was nothing crazy about it, but Sarah loved it. Steve grinned. "When we had free time, me and the guys put together this. Since we didnt know if Emilia was going to be a girly girl, or a tomboy, we made it green!" Sarah laughed and hugged Steve, Bruce, Thor, Clint, Loki, and finally Tony. "Thank you Tony, I know you had a big part in this." Tony smiled down at her lovingly. Sarah stepped away before it could become akward for everyone. Pepper gave a small smile at Sarah, but her eyes went back to Tony, who was still watching Sarah. Why couldnt he look at her like that? Pepper had forgivin Sarah and Tony, but that doesnt mean it didnt hurt any less. Tony then turned to Pepper and smiled softly at her. Why did she have to love this man so much?

Within a few 2 weeks the wedding for Pepper and Tony was back on. They would be married in 3 days. There was going to have an April wedding. Emilia was a rolly polly baby, and no one could get enough of her. Sarahs baby was crack. Sarah, Emilia and the Avengers sat at the long dining table. Sarah liked when they could all have a nice dinner together, without almost going at it. "So where you guys going for the honey moon?" Bruce asked taking a bite of bread. Tony shrugged. "We were thinking Japan. Lots of sushi, and crazy looking buildings." Burce laughed. "What about you Pepper any place strike you?" Natasha asked. Pepper also shrugged. "It dosnt really matter, Iv been all ove the place with Tony, maybe greece..then again Japan is also pretty interesting." Natsha nodded and continued to eat. When everyone was done eating, they all helped clean up, for the most part. Sarah and the other women did most of it. Finally it was time for bed. Sarah walked over to the play pen where Emilia lay asleep. Carefully she picked her up to take her to her crib in her room. Tony smiled at the two of them. "She is so cute." Sarah smiled. "Yeah, yeah she is." Tony put his hand in his pockets and shrugged. "I guess thats what you get when a super model-looking agent and geniuse reporduce." Sarah chuckled. "So your calling Steve smart now? No more captin star spandex?" Tony shook his head. "No I will still call him that, and even though I have to give Steve credit, since he must be a genius for snagging you, he wasnt the one I was talking about, I was refering to myself." Sarahs eyes widened. "Tony.." Tony put his hand up. "Dont bother making excuses or playing dumb, because your not dumb, and I know it. Which is why I also know that that baby looks a like you but nothing like Steve. So clearly she must be mine." Sarah didnt know why she was now angry. "Tony, even if this baby wasnt Steves, that dosnt mean shes yours." Tony looked sceptical. "Oh really so your a whore now?" Sarahs eyes widened. "Hey! You knew what we had. I was ready to give it up, I was done, with all the boys, all the. nonsence, done, but you chose Pepper remember? You left me! You do not get to call me a whore." He shook his head. "You lied to me." "No I didnt." Sarah argued. "You kept the truth." Tony said. Then he walked away. Leaving her stunned.