Until The Day I Die

dreamgirl: I bring this songfic to you in great honor because I totally LOVE this song. From the very first time I heard it, I was like, "KuroFai, KuroFai, KuroFai...This song represents KuroFai!!" And voila!! Here it is!

disclaimer: Don't own nothing. "Until The Day I Die" belongs to Story of the Year

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Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you

When they got to Acid Tokyo, everything seemed like a waste of time, as if nothing were going to happen. How wrong Kurogane had been. He had fought with freakin' vampire and almost got killed! But that was the least of his problems. The ninja and his part time lover were in the middle of a fight. After Rekord, everything had seemed…different. He had still made love with the mage, but it didn't seem as forced, but Fai still had a lot of secrets that were hidden.

As years go by, I race the clock with you

But if you died right now you know that'd die too, I'd die too

You remind me of the times when I knew who I was

But still, the second hand will catch us like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes; I'll take the fall for you

Hope you need this now, I know I still do

A lot had happened since they arrived into Tokyo: Kurogane's discussion with Fai, Syaoran turning into some evil SOB, the princess disappearing and…the mage's eyes been pulled out of his friggin' head! They had been through so much together, and when the shinobi saw that one beautiful cerulean eye was missing…all hell broke loose. He hadn't been there to protect the one he loved most. He begged the mage and even demanded him to not die and fight for it, but the moron still wanted to die. Sure, they both had made mistakes while being together, but sharing their "precious moments" together were important, have they not gotten through to the mage? Kurogane would do anything for Fai, and that included becoming his "prey".

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until that day I die

I'll spill my heart for you

Kurogane knew everything would change the moment he chose to stop the kid from eating Fai's other eye. He knew, even when he made that deal with the witch to keep the mage alive. He knew everything, and yet, he knew nothing. For example: Kurogane knew saving Fai's life would hurt both of them (emotionally and physically), but he never expected it to be excruciating. When the mage felt pain, the Jap felt pain as well. But none of this mattered because Kurogane would spill his heart for Fai until the day he died.

Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?

Never fall apart so tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you

But still we'll say, "Remember when"

Just like we always do, just like we always do

The ninja wanted to comfort the blonde as much as he could, but kept quiet instead. It wasn't just lies that he was tired of, it was the lies that were truths. Difficult to understand? Yes. Easy to overcome? No. The lies Fai told were the ones he would tell to protect others. The lies that weren't really lies were the ones he told to protect himself. Kurogane knew all about these lies, not exactly what they were, but what they could do to a person. And when Fai started to refuse before becoming a vampire, Kurogane grabbed him by the shirt and felt the sudden urge to choke him. Half because he hated him for giving up, and half because he told the mage that he couldn't die until the ninja killed him himself.

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah, I'd spill my heart

Yeah, I'd spill my heart for you

That morning the blonde woke up and decided to use the brunette's full name, it stung. He never really liked the nicknames; still, it hurt him to know that their bond was now broken in some parts. Just when the ninja thought that he had torn down the mage's walls, taller and stronger ones were built to protect the insanity that lied ahead. Fai was not the same person before, or rather he WAS the same person, just his darker side had finally shown. It something Kurogane had wished for, just not like this. Even with a bad attitude, Kurogane would strive to protect Fai and do whatever the blonde wished.

My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes, mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes

There were times when the Jap felt like killing the mage, and then there were times when he just wanted to make infinite love to him. This time, it was somewhere in between. Fai honestly believed that when Kurogane saved him, it was the biggest mistake he could make, along with becoming too close to the ninja. But Kurogane wanted nothing more than to hurt him, just to make up ad kiss him. 'How could he be so stupid? Does he not understand how much we love him?' The ninja thought. The hardest part was convincing him to drink. Maybe it was a mistake, but sometimes two wrongs do equal a right. Fai was wrong to lie, and Kurogane was wrong for saving someone who didn't want to be saved. But what came out of this, absolutely nothing.

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you (3x)

Until the day I die (2x)

The mage asks, "Why did you save me? What the hell have I done to deserve this?" The ninja glares, "Nothing, that's what. You don't fight for your life, you don't care whether you die or not…" The blonde gets angry, "That's none of your bloody business! What I do with my life is none of your concern!" The brunette sighs, "It is my concern. You think by saving you I might find out about your past, but I don't really care. Damn it, why don't understand that? I will risk my life for you until the end!" That is how they ended their discussion and haven't spoken since. Kurogane was frustrated and began to play his ipod for the first time in a long time. The song he was listening to annoyed him to no end. What surprises both of them is, they think this is the end. They think they can get away from all of this, but truth is…they can't. Their bond is already so strong, that nothing can break it. It is inevitable.


dreamgirl: Wouldn't it just suck to be in love with a liar? You never know when their telling the truth or not. In KuroFai's case, Kurogane always knows when Fai is lying, but have you noticed something else? TRC is connected to Death Note!! In L's case, he can't always tell if Light/Kira is being truthful. Which sucks. Anyway, I'm gonna make a songfic to that to. REVIEW!!!