December 26th, 2006

The past six days have been six of the most emotionally draining days of all my existence.

On December 20th, everything changed. Four and a half weeks after I saw Audrey, she called our home. Before I could even have a chance to get up, I saw Alice's face change and her mouth hung open in what can only be described as utter horror. She was speechless for a few minutes and I heard Edward pick up the phone.

"Audrey, I'm afraid you're going to need to calm down…I can barely understand what you're saying." Why was she so upset? "You what? Oh…Audrey, listen to me, pack a bag. No, no…no questions, I will be there in three hours and I'm bringing you back here to our home. Do not tell anyone where you are going. Just wait for me okay? Thank you. Bye." Edward hung up the phone and all I heard was "I'll be back later" before he walked right out of the house.

"Alice what is it? What did you see?" Had she seen something bad happening to Audrey? Bad happening to anyone we knew? I wasn't expecting her to have her turn towards me, with nothing but…well, nothing but hatred in her eyes.

"How could you do this to me Jasper…how could you??" she repeated over and over again before she got up and ran away from the house…as fast as she could. I knew this wasn't good. Clearly, something was wrong. Edward wouldn't have just gotten up and left to go get Audrey and bring her here to our home. Alice would never look at me with hatred. My only option was to sit and wait…wait to see what was going on. I was on nerves end. Finally, after six hours of waiting, they finally came back. I could hear say things softly to Audrey.

"Don't worry, Carlisle is one of the best doctors." He said. A doctor! What was wrong with her…why did she need a doctor? Was she ill? Edward walked in first…followed by Audrey behind him. Then, about three things happened in about ten seconds. I saw Edward wrap his arm around Audrey and push her behind him, his eyes widening in shock…Alice bursting into the house, looking like she wanted to rip someone apart…and someone grabbing my arm in a strong grip, so as if to keep me away from the scene in front of me.

"Stay away from her Alice." Edward said calmly, but it was obvious he did not like what she was thinking.

"Move Edward." She hissed. "I want to see her…"

"It's already done, you do not need to see proof."

"Let me see!" she yelled, causing most of us to jump. Suddenly, Audrey was on the other side of Edward, his arm still shielding her. It made me feel an insane amount of Jealousy.

"This…" she breathed heavily thru her nose "is all YOUR fault. You have ruined my marriage! I knew I should have kept him away from you…why have you taken him away from me Audrey…the man that I love! You selfish, selfish girl! You think by giving him the one thing I can NEVER give him will suddenly make him all yours. Well you're wrong! Because you two will never be together…and even if you chose to be with him, I would literally fight you for him…I would ki…"

"Alice" Both Edward and I yelled at her and she stopped screaming for a second. I turned towards Audrey who was standing there wide eyed, a shocked expression on her face.

"You're right." She whispered "I'm so sorry Alice…" what! She was apologizing to Alice for…wait, what was going on here? Alice said that she is giving me the one thing she could. The only thing that could be was…oh! I walked towards them, standing between Alice and Audrey, looking her straight in the eyes.

"Edward, move your arm please." I said and I felt Audrey's panic level rise. He hesitantly moved it…and my eyes instantly fell upon the rest of her body. And sure enough, just barely noticeable but there right in front of me, was a small bump resting underneath the sweater she was wearing. This didn't make sense. I mean, yes I had no firsthand experience with this but, there was no way she would be showing so quickly. It had only been four weeks since we had been together. Things weren't adding up.

"You got her pregnant…." Alice confirmed it to everyone but I didn't look to see everyone's reactions. My eyes only stay locked on Audrey's. I could feel her anxiety level rising as well. Before anyone could say anything else, I saw her sway a little, her face going suddenly pale…

"I think I'm going to be sick…" she mumbled before fatigue caught up with her and she collapsed. But, she was up in my arms before she even touched the floor.

"Carlisle, please…" I pleaded with him and he just nodded. I followed him upstairs, my eyes never leaving Audrey. She was so pale and sick looking. Whatever that was growing inside of her was making her very ill, very quickly….We took her into the spare room we had…well, it was actually a room where Carlisle always kept his extra medical supplies when he was doing experiments at home. Thankfully, there was a bed in the room. At the moment, I didn't really care why.

"Set her down gently son." He said, taking things out of his bag. I lay her gently on the bed and her eyes fluttered open.

"Jasper?" her voice was barely a whisper.

"I'm here sweetheart…" he eyes turned to look at Carlisle "That's Carlisle. He's going to help you okay?" she nodded.

"Jasper, perhaps you should wait outside while I try and run some tests on Audrey. I'll come and get you when I'm done." I didn't want to leave but I knew I had to. I stood outside in the hallway…waiting in agony. Finally, about thirty minutes later, Carlisle walked out…a grim expression on his face.

"What is it!" I panicked. Had something happened to her while I was gone??

"Jasper, things do not look good…." Oh, no…I wasn't about to lose Audrey. "The child is completely like you…there is no heartbeat, no blood flowing…none of Audrey's genes are dominant." My face fell. That meant that the child was completely like me, a vampire?

"What can we do Carlisle?"

"I'm afraid there are only two options…which, neither of them are pleasant." He sighed.

"The first would be for her to be changed. There is no way she will be able to have the child and survive through it. It would kill her." He looked at me.

"What's the other option Carlisle? I don't know if she will go for that." She had already said she didn't want that to be her destiny. Unless she had changed her mind now…

"I can give her pills…pills that would…that would basically rid her body of the baby…" I went to open my mouth to say something when we heard Audrey moaning in pain in the other room. I rushed inside and to her…something needed to decided..right now…

*I'm sorry, I'm Sorry but I have to cut it off right there! The entry was getting too long…so it's going to be a two part entry! I promise to have it up later on today…But please let me know what you thought!!! What are they going to decide!!*