Just like heaven

by

Gully88

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Some how and no matter what, she will make it up to Andrea, she had to do something for her to make her forgive her for that day and the other days and hopefully when she does Andrea will remember and maybe she will have Andrea as her own as she will be her Andreas.

She hoped, but she lived on hope. So that was wha she was goiong to do

Chapter 12

For 4 days, Nigel kept a close eye on Miranda for her moods changed so dramatically that everyone was actually praying that Miranda didnt look at them, walk by them or even breath near Miranda. She ask for one thing and then snap and change her mind and then when they (employers) do what they are asked, she hates it and blames them.

Emily was so on edge she was going to faint soon for Miranda had sacked the assitant who was actually doing really good, but her coffee was not as hot as Miranda wanted it , she was fired ,she rushed out in a loud sobs.

Nigel knew he had to do something

He walked in with head held high and closed her office doors behind him, Miranda didn't notice his presence until he cleared his throat

'Did i ask you to come here Nigel?', her voice so chilled, Nigel didnt flinch

'No Miranda'

Miranda turned in her chair and looked at him with an annoyed expression

'Whats wrong Miranda?', he asked with a serious look , Miranda gave a cold look to him and saw he was not effected by the Miranda look. This mad her even more annoyed that her friend wasn't effected by her

'What do you mean Nigel?', she looked at her laptop to distarct herself

'You been even more ... vicious'

'Vicious' She looked him in the face, her voice cold as ice and put on her most ice Queen face

'What happened Friday?', Nigel leaned on her desk moving close in her personal space, Miranda lips pursed and she looked away from him and back to the laptop

'I dont know what your talking about, nothing happened Friday', she cleared her voice and Nigel knew then something Happened

'What did you do to Andy', Miranda head snapped up to look at him

'I did Nothing', she growled

'Oh really, well i think you did and your feeling guilty and your taking it out on everyone who works for you. Miranda your my friend, tell me what happened and maybe we could do something to fix it ', he sat down and watched her expressions.

Sadness was in her blue eyes, he recognised that look, when Andy walked away from her in Paris. Miranda walked in and he saw her without her. In her eyes sadness was their, the same he saw then was back on now.

'she is starting to remeber', she whispered, Nigel looked at her closely

'And? ... that's good isn't it?' He asked

'Yes. And no'

Miranda sighed loudly

'Why?', he asked confusingly, 'don't you want her to remember you and start something special. I mean come on Miranda, i know both of your husbands and not once did i see your look at your husbands then when you you look at her when you though no one was looking. For once, you wanted to see how it would feel to fall for someone not as an obligation but for something you want or once and not what the world wants',

Miranda looked up at him and swallowed hard

'She will remember how terrible i treated her and she wont forgive me', she said

'Miranda, she loves you. You heard her say it in the hospital'

'But what if she changes her mind, my husbands did. They let me Nigel and i had to pick up the pieces. If i lose her again, i don't think i would pick myself up', Nigel sadly looked at her

'Miranda, love is not easy. It can go all the way to something so strong and pure or it will fall apart to pieces, that's the only way it will go. No one knows if it will last, it depends on each person in the relationship if they truly want to be with the other. They work it, make it work. Its just a leap of faith'

Miranda was silent

Andrea was starting to remember and when she did, what then? Will she hate Miranda for the things she had done or will she want to be with her and try. Her accident left her in the hospital for awhile, she had nearly died and yet she survived. That kind of trama can change people, but has if affect Andrea , did she hide it without letting anyone know.

Miranda was, she admit, scared of this and her feelings. She was afraid she would fail again at another reationship. But maybe, just maybe, this with Andrea was true and very real.

She had thinking to do and then she will make a big descsion. It would get the paparazzi selling more newspapers. She will have to speak with the twins first, then her lawyer and the girls father.

She turned to Nigel and smiled

'Thank you Nigel'

'Your welcome', he smiled proudly

'Now, get back to work or your off limits to the closet or 2 months', she glared and looked at her laptop, Nigel grinned and shook his head

'Yes Miranda', he stood up

'Thats all', she spoke


'Andy', Lilly knocked on her door and waited, but no one replied and no sound came from inside

'Andy', she said again knocking and listening or an kind of sound

Andy hadn't phone her back and no one had seen her, the mirror said that Andy wasn't feeling very well and took the day off, Doug hadn't heard from her, the others hadn't and Lilly was starting to get very, very worried.

Lilly phone Andy mobile and heard the ringing inside the apartment. She knocked again loudly, Andy never let without her phone Case they meet up for lunch.

Inside Andy was in the corner o her front room, the curtains were closed and the place was rather dark. Andy hadnt slept for 3 nights. Her head was hurting and her flashbacks came hitting at her making her having bad headaches, she was rocking back and forward and whimpered quietly.

Her face was tear stained and she looked a mess, after Miranda's she came home and cried, she didn't know why she felt upset. She hardly knew the woman.

So she got into bed and dreamed and as she woke up, her head hurt and then every so often a memory came and it hits her hard so much that it hurts like hell. She was remembering everything all at once and all she could do was let it happen and it did, they kept coming

Her hands came to her head, closed her eyes tightly and clenched her teeth hard and hope that this would end