BAM!!! IT'S CHAPTER 11 LEARN HOW TO COUNT THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T =) love you all just the same =0) isn't that a dorky smiley face?? Sorry off track here we go.

Just a simple ending to an amazing day. Paul and I had left awhile ago and were now walking on the snowy beach in front of Sam and Emily's house. The snow crunched under our feet as we walked on the, what once was sandy beach. The trees had icicle dripping of there branches shining in the moonlight. The stars shined brighter than they usually do. Making it all the more amazing. I let my eyes rake around my surroundings as Paul and I walked down the beach his arm wrapped around my shoulder his hand hanging over my hand holding onto it. "There's something bothering you or something wrong. You choose either way I'll be upset." Paul's voice broke the silence around us. "Will you be doubly upset if I say both?" "mhm," "To bad," He grunted at that. We continued walking though I could feel the tension in the air, and the crunching of our feet seemed a little louder than it was. I looked up at the sky seeing the moon for the first time and how bright it was, I cringed a little as I saw Tony's face in front of it and the look of fear on it as the car that had killed him came closer. I felt Paul look at me, but he didn't say anything. "Paul, I need to tell you something." He stopped and twirled me so that I was facing him. I looked up in the slight darkness to find his eyes. They were filled with worry, and little bit of anger. Well der what do you except from Paul, sheesh.

well how in the Hell do I start this I mean jeeze! No drama so I can't just yell it out! "Is it about the car wreck?" He saw the flash of anger go across my eyes, "Sorry, ya know we werewolves and our shared memories Collin and Brady think about it sometimes, Collin more than Brady." "Really?" That kind of surprised me. Collin never really acted like it had effected him as much as it had Brady, but whatever. "Ok, anyways. Yea I was in a car wreck…" He had guided my over to the edge of the wood where a log lay barely touched by the snow. "And… well it was all my fault, I got Tony to sneak out, and if I wouldn't have done that then he would still be here. But no I had to go out and get him killed by some stupid drunk driver. All I got out of this whole thing was a couple broken bones nothing else and he's dead." I choked on the last word, I swallowed my tears back. I couldn't cry… I had to be strong through out this. Paul had been standing in front of me as I told the story. "It's not your fault, none of it is." This just made me mad I threw my self off the log so I was standing in front of him. "YES IT IS! NO BODY GET'S IT NOBODY GETS THE PAIN I'M GOING THROUGH NOBODY! MY BEST FRIEND DIED THAT NIGHT AND IT'S ALL MY DAMN FAULT! I SHOULD HAVE JUST GOTTEN OVER IT! AND I COULDN'T PAUL! DO YOU GET IT NOW?" "BRIDGET IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!" He had started yelling now. I screamed in frustration, I started hitting him, it's not like it hurt him, and it hurt me more than anything else. Silent tears started running down my face as I did. "GO AWAY! GO AWAY!" He reached up and grabbed my wrist to stop me, he didn't even try, I jerked away from him and fell to ground sobs wracking my body. I wrapped my arms around me as if to hold myself together. I saw out of the corner of my eye Paul drop down to my side and pull me back up so I was standing into hug. I leaned my head against his chest still crying hard. "It is my f-f-fault." I said through the tears. He started to rub my back, "No it isn't I promises you that. It's who ever was driving that car that hit you two. Nobody else's but his." My crying had slowed a little. "I still shouldn't have called him and told him to sneak out." "Shhh, it's ok." I sniffed, "No it's not, and it never will be." "Yes it will, promise." "Promise?" I looked up at him having to tilt my head back. "mhmm," "Now Paul, I have to hear words no grunts when there's a promise involved." "Yes I do promise," He wiped my eyes and we started to walk back to Sam and Emily's house which was just now only a small glowing light in the distance, making our walk seem all the longer. Paul's warm hand rubbed my arm as we walked. My tiny figure was not even half of his, I wrapped both of my arms around him as far as they would go. We stood outside of Emily's house, under the dull porch light. "Wait does it look like I've been crying?" "Yup, sorry only thing that's gonna fix that is water." "Dang it." Then I had an idea, as stupid idea but it was still good. I swung my self over the railing that surrounded the porch steps and ran to the ocean. "Bridget!" I waded in. Jeeze it was cold it felt like little needles were pricking me all over. When I was deep enough I dove in and jumped right back out gasping at the coldness that had consumed me. "Ok all good." Paul had reached the waters edge staring at me in disbelief. "You are so stupid sometimes you know that?" My teeth chattered together. "An-d-d that-ts why y-you lov-v-ve m-m-me. N-n-now let-ts go." I ran up the stairs and into the house. "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?!" Collin jumped up and walked over to were I stood in the kitchen. "I FELL WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU IDIOT I DOVE INTO THE WATER!?" Paul walked in wrapping is arms around my shaking figure. Collin backed off, "Well no…" "Yea that's right." I sloshed my way to the edge of the kitchen I didn't want to get Emily's carpet wet. "Hey Em. do you have anything I can borrow for the rest of the night?" "Yea hang on." I heard Embry swear as he lost yet again to Brady. "All right who's next?" Brady gave me a knowing look, and looked back around the room…well? "I'll play you in a sec." Emily walked back into the room with some gray sweats, and to my surprise a Superman t-shirt. "Thank you." "No problem there's other stuff in there to." I got her drift and mouthed a thank you. Paul and Collin looked as stupid as ever. "Just leave." I love Emily I really do. I dried of with the towel she had put in there. Contuse for Emily giving me other stuff to you girl know what I'm talking about. I walked back out into the living room my hands red guessing all of me was. I put the towel in my hair. "Jeeze you look like a tomato." "Well thank you Jake and you look a piece of wheat bread but I'm nice enough not to say anything about it." I gave him a smile to know I was kidding and went and sat on the couch. "Well are you going to play?" "Yes sitting down der." Embry passed me the guitar, and I crossed my legs Indian stile. "Kay you pick a song." "Alrighty… if I win you owe me 20 if you win I owe you 15." "huh how is that fair? I'm already buying you a car and plus 15 is all I got sheesh." He chose Living on a Prayer by Bon Jovi I love that song. I started out on medium. I've played this a couple times to know that my pinking is pretty much incapable of reaching the last button. "Medium I thought you'd be expert there lil miss rockstar." "Um excuse me Quil but my pinky is incapable of reaching the last button." Laughter erupted from the people around me, even same laughed. Oh I am good. "Let's go Brady." I played a prefect song. "So there Brady I guess this means that you owe me 15 dollars." "I guess so lil sis." "Who's my next victim?" Sam cracked a smile, "I'll try my pinky can reach the last button."

AN: sorry yea yea I kno short chapter but its good right? Right ok well that's what I think reviews would make my day! I swear they will. Well alrighty off to do some hw isn't high school fuN?