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All I could feel was the fire, pure and raw inside of my skin, burning it's way to the back of my flesh, creeping and seeping it's way through vital organs and making me more and more human as the fire burned. It was the worst pain that I had ever felt in my life, at first she was trying to ask my questions about who St. Micheal' vessel was and how they could find him, but she really didn't care about him at all, she knew, she was just testing to see it I would spill my guts and I didn't. After that it was for pure fun that she was going to play around with me for as long as she pleased. That was until Lucifer came in to see what was happening.
" Meg! What have I told you about hurting her! You were only supposed to place it on the outside of her meat suit, not the inside of her!" He screamed as his hand his the side of her face with such force that it sent her across the room and she hit the wall with a loud bang.
" I'm sorry Father, it will never happen again. Promise." She smiled an evil smile and got up and wiped the side of her face that had some blood oozing from the bottom of her lip.
" I'm truly sorry if this has hurt Vicky, I just thought that she would try to talk you out of it and maybe have to make a little sense come out of the beautiful skull of yours. I am so sorry." He smiled as he looked down at my body, the shirt that was now ripped from end to end, and the wounds that were not healing.
I could feel that I was fading into the human life that I was not going to be able to live, that the oil was taken the angel out of my and exchanging it for death pretty much. I was going to die here and that was it, I knew it. I wanted to scream at him, push or pull bite if I really had to, anything ti get him away. But all that I could do was just mutter little things and move the tips of my fingers apart from the others before I would lose all my senses again. It was like I was inside of my vessel but I was not able to control it, I was the vessel and someone was just lying me here for these people to burn me alive!
" That looks like it may really hurt, would you like my to fix that for you?" He smiled and he moved his hand over my body and just like that I was as good as new, I could move and speak again and I could do everything that I wanted to again. It was pure magic that he could do, or maybe it was something more evil than that.
" Thank you, I guess." I said moving all the limbs that were immobile seconds before and started to stretch them all around, moving them and making sure that everything worked in the way that they should move. It was good the feel my body was not on fire and agony anymore.
" Should have let her stay there Father, it's not like she's going to change her ways and do anything for us anyways. You have to let me smack a little more sense into her before she will even think about sinning or even betraying her little angel." Meg said moving over to Lucifer and placing her head over his should and almost whispering these things into his ear.
" I have had enough of you today, girl!" He said as he smacked her around a little more and flung her out of the window, which we were on the third story of. I could hear her body hit the hard cement, the scream before it, everything. But this whole time I really did not mind that she was thrown from the window, I knew that her vessel was going to die one way or another so why not it be with a fall? " That will keep her distracted for a few minutes at least." He smiled as he moved onto the table along side of me.
" I must be leaving soon any way Lucifer. It was good to see you again but I must be getting back to Castiel, he must be worrying about me and I would never want him to worry because I. . . I. . ." I could not come out with the next words, no matter how much I really wanted to.
" No, no no! You cannot be in love with him Victoria! That can't be true! It's impossible for that to happen! It was told by our father that you would fall in love with me! That we would be together and if I could, that we would rule the world together. It was supposed to happen that way! It was going to be that way, but then you had to go off and mate with that little fool Castiel! Then it was my time to go down stairs until the time called for me to come back up here and for us to be one again!" He screamed, placing his hands over his head and pulled on his blond hair.
" Well Father told Castiel and I that we would be a well match together and that if we stayed together that we would be powerful, and that we would be able to help people. He never told me anything about being with you, and he allowed me to be with him Lucifer! Can you not tell that I am really in love with him! That if you loved me that you would allow me to be happy with who ever it is that please to be with! Or are you really a monster that everyone says that you are?" I was getting angry now to, not with what he was saying, but I was angering myself!
" No! That's all a bunch of lies Victoria! If you could see it the way that I do-"
" Then show me the way that you see things because all I see is a changed person trying to convince me that his ways are the right ways." I screamed.
" We could be powerful together, we would make a new world together, where everyone bows to us and do what we say! We would be able to change things and make them the way that we want them to be! It would be perfect, no humans to bow down to, nothing to bow down to, only people to bow down to us! If you really wanted we could save those scum that you have been hanging around with and keep them as pets and a reminder of what used to be! It would be the most amazing world that you have ever seen Vicky, and it would be ours to rule over!" I could see the power ruling in his eyes.
" What has happened to you Lucifer? Where is the person that I used to know? The Lucifer that would fly with me and show me how to ruin any plan that Gabriel was thinking of doing on us? The one that would tell me all those kinds of stories and the one that would let me sleep with him when I got scared of the dark? Where did he go and why is this monster standing in front of me now?" I cried at him, wondering if the new him knew about all the things that we used to do.
" Hell changes a person." He muttered and turned away from me.
" Well so does Earth and heaven too, but you don't seem to think that I have changed too much now have you? So what's the big difference huh? What is it that changes a person so much that they turn so evil that they would want to kill over six billion people?" I cried, turning to him and moving a little closer. " Lucifer we used to be able to come down to Earth, the four of us and run through all the lush forest and see all of the animals and you would be the happiest person in the world. You would be the one that would beg if we could stay longer. The best part was that we were all together and we all got along! Now look at us! Micheal is getting ready to battle you, you and holding me hostage, Gabriel has not been seen in over a thousand years before a month ago and I have been to the edge of the earth and back looking for a father that is not around and am trying to stop two of my brothers from killing all of the things that Father loves more then us!" I said.
" You would not understand hell if I told you about it in detail, just come along with me and see the new world that you could live in. We could try to work things out with Micheal if he lives the battle and we will go and find Gabriel after this whole thing is over with! But for now this is the way that things have to be, just take my hand and help me with this war!" He smiled as he placed his hand out for me to take it.
" No! I will not Lucifer, you are not the person that I used to know." I screamed, smacking his hand away like he had done with Meg's face.
" Fine, then you can have a little piece of hell and see what it feels like. When you are finally begging for me then we will talk about it. But for now you can go back to suffering with what ever the hell Meg was doing to you!" He threw me back down on the metal table and stormed out yelling for Meg to come back in. . .
Now.
" Victoria, Victoria! Please, come back please! Everything will be just fine as long as you stay awake with us alright? Just keep yourself awake and we will get you to the hospital as soon as possible alright? Every thing's gonna be fine." I could hear Castiel's voice, but I couldn't open my eyes enough to see him, the farthest I could open my eyes was to see the color of his trench coat.
" She's losing too much blood Dean, you have to drive faster!" I think that was Sam's voice, maybe.
" I'm going as fast as I can! Cas can't you just poof her to the hospital or whatever the hell it is that you do?" Dean must have asked.
" No, it may drain her of all angelic powers that are keeping her alive right now to take her through any space that has a angel scent within it." He said, was I dying? " Vicky, please just stay with us, we are almost at the hospital now. Just keep breathing and stay awake with us we are almost there." I could feel his warm hand on my face, trying to keep my calm and awake.
" Here put this on her Cas." Someone said and I could feel the burn in my stomach, it made me scream the loudest that I had heard. " Hey, hey, it's gonna be alright okay Vic, were gonna her you some help that you need okay?" I could feel a big hand that was placing whatever it was on my stomach, it was Sam's hand.
" She's really bleeding fast Sammy. I don't think that I can drive fast enough to get her to the hospital in time!" Dean must have been saying, I could hear the stress in his voice. Was I really bleeding that much?
" Dean. Drive as fast as this thing can drive you!" Castiel said through his teeth before coming back down to me and kissing the side of my face, which made too much pressure and I made a terrible whelping noise.
" Apply more Pressure to the one of her shoulder Cas, I'll do the same for the one of her stomach and the one of her thigh. She's really losing too much blood for the cuts that she has, she should be bleeding like this even with how deep that they are!" I could feel the pressure this time but I was becoming numb all around my body, it was starting to become really cold and I think that I'm dying. It was one of the most scariest things to feel, that you were dying.
" Victoria! No stay with us right now! Common Vic, just keep your eyes open!" Sam said but I really could not help it, I could feel myself drifting into the darkness. . .
She was just laying here, she looked as dead as dead could be, but this was not the first time that she has scared me like this and then came through just fine. I know that this wont be the last either, but it still scared me thinking that she could really die this time, knowing that she only had a thread of angel left in her, it was the only thing that had kept her alive for so long that we could make it through the longs roads to get to the nearest hospital. It was the only thing that kept her from death and it was the only thing that I can thank for keeping my love alive for me.
Sam and Dean had left an hour ago to go and get some sleep at the nearest motel room, saying that they would be back in a few hours to check up on her, but I knew that they truly did not care about her as much as I did. Soon enough they would be back on the road, looking for new and odd ways to kill Lucifer, but I would stay here by her side until the end of time if that is what it really takes. I would let all of the world crumble down it it meant that she would come back to me and would be fully happy and alive. Right about now I'm ready to sell myself to a cross roads demon if it meant that I could see her once again. Anything for her to be alive and well.
I would wait by her side now and after the end of the world if that is what it takes to see her cheeks flush again and to see her beautiful eyes all over again. I would do anything right now to see her awake again, because I really do not know if she will come out of this one. I say that I know that she will, but if she doesn't. . . if she doesn't I don't know what I will do. They say that went a one person out of a mated couple dies that they other one will die as well. Right now I hope that this is true so that I will be by her side again and see her and be with her again. No matter where we both go I hope that we are together and able to see one another again.
It was about one in the morning, three days after we had found her when something happened. The swelling on her face went down very well and now you could see her beautiful face again, the gashed all around her body was coming down as well and her eyes started to flutter open. Her whole head moved a little to the right side of the bed where I was sitting and the all of a sudden her away just shot right open. Just like that she was awake and alive and I could not believe it.
" Cas." She said lightly, whenever she said my name it made the butterflies fly all around in my stomach, she gave a weak smile.
" Hi baby." I smiled back and gave her my hand.
" What happened?" She asked.
" Well you were in a really bad accident, Mrs. Novak." The doctor that had been working on her came in and smiled. " It's good to see that you are awake and with us now." She smiled down at Victoria and started to look over all of her vitals. " You are sure lucky that you have a husband like Jimmy here looking over you like that. You would have been dead within two more minutes of the hell that you went through. Sorry for my language, but a Car accident and then the car catching on fire!" She smiled and then turned back to Victoria. " I'll let Jimmy finish the story while I go and get you some medication." She smiled and walked out of the room.
" Cas, what really happened?" She whispered.
" What do you remember?" I needed to know that before I started the story in the wrong way.
" I remember telling Lucifer that I would not rule the earth with him, that he was out of his mind if he thought that and that I was in love with you. Then he told me that I could feel what hell was like and called Meg back in. After that I just remember pain, pure pain." She cringed at that as she had been re-living all of it.
" Well when we got there, Meg was there cutting you and placing holy oil inside of you and lighting in on fire, telling you that you could rule with Lucifer. So Sam, Dean and myself went in there to try and stop her. But there were many demons there, they must have known that we would come and try to find you because they all had different weapons. Sam and Dean went for the other demons and I went for Meg. She was a good fight, but that's not what I should be telling you about, anyway while all of this was happening I guess that Lucifer came." Her heart rate spiked up and I placed my hand over her chest to calm her. " Even though you were in such pain you got up from where you were and started to try to calm him out of killing me. But all he did was start hurting you worst then you were, mostly beating on your face and trying to hurt you worse and worse until you were on the ground and were unresponsive. The only thing that got us out of there was the fact that Lucifer cared enough to make sure that you would live because he let us go to make sure that we got you here and here you are." She smiled at this.
" Good." She smiled and the doctor came back in.
" Were going to let you go back to sleep now Mrs. Novak. You really need you rest right now." She said as she started to place some liquid into her IV.
" No! I want to stay up. I wanna be with him!" She whispered and lightly pointed to me.
" Get some sleep Hon, I will be right here when you wake up." She smiled at this.
" He hasn't left your bed since you came here, don't doubt him now." The nurse smiled and looked down at her. " We'll get you some food for when you wake up and we'll talk a little more then." She smiled and left the room.
" Goodnight sweetheart." I said as I kissed her lips as soft as I could.
" Goodnight Castiel. I love you." She smiled as her eyes closed softly and she was asleep.
