Helena was awakened by soft footsteps outside her door. She opened her eyes slightly, and noticed it was still dark in her room, which meant the sun had not come up yet. She heard a few muffled sounds, and suddenly she found her senses on full alert. Her door crept open very softly, and Helena made no move, but listened intently.

She reached over next to her bed, and lightly fingered one of her crutches. Whoever was sneaking into her room was going to be in for a rude awakening of their own. The intruder stepped quietly, gaining ground on her bed quickly. Helena gripped the crutch a little harder and waited for them to come into striking distance. At what she believed was the last possible second, Helena grabbed the crutch and swung outwardly.

It made contact with something, but Helena couldn't tell what in the dark. After a moment, a low chuckle was heard, and a voice followed, "Helena, nice to know you are awake."

As Helena's eyes adjusted to the lack of light she realized who she had just tried to club in the dark. Artemis stood tall, holding the end of the crutch in the air in her hand, inches away from her face. The redhead laughed a little harder, "I didn't mean to scare you. I came to break you out of here."

"Break me out?"

"Unless you want to spend the day in bed again. Amaya won't come around for another hour or so, and I thought maybe you'd want to get out today."

Helena sat up as Artemis released her grip on the crutch. "Hell yeah I want to get out of here! Where are we going?"

"Training grounds. Diana is going to test her shoulder out today, and I thought you might want to see some of the newer warriors start preparing for the Amazon trials. But we have to get you out of her soon. Amaya said you couldn't go today. She said you need to rest some more. I say..."

"Bullshit."

"Exactly. Warriors like us don't want to stay in bed. Even if you can't participate, you can at least see what else is going on the island. So get up, and I will help you get dressed and we will leave."

"Will Amaya yell?"

Artemis shrugged, "Better to ask forgiveness than permission."

Helena swung her legs out, and Artemis grabbed clothes for the brunette and gave her a few minutes to get ready. When she was all set, Helena hobbled on her crutches to the door. Artemis stood in front of her, peeking her head just outside the room, checking the hallway. She turned and grinned, and snuck out the door, with Helena managing as best as she could right behind her.

Once they cleared the medical building, Artemis led them on a path through ancient Cypress and Pines and edged by poppies that Helena would have sworn seemed to stretch on forever. Finally reaching a clearing, Helena began to hear random voices that she assumed belonged to women that would be training.

Helena stopped when Artemis did, and they were quickly joined by Alindra.

"Good morning Helena! Hope Artemis didn't scare you. We just thought you might want some fresh air."

Helena nodded excitedly, and Alindra motioned for the brunette to follow her. Off to the side, on the edge of a large circular ring of grass was a wooden chair. "Sit, and enjoy. Feel free to critique what you see. You will only make the women better fighters. Diana and Shayera will be here soon."

Helena mumbled a quick thanks, and sat down, leaning her crutches against the back of the chair. For about 30 minutes, Helena watched as a variety of women stretched, and participated in various breathing exercises. Soon they paired off, and began lightly sparring each other with a variety of weapons. Helena soaked up everything she could, eyeing a variety of fights going on around her. Alindra looked down to see Helena smiling, and was pleased that the island's new inhabitant was enjoying herself. Artemis quickly joined them, and leaned down.

"What do you think Helena? They are fairly new fighters learning basic defensive tactics today."

Helena's grin was large. "I think I'm impressed. Although...you really don't mind me being here?"

Alindra shook her head, "Not at all. Tell you what, pick a pair, and we will bring them over to work with."

Helena looked around, and spied a pair of women sparring with staffs. "Them," she pointed.

Alindra asked, "Why them? What do you see?"

"The shorter strawberry haired woman is leaving her left side open for strikes."

Artemis looked in the direction of where Helena was pointing. Sure enough, Helena's observation was spot on. "Vara, you and Sela come here."

Quickly the two Amazons rushed to the general's call. They stood at attention, and waited for further orders.

Artemis started again, "Ladies, continue sparring. Our guest has noticed something about Sela that needs correcting."

The two Amazons bowed their heads in acknowledgement and turned to face off once more. Vara, a tall lanky blonde swung her staff for the first strike, and Sela was immediately rocking back on her heels. Helena recognized it, and mumbled, "Her balance is off."

Alindra encouraged, "Speak up Helena. Tell her what you are noticing."

Helena cleared her throat, "Sela, you are off balance, and you were from the beginning. It left you unprepared for the first blow to come. And you are leaving your left side open for strikes. Stagger your feet a little more..."

The strawberry blonde stopped, and felt a little indignity rise. She was proud, and criticism coming from someone who was not an Amazon was a little insulting. Trying hard to contain her sarcasm, but failing miserably, she shot back, "Perhaps you could get up and show me what you mean."

Artemis arched her eyebrow, and Alindra stiffened. The blonde general answered evenly, "You need to be able to take criticism. It will make you a better warrior. The fact of the matter is, Helena is absolutely correct. You are leaving your left side open. I'll demonstrate."

But as she went to take a step forward, Helena stood, and grabbed her crutches from behind her chair. "If you don't mind General, I will demonstrate what I meant."

Sela stood slightly shocked, but stepped back to give Helena space. Alindra looked at Helena and then to Artemis. The redhead nodded in approval, and Alindra stepped back waiting to see what Helena was going to do. Vara offered her staff to the brunette, but Helena politely declined. "No thanks. I only have two hands, and I need these crutches to stand, so..."

Bracing herself against the walking aides, Helena hobbled a few steps forward, and raised her injured leg slightly behind her. "A great fighter can fight off balance. Let's see if I am great."

Sela began rethinking saying anything. She wasn't really prepared to hit someone on crutches, but she shook it off. If the brunette wanted to fight her in that condition, then so be it. As an Amazon, she wasn't going to show her mercy. Several of the sparring women stopped and turned to see how badly their sister was going to pummel the outsider commenting on their fighting styles. Sela faced her opponent who began twirling her staff in the air.

And with a lightning strike, Sela's staff shot out at Helena's head. The brunette never flinched, but instead took advantage of the off balance Amazon. Helena lifted her left crutch and deflected the blow off to the same side, and quickly she struck the Amazon in the left side of the head with the bottom of her other crutch. Caught off guard, Sela stumbled, and Helena followed up the blow again with her right crutch, this time to the back of the Amazon's left knee, sweeping the leg out from underneath her. Sela landed on her back, and before she could blink, Helena had pressed the top half of her crutch to the other woman's throat.

The Amazons stood quiet for a moment, before Artemis broke the silence with a belly laugh. "Very good Helena! I think you made your point. Sela?"

The strawberry blonde, eyes wide in shock at what had just taken place, nodded her head. Helena smiled, and pulled the crutch back to underneath her armpit. Sela stood, and suddenly grinned. "So, how do I defend against that?"

Artemis announced, "Sisters, while Helena is with us, learn from her. She is a fighter in the Justice League, just like our Princess, and should be respected for her abilities. Please, Helena, feel free to assist. Now, back to work." And with that utterance the Amazons went back to sparring with Alindra and Artemis making their way around the various pairs. Helena stayed with Sela and Vara, and began teaching them a variety of strikes and defensive parries.

About an hour later, Diana and Shayera joined the group. Making their way to the circle, the pair noticed that Helena was truly amongst her element. She was working with the same women, and was answering questions, and demonstrating what she could while still inhibited in movement. Alindra made her way over to the princess, and commented, "She's having fun. I don't think she has stopped smiling this morning."

Diana continued to look at her friend. "Good. Thank you for doing this. She needs a distraction, and while Amaya is fuming at her absence, Helena needed to get away for a bit."

Alindra laughed, "Who is she blaming?"

"Mostly Artemis. She said, and I quote, 'That woman is stubborn too. She never stays and rests like she should either. It wouldn't surprise me if they had been planning this for a week now.' We told her that Helena went to the library."

Alindra laughed harder, "That's on the other side of the island!"

Diana grinned, "I know. I imagine she will be pissed when she gets there and Helena isn't. It's not like she's going to yell at me though."

Alindra chuckled, "True, but she may tell your mother."

Diana's smile dropped slightly, but then she shrugged and winked at Alindra. "I'll make sure I'm standing behind Shayera when she starts yelling."

The Thanagarian laughed with the group, and then turned to Diana. "Are you sure that you're ready for this?"

Diana rotated her shoulder, and although it was slightly stiff, there was no pain in the movement. Shayera marveled at the Amazon. "You are a rapid healer. An injury like that would keep someone down for months. How does it feel?"

"A little sore, but I'm ready to test it."

"Just don't push too hard. I..."

Diana leaned in and pecked the redhead's lips. "I promise to tap out if I need to."

Shayera arched her eyebrow, "Tap out? Is that even in your vocabulary?"

Diana swatted Shayera's backside, "Nope."


Helena and the Amazons continued training through to the early afternoon. Diana and Shayera continued to spar, with the Princess pushing harder and harder as the day went on. Shayera's brow was dripping with sweat, and she knew that Diana was testing her own limits. Still the two tussled, wrestled, and Shayera was sure that there was nothing wrong with Diana's stamina. And as that thought passed her mind, Shayera suddenly stopped her movement. If this was what Diana's stamina was like on the training field, what was it going to be like in other areas? The Amazon stopped her attacks and stared at her girlfriend. Shayera's eyes were staring off in the distance and she appeared to be deep in thought.

"Shayera?" Diana asked, slight concern coating her voice.

The redhead blinked a couple of times, and then refocused her attention. "Sorry Diana, my mind just wandered off."

Diana took a couple of steps towards the other woman and asked, "You okay? What are you thinking so hard about?"

Shayera smiled lightly, "You actually."

Diana grinned, "What about me?"

Shayera blushed, "Diana, I don't know if I am ready for..."

"For?"

"For us to become..." Shayera leaned in and whispered, "more physical."

Diana stood shocked for a second, and then reached out for Shayera's hand. Linking their fingers together, the Amazon whispered her response, "It's fine Shayera. I'm in no hurry. What's got you thinking about that right now?"

"I just realized as we were sparring that you have an incredible amount of stamina. I mean, I sort of knew that already fighting alongside you, but I think now that we're together, it just kind of hit me what that could translate to..."

Diana tried to soothe her girlfriend, "Shayera, really that's a leap. Don't think about it now. We'll move at your speed." But as the last part of the sentence was uttered, Diana's face dropped slightly. "Are you having second thoughts?"

Shayera's eyes met Diana's and she smiled. "No, not at all. I think I just came to the realization that I am not...experienced. This will sound silly, but do you, I mean do you need, or rather..."

"Do I need what?"

Shayera blushed again, "I told you I would always tell you how I was feeling, so don't laugh."

Diana continued to hold Shayera's hand, waiting for what she would say next.

The Thanagarian swallowed the lump in her throat and blurted, "Do you need more than just me?"

Diana was shocked. "Shayera, no. I'm not even sure what that completely means, but you are more than enough."

"I-I just meant, it's, never mind. It's silly."

Diana reached out and touch Shayera's face softly. "It isn't silly, but I'm not sure that I'm following your train of thought."

Shayera closed her eyes, and tried to figure out a way to ask what she was thinking without sounding foolish. Nothing came to mind. So she smiled once more and offered, "Diana, can we talk about this later? I'm not sure how to say what I am thinking, and I don't want you to get the wrong idea. If you don't mind, I think I will stop for a little bit, and take a walk. But," Shayera leaned in and gave Diana a light peck on the cheek, "don't think that this means I don't want to be with you. I do. I decked John to make the point."

Diana was still concerned. "If that's what you need. We will talk about this later though, right?"

"Yes, promise."

There was nothing left to be said. Shayera had given her word, and Diana was going to let the subject drop for the time being. The redhead turned away and instantly started looking for someone. When she spied the Amazon she was seeking, she walked over to her side. Alindra noticed Shayera approaching and smiled.

"Shayera, are you enjoying yourself? Looks like our Princess is getting back to normal."

Shayera smiled, but then asked, "I know you are busy, but do you think you could take some time to talk to me about something? I hate to ask, but I really don't know who else I could talk to."

Alindra was confused, "I will help you with whatever, but are you sure it's me you want to talk to? We hardly know each other."

"I know, but here's what I do know...you are Athena's companion, special friend, girlfriend, whatever the Amazon's call their significant other, and I need advice. Since Athena trusts you, and she knows everything, I'm assuming I can trust you as well. I need to talk to someone about Diana and I, and I don't want to upset Helena with relationship stuff. I can't talk to Diana just yet, because maybe what I am thinking is foolish and well..."

Alindra reached out and touched Shayera's shoulder, "It's fine. C'mon, I have time now. The Amazons will break for lunch soon. Let's take a walk."

Shayera nodded, and the two began to stroll away from the crowd. Artemis, seeing the pair breaking away, sprinted to catch up. "Hey, where are you two headed off to?"

Shayera laughed, as she didn't want the other Amazon's company, but she didn't want to rude. So she explained, "Artemis, I'm trying to get Alindra to explain the birds and bees to me as it relates to women. I have a lot of questions."

Artemis' eyes went wide, and she quickly turned and walked away, not wanting any part of that conversation. Alindra howled with laughter, and the pair resumed their stroll.

After putting some distance between themselves and anyone else, Alindra asked, "Is that what you really wanted to talk about?"

Shayera nodded. "Yes. I know it's weird coming to you, but I'm a little uncomfortable, and Helena has no experience. Of everyone here that I know, you seemed like the easiest and best to talk to. Was I wrong?"

"No. I'm a little surprised though. As I said before, you and I don't really know each other. But, I can be discreet, and will help you if I can. What is it that you want to know?"

"Well, Diana is the first woman I've ever dated, and I am not sure what the expectations are. Specifically, do the Amazons...ummm...require more attention given that you are all..."

Alindra chuckled. "No, Shayera. We are just like everyone else I suppose."

"But you aren't really, and I have never done this before. Diana is important to me, and I don't want to disappoint her if I don't anticipate something, or recognize certain needs."

"Why aren't you talking to the Princess about this?"

"Having this conversation with you is mortifying enough. I can't talk to Diana about it just yet. I need to know that I can live up to whatever she needs. And, she is already on edge about our relationship anyways."

"Why?"

"She worries that because I have no experience with women, that I might suddenly change my mind. I promised that I would tell her what I was feeling all the time, but I know the fear is still there that I will suddenly decide one day that this lifestyle isn't for me."

"And?"

"It's a silly fear, but I can't blame her for thinking about it. There's something else too. She and I weren't always even friends. That has lingered in the back of my mind some as well. There are things in our past that we have yet to even talk about."

"Such as?"

"Well, when we were at the hospital, the Queen said that she was surprised that I was on guard for Diana. A few weeks prior to that night, I probably wouldn't have been. But Helena kept insisting that Diana and I could be friends, and despite my brain telling me otherwise, I agreed to let her be my date for the Christmas party. While we were there, I realized that I loved her company. And then I kissed her on the dance floor. She didn't react at first, and I was trying to figure out how to get to the exit without completely humiliating myself. But then Diana grabbed me and kissed me, and the rest is, as they say, history. But that isn't our only history. For years we were at each other's throats. I wonder if she thinks about that time."

"Because you do."

"I do. I don't dwell on it, but it is there sometimes. Now, we are here, and there's no outside pressure on us, but once we leave, there will be."

Alindra stood reflecting on everything Shayera was saying, "Are you worried that it will be overwhelming?"

"Yes and no. No, in the sense that both Diana and I are stubborn, and no one is going to dictate who we're with anyways. But, yes in the sense that if I can't meet her needs, we may not make it far with the outside influences as well."

"Let's just be blunt then Shayera. You are worried about sex."

"I am. I mean, if you don't mind me being personal, weren't you when you first started seeing a goddess?"

Alindra chuckled. "To steal one of your answers, yes, and no. Yes, in the sense that the thought that she even wanted to be with me was overwhelming. I had to get over that at first. Then there is the fact that you stated. She is a goddess, and perfection personified. That was hard to overcome in my mind. But, no, because she had nothing to compare me against, if you follow..."

It took a quick moment, but Shayera came to the correct conclusion. "I see. But neither Diana or I are..."

"Think about this differently. Don't you suppose that Diana is struggling with the same fears? After all, you only have dated men. Until her, would anyone have thought you would be willing to date women?"

"No."

"So you see, she is bound to have some insecurities too. I know if it were me, I would. I would wonder if you were thinking about something that you were missing by being with me."

"But I don't think about that."

"Does she know that though?"

"She hasn't said anything."

"It doesn't mean that she hasn't considered it. I would. You just need to talk to her, and talk about everything, which includes past differences. Give her the opportunity. Just in the limited time I have spent with the two of you I can tell that you are important to her. And Athena has mentioned it once or twice." Alindra smiled and it seemed to soothe Shayera some. "So, Shayera, what is it that you want to know about sex?"

Shayera blinked twice, she was still getting used to the Amazons simply speaking what was on their mind. "I think maybe I'll just talk to Diana about this when I'm ready."

Alindra shrugged nonchalantly, "I think that is a great idea. Spend some more time together, and don't rush into anything. You'll know when you're ready to take that step, and I'm sure that neither of you is in a hurry. Both of you still have plenty of time to figure things out before returning to the League." Leaning over, Alindra whispered, "But when you are, I will say, that there is nothing like making love to another woman."

Shayera smirked, "That good, huh?"

Alindra nodded, a grin spreading across her face, "Oh yeah."


To say that Amaya was livid that her orders had been ignored was an understatement. She had gone to the library in search of Helena, and had come up empty. She chastised herself for even thinking that the brunette would be there. And there would be no yelling at Diana for the deception. One simply didn't go around yelling at the Princess of the Amazons. But as she stalked angrily towards the training grounds, and prepared for an inevitable confrontation, she stopped dead in her tracks. The sound of laughter filled her ears, and in an instant she recognized who it belonged to.

Helena was amongst the Amazons, telling stories of her adventures with the League, and she was having a genuinely good time. This was a stark contrast to the woman she had held not that long ago who had been in tears, and had asked her to stay. Perhaps, she thought, that she should have considered this would truly be best for Helena. After all, the brunette was used to fighting and training, and without Dinah in her life, it was something she simply enjoyed.

As she stood there, listening, Amaya began to wonder exactly what Helena was starting to mean to her. It was obvious that she had become more than just a patient. She was genuinely concerned for the other woman's well-being, both mentally and physically. It wasn't like she hadn't had the same concern for any other patient, but with Helena it was more. While nothing inappropriate had happened between them, Amaya was sure that there could be something beginning between the two of them.

Except there was Dinah. It was blatantly obvious that the blonde had a hold on Helena's heart, and that was not likely to change anytime soon. Helena had told her about some of the things that Dinah and her had done, and the brunette's smile was evident as she recalled some of their hairier situations. But the tears were also present too. There was no way around Dinah as far as Amaya was concerned. It was a shame, in her mind, as she truly believed that under different circumstances she and Helena could be...something.

But the professional attitude in her mind that had developed over thousands of years also knew that Helena was in a very vulnerable state. It would not do for her to take advantage of Helena's mind frame. Sighing, she knew that this was something that was simply not to be. She resolved to get Helena back to her old self, and to let her go. It was one of the few moments in her life that she could look upon and know although she was doing the right thing, it was also breaking her heart.

Deciding that she wouldn't dwell on these things, she proceeded into the training clearing and announced her presence. "Helena," she started, "I am a little amazed that I am finding you here today. I am almost positive that I told you to stay in bed for another day." The last sentence was uttered with playful boldness.

Helena and Artemis looked up, and then to each other. Amaya continued, "General Artemis, if you are done with Helena today, I would like her to return with me now." Amaya arched her eyebrow in a slight challenge. It had been a request, but a thinly veiled one at best.

Helena whispered to the redhead, "Who outranks who here?"

Artemis wasn't sure how far Amaya would push this subject. Technically Artemis was in charge of the Queen's army, however the doctor had some pull as well. While she could assert some authority in this situation, Artemis decided to save any argument. "Of course Amaya."

"Thank you," the doctor replied with some satisfaction. "And while we are on the subject, I would respectfully request that you not assist my patient in defying my orders by sneaking her down the hall in the future."

Artemis grinned at the friendly challenge. "Of course."

Helena's eyes went wide, "Wait, what?"

Artemis placed herself in between the two women, and turning her back to Amaya, she winked at Helena. "I have given my word that I will not interfere. Please do as the good doctor asks."

Helena was still slightly shocked, but nodded her head in capitulation. Turning back to face Amaya, Artemis nodded and walked away. Defeated, Helena reluctantly went back with her caretaker to her room. Nothing was said between the two on the walk back, and Amaya waited for Helena to get settled with an early dinner before leaving.


Just after dusk however, Helena heard her name being called quietly from the window. She hobbled over to the ledge to see both Alindra and Artemis standing underneath the sill.

"Helena," Alindra whispered, "jump."

Helena leaned over and replied, "What?"

"I thought you told Amaya you wouldn't help me sneak out anymore."

Artemis grinned, "No, I told Amaya that I wouldn't sneak you down the hall. Technically, I will be adhering to that. That is why Alindra is here. I am not breaking my word. Now please, jump, and Alindra will catch you."

Managing with some difficulty, Helena slid her rear across the sill, tossed her crutches out, and vaulted herself into the waiting arms of the blonde Amazon. Alindra caught her, and promptly set her down.

Looking at Artemis, Alindra asked, "Satisfied?"

The redhead beamed. "Yes, thank you."

Alindra chuckled and shook her head. "Have fun."

Helena watched as the blonde walked away. She turned to Artemis, "So, you technically didn't break your word since I went out the window?"

"Yes, and the fact that Alindra is the one that caught you. Really I was never involved."

Both Helena and Artemis laughed.

Picking up Helena's crutches, Artemis began, "I need your help with something. And since I have helped you escape, only once mind you, I think you owe me a favor."

Leaning on the walking aides for support, Helena giggled, "Since it was only once, then I am assuming that I only owe you one favor."

Artemis shifted again, and motioned for Helena to follow her away from the window. They ended up walking in silence to a clearing that led to the beach. Artemis helped Helena settle in the sand, and then sat down next to her.

The redhead began, "I came to you for help, because you seemed to be the best suited for what I have in mind."

"Which is?"

"I need to show Clio that I am more than just a warrior. I need to show her that I have a more sensitive side."

Helena chuckled, but then quickly stifled her laughter when she realized how serious the redheaded general was being. "Please continue."

"I thought it would be a good idea to write a poem for Clio, letting her know how I feel."

Helena wanted to laugh, but she held it in. "And?"

"I can't write poetry."

"So, why come to me?"

"I would ask Alindra for help, but she would just incessantly tease me. I can't ask Athena because Clio would know she helped. Athena's far too intelligent for me to pass something she wrote off as my own."

"You came to me to help you write poetry?"

"While I admit that I didn't understand them completely, your shirts were very clever. And I highly doubt that you are foolish enough to think teasing me would ever be a good idea."

"And I am certainly not as smart as Athena..." Helena half teased.

Artemis answered matter-of-factly, "No you aren't. Will you help me?"

Helena's mind instantly went into devious mode. "Of course I will help you. How soon do you need something?"

"Soon. And I can see your mind turning already. Nothing raunchy or inappropriate Helena, or I will kick your crutches out from underneath you and beat you with them."

Helena laughed, but immediately stopped. "You would too!"

Artemis smiled, although it was a mixture of amusement, and a warning. "Yes I would."

Helena leaned back. "Well, since you put it that way...I'll think of something that doesn't start with the word Nantucket."

Cocking her head to the side in confusion, Artemis replied, "I don't get it."

Shaking her head in amusement, Helena just laughed, "Forget it, I don't need you to beat me senseless."


After the quick conversation with Artemis, Helena returned to her room via the same window she had snuck out of. It wasn't hard for Artemis to toss her back onto the window ledge, and she promptly laid down in her bed as Amaya came into the room.

"Helena, I am surprised to find you here."

"Really? You made it pretty clear that I wasn't allowed to go sneaking out."

Amaya laughed, "I did, but I didn't honestly think you would listen."

"I'm being a model patient."

Amaya muttered, "I'll believe it when I see it."

Helena smiled, and then suddenly blurted, "What do the Amazons know about modern music?"

"Nothing that I am aware of. Why?"

Helena's grin became huge, "No reason, just curious. So, do you think I could get a pen and some paper?"

Amaya became intrigued, "Yes. But first tell me why."

In a melodramatic fashion, Helena answered, "I have this sudden urge to express myself through writing, and since I am grounded..."

Amaya grunted with amused disbelief. "I will get you both. Anything else?"

"Stack of cookies?" Helena batted her eyelashes.

The doctor just shook her head in amusement, "I'll be back with a pen, some paper, but no cookies. I am not rewarding your behavior today."

Helena pouted playfully, "You're a horrible, horrible doctor."

As Amaya walked out with a smirk, Shayera walked in. "Helena, Diana and her mother want to play poker tomorrow night. You game?"

The brunette became excited. "Definitely."

"Listen..." Shayera approached Helena's bedside and sat down in a chair. "Do you ever wonder what it would be like to just stay here permanently?"

Helena sat up straight, her face becoming more serious. "No. It's nice here, but I like my life in Gotham. Why?"

Shayera fiddled with her hair. "I was just thinking that it would be nice to just get away from everything. It feels a little like running, but life here is better in some ways."

"It is, but this isn't our life."

"It could be though."

"What's this about?"

Shayera sighed and slumped slightly, "I'm just thinking about what life will be like when we go back. Dealing with John has become…slightly tiresome, and the press is bashing me pretty badly."

"Why?"

"Pick something, anything, about me, and they are picking it apart. Mostly they're trashing my character and reporting that I am unstable. And now that it's confirmed that Diana and I are together, they wonder what I did to one of their poster children to make her date me."

"How are you hearing all of this anyways? We are on an island with no internet."

"I still talk to Flash daily. I asked. I was hoping things had cooled down some, but apparently it hasn't. They are clamoring to interview Diana and in the meantime running all kinds of ridiculous stories."

"Do you really care what the tabloids think? I'm sure that Diana doesn't."

Shayera sighed, "I know. She and I haven't talked about it much, but we are going to have to have the conversation eventually. Helena, I know I am not perfect, and that I do have some things to answer for. I just don't want them to get in between us. Diana is...not what I expected. And now that I have seen this side of her, I am petrified that I will lose her."

Helena shook her head firmly in disagreement. "Have you seen the way that she looks at you? I think if a bomb went off in the next room, she wouldn't notice. You have her complete attention."

"And why is that? Helena, no one knows better than you that she and I have a past that wasn't always cheery."

"But you guys set that aside and became something more than just teammates. You need to trust in how Diana is feeling, and that she is thinking the same things you are. Trust me, I can read people like no one's business, and I'm telling you she is completely smitten. And I can see that you are too. Hold onto that while the press says whatever they want. In the end, they will give up once they realize that you two are serious about each other."

"You make it sound easy."

"It won't be. But you're surrounded by friends who will support you, and will look out for you. Don't be afraid to lean on us. Dinah and I will always stand up for you, and so will Wally. Really Shayera, this is just a game of time. It'll all blow over, you'll see."

Shayera picked up on Dinah's name, and thought that perhaps this was her opening. The pair had not discussed the blonde since coming to the island, and according to Wally, there was plenty going on in Dinah's life. "Helena, do you ever want to talk about Dinah?"

"No." The answer was harsh, and the point clear.

"But, you don't know..."

"It doesn't matter what I don't know. It's all about what I do know...Shayera, I told her how I felt, and she turned the affection away. I should've never told her anything, but I felt bad that she was upset. I don't think she and I will ever be friends again like we used to be. I realize that it's all my fault. So, I'll take the time I have here to recover, and then I'll go back and return to my life. But I know she and I will never be the same."

"Would you at least talk to her about everything, and then decide?"

"Probably not. Listen, no offense, but I don't want to talk about Dinah. Can we talk about something else?"

Shayera nodded. She was hoping that this conversation was not over completely, but she let the subject go for the time being. "What would you like to talk about?"

"Amaya."

Shayera perked up. "Really? What about her?"

"You ever notice how...well, that is, she..."

"She?"

"She doesn't really put up with my shit. I respect that."

"And?"

"And, nothing I guess."

"That it?"

"Yes, for now."

Shayera smiled, "Are you thinking about her in a less than professional way?"

Helena leaned forward, "Honestly? Sort of. I mean, so far she has taken very good care of me, but I think she would do that for anyone in her care. But..."

"But?"

Helena leaned back and closed her eyes. "But nothing I guess. Maybe I'm just reading this wrong."

Shayera cringed inside. She knew that if Helena was picking up on something, then there was something going on. It might not have been spoken aloud, but Helena was perceptive. Shayera felt torn. She wanted her friend to be happy, and it made her hopeful that Helena was slowly becoming what she used to be. However, Helena didn't have the full story, and Shayera knew if she did that things might be viewed differently. If Helena knew that Dinah was divorcing Oliver, and that she had admitted to being in love with the brunette, that Helena might not be looking at Amaya if she had the complete story. But Helena had made it clear that the subject of Dinah was off limits, and so the redhead chose to bide her time, and wait for the opening again when Helena would be more receptive. So, she shrugged, "Maybe."

The pair sat in silence for a few minutes before Amaya returned with the requested items. Shayera watched intently at their interactions, and noticed immediately the soft smiles being exchanged. Dinah better get her ass in gear, Shayera thought, or Helena wouldn't be available very soon. And the thought of Helena being with anyone else just didn't sit right in her mind.


Shayera left Helena with Amaya. She didn't want to sit in the room with them any longer. It felt like she was betraying Dinah in some way, and so she decided to seek out Diana. It was time that they had their talk anyways. Crossing through the Grand Hall, she found her Amazon in a heavy conversation with her mother.

"Diana," she heard the Queen say, "I think you are over analyzing this whole situation. Your mind is running wild, and all of this could be cleared up by simply talking to Shayera."

"Mother, I know. But I'm afraid of what she'll say."

"Child, she will say what is on her mind. Your choice for a companion is a good one. Give her the opportunity to tell you what is bothering her before jumping to conclusions."

"What if I don't like it? What if she decides that it isn't me she wants to be with?"

"Is that what she said?"

"No. Quite the opposite. She said she decked John to make the point."

Hippolyta laughed, "She did. I was there. She sent her fist flying right into his jaw. Alindra and Artemis can attest to the fact that your girlfriend is loyal to you. And she and I talked about it briefly as well. Talk to her. Give her the chance to explain how she is feeling. If she decides that she doesn't want to be with you, then we will deal with it. I know your friends in the League have become your new family, but don't forget you have family here as well. Honestly though Diana, I think you are stressing yourself out over nothing. It is obvious that Shayera cares for you. She hardly ever leaves your side."

"Here. She hardly ever leaves my side here. What will happen when we aren't here though?"

Shayera had heard enough. She realized how her earlier conversation had affected the Amazon and she felt terrible. Clearing her throat to announce her presence, she approached the pair. Bowing her head in reverence, "Your Majesty, once again I must thank you for your hospitality. I am grateful that you are allowing me to stay on your island. I have been fortunate enough to be able to watch your armies train, and to be a part of it as well." She turned her gaze on Diana and smiled almost bashfully, "I find the Amazon nation to be...amazing."

Hippolyta smiled, as Diana face instantly beamed with pride. "Thank you Shayera. And now if you two will excuse me..." The Queen hugged her daughter and turned to walk away. Suddenly she stopped, and turned back to Shayera. Reaching out she took the redhead's hands into her own and squeezed them. She smiled lightly, and promptly made her exit.

Watching her leave, Shayera was in awe. The woman carried herself with a grace and decorum that was indescribable. That she was Diana's mother only fueled the respect. Shayera turned to Diana, and without any warning, she leaned in and kissed the Amazon. It was tender and Shayera hoped it would go a long way to alleviate the other woman's fears. Pulling back slightly, Shayera offered, "Diana, that will never get old. I think I could kiss you for an eternity, and somehow feel the same."

Diana smiled, although she wasn't sure that Shayera really understood the concept of time as it related to her. "Shayera..."

"Wait," the redhead interrupted, "one more." And with the thought, she leaned in and kissed the Amazon again. This time it was laden with an urgent need to convey every ounce of love she was beginning to feel. Shayera vowed to herself that as long as Diana would let her, she would shower the Amazon with affection in the hopes of easing her fears and her mind. And just like every other kiss other than the first awkward one at the Christmas party, Diana responded with fervor. If she would never get another kiss from Shayera, she would make the most of this one. Shayera settled into the Amazon's arms, and allowed herself to be held, as Diana gently caressed her back. A single touch set her skin on fire, and there was no doubt that there was an untapped passion just brimming at the surface waiting to be released.

Pulling back once more, Shayera whispered, "Do you feel that too?"

With her eyes still closed, Diana simply nodded. Shayera smiled, and tentatively reached for one of the Amazon's hands. She looked at it longingly, and placed it at the swell of one of her breasts. "Diana, I can't help but think that you and I are meant to be together. I don't know why you feel the way you do, but just know that it means more to me than I could ever express."

Diana opened her eyes, and searched Shayera's face. The sincerity with which the words had been spoken were apparent in the other woman's expression. She could feel just underneath her palm the pounding of Shayera's heart. It was beating rapidly, and Diana felt her own increase. She knew her own was doing the same, as the Amazon not only felt in her chest, but her ears heard it too. Her body, it seemed, would always betray her when Shayera entered a room.

"What are you thinking about? Shayera whispered softly as she placed her hand over Diana's and leaned in to be held tighter.

Diana squeezed her girlfriend, "That I don't want to let you go."

"Then don't."

And for several more moments, they stood content in the embrace.


A/N: Hope you liked this one...I usually leave you notes, but I am a tired, tired woman today. Let me know what you think!