A/N: Hey, so I wanted to do a little A-Z of Alice/Jasper so here goes...it's basically how Alice sees her relationship with Jasper, spelled out in the alphabet.

Chapter Twelve: Alice writes her alphabet...


12. Alice's Alphabet

A, Alice wrote at the top of the page. is for admirable. I admire Jasper more than anyone else. He is so brave and he's been through so much, and still he is strong.

B, is for beautiful and brave. People say that Jasper's scars make him look scary and dangerous, but all I see are the beautiful scars of a brave warrior.

C, is for comforting. Even without his gift, Jasper can always make me feel better. All I need is to be around him and I can't resist being happy.

D, is for darlin'. His southern accent is so hot - he should use it more often.

E, is for everything. Jasper is my everything - nothing else matters as long as I have him.

F, is for fairytale. I feel like I've fallen into one.

G, is for gorgeous. Everything about Jasper is downright gorgeous - his eyes, his hair, his crooked smile.

H, is for heart. My heart is his, and his heart is mine. Neither of them beat anymore, but when I see his smile, I sometimes think that my heart could beat, just for him. He makes me feel almost human again.

I, is for indescribable. I've tried many times to explain my feelings for Jasper, but there are just no words to describe what I feel for him. Of course, he knows what I feel, and that's all that matters.

J, is for Jasper. Obviously.

K, is for kiss. I can loose myself in his kisses all day. It's the best feeling in the world.

L, is for love. The love I feel for Jasper is like nothing I've ever felt before - it's so immense that sometimes I feel like it might be too much, like I might explode from all of the love inside of me. All for him.

M, is for mine. Jasper is all mine, and I am all his. We don't belong to ourselves any more, we belong to each other.

N, is for never. As in, we'll never be apart. Sometimes in distance, but never in heart.

O, is for one. Jasper is my one and only. Always.

P, is for passion. After all the time we've spent together, the passion hasn't faded at all.

Q, is for quiet. We don't need any words when we're together. We can sit in silence for hours and just be happy in each others company.

R, is for ring. The day Jasper proposed to me was one of the best days of my life. I haven't ever taken my engagement ring or my wedding ring off. Whenever I'm away from Jasper I just have to look down at my left hand and I know that I can make it through till I see him again.

S, is for secrets. I have no secrets from Jasper, and as far as I know he has none from me. I tell Jasper everything, from what kind of animal I got when I went hunting, to how much money I spent on a shopping trip - which was honestly better off as a secret.

T, is for teacher. Jasper has taught me so much. He's taught me all about the civil war and about before I was born. He's taught me words that in a century of living I never would have discovered. He's taught me every subject a scholar would want to know, but more importantly he's taught me what it means to live and what it means to love.

U, is for undying. Jasper and I are undying, as is our love.

V, is for vision. My first ever vision, my first sight as a vampire, and my first ever memory is of Jasper. Waking up as a vampire was terrifying - I knew nothing of my past, or who I was. But seeing Jasper's face gave me a sense of calm, a sense of peace, and a sense of joy. He is what carried me through the hard days as a newborn. If it weren't for that vision, I wouldn't be who I was now.

W, is for wedding. Our wedding was a massive occasion, designed by me of course. After all, we'd only married once. Emmett and Rosalie got married every decade, it seemed, but I didn't see the point. Mine and Jasper's wedding was the other best day of my life, and I couldn't imagine being able to top it with a second wedding, so what was the point? We didn't need to flaunt our relationship with marriage - we were married, and that would last forever.

X, is for x-rated, because...well, yeah. We are married, after all...

Y, is for young. No matter how many centuries past, me and Jasper would always be young. Physically, obviously, but also in spirit. Being around Jasper was fun - it made me feel like a teenager who was finally on a date with her huge crush.

Z, is for zzzz. Even though Jasper and I don't sleep, I love being next to him in the morning. Opening my eyes and seeing him gazing back at me, the morning light illuminating his hair into a golden halo.

Alice put down her pen and looked at the page in front of her, filled with her elegant script. There it was; 26 letters in an attempt to sum up her relationship with Jasper. It wasn't enough to describe their love. It would never be enough. Alice began to screw up the paper.

"Don't." A quiet voice said behind her. Alice turned around to see Jasper himself watching her.

"It's stupid." Alice muttered

"No it's not." Jasper told her, taking the paper from her hands and smoothing it out. "It's beautiful."

"It doesn't even begin to describe-" Alice started

"It doesn't have to." Jasper interrupted. He bent down and kissed Alice lightly on the lips. She could feel his grin as he moved to whisper in her ear, "Letter X?"

Alice giggled, "Try finding something else to fit with the letter X!"

"I don't want to find something else." Jasper said, and Alice shrieked as he scooped her up and carried her bridal style up the stairs.


Soooo, what did you think? I couldn't think of anything better for Z so I used that, but it didn't really work seeing as they don't sleep :/ Let me know what you think :) Does anyone have any better suggestions for any of the letters?

Hope you liked it :)