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Warnings: Language, non-explicit sexual content, and mentions of abuse.
James' POV (Cont.)
Katie sighed and walked over to the table, sitting next to her. "Kind of. There's a lot of stuff that happened that I never told you about."
Gabi's face paled. "Ohmigosh Katie, what's wrong? What happened?"
"You already know everything that happened with dad, but he's not the only one that abused me. Kyle did too. Do you remember that day I was talking to you on the phone about James?"
Gabi nodded, her eyes growing huge. "Yeah..."
"He overheard us talking and when I hung up with you things got pretty bad. He called me a cheating whore and asked how long James and I were sleeping together behind his back. I got mad at him and I broke up with, he crossed the line. He told me if he couldn't have me no one could, especially James. He tried to kill me and he probably would have succeeded if it wasn't for Jo."
Gabi clapped her hands to her mouth, blinking back tears. "Oh my God...Oh my God! Oh Katie! Ohhhh...Wait, what happened with Jo?"
"Kyle had my halfway out the window choking me and Jo busted in. She walked over to us and started screaming at him. He freaked out and let go of me. I started to fall out, but Jo grabbed my ankle just in time."
Gabi buried her face in her hands, and Dustin slid an arm around her. "Oh my God," she sobbed. "I had no idea! God Katie, why didn't you tell me?"
"I couldn't tell anyone. I didn't want you guys to get involved. And sadly that's not all of it."
"There's more? What else?!"
"Before we broke up I had Kyle and James' bed buddies degrading me and I developed bulimia."
"That's why you lost so much weight! I knew something like that was going on, but when I asked you, you just blew me off! I could have helped you! Why didn't you let me in?!" Gabi's body was now shaking, she was crying so ferociously.
"I- I don't know," Katie answered and started crying herself. "I was scared and I was tired of lies. I got tired of puking so I stopped eating. I still get harassed sometimes," she said looking down.
"By who?" Gabi wanted to know, squeezing out from Dustin's arm and hugging Katie. "Kyle isn't in your life anymore."
"I unfortunately still see him in school and there's James' occasional slut that likes to remind me of my place."
Gabi winced. "Well, from now on, whenever Kyle says something to you, you tell him that at least now you have a boyfriend who doesn't have a small dick."
I stared at Gabi. "I don't even want to know how you know about Kyle's...Yeah, I don't want to know."
"We talk," Katie shrugged and grinned at me.
"So...wait, wait, wait!" I cried. "When you 'repaid the favor' as you so eloquently put it, you actually got under his...Oh Lord, I'm going to be sick."
"Uh...It wasn't quite like that. I didn't actually touch him with my hands. It was more of doing the nasty with clothes on."
"You...All right, I guess I can't complain," I sighed. "Goodness knows I've done that enough times...Most of them in public places."
"What?!" Katie yelled. "You are a pig."
I yelped. "It wasn't like I'd hump the girl in the middle of the bread aisle in the grocery store! It was in clubs, where everyone's grinding against each other anyway! You stand out if you're NOT getting off on someone else."
"Oooh," Katie said, her eyes lighting up. "Can we go?"
Dustin gaped at her. "I swear, you're bipolar."
"What?" she asked innocently, before turning back to me. "We'll have to wait till my 18th birthday though. It wouldn't look good for you to be dirty dancing with a seventeen year old."
"I am not taking you to a place where everyone's getting off on each other!" I cried. "We're going bowling instead."
"Nooo," she whined. "I wanna go to a club."
I groaned and face-palmed. Of course she did. "Okay, we'll go. But I'm the only one you're grinding on, okay?"
"Obviously," she rolled her eyes. "Gabi hand me the phone book. I'm going to rent a club for my birthday."
"Hell to the yeah!" Gabi yelled. "PAR-TAY!" She dug a phone book out and handed it to Katie, who immediately began flipping through the pages.
"You do know that renting out the club is going to be extremely expensive right?" Dustin asked her.
"Well, I guess it's a good thing I'm close to a BIG TIME band huh?" she retorted with a grin.
I groaned again. "Yeah, yeah, yeah, we'll get you in."
Kendall, Carlos, Logan and Camille walked into the kitchen.
"Get who into where?" Kendall asked.
"Oh, I'm renting out a club for my birthday and you guys are paying for it," Katie informed him.
"Uhhhh, no we're not!" Kendall yelled.
"But it's my birfday," Katie said with a pout.
"Yes, but it's going to be wicked expensive! I'm not sure even WE can afford it."
"Of course you can, you're BTR."
Kendall spread his arms. "Do I look like I'm made of money?!"
"I know about that club you guys rented out two months ago," she said pointedly and then shrugged. "You know what, keep your money. Gabi and I got ways to make our own."
Gabi looked at her and they both grinned.
I crossed my arms and stared them down suspiciously. "And what are those ways?"
They both got up from the table and started walking out of the kitchen. They turned around and paused.
"Bikini car wash," Gabi said with a smirk.
"All you gotta do is show the goods," Katie said, pushing up her chest a little.
They high-fived and walked away.
Kendall, Dustin, and I all exchanged horrified looks.
"I don't think I like this idea very much," I said.
"You and me both," Dustin agreed.
"My baby sister uses her body to make money! That's practically prostitution!" Kendall cried.
Camille smacked him around the head. "Dude, no it's not! Tons of girls do it. Grow up."
We all followed them into the living room.
"Can I help you?" Katie asked.
I shuffled a little and then pushed Kendall forward. "Kendall, tell them."
"Why me?!"
"Because I still want to have my balls by the end of this!"
"And I don't?! I was hoping to one day have sex again!"
"Just say it!"
"Fine! Katie, Gabi, we don't want you two using your bodies to make money."
Camille snickered. "According to Kendall, it's practically prostitution."
"No shit?" Gabi asked. "Katie we're prostitutes."
"Hot damn Gabi, I guess we are," she grinned.
"Nice going Kendall," Dustin said. "Gabi, do you really have to do this?"
"Aww," Katie cooed.
"Only if the BIG TIME jerks refuse to pay for Katie's party. I can't leave my best friend hanging," she replied.
"Aww," Katie cooed again, wrapping her arms around Gabi. "I love you."
"I love you too," Gabi cooed back.
"I never said we wouldn't pay for your party!" I yelped. "That was Kendall! Kendall, we're paying for Katie's party! I don't want my girlfriend flashing her cleavage at passing cars, and Dustin doesn't want the girl he's currently picturing naked doing that either."
Dustin immediately went red. "Hey! Get out of my head! Not that I was - I mean - oh forget it."
Katie cracked up and Gabi actually blushed. "PAR-TAY!" she shouted, pulling Gabi off the couch and dancing with her.
Kendall groaned, but nodded. "Okay, okay, what club did you want to rent out, Katie?"
"I don't know yet," she replied after she stopped jumping around. "But I do know something," she continued, walking up to Kendall.
"What?" he said warily.
"That I have the bestest big brother ever," she said with a smile and wrapped her arms around him.
He immediately relaxed. "I have the bestest little sister ever," he replied, hugging her back.
"I love you," she mumbled into his shirt.
"I love you too," he said, smiling happily.
"Aww, sibling love," Carlos sighed.
"Don't say it like that," Logan said, wrinkling his nose. "It makes it sound like incest."
"Logan, you have a dirtier mind than I ever gave you credit for," I informed him.
"It's soooo hoootttt!" Camille gasped.
"Gross," Katie said.
"I'm just saying," Logan said defensively.
"I was talking to Camille, but what you said was gross too."
Camille draped herself around Logan. "But he is so hot! God Logan, do you know what I want you to do to me right now?"
Logan immediately blushed. "Ummm...not here..."
"Eww," Katie said. "That's like me saying I want to handcuff James to my bed and have my way with him in front of you guys."
"You know, the handcuffing-me- to-the-bed-and-having-your-way-with-me part sounds pretty good..." I said off-handedly.
"Maybe you are a bad boy after all," she purred.
"EEEEEWWWWWW!" Kendall cried. "THIS IS SO GROSS!"
"I rest my case," Katie said.
"About what?" Kendall demanded.
"Logan and Camille being like that."
"Oh yeah, that is pretty gross."
"Thank you. Maybe I don't have as much to fear for my future children as I thought."
"You do if James is the father."
"Hey!" I cried. "I'm perfectly normal! In fact, I'm perfectly sexy! My kids would want my genes!"
"I want your jeans," Katie grinned.
I licked my lips slowly. "Now that is fucking hot."
"Now that is fucking sick," Kendall piped up.
"Besides, 'daddy' is more mature than 'uncle Kendall'," she said.
"You are not allowed to have kids with James for at least ten years. By that time he might have matured past a sex-driven ten year old."
"I resent that!" I cried.
"You can't tell me when I can have kids, Kendall," Katie said incredulously.
"Yeah," Camille said. "For all you know, she could be pregnant with James' kid."
"Yeah," she agreed. "I wouldn't know for a few weeks, but for all we know, my egg could be getting fertilized...Right...This...Second."
Kendall gasped. "Don't even say things like that! That's just...Eeewww! The idea of James' sperm in...Eeeeewwww..."
"What?" she asked innocently. "That my egg could be getting fertilized?"
"Yeah, that's kind of gross. Especially since it just reminds me that you and James have had sex at least once."
"I'm just saying, you could become an uncle."
"Yeah, and I don't want to become an uncle for another ten years!"
"Too bad," Katie told him. "It happens when it happens."
Kendall just scowled.
"Plus," Gabi piped up, smirking, "they've had sex more than once."
"Yup, 5 times in the last 24 hours."
"At least one of those times Katie rode James," Gabi put in.
Kendall looked about ready to explode.
"GABI!" Katie yelled. "It was already bad enough James told you guys that." She turned to me and slapped my chest. "This is all you fault!" she hissed.
Gabi snickered. "It's nothing to be ashamed of Katie. That position is hot."
"I'm not ashamed. I just don't need everyone knowing about my sex life."
"You're seventeen!" Kendall roared. "You shouldn't even have a sex life!"
"You're such a fucking hypocrite!" she roared back. "You were sixteen when you lost your virginity!"
"How do you even know that?" he cried.
"It was the night Mom had to work and you were babysitting me. I was eleven and I wanted to stay up and do things. I wasn't actually asleep when you came in to check on me dumb ass."
"Ohhhh...So you heard everything?"
"No, I heard enough. I got creeped out and turned on my TV."
"Oh...ummm...that's good?"
"Yeah, luckily for you I had no idea what was going on."
"That's...oh thank goodness you hadn't gone through sex ed yet."
"I did, but I didn't know what it sounded like. I didn't know that's what it was until I overheard you talking to the guys about it the next day."
"Oh yeah, I remember that!" I said brightly. "I was pretty impressed, because even I hadn't gotten that far with a girl yet."
"Seriously?" Katie asked, surprised.
"Seriously what?"
I thought you were the first one to lose it."
"No, Kendall got there first," I admitted. "I was the second one though - right before we left Minnesota."
"Had to cash it in before heading to LA?"
"Well, it wasn't like the night before we left for LA. It was a couple of weeks before the contest."
"I can't believe you would give someone my right," she said, using the same words I had when I found out about Kyle.
I winced. "You were eleven and I was a horny sixteen year old boy! I didn't know any better!"
"I was a horny sixteen year old girl! I didn't know any better!" she threw back at me.
"Yeah, but I was only thinking with my dick!" I cried. "You don't even have one! You have a vagina!"
"No, I don't have one, but I still had hormones and alcohol."
"Are you two seriously arguing about sex?" Logan asked disbelievingly. "The important thing is that you two are together now."
Gabi cackled. "And enjoying a smoking hot sex life."
"True," Katie agreed and smirked. "The sex is spectacular."
Kendall groaned. "Something else I needed to hear."
"Oh, grow up," she told him. "I seriously find it hard to believe that you're twenty-two sometimes."
"Oh, like you're so mature," he shot back.
"I'm very mature for a seventeen year old."
Kendall cackled. "What makes you so mature? The fact that you're sleeping with my twenty-one year old best friend?"
"You know, for someone who doesn't like to talk about it, you keep throwing it out there," she said.
He scowled at her. "I'm still trying to wrap my head around it. Maybe if I say it enough times it'll actually MAKE SENSE!"
"Whatever," Katie said. "I seriously feel sorry for your kids, when you have them."
"Why? Because I won't want them having sex?!"
"No, because their dad is an immature idiot."
"I'M an immature idiot?! I'M an immature idiot? You drove Bitters into the psych ward for two weeks!"
"That was not my fault and you know it."
"You drove him to his breaking point!"
"I did-" She was cut off by a knock on the door.
Kendall glowered, but went over to the door to see who it was. "Hey Mom," he said letting her in, hugging her and leading back to us.
Katie walked over to her and wrapped her arms around her. "Hi, Mommy."
Mrs. Knight hugged Katie back. "Hi sweetie."
I walked over once she had let go of Katie and hugged her too. "Hi, James."
"Hey," I said.
She looked back at Katie and her eyes widened. "KENDALL DONALD KNIGHT!"
"What?!" he yelped.
She gently grabbed Katie's injured wrist. "WHAT IS THIS? YOU PROMISED ME SHE WAS OKAY! SHE'S BEEN HERE A DAY. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!"
Oooh, she was pissed.
"It's not Kendall's fault," Katie cried. "He - it's no one's fault. Well, that's not exactly true. It's my fault," she added quietly.
Mrs. Knight's face softened. "What happened Katie?"
"I, uhh, I started cutting myself earlier."
Mrs. Knight's face paled. "You...what?" she asked blankly. "You - but - why - I don't understand - that doesn't make any sense."
Katie sighed before answering. "I'm giving you the short version, I really don't want to go through all this again. Kyle was abusing me, and tried to kill me when he found out I had feelings for James and I broke up with him. Jo saved my life. I developed bulimia because people were calling me fat. I felt bad since you were buying all the food so I stopped eating. I finally started eating again today."
Mrs. Knight blinked. "Wait - you had bulimia? Damn it! I knew something was wrong, you lost so much weight! But you always seemed just fine otherwise...Kyle abused you? Jo saved your life? As in...Kyle tried to kill you? Oh my...You have feelings for James? And...well, I guess since you're eating again...Oh my..." and she sank down into a chair.
"I'm sorry," she apologized. "I know it's a lot to take in."
"I don't even know where to start," Mrs. Knight sighed. "I mean, on one hand I want to know everything, and on the other...I don't want to know a thing. Let's start with the least painful. Since when do you have feelings for James, and since when do you openly admit to them?"
"I've had feelings for him since I was about 14. As far as openly admitting them, well, that was only to Gabi, Jo, Carlos and Camille. Kyle overheard Gabi and I talking and went crazy."
"What did he do?" Mrs. Knight whispered.
"He had me halfway out of the window, choking me. Jo came in, walked over to us and started screaming at him. He freaked, let go of me and if Jo hadn't grabbed my ankle when she did, I'd be dead right now."
Mrs. Knight covered her face with her hands, and it took me a moment to realize her body was shaking: She was crying silently.
"Mom," Katie said sadly.
"No, it's okay, I'm okay," she sobbed out. "I'm just...I'm so sorry you had to go through that again."
"I'm fine," she said, smiling slightly. "I will be anyways. Everyone is helping me through it, it's going to be okay."
Mrs. Knight smiled through her tears. "Oh thank goodness. Baby girl, I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you. I don't know what I would have done if - if - if -"
"Don't," Katie choked. "I don't even want to think about that."
That made two of us. Without really thinking, I slipped my arm around her and pulled her against me - and then let her go when I realized her mother was right there in front of us.
Katie looked up at me questioningly.
"Your mother," I mouthed to her, but it was too late.
Mrs. Knight was already gazing at us steadily with raised eyebrows.
Uh oh.
"Mom," she said warily. "Are you- I mean- How do you feel about it?"
"He's twenty-one...you're almost eighteen. You're practically an adult. As long as you two aren't sleeping together, I'm okay with it."
Kendall coughed awkwardly.
"Uhh..." Katie replied.
Mrs. Knight groaned.
I began backing out of the room. "Yeah...I think I left the oven on..."
Katie grabbed my arm in a death grip. "You're not going anywhere," she hissed.
Mrs. Knight groaned again. "I knew one day I was going to have to sit down and talk to you about sex and how to know the right time about it...I didn't think I would have to do it AFTER you slept with JAMES!"
"Mom, we don't need to have the talk. I've had it at school and with the guys."
Mrs. Knight gave her a weird look at the last part.
"Kendall thought it was necessary."
"Apparently he didn't hammer in the fact that you're SUPPOSED TO WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE AN ADULT!"
"You just said I practically was one."
"I meant that in the general sense, not in the go-ahead-and-have-sex sense!"
"Besides, Logan did most of the teaching. The only thing Kendall kept saying was, If a guy wants to have sex just say no. Always."
Gabi laughed.
"We used protection," she said.
"You took the pill?" Mrs. Knight confirmed as Gabi cackled some more.
"Hey Kendall, that worked well, hmmm? If a guy wants to have sex, just say no. I think the only time she said no to James was when he asked her if she wanted him to stop."
"GABI!" Katie hollered. "MY MOTHER'S SITTING RIGHT THERE!" She turned and looked at me with a look clearly saying 'help me'.
"Mrs. Knight," I stepped in, "I'm every bit as responsible as Katie, if not more so. But I want you to know that I love her more than I've ever loved anyone, and I'm completely committed to her."
"Do you really mean that, James?" she asked. "I don't want you hurting her."
I nodded sincerely. "I mean it more than I've meant anything since the last time I told everyone that I wanted to be a star."
"Wow," Logan commented. "He's really serious."
I shot a glare at him. "I am serious."
"I just said that."
"And you sounded like you were in shock."
"Well, kind of, but only because it's kind of overwhelming. Plus, we've never actually seen you be that serious about a girl, not that it's a bad thing. It's just different cause it's Katie."
Gabi snorted. "And to think, they only started sleeping - I mean, going out - together yesterday."
"GABI!" Katie hissed.
Mrs. Knight turned to Kendall, her arms crossed. "She lives here for one day and already she's lost her virginity! How does that even happen when she's under her big brother's roof?!"
"Hey," he protested. "I tried to stop it. I was every bit as pissed then as you are now."
"I find that hard to believe," Mrs. Knight hissed.
"It's just that he couldn't find them," Carlos piped up.
"No!" he said. "I really was. I was steamed, and ready to kill them both. I was going to and I saw them sleeping. Then, realizing I was still pissed and that wasn't going to change no matter how cute they looked, I started yelling at them, but Katie made me realize something. As much as it pains me to say it, she's not a little girl anymore, Mom. She grew up, kind of. She's still really short," he teased.
"And you're not at all upset that the boy who she's sleeping with just happens to be your best friend?!"
"I'm not short!" she protested. "I'm vertically challenged."
"I was," he admitted, ignoring Katie. "I still kind of am, but they make each other happy. I'm slowly starting to accept it. But if he breaks her heart, I'm going to break his face," he said threateningly.
"I wouldn't even dodge the blow," I said seriously.
"Vertically challenged isn't even a correct term," Logan spoke up. "You're short."
"What's your excuse?" Katie shot back at Logan. "You just barely skim the average mark - on a good day."
"Oooh, burn!" Carlos cried happily.
"You're short too!" she said to Carlos.
"Yeah, but I'm cute and cuddly," he replied cheerfully.
"Congratulations," I said. "You just called yourself a teddy bear."
"No, you're not. And I don't like being called short, it's offensive."
"Yes I am!"
Logan blinked. "How is it offensive?"
"It just is, short people get teased all the time. So I've resorted to other things. Hence being vertically challenged, or fun size."
I nodded in agreement. "She's very fun sized."
She punched me in the stomach, not hard enough to bruise, but enough to hurt "MY MOTHER IS STILL HERE!"
"Owwww..." I groaned. "I still have the bruise from where you punched me two weeks ago. And I didn't mean it in a dirty way. I just meant you're fun to be around."
"Sure," Kendall said.
Katie looked at the clock. "Crap. Mom you gotta get going. Your flight leaves in three hours and LA traffic is killer, especially around the airport."
Mrs. Knight nodded sadly. "You're right. All right, I love you all. Katie, continue using protection, James don't break her heart, Kendall, keep on protecting your little sister, Logan, keep looking after them, and Carlos...Just keep being you. Oh, and Gabi...Don't let Katie get into too much trouble, okay?"
"Okay," we all said.
"Bye, Mommy," Katie said, hugging her.
"Course not," Gabi grinned.
"Bye, Katie. Bye, Kendall." She hugged Kendall too, blew a kiss to the rest of us, and then headed out the door.
"I could kill you right now," she said, turning to me once the door closed.
"I didn't say anything!" I yelped. "I never had the chance! Everyone else was too busy giving us away!"
"You honestly expect me to believe you meant I was fun to be around? Not to mention you tried to bail once she found out we slept together."
"Yes, and...I thought she might go easier on you if I wasn't around."
"No she wouldn't!"
"But it would have been worth a try," I argued. "Come on, I wasn't going to let you take the fall."
"Whatever," she said before turning to Logan. "We need to talk, Doctor."
"About?"
"Food."
"Ah. So, what kind of food are we talking about here?"
"The kind that I can eat. I don't want any more peanut butter today. What are my other options? Can I have oatmeal?"
Logan raked it over in his mind. "I think that would be all right. It's nice and gooey, so it should stick to your stomach."
Katie beamed and then turned to me. "Go make my food, biotch."
I grinned. "Sure, as long as you do something for me after you eat."
"What do you want?" she grinned back.
Kendall groaned. "If you two are going to start talking dirty to each other, then I'm out of here."
Katie rolled her eyes. "Well?"
"Your bed," I said simply.
Her pupils dilated and her breathing got somewhat shallow. "O- oh."
"Yep," Kendall said with an eye roll, "definitely dirty talking."
I smirked at Katie. "Are we agreed?"
"A- agreed."
Kendall groaned. "You two really need to do something besides sex. Maybe take up a hobby. I hear bingo's nice."
I ignored him. Instead, I held out my hand to Katie and led her into the kitchen.
"I like bingo," she said.
"Tomorrow we'll go down to wherever it is they play bingo and sign you up," I told her. "Now...what flavor of oatmeal do you want? We only have instant."
"Hold on," she said and turned to yell at Kendall.
He and everyone else, minus Dustin, followed us.
"You're just crotchety cause you're not boinking anybody." She turned back to me. "Cinnamon roll?"
Gabi and Carlos cracked up. "Crotchety, it's funny cause it sounds wrong."
Kendall scowled. "Are you suggesting that I'm sexually frustrated?"
"I'm not suggesting, I'm telling. Take a Jo and call me in the morning," she giggled.
Kendall chewed on his lip thoughtfully. "You know, that might actually not be such a bad idea."
"There ya go," she said, playfully punching his arm. "You'll feel better and maybe you two can get back together. Go work your Knight charm." She waggled her eyebrows suggestively.
Kendall scurried off into the next room, pulling out his cell phone as he went.
"YEAH-UH!" Katie cheered. "When I'm good, I'm good. And when I'm bad, well, I'm never bad." She laughed.
Gabi snickered. "Oh please. When you're bad, you're always with me." She paused and waggled her eyebrows at me. "Or James."
"I didn't mean it like that. Is it almost done?" she asked me.
"Yeah, just about." I stuck a spoon in it and carefully passed it to Katie.
"Mmm," she moaned. "That's good."
"Foodgasm!" Gabi yelled.
Logan rolled his eyes. "I can see why you and Katie get along so well," he said to Gabi.
"Can I have some?" she grinned at me.
"Make your own damn oatmeal!" Katie snapped playfully.
"But Chef James is just soooo hot!" she winked jokingly at me.
"Yeah?" she asked. "Well find your own hot chef."
Gabi's eyes lit up. "Ooh, Dustin! Yeah, I'm going to go do that. Who knows, maybe I'll get to find out how soft his bed is."
"Nice," Katie nodded. "Real nice."
"Yeah, it is." Gabi grinned.
Katie took another bite of her oatmeal. "This is like the best oatmeal ever."
"Hey James, congratulations!" Logan slapped me on the back. "You make awesome instant oatmeal!"
"Screw you," I said. "Besides, I added things to it."
"What did you do to it?" Katie asked.
"Cinnamon, sugar, really small apple pieces."
"Oh," she said, taking another bite.
"You didn't put almond milk in there did you?" Logan teased.
"Fuck you," I spat. "I learned my lesson with the almond milk."
Katie's eyes dilated again.
"Uh oh," Gabi teased.
"Foodgasm, or are you getting turned on?" I asked.
She blushed and continued to eat, not making eye contact.
Gabi cracked up. "I think she's getting turned on."
Logan frowned. "How would that even happen? He didn't touch her or anything, and there was nothing that he said..."
"Katie likes bad words." Gabi informed him. "And an angry James, she just got both."
Logan frowned. "That's kind of messed up."
Katie ignored what was going on and kept eating.
I sniffed haughtily. "It's not my fault I'm sexy when I'm angry."
"You're always sexy." Gabi winked at me.
"Easy, I may actually end up puking up my oatmeal," Katie paused before saying, "Weren't you going to go ask Dustin if he wanted to fuck you or something? Why don't you do that?"
"KATIE!" Logan yelled.
"What?" she asked innocently.
"Watch your language!"
"That's impossible to do smart one."
Logan face-palmed. "I didn't mean it literally, smart aleck!"
She grinned at him before taking her last bite of oatmeal.
"All done?" I said as she pushed away from the counter.
She nodded. "Mhm."
Gabi wolf-whistled. "Get some!" she shouted at us.
"Oh, go fuck my cousin!" she retorted.
At that moment exactly, Dustin came sauntering into the room. "Who's going to fuck me?" he asked.
"Gabi," Katie said, pointing at her. "Unless there's something going on with you, James or Logan that I don't know about."
Dustin grinned at Gabi. "Sounds good to me."
Logan face-palmed. "Is everyone in this house sex-crazed?!"
"Didn't you have sex with Camille a little bit ago?" she asked pointedly.
"Ohhhh...yeaahhh...Um, never mind."
Gabi cackled. "Oooh, she got you."
Katie grinned. "I get everyone."
Gabi turned to Dustin. "So, since Katie wants us to fuck, I think we should do it. She's scary when people don't do what she wants."
Dustin nodded. "Agreed."
Katie slapped her hand against her forehead. "About freaking time! Although did you two have to actually discuss whether or not to sleep together? Besides, why are you making it seem like I want you guys to sleep together? You guys should be sleeping together because you want to, which you totally do." She turned and looked out the kitchen window. "Well, my goodness," she said with a southern belle accent. "I do believe one Josephine Taylor just pulled into the driveway."
Logan, Carlos, and I all scurried to the window to see the blonde getting out of her car and being greeted by Kendall.
Behind us, Katie had continued talking to Gabi and Dustin. "You're just using me as an excuse to sleep together, when you two really want to. Why are you using me as an excuse anyway?"
Gabi and Dustin both paused, and then Gabi quickly said, "Come on Dustin, let's go...do something...together. Bye everyone!" she added as she grabbed Dustin's hand and dragged him out of the kitchen.
Katie rolled her eyes and squeezed in between us. "What did I miss?"
"Holy crap!" Carlos cried. "Kendall just kissed Jo!"
"YES!" Katie screamed.
Logan coughed meekly. "I think we should move away from the window...This should be private for them."
"Dude!" Katie cried. "They're in the middle of the driveway! How private can it be?"
"Katie's right," Carlos agreed.
"It wasn't private when James and I were out there either," she said
"That doesn't mean we need to watch them make out!" Logan argued.
"Then leave. Besides, I'm allowed to be happy for my brother."
"But do you really want to see him with his tongue down Jo's throat?"
"No, but watch this," she grinned. She pulled her phone out and started texting someone, most likely Kendall.
He pulled out his phone and looked at us and Katie started making kissy faces at him. Kendall scowled at us, and said something to Jo, who nodded and smiled, taking his hand.
Katie looked up at me. "Should we run?"
"Yes we should."
She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the stairs.
"Where're we hiding?" I asked as we mounted the stairs.
She threw me a smirk over her shoulder. "My room."
YES!
I sped up a little more quickly, until we finally reached the third floor.
We passed by my room, all the way down the hall to her room.
She opened the door and pulled me in. "Are you sure you're going to be able to...you know? My room is kind of girly," she said.
I opened my mouth, and quickly decided not to tell her how many times I'd been in a room that so obviously belonged to a girl. "I'm sure," I said.
"Okay," she shrugged and pulled me into a kiss.
"Hey, you know," I said, picking her up bridal position, "this'll be our sixth time."
"You're turning me into a nympho."
I pouted. "How so?"
"This is the sixth time in less than forty-eight hours. Most girls who just lost their virginity don't have that much sex in such a short period of time."
I shrugged. "They don't have me as a boyfriend. Don't forget, I have an incredible sex drive."
"I know," she responded, "Oh man, what if I end up being one of those girls who has like that hidden sex thing? You know what I mean right? Like a hidden nympho type thing. They don't know there's something till after they have sex!"
"I wouldn't worry about it," I assured her. "You're just very...sexual...that's all. The complete opposite of your brother...And I just grossed myself out. I'm going to shut up now."
"I'm being serious! Of course you wouldn't worry about it, you'd be on the receiving end! What if there's something wrong with me?!"
Something told me laughing wasn't going to calm her down. "How about this? We've wanted to be with each other for so long that we just can't keep our hands off of each other?"
"No...I seriously think I may be a nympho...I'm calling my doctor tomorrow."
"Because we're had sex four times yesterday and we're about to have it a second time today? Katie, lots of people do that, it's pretty common. But if it makes you feel better, go ahead and call your doctor and see what he has to say."
"James!" she wailed. "I'm a sex addict!"
"Okay, okay, we won't have sex!" I cried. "We'll go celibate for a few days, see how it works out!" Oh man, that was gonna be torture.
"No!" she yelled and kissed me again.
"So you don't want to go celibate? I thought you thought that you're a sex addict."
"What do you care? Shouldn't you be happy about that?"
I groaned. Here we go again..."Sure, I'd enjoy it for a little while, but if you're unhappy about it, then I'll be unhappy about it."
"I'm fine right now," she grinned.
"Well, all right...if you're sure..."
"I'm sure," she replied, kissing me again.
That was all the convincing I needed. I carried her over to the bed and gently set her down, sinking down next to her.
She rolled her eyes and pulled me on top of her. "Much better," she purred.
I kissed her. "You know, if you are a nympho, we're going to really enjoy ourselves."
"Mhm," she hummed in agreement, wrapping one of her legs around my waist.
I moved from her lips down her face, letting my hands slide under her shirt.
She arched her back when I cupped her through her bra. "James," she moaned.
Music to my ears. I squeezed gently, keeping my lips moving over her neck.
She whimpered and rolled her hips against mine.
I gasped at the friction. "Ohhhhh..."
She did it again slightly harder and groaned.
I massaged her through her bra as she grinded her hips into mine.
"Uuuhhhh," she moaned, pushing a little harder and faster against me.
"Okay, we're pretty much having sex through our clothes," I finally gasped.
"What's your point?" she managed to get out.
"Do you want to keep going like this or do you, you know, want the real thing?"
"The real thing," she said, halting her hips mid-roll.
I nodded and began trying to get her shirt up over her head.
She sat up to help started unbuttoning and un-zipping my jeans.
I worked on her bra next, and finally her pajama bottoms, and her panties. I took off my jeans and boxers and Katie pulled me down once I had them off. "So, uh, still care whether or not you're a sex addict?" I could help asking.
"Not right this second," she responded, wrapping her leg around me again and kissing me.
We finished a little while later.
"Oh no..." she breathed, her eyes wide.
I nearly collapsed on her, and managed to pull out and roll to the side before I squashed her. "What?" I gasped out.
"We forgot the condom."
"Shit."
"That's all you can say?!" she yelled, sitting up and turning to face me.
Pretty much.
"Okay, how about double shit?!" I roared back. "What do you want me to say?"
Her eyes filled with tears. "I- I don't know."
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her to me. "You won't get pregnant. And if you do - which you won't - we'll deal with the consequences."
"You don't know that," she sniffled, wrapping her arms around my neck and resting her head on my chest. "It only takes one time."
"Well, if you do, you do. And if you do, then we'll figure something out. I'm not going to just give up on this, Katie. And you can't give up either."
She pushed away from me. "I can't get pregnant James! It would ruin everything!"
"Ummm...what's everything?"
"There's too much going on with me right now and you would get arrested. There's not a good outcome."
That's true. I could just imagine the talk the kid and I would be having in about sixteen years:
"So Dad, where were you when I was born?"
"Well, I was in jail because I got your mom pregnant."
"I think I need to be by myself for a little while," she said quietly. "Not like a breakup thing, I just need to be alone tonight."
I nodded. "Okay, take your time. Do you want Mojo to stay in here with you?"
She smiled. "Yeah, do you think you could send Gabi up too?"
"Depends on what SHE'S up to, if you get my drift."
"Yeah, I get it. If she's still busy I'll just text her and tell her to get her ass up here. Ho's before bro's," she grinned.
I couldn't resist. "That's not technically the correct term," I teased her.
"Yeah, yeah, bro's before ho's."
"No, I meant the female one."
"Oh, well what is it then?"
I grinned widely. "Chicks before dicks. Why Katie, I am shocked that you've never heard that one."
"Shut up," she said, throwing her pillow at me. "I'm sheltered remember?" she added.
I laughed. "Oh yeah, that's why you're still naked and why we've been having sex every few hours for the past two days."
"Fine," she huffed. "I was sheltered until yesterday. Oh, forget sending Gabi up, just send Mojo in. I know it's only seven, but I think I'm gonna write and then go to sleep for the night."
"Okay," I agreed, and got off of her bed, reaching for my boxers and jeans. "If you write about me, remember to include the words 'sexy' and 'sweet' and 'modest', 'k?" I winked at her jokingly.
"Yeah," she rolled her eyes. "The two adjectives before that show just how modest you are."
"Hey, I'm modest without being self-deprecating."
"You're conceited," she retorted.
I placed my hand over my heart. "Why Katie, I am offended. I am far from conceited! I am merely stating my opinion."
She whacked me with the pillow again. "Get out," she said playfully.
I finished buttoning my jeans. "All right, milady, if you insist. I'll send Mojo in."
She closed her eyes and puckered her lips dramatically.
I stared at her. "What the hell are you doing?"
She opened one eye and then the other. "I was making a kissy face, telling you to kiss me," she pouted.
"Oh. Okay." I pulled her to me and kissed her.
She deepened it and then pushed me away. "Go," she breathed. "Before another accident happens."
I scurried out of the room like a dog with its tail between its legs. Speaking of...I found Mojo lounging on my bed, and scooped him up. I brought him back to Katie's room, knocked on the door, and then snuck away.
Science-Fantasy93: So, wow...a lot of stuff happened in this chapter...
Jatieluv: Yep. There's still quite a bit to work through...And Katie's not the only one with issues...
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Jatieluv: We really love hearing from you guys. And be on the look out...We should have a couple Halloween fics posted soon. Maybe. We started them last year...We should really finish them and post them heehee.
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