Sorry this one is so short. I update during naptime and kids are waking up early. hope you all have a great weekend!
Wendy sat there staring at him, expecting him to talk. She wanted to know what he was getting at. Harlee was still nursing.
"The accident was planned," Jax said.
"What do you mean planned?" she asked.
The entire story came falling out of his mouth. Wendy didn't say a word, she just stared at him. He got more and more worried the more he talked. He was hoping she wouldn't hate him.
"Please say something," he said.
"I don't understand how everyone thought they could get away with this without getting you killed," she said.
"It was a long shot but I had to try,"
"And what if you would have actually died?"
"It would have been how the last ten months has been. I know it was awful of me, but you have to believe me that I had you and the kids in mind when I did it. I was not going to be able to just walk away. It was going to be death for me. If I had stuck around to meet Mr. Mayhem, I would have never stood a chance."
She nodded. She knew he was right. They would have never just let him go. He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. She knew the thought was not the easiest to deal with and she knew that she would have never been able to do it herself. She was thankful that he was around and she was upset with the situation but she knew that it obviously had to be done. Harlee stopped nursing so she moved the baby to burp her. Jax stared at her. It made her completely self conscious.
"Sorry," he said, looking away.
"It's all right Jax." she replied.
She knew that to stand a chance they would have to move past what Jax was for the club and move on to who he was going to be now. He was going to have to be a father and role model to the kids. She had done it on her own for months and now she was going to have full time in house help with the kids. She was glad for that.
