HI PEOPLE ITS ME AGAIN I HOPE THAT YOUR NOT THAT ANGRY AT ME FOR GIVING YOU A SHORT CHAPTER BUT I PROMISE, KITSUNE PROMISE THAT THIS ONE WILL BE LONGER AND MORE ACTION!! SO ONWARD WITH THE STORY!! (EMO'S RULE!!) LOL RANDOMNESS...

Disclaimer: Dont own, never will (but i know one thing i own this story!! (just not the characters except for the ones i made!) woohoo! lol ohh and also that EMO'S RULE!)

"In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi

'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out what i've become
Erase myself
And let go of what i've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come

Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done!

What I've done
Forgiving what I've done"

("What I've Done" By:Linkin park)

Last Time:"Take my blood, but let it run cold" Kikyo froze immediately from her struggling as she listened to Kagome's now petrifying spell. "Reality twists and turns, as my curse unfolds"Sesshomaru also stilled at her words. He couldn't believe it, it wouldn't be..Right? "Reach into the soul, and devour it whole.

Kikyo realized what was about to happen.. she knew it was the end for her so she struggled even more.. Listen to the devils sound.. peircing your mind.. it slowly begins Sesshomaru, along with everyone else watched with disbelieved eyes at what was going to happen next.

"Listen..its starting to devour your spirit.. it never ends"Inuyasha, sango, and miroku had fear written across their faces as they watched their dearest friend, and for one hanyou, lover.

"I'll sit back and watch your big surprise.. but dont worry i'll still wait.. i'll still wait for.."Sesshomaru slowly closed his eyes for he knew what was to happen next.."I'll still wait... for your chaotic demise.." Immediately after the spell was done Kikyo cried a blood-curling scream, as she was consumed by a blazing red light..

Chapter 12. Forgive Me For What I've Done

Poor Kikyohad one thing on her mind. Give in. Give into the pain and let it take her away, because there was nothing and i mean NOTHING worse than the pain that she was going through right now. The pain was so intense that there was no words for it. The red aura that kagome flung at kikyo was now surrounding her entire body.

Trapping her into a vortex of pain. The vortex that surrounded Kikyo was filled with razor sharp roses, one touch and it would cut a 6' flesh wound. And Kikyo had thousands swarming around her, cutting and slashing at her skin as she tried to mov.

"Damn you kagome!" Kikyo screamed as a rose petal went flying past her face, leaving a deep cut across her pale face. Kagome just giggled childishly at her rival. Kagome then walked up to the vortex and grabbed a rose petal in between her index and middle finger, shocking kikyo. 'Why doesn't it cut her?!' Kikyo glared at Kagome who, at the time, was playing with the rose petal in her hands.

"So beautiful, yet deadly, don't you agree kinky-ho?" Kikyo glared with full hatred, even more than she had for inuyasha. "Thats all you are kagome isn't it?" Kagome rose a perfect silver eyebrow. "What the hell are you talking about kinky-ho?" Kikyo managed to move an inch to look into kagome's eyes.

"Stop fucking calling me that you bitch!" As she said that a rose petal cut across her arm and kikyo screamed in agony as it began to burn, her blood mixed with dirt and sweat. "Aww did that hurt Kinky-ho? Now care to try that again?" It took all of her power not to try to lash out at Kagome.

"Like i said that's all you are huh? A Borrower" Kagome now looked at her like she was crazy. "What the fuck are you talking about!?" Kikyo laughed a pain filled laugh.

"Humph! You know exactly what im talking about! Always borrowing other people's power because that's all you know what to do! your nothing! First you take my power, now your using some dead demon's power too? How pathetic! Why don't you do us all a favor and DIE!" As she said that Kikyo brought both of her hands in front of her face and chanted.

"UNGABIWAR UNGEIN SUAKA!" A large purifying energy ball containing all of Kikyo's remaining strength went shooting toward kagome, taking her off guard so she didn't have time to block. As the ball hit its target the roses surrounding kikyo fell and the vortex dissipated.

Kikyo chuckled which turned into a full fledged laugh. 'I-I beat her! HA HA HA!! I BEAT HER!' After the smoke cleared Kikyo froze in mid step as she heard a low laugh. And before long the vortex that dropped just moments ago surrounded her once more but this time even more deadlier. Kagome stood up holding her arm. She started off in a slow, silky sarcastic-like voice, all the while grinning.

"Ouch...That hurt Kikyo" Kikyo couldn't believe it. 'I-It cant be I-I used all of my energy in that blast... How could she still be alive?!' But kikyo didn't have time to think as dozens of rose petals came shooting at her, ripping her clay body apart.

Kikyo's breathing became shallow as she struggled to hold on. "Please My copy, have a heart, I know you are jealous of me, but inuyasha loves me and would you take that love away from him?" Kagome froze at her words, but quickly regained her composure.

"Bitch please, me jealous of you? Get real" Kagome grabbed another petal before dropping it and placing her index finger directly in front of the vortex.

"Now Kinky-ho, feel the pain that you caused me!" As Kagome pointed her finger she shouted "Go!" and the rose petals that were circling Kikyo suddenly formed a straight line before shooting like bullets and reaching their victim. Kikyo screamed out in pain as she felt the razor-like rose petals reach their destination.

Her heart. Everything that she did and did not do flashed before her eyes, as well as her regrets, and there she saw it. The reason behind kagome's sadness and pain. It was because of her. She MADE inuyasha break Kagome's heart with all of the secrets.

She MADE Inuyasha betray Kagome all those times when he snuck off to see her in the middle of the night to do kami knows what. Kikyo's knee's gave out and she was on her knees.

Slowly her head reached the ground, but before she closed her eyes for the final time she whispered her last words. "I'm sorry, Kagome" And almost instantly kagome turned back to normal but the demonic markings stayed. It was official. Kikyo was dead. Kagome knew it for sure that Kikyo was dead, because the last fraction of her soul returned to her body so it was official.

Kagome dropped to her knees beside the fallen form of kikyo, tears slipping down her face. The barrier around them fell and inuyasha along with the others, though Sango fell toward the ground and began to cry for her friend because she knew this would tear her apart, came rushing toward them, all except for one, Sesshomaru.

Its not that he didn't want to go over there it was that he couldn't, because he was frozen at the spot at what he saw. A spirit rising out of Kagome's body and rushing towards him. As the spirit came closer time froze.

Every one else besides him, the spirit, and Sango could move, Everyone else was in a suspended animation, frozen by the spirit itself. As the spirit moved directly in front of Sesshomaru, it began to take shape, the shape of a woman.

The whole time Sango and Sesshomaru both stared in awe (A/n Not that Sesshy showed it lol) as the figure began to grow hair, long, beautiful, glowing silver hair. Then the body came and finally the face. The face is what made Sesshomaru's mask crack in half. "M-mother?" Sesshomaru recovering from his shock reached out to touch the figure to see if it was real, and indeed it was.

"Yes my son, I assure you I am real" But before he could stop himself he subconsciously pulled her into an embrace. "How is it possible that you are here?!" Shirori smiled as she hugged her son for the first time in centuries.

"I told you that I would be with you always, didn't I?" Sango's tears were still flowing as she weakly got up and walked toward the both of them. Shirori turned to look Sango in the eyes and Sango gasped. She was absolutely beautiful. I mean sure she saw her before in the paintings in the castle and that was it. But seeing her in person was even more breathtaking.

She looked like a goddess. In fact if Sango didn't know any better she would say that she was a female version of sesshomaru but with softer features. If anyone didn't know them they would probably assume that she was his twin sister. "Wow.. your beautiful" Sango put a hand over her mouth and blushed and embarrassing blush as she just realized what she said.

Shirori smiled a heart warming smile at Sango. "Thank you, but your the one that is beautiful young taijji" Sango's blush deepened even more as she thanked her.

"You will need to take care of your friend, she will need you during this time" Sango nodded slightly before running toward Kagome. "Well sesshomaru it seems that my time here is fading so i will need to tell you quickly" Shirori could have sworn that she saw a hint of sadness in his eyes but it vanished before she could think about it.

"What is it that you need to tell me mother?" Shirori snapped her fingers and Sango froze as well like the others. "Why did you freeze her too?" Shirori shook her head before continuing. "There is no time to explain! Now listen to me Sesshomaru, You mustn't let ANYONE know that you know this understand?" Sesshomaru nodded his head slightly.

"Good, now listen to me sesshomaru, that girl Kagome has alot a head of her so please be careful, don't let anything happen to her do you understand me?" Sesshomaru felt lost. "But what would happen if she died?" "If she dies..." Shirori paused before continuing. "Then the whole world dies along with her" Shirori's grip around Sesshomaru began to lessen as her spirit began to fade away.

"Mother!" Shirori smiled a sad smile as a lone tear slid down her face. "Please Sesshomaru, heed my words, for the sake of the world" Shirori kept smiling as more tears slid down her face. 'And for your sake as well, my son' Her inner youkai whimpered as they left their son for the second time. 'She will make a fine mate for you Sesshomaru, We love you and hope that you take care of yourself, and her..' Before her spirit finally faded she whispered to him.

"I'm sorry Sesshomaru, please forgive me...I love you" Sesshomaru watched as his mother faded into the breeze. "I love you too mother" As soon as he said that everyone unfroze and Sango blinked a few times before running towards Kagome. Inuyasha ran to Kikyo's side before screaming to the heavens.

"NOOOO! KIKYO!" Inuyasha grabbed her shirt in atempts to awake her from the never ending slumber. "PLEASE KIKYO WAKE UP!! PLEASE TELL ME YOUR ALRIGHT!?" When she failed to answer, he knew that once again, he failed to protect her. Inuyasha cursed to the heavens above and he held her body close.

Kagome's tears came even more like waterfalls as she heard the sound of his voice. So full of despair, just like kikyo. "What have I done?" Everyone slowly turned there heads toward kagome as she wrapped herself into a feeble position and began to cry harder.

"NOOOOOOOOOOO!! WHAT HAVE I DONE!!" Kagome's pain filled voice brought Sesshomaru out of his trance, and he walked slowly toward the battle scene and quickly covered his nose at the smell.

Already he could smell the already dead body rotting, once again, so the smell wasn't pretty. Inuyasha grabbed Kikyo's body and slowly walked away from the battle scene, with Kikyo's body in his hands.

"W-where are you going Inuyasha?" Miroku who was the only one that didn't have an either shocked nor sad look on his face was the one to speak up. "Miroku.." When Inuyasha turned his head slowly everyone besides Mr. Ice prince himself gasped.

Tears were welling up in Inuyasha's eyes and some already flowing down his face, and his eyes were blood red. Inuyasha slowly turned back around and continued walking until he was out of sight.

Sango rushed toward Kagome and put her hugged her trying to soothe the now traumatized girl. "Shh.. its alright Kagome it wasn't your fault you were defending yourself, she was the one who started it" Kagome slowly stood up, her body shaking from all the crying she was doing.

"No Sango, this time your wrong, it WONT be alright! I KILLED HER!! IM A MURDERER!" Kagome covered her face as she ran with her new demonic speed into the castle and into her rooms, locked the door, fell on the floor, and cried herself to sleep on the cold hard floor.

Sango let the rest of her tears flow on Miroku's shoulder as she cried for her friend. "Do you think that she will be alright Miroku?" Miroku placed his lips tenderly on her's, making her blush slightly. "Kagome is a strong girl. she will get through this dont worry my love" Sango smiled and wiped away her tears. But then Miroku's face grew serious. "But the other question still remains, Will Inuyasha be ok?"

SCENE CHANGE

Inuyasha ran with full speed towards Goshinbuku with the carcass of the one he loved in his hands. When he finally reached his destination he collapsed against the tree and let his tears consume him. He cried and cried until their were no more tears to cry so he placed Kikyo's broken body on the ground and took out his tetsusaiga.

"WINDSCAR!!" Inuyasha, full of rage tore down trees and cut down any youkai that was in the forest until there was only one lone tree still standing and no youkai except for him in the forest. He then took Kikyo's body into his lap and held her tight

. "Why?! WHY KIKYO?! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO PICK A FIGHT WITH HER? WHY COULDNT YOU JUST LEAVE HER ALONE?!" Inuyasha subconsciously held her closer as tears trickled down his cheek and onto her lifeless face.

"How could you leave me? All alone again? I have no one now kikyo!". Tears began to pour like waterfalls now. "There was so much i wanted to tell you, but you left me here alone" He looked at kikyo's pale face before stroking it with his hands, wiping away his tears from her face.

"No wait that's not right, I'm not alone, you left me hear with a broken heart, so I guess Im not alone after all" Inuyasha smiled sadly at her peaceful look on her face as he took Kikyo'sbody and placed it on the ground as he dug a grave for her right under Goshinbuku. After he buried her he made her a tombstone that read:

"In loving memory of Kikyo

My love, my life,

The woman who took my heart with her to

the fiery gates of hell

May she rest in peace"

Inuyasha wiped a few tears away as he began to walk towards Kaede's village, the very same place where he met the love of his life, tricked into hating her, put under a seal for 50 years by that same woman, and also... where he met the other love of his life, the one who killed the other love of his life. Kagome...

SCENE CHANGE

When Kagome woke up the next morning she thought it was all a dream, but when she looked into the mirror she saw herself for the first time, a demonic, cold blooded killer.

She fell to her knees and began to cry, the tears and the floor making her skin cold. 'Its what i deserve .. The cold reflects me... I'm a cold blooded killer... He'll never forgive me for what I've done.. I'm soo sorry Inuyasha! Kagome cried harder as her thoughts brung new tears to her eyes. 'What have I become?...'

AWWW!! WHAT A SAD CHAPTER!! BUT IT HAD TO HAPPEN LOL EITHER IT WAS THAT OR HAVE SESSHOMARU'S MOTHER KILL HER HER DAMN SELF LOL POOR INUYASHA NO MORE KIKYO FOR HIM ( LOL BUT I HOPE THAT YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER AND I HOPE THAT IT MEETS YOUR STANDARDS much luv

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