Sunstreaker and I made it to these so called fighting rings, Sunny had told me to wait by the door as he found a seat, leaving me alone. Looking around I spotted an office, curiously I look in, only to see a man in an old desk filling out paper work. On the door as I moved out of view was a sign that said 'sign ups.'
So that meant anyone can join?
I stood there a long moment as I thought it over.
Being with the cons as put thoughts of how to get stronger, afterall there would be time Sideswipe wouldn't be able to protect me, plus the thought of fighting here made my heart speed up with excitement. I felt a sort of thrill shoot through my veins, and at that moment I rashly made my desision.
I was going to sign up.
Of course I'll keep it to myself, I won't tell anyone, I'm sure anyone on the Nemesis wouldn't like the idea.
Walking inside I stand before the man who was looking over papers, upon noticing me he put the papers down.
"What do you want kid?" He grunted.
"I'm signing up for fights." I say making him laugh.
"Thats funny kid, now get out of here, this is no place for a kid." He said seriously.
I hold my ground.
"I said I'm going to sign up, don't treat me like child, I may be young but I've been through more shit than some grown men. If I get hurt or killed its my own problem. its not like your dealing with it." I said coldly as I put my hands on the desk and lean against it. A dark look over my face, showing my true emotions and my determination to join the fights.
The man sighs before pushing a paper along the desk and a pen, both items sitting before me. I grab the pen up and read over the print
All parties signing up for the fighting rings must read the fine print before joining.
Rule 1:. Any party joining male or female is on their own joining these fights, items such as chains, pipes, bats, and other items that can be used for striking an opponent is ALLOWED, knives, guns, spears, or any other weapons that are sharp and use ammunition ARE NOT allowed however.
Rule 2: You DO NOT reveal your true name, you will create your own ring name and that is what you will be called by. The fighting rings is not and will not be responsible for your death or the death of your close ones because of a mistake you made. One you sign this paper you are a criminal involved in an illegial fighting ring.
Rule 3: DO NOT reveal the existence of this ring or YOU WILL face dire consequences that could lead to you or loved ones being injured or killed.
I stopped reading after rule 3 and signed the paper and pushed it to him.
"Well then Black Death, when will you fight?" He grunted.
I look over the fighting schedules.
"Give me a week so I may take care of a few things, I'll be back, so don't mistake me as a wimp." I growl, my heart was beating erratically, this aggression I was displaying and the power I was showing was thrilling, I've always been the one being weak, but now I have a chance to prove that I'm more than what I believe.
"Yeah yeah whatever kid, just remember the rules." He grunted before gesturing me out.
I smirk before turning and stalking out.
No more being weak, I'm going to become strong, I want to protect myself and those I hold close, even if they are bigger and stronger than me.
I bump into someone, and as large warm hands rest on my hips, I held back a shiver.
"I was wondering where you went Cookie~" Sunstreaker purred blowing in my ear.
I roll my eyes.
"Lead the way to the seats." I drawl making him scratch the back of his head awkwardly.
"Optimus called me in, I'm supposed to intercept your friend Soundwave who is investigating something. Don't worry, for you I won't hurt him...to bad." He winked
I glared but held my tongue at that.
"I'll take you back to where you were at eventually then I'm leaving." He said pulling me along.
He had me crushed up against his side, his hand daringly resting on my lower back, I had to suppress a shiver when he 'accidentally' brushed his fingers against my when my shirt began to ride up.
"Keep your hands to yourself mech before I break my foot off in your ass." I say through gritted teeth trying it ignore the tingles shooting through me.
He snickered in amusement as he purred at me mockingly.
His touch had the affect Sideswipe's did, only Sideswipe knew how to rile me up quicker.
My heart leapted as I began to think of Sides, I guess for the ride back to main street I'll use to think over where I stand with Sideswipe.
"You're thinking of my brother aren't you?" Sunny growled jealously
I shrug.
"Yeah I am, both of you are trying to make a point of making me yours, your twin pulled a daring move, and now I gotta think it over." I say.
He only growled.
"You two have to share mates anyhow, I know your not jealous of me liking him, your jealous of the fact you can't be involved." I say making him flinch.
I'm that good at reading people, plus it just helps knowing almost everything about the twins' counterparts.
"How do you know that?" Sunstreaker questioned tensely.
I look over at him and smirk.
"I know things, I'm more than just eye candy, I'm smarter than I let on and I am a very good observer." I shrug as I get into his alt.
He lets out a hum as he shuts his holoform off.
Soon he was driving down towards main street, which gave me at least 20 minutes or more to think.
Sideswipe never showed any signs of interest that I could pick up, but I can be kind of dense when it comes to the topic of romance, you'd have to bluntly show or tell me. He was always protective towards me, and was always willing to listen. He was supportive, helping me with any bad moods I have with his inspirational words or speeches. He was never rude to me, he never hurt me.
Primus the more I thought about this the more I felt my heart slam against my chest, I had to control my emotions by thinking of sad things just to keep from blushing.
I think he was right, he already has his servos gripped tightly around my heart.
I felt as if I could just jump up and fly, I began to allow all of the giddy feelings to take a hold of me, I always tried to push them back, thinking I was only being weird. Now I know I wasn't.
I was falling for Sideswipe, hard.
I'm sure it was only a matter of time before I felt the same for Sunny, then I'll be dealing with a love triangle.
How fucking cliche is that?!
I'm pretty damn sure my life has become a fanfiction.
"Here we are."Sunny said bringing me from my thoughts.
Before I could unbuckle, he did it for me, but the seat belt tightened around me before it slid very slowly over my breasts, making me roll my eyes with a growl.
Sunstreaker was such a pervert it wasn't even funny.
I grumble as I stepped out, he then makes his holoform appear in front of me, and before I can react he pulls me closer and flushes me against his chest as he presses his lips to mine in a deep kiss, his kiss was surprisingly softer than that of SIdeswipe's.
He moves his lips against mine in a desperate kiss, nothing but raw emotion going through the kiss paralyzing me as a deep flush went over my face.
"I can't hold back any more Cookie, I've only met you once yet you plague my every fragging thought. My wretched twin's emotions are influencing me" He growled. I tried to push away only for him to kiss me again then pull away.
"I planned to kill you that night I first met you, I wanted to cripple my twin more than anything, but as soon as I laid my eyes on you I froze up. I wanted you as much as my twin wants you." He said.
"I'm so lonely Cookie." He says almost brokenly.
"My spark hurts so much. Just take it away somehow." He whispered his lips lightly brushing against my own.
My heart panged fo him.
"Make up with your twin! Join the cons! Don't let this feud between you and your twin kill you both, you two NEED each other, your split spark twins. How long have you been apart fighting?" I say as his eyes darken.
"20 years, and that's not an option Cookie...I'll see you later." He said before leaving, his holoform exploding into sparks as the black Lamborghini drove off, leaving me alone.
I didn't even dwell on the kiss, my thoughts were dwelling on Sunny's confession.
20 years apart? How much longer would that last till their sparks couldn't take the aggression they direct at one another. Sure they are in contact almost every other day, but don't they have to do bonding sessions or something, i could be wrong, but I was still afraid for their sake.
I love Sideswipe, that meant I will have to love Sunny, but there was a big problem with the arrangement.
Sunny and Sides need to love each other for both of their sake's, they needed to be together, they were two halves to a whole.
I'll speak with Starscream over how split spark twins work, I'll avoid talking about it with Sides, I don't need to tell him having suspicions that I've been hanging out with his twin. I don't need to possessiveness upped a notch.
Hearing an engine approach, a voice catching my attention:
"There you are femme."A familiar voice growled with irritancy and relief.
"Didn't I say I would call you when I wanted to be picked up?" I say raising a brow, I wasn't mad, if anything I was excited to see him.
His holoforn appears before me.
Why did the twins have to be so fucking hot and beautiful?! Jesus Christ I have modeate looks, their sex God looks make me feel inferior,
Maybe I'm over exaggerating a tad bit but still, Sunny and Sides were fucking hot.
I really liked original Sunny cause his whole personality was just...sexy to me, but Sides is the one with the darker personality while Sunny is like an over lewd version of the original crimson twin.
"Karly?" Sides questioned waving his hand in front of my face.
I jolt.
"Oh, uh sorry, I zoned out for a second." I say sheepishly while scratching the back of my head.
He snorts before opening the passenger door to his alt. I get in and buckle up as the holoform fizzles into the driver's seat.
I look out the window in silence, I wanted to say something, but I was thinking things over too much, I'd only end up a stuttering fool when talking to him.
I was curious though, why me? I figured he'd go from more of his kind, but I guess I was wrong.
I guess that will be something I never know, but I don't mind, Its nice to have someone like me for once. He's one of the few people that have no motives other than wanting to protect me, so I had no fears of him leaving me.
I don't think I could take losing someone else, especially Sideswipe, even for knowing him only a few weeks I feel as if I've known him my whole life.
I look over at the holoform when I see that we haven't moved, and instantly I snap my gaze from him because of the intense stare he is giving me, making me squirm in my spot.
"Stop moving." He said with a husky edge making goose-bumps rise on my skin.
I felt my face become hot and my thoughts go to yesterday, without even realizing it I clamp my legs together. Unnoticed by me Sideswipe's eyes flare as he watched my every move.
I notice he finally starts his engine and begins to drive, the sexual tension within his alt extremely high. I had to force myself to keep my breathing even and to not squirm.
I've never felt like this towards anyone! Its was scary how my body reacted to him.
My growing feelings towards him didn't help my lust, in fact it made everything worse. I wanted him to touch me, I hated being touched because I was so used to touch being associated with violence, but I wanted his touch so bad it was maddening. I wanted to feel his arms wrapped around me, I wanted to feel his body pressed tightly against mine, I wanted his hand to roam my body as he kissed me deeply and passionately.
I became really aware of the seat belt wrapped around my torso, I had the urge to arch my back, then I had to clench my jaw when the seat belt tightened.
There was no keeping composed, I was a wreck right now and I knew he knew, I felt his gaze on me, and his engine sounded much different from what it usually did, so I know he was affected greatly by my arousal, he could probably smell it.
There would be no hiding from him.
I finally composed myself enough to not look like a panting and blushing mess. I kept a blank look as i stared out the window. I still felt my skin buzz and my heart rate keep at a fast pace.
I wanted him so bad it was unreal.
It didn't help he wanted me as well, but even with the knowledge of my feeling and his, I was still scared of it all, what if the relationship is a disaster? I don't think I could handle heart-break.
So I planned to hold myself back for a long as I could.
I wonder how long that would last?
